我认罪！
guoquzhongzhong，buguanshifuqinde，haishizijide，douliangqingle。
xichenyinxiangzhongdexuelanyuxiangshiduobiandejingling，zaiwutaishangdianqijiaojianpianpianqiwu，zaichuangshangfengqingwanzhong，zaitanpanzhuoshangjulilizheng。
yuanbenyiweizheigeguansihaishijiuchanyiduanshijian，yixuelanyudexingge，tabukenengjiuzheiyangfangqirenshu。
suoyidangxuelanyujiandingshuochu“worenzui”sangezideshihou，xichenmominggandaohuanghu，tuitinghou，ta**liangjiu。
嘴巴里泛苦。
“congciyihou，womenliangqingle。”
两清？
十年，就两清了吗？
“guoqushinian，jiudangwoconglaidoumeiyudaoguoni……”
xichenmeijianxuelanyukuguo，zaitafuqinjinzhongzhengjianhushishi，tadoumeijiandao，keshixianzaitadenaohaizhongquemanshixuelanyuneishuangqinmanleyanleidemouzi。
xiangdaozheili，xichenzhouzhemeitouyaoleyaotou，“liangqingle！”
tachaomenwaizouqu，quechadianerbeibandao。
xuelanyushuo“liangqingle”shi，jiandingdemoyangrangtaxiangqiletazaitanpanzhuoshangdesashuangmoyang，xiangzaishuo“zheigexiangmu，woshizaibixing！”
xuelanyushigejianrendaokepadenvren，zhiyaotarendingledeshiqing，meiyoubanbudaode。
xichenmeitouzhoudegengshen，tachelechelingdai，zouchufating，tadeshenghuoli，jiangbuhuizaiyouxuelanyuzheigeren。
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第一监狱内。
shitangerlou，xuelanyuzhengzhuazheyigenvfanrendetoufa，muguanglengdan，zaiyizhongxiqishengzhong，tayiquanzazainvrendelianshang：“haigabuganshoujiandizhaorewo！”
“buganle，buganle！”
“haiganbuganzaiwofancailidongshoujiao？”shuozhe，xuelanyulengzhelianjiangpanzilidefancaiqingdaozailenvrentoushang。
“buganle！wozaiyebuganle！”nvrensesefadou，lianshengqiurao。
zaijianyuzheiyangruorouqiangshidedifang，nanmianhuibeiqifu，xuelanyubuhuizhudongreshier，danzongshiyouxiebuzhitiangaodihoude**qirentaishen！
tabixuyaorangqitarenzhidao，taxuelanyubushihaorede，tapingchangbuxianshanlushui，zhishiyinweibuxieyudongshou。
zheigeshijieshang，zhiyouxichenqifuguota，bingqierangtahaowuzhaojiazhili。
keshi，tayezhinengbeitashanghaiyici！
仅此一次！
suoyoudenvyuyoudouhaipaxuelanyu，zheigenvrenzhangleyizhanghaoqifudelian，keshidongqishoulaiquesihaobuhuishouxialiuqing。
keshitamenbuzhidao，dangxuelanyudezhizijihuaiyunshi，tashunjianhuangleshoujiao，nayoubandianerlengjingkeyan？
dangzhouboyuanlaitanshixuelanyushi，xuelanyuzhongyuxiangshikandaolejiuxingyibankuaibuzoushangqian，gezhehouhoudeboli，tamanlianqiqiu，“boyuan，bangwoyigemangba！”
zhouboyuanquehongzheyanjingdingzheta，yanqiandenvrenshoulehenduo，taqideshuangshouzhandou：“xichendaodizaixiangshenme？tazenmenengzheiyangduini！dangchushitajinggaowoliniyuandianer，woyiweitashizhendeaini，suoyicaifangshoule，keshinikankannixianzaideyangzi，xingfuma？”
zhouboyuantaiqifenle，renbuzhupokoudama：“xuelanyu，nishibushisha！ninashiniandeshijianweilegouma！”
xuelanyubizheyanjingshouzhetadezema，“ruguobushijinglilezheijianshiqing，wozenmehuizhidaozijineimeshani？suanle，youyinbiyouguo，guoqudeshiqingjiubuzaitile。”
“pingshenmebuti！xuelanyu，xichenqinshoubanisongjinlejianyu，shitahaileni！”
“neishiwomenxuejiaqiantade，gaihai。”xuelanyuqingqinghulekouqi，taniejinleshouxin，burangyanleidiaoxialai，“xianzailiangqingle。”
zhouboyuanzhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangfanboshenme，danzuizhonghaishimeiyoukaikou。
xuelanyuyazheshengyinshuo：“boyuan，wohuaiyunle，nibangwoxianggebanfahaobuhao？zheigeshiqingqianwanbunengbeiwaimianderenzhidao，youqishixichen，woqiunile，boyuan……”
“席琛的孩子？”
“……是。”
“weishenmebudadiao，nihaiaita？”
“不能打掉！”
“为什么？”
“woyihou，buhuizaigenrenhenanrencheshanghaizi，aiqingzheigekuwochiguoyicijiubuhuiyoudiercile，danhaizishiwode！wozhiyouzheigehaizile！”xuelanyuyaojinyaguan，keshiyanleiyijingjuedi。
taniutoukanxiangyibian，kaiquyanlei。
zhouboyuanzuanjinlequantou，yanjingxinghong，“suoyi，jiuyinweixichenneige**，nibasuoyounanrendoufoudingle？”
“bushifoudingsuoyounanren，zhishiwozaiyebuxuyaoaiqingle。”
zhouboyuanxinzhongzongranbugan，danyezhidaoxuelanyuzhendeshishangtoule，tabunengbita。
“好，我答应你。”
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chengchanzheitian，xuelanyutangzaibinglengdeshoushutaishang，tazuolequanshenmazui，ganjuebudaopoukaidufudetongku，erbianzhiyouyishengxiaoshengdetaolun。
“tingshuoshijingjifanzui，zheihaizikongpashizaijinlaizhiqianyoude，ai，jiranyouzheigenaozi，ganmazouneigewailua，zheibushidanwuhaizime？”
“niganggangqiaojianlemei，tabeihouyouhaozhangyitiaochuancideshoushubahen，neishizuogusuiyizhiliuxiadea。”
骨髓移植。
yanleicongyanjiaohualuo，binglengjingying。
taxiangqizaifatingshanghexichenduizhishidehuamian，“wohenbudebamingdoujini，zheihaibugouma？”
xichen，nizenmenengzheimeduidaiainizhishendewo？
haihao，womenzhongyuliangqingle。