第二章 他的道歉是那么敷衍

dierzhangtadedaoqianshineimefuyan

dangnianwohaizaidudaxue,erzhaojingxuanshiwomenbandezhujiao,woduitayijianzhongqing,neishideaiqingnongliedexiangshihuoyan,ranshaozheyongyuanyongbuwande**。

qichuzhaojingxuanzongshiduiwoaidabuli,zhidaoyouyicibanjijuhui,wohezuilezhihoubatadizaiqiangjiaoqiangwenleta。

buzhizenmede,womenjiuzheimezaiyiqile。

weilefangbiantanqingshuoai,wotedizaixuexiaowaimianzulefang,weiciwoshengchijianyongshenzhihaiyaodagongcainengzhudeqizheilidefangzi。

suoyourendouxianmuwo,shuowoqiurenderen,zhongyuanxialequanxiaochulemingdegaolingzhihua。

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shenchushou,mingmingneimejin,queyouneimeyuan。

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dakaizhihoushixiaojingyuhezhaojingxuanshouqianzheshouzouzaishizilushang,dizhijingranzhengshiwosuozaidexiaoqu。

xiaojingyuxiedao:zhongwengaokaozhiqiandelinshixiaowo。

yuanlaidangnianzhaojingxuanzhisuoyizhiyiyaozhuzaizheilishizheigeyuanyin。

wochelechechunjiao,nulixiangyaoluchuyidianweixiao,keyanleiquewushengdiluoxialai,luozaishoujipingmushang。

pingmushangdedouyinyibianyibiandezhongfang,wokanzhexiaojingyuzouzaiqianmian,erzhaojingxuanyibuyiqudegenzheta,xiaojingyuconglaibuxuyaohuitoujiunengzhidaozhaojingxuanzaitadeshenhou。

wobenyiweizhaojingxuanzhishitianshenglengmo,zhiyaowozugouchiliezongyouyitiannenggouwennuanta。

zhiyaowojianchibuxiedezhuizhuzheta,zongyouyitiantanenghuiguotoulaikanjianwo。

yuanlaizheiyiqiebuguoshiwodeyixiangqingyuaneryi。

zhaojingxuanbushibuxianghuitou,zhishitadeshixianshizhongdingzhetazhuizhudeneigereneryi。

wodunzaishuxia,wushengdebuzhikuleduojiu,zhidaowoshenbiandunleyizhimaoseboza、xialeyizhiyanjingdeyemao,zhengdiliuliudezhuanzhebilvsededuyanwangzhewo。

woshenshoumolemotadenaodai,meixiangdaotahuicoujinwo。

wobaoqitazuozaidishang,turanjuedeshentimeiyouneimelengle。

shoujizhendong,shizhaojingxuandaledianhuaguolai,woguaduanle,tayoufaduanxinwenwoqunaerle,weishenmemeiyouhuijia。

womeihui,baoqihuailidemaoyibuyibuwanghuizou。

huidaojia,woxianjimaozuolegequchong,youjitaxilegezao。

xiwanmaoyouxiziji,zhihouyizhanzhentoujiushuizhele。

diertianwoshibeitianxingde。

mimihuhudezuoqilaijimaohezijizuolezaofan,zheicaiyougongfukanshouji。

limianmimimamadedoushidianhuaheduanxin,quanshizhaojingxuande。

zhaojingxuanqichuyuqihaiyouxiechong,kedaohoumianjianwobuhui,youruanlexialai,shenzhiyougenwodaoqianleyici。

woshuleshu,conglingchenyidiandaolingchensandian,zaiwangshangfanneidoushiwojitafadegezhongfenxiangrichangdexiaoxi,ertazongshigezheqibatiaocaifuyandehuiyige“e”。

woxianglexiang,xuezhetadeyangziyehuileyige,“e”。

shimiaozhongbudao,zhaojingxuanjinghuilewo。

“下楼。”

wochayi,lakaichuanglianchaozhelouxiawangleyiyan,lengzhu。

zhaojingxuankaozhetaneiliangcheshensepijuan,jiaoxiadiuzheshijigenianmieledeyantou。

zhaojingxuanzheishizailouxiadenglewoyiwanshang?

tashenmeshihouweiwozuoguozheiyangdeshi?

jiuzaiwoxiangyaozhongxinfenlashangchuangliandeshihou,zhaojingxuanturantaiqitouduishanglechuanghuliwodeshixian,zheixiajiushixiangduoyeduobudiaole。

wobingbujuedezijiyoushenmecuo,ziranyemeiyoushenmexinxudedifang,yushitantandangdangdexialelou。

gangzoudaozhaojingxuanmianqian,tajiuzhudongtiwodakailefujiashizuodemen。

jintian,yizhigenzhetacongbulishendexiaojingyubuzai,tayenandezheiyangyinqin。

kewoquezhanzaichebianchouchulebantianmeidong。

zhidaozhaojingxuanduiwoshuo,“zheigedianbuhaodache,nikuaichidaole。”

xiangxiangmeigeyuebudidequanqinjiangwomianweiqinanzuojinlezhaojingxuandecheli。

yilushang,wodouchenmozhekanzheshouji。

shoujipingmushangshiwozuotianpianhuijiadeneizhimao,zhengzaihaoqideweizheshexiangtoudaliang,shibushibatadeneizhangliancoudaoshexiangtouqian,henyoutaohaomaiguaideyisi。

wochunjiaoqingqinggouqiyidaohudu。

yizhiyemaowobatabaohuijia,jitaxilegezaoweiledunfantadouzhidaoqinjinwo,kewohezhaojingxuanlianaisinian,dinghunsannian,zhengzhengqiniandeshijianquewuburetadexin。

dayueshishoubulewodechenmo,zhaojingxuankaichedeguochenglijicizhuantoukanwo,jianwobulita,lianseweichen。

zhongyu,zaiyigehonglvdengqian,tarenbuzhukaikou,“nishenmeshihouyangdemao?”

“昨天。”

“zheimaozenmecanjide?”

“嗯。”

“lubianjiandema?dangxinyoujishengchong,haishisongquchongwuyiyuandageyimiao,wanshangxiabanlewopeiniqu。”

“不用。”

“......”

zishizhizhong,wodoubucengtaiyixiatou。

zhaojingxuanzhongyurenwukeren。

taturankaobiantingche,jiekaianquandaibaiguowodejianbang,qiangpowobashixiancongpingmushangdemaonuodaotashenshangqu。

“muwanqiao,nizheiyanggenwolengzhanyouyisima?”

woyilianmangran,“nizenmehuizheimejuede?pingshiwogennishuohuadeshihou,nibuyeshizheiyangdema?nanbuchengnipingshidouzaigenwolengzhanma?”

tayishijianbuzhidaozenmehuida,zhinengmianqianghuanlegehuati,“jingyudebinghaodechabuduole,woyegaibanhuilaile,nihaoxiangbamensuohuanle,babeiyongyaochijiwoba。”

duiyutanengzheimeziranerrandeshuochuzheihua,woyelvexianchijing。

wozhihaotixingta,“woxianzaiyangmao,nibushimaomaoguominma?xiaojingyujiatinghaode,nizanshizhuzheba。”

shuozhe,wopieyanwangxiangchuangwai,juligongsiyejiuyigejibaimidejuli,woshenshoukaimen,dasuanzijizouguoqu。

zhaojingxuanzhuileshanglai,tachuanzheyishenshenzongsedezhangkuandayi,yuanbenyimibajideshengaogengxiandeqizhangyingting,qinglengjuanyongdelianshangtunquledangniandeqingse,biandeyufadeshenchenlengmo。

“xiaoqiao,gaijieshidewodouyijinggennijieshiguole,ruguoniyouhuokeyichaozhewofa,meibiyaozheigetaidu!”

wotaiqitouwangzhetaneizhangzhijinweizhirengjiushiwojianguozuiwanmeidelian,weixiaozheshuo,“zhaozong,woxianzaimeiyouzheigezigegennifahuo,womenyijingfenshoule。”

wochaozhetashenchushoubei,luchuneigenyijingguangtutudezuoshoushizhi,shangmianzhiyouyidaojiqiandejiehen。

bujiuyihou,neidaojiehenyehuixiaoshi。

zhaojingxuanlengzhu,banshangshuobuchuyigezilai。

而我扬长而去。

zhihouyigeyueshijian,wodouduitabierbujian。

zheiyigeyuelaishiwozuiqingsongdeshihou,wokeyisuixinsuoyudeshenghuo。

buyongweilezhaojingxuandejiepimeitianshangbanleidebansihaiyaohuijiadasaoweisheng。

buyongwakongxinsidesihoutiaoshideweikou。

gengbuyongyizhetadexihaohuodebuxiangziji。

qijian,zhaojingxuanduocixiangyaoyuewo,**cuibatalaheile。

tazhihaomeitianjiliwuguolai,buzaishirangwotaoyandeaimashisijin,kemeiyigeshechipinheziwodoumeiyouchai,ershiyuanfengbudongdejitajilehuiqu。

zhidaoneitian,zhaojingxuandemamadalaidianhua。