第二章 选择孩子们

aimodayuxinsi,duiyuaiqingwoshichedidejuewangle。haomingdejueqinglikai,jiahaodechixinguoqu,woxianruwojizijibianzhidesijie。neixiecengjingdewangshidouhuizaiwodenaoziguodianyingyibancqinglidiaoyiqie,keshijiyiquemeiyoubanfaqingchu。cengjingneigewenxindexiaowurujinjingchengweilewodeshangxinzhidi。

“xiaona。nihuilaile。”shifangdongdeshengyin。

“e,ayi。huilaile。”woqianqiangdexiaolexiao。

“huilaijiuhao,zuijinyigerenlaoshizhaoni,shuoyigejiaojiahaodechushile,xiangjianniyimian。zheishineigerenliuxiadedianhua。”

jieguozhitiaowobianzaidiyishijianbotongledianhua,jiahaoshizenmele?

“wei,nihao,woshizhuangxiaona,nizhaowoyoushima?”

neitoudeshengyinmingxiandecuzhongqilai。“woshijiahaodedidi,wogegejitianqianqushile,tazuihoudeyaoqiushixiangjianniyimian。”

“nishuo,jiahaota......”woyouxiebunengyizhi,xinhuangluanditiaozhe,xiangyaoconghoulongbengchulaiyiyang。

“nizainali,nigegezainali?”woyouxiexiesidili。

wozhuzaiqingyunlude“qingyunzhaodaisuo”,zheiliyouwogegejiniliuxiadedongxi。

wochongchufangjian,shenchushoubei,dashenghanzhe“chuzuche,chuzuche。”yanleizaoyihuahuadeliuxia。

renshengmeiyouhouhui,renshengbukenengzhongxinkaishi,renshengbukenengcaipai,renshengjiushixianchangzhibo,zuihoudoushiyaoxiemude。

dangwomianduijiahaodedidi,womeiyoukandaowoyiliaozhongdemoshihelengmo。tajiwodaoleyibeishui,shiyiwozuoxia。takanzhewo,“wogegejiniliuxiatadagongjizandeyiwankuaiqian,haiyoubeishilibiaozhangdewuwanyuan,zheixiegegezhufuwodoujini。gegeshuonishiyihaonvhai,xiwangnikeyikuailedeshenghuo。”shuowan,tadijiwoyizhangxieyouwomingzidecunzhe。

zheiliyouwogegejiniliuxiadecipan,tahenganxienijitadailaidemeihaoshenghuo,meihaodejiyi,ganxienicengjingduiwogegefuchudeai。

woquanshenwuli,xiangyaoshuoxieshenmequefaxianfabuchusheng,woleile,shizhendeleile。taiduodebiangudaijiwoshenxindecuican,zaijiashangjiahaodeturanlikai,woyijingwulizaichengshoushenme,weishenme,weishenmehaorenzongshibeimingyunrucicuicanni?

“nizaizheidaiyihuiba,woyaohuiqule,ganzhongwushierdiandehuoche,mingtianshiwofumudejiri,woyaohuiqujidian。”

wojixiededianlediantouwoyirandaizuozaineili,sizhoujingqiaoqiaode,siyiyangdechenji。woyijingbuhuikule,yanleiyezaoyiliugan,buzhidaogaiqunaliyougaizuoxieshenmebianzhihaozaizheizuoxiaowolidaizhe,renpinggujitunshizhewo。

“xiaona,nihao。haojiumeijiaonidemingzile,yehaojiumeilianxinile,haijidewoma?neitiandeouyu,shineigeqiangbaozeicuchengwomenzouzaileyiqi。qishizhendemanganxieta,yinweitacaishideworenshileni,yeganxieni,jilewoneimeduomeihaodehuiyi。”zheishijiahaodeshengyin,woxiangwoyibeiziyewangbudiaodeshengyin。

“renshengjiushiliangtiaobicibunenghuihedepingxingxian,zhiyaowomennengkandejianbicijiuhao,zongbunengjiaohui,yinweiyidanyoulejiaojineimejiuyiweizhebicijianghuiyuelaiyueyuan,jiranzheiyang,wozhidaohuiliniyuelaiyueyuan,keshiwoshebude,shizhendeshebude,nishiwoxinzhongdenvshen,wobunengkandaonishouku,yeburenxin,napayidingdiandekuyebuxing,huoxunijiushiwohuozhedeyiyiba。xiaona,qishiwoyizhizaiguanzhuzheni,guanzhuzhenideshenghuo,guanzhuzhenisuoaideneigeren。”

“neigehaomingshinixihuandeduiba?bu,yinggaishihenaicaidui,wocengmimidegenzongguota,zhidaotadedixi,zhidaotadeweiren。wozhidaonizhuirutadeaihe,woshuozaiduoleyemeiyong,nikenenghuidangzuowoshiduitadejiduhebuman,danwobushineiyangderen,wozhishipanishoushangeryi!”

“jitianqian,wozuoleyijianshi。tamenbawodangzuoyingxiong,qishibushitamenxiangdeneiyang,zishizizhong,wozhishiaizhenidejiahaoeryi。dangwokandaoloushangneigenvhai,neigezhangdetaixiangnidenvhaizailoudingshanghuhanjiumingdeshihou,wohaobuyouyubianchongleshangqu。dangloushangneigefengkuangdejiahuoshouchibishouyangyanyaoshaleneigenvhaideshihou,neigenvhaikanzhewo,wozhidaotazaikenqiuwojiuta。erneiyike,wobatakanchengleni,buzhidaoshibushitaixiangnideyuangu。ranhouwojiuxiangqianchong,wozhuazhuneigeqituxingxiongdenanren,zhuazhutadebishou,nvhaibeiwotuichulaoyuan,neigenanrenbaozhuwo,ningxiaozheshuo,womenyiqiqusiba!”

“dangwoxinglai,caizhidaowomencongloushangzhuiluo,xingxiongzhedangchangsiwang,woyeshoulezhongshang,yexuhuobuguojintianle,yexuhuobuguomingtianle。danwohaiqianguazheni,tingshuorensideshihouxiangqideneixieduizijilaishuodouhuishizuizhongyaode,erwowushiwukebuzaixiangni,xiangqiwomenyiqijinglidediandiandidi,“

shengyinjieranerzhi,libianchuanlaijiahaodididejicudeshengyin,“yisheng,yisheng...”

wodeleixianyouhuifuzhengchangle,leishuibadabadadizaishoushang,dizailuyindaishang。“congguimenguanchulaicaijuedehuozheshixingfude。xiaona,nizhidaoma?wozongnengmengjianni,menglidenishiyigelaoshi,neigezhezhuanghesanfachulaideqichanghaizhenyouneimeyidianxiangni。menglinihehaizimenkaixindezaiyiqi,woxiangzheiyangyehao,zuogeyoueryuanlaoshi,neixiexiaopengyouyinggaihuidaijinixuduokuailede,woyexiangyaonikuaile。”womomodediandiantou,haode,jiahao,wodeairen。wohuizuoyiminglaoshi,jiuxiangnimengzhongkandaodeneiyang,neibianshiwodeweilai,wohuijianqiang,huijiayoude,woxiangzuoyimingyoueryuanlaoshihaole,shenghuozaihaizideshijiezhong,yeshenghuozaiyounideshijiezhong。

wojizhulejiahaodehua,jizhulejiahaozaimengzhongchuxiandexiaoyuan,neilishijiahaoxinzhongdeyidianyuan,yeshiwojinhoushenghuodeyidianyuan。

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youhuifuletongxiaokeguangjiedexiguan,takanjiadeshuipingyiranbujiandangchuni。

zaixiaokehexiaoxueshenghuizhuxichuleyiduanshijianhoucaifaxian,yuanlaishijieshanghaiyourucikuangredemengxiangjia。tademubiaoshizuoshijiedeshoufu,xiangbiergaiciheqiaobusikanqi,xiangbirucihongweigaoshan,womendexiaokezhinengwangshanxingtan,zhudongtuolishoufudehuaibaozhongxinguoshangbaixingdeshenghuo。

haishixihuanguangdiyidadao,zhishishoutibaobianchenglekuabaoeryi。

shijiankeyichongdanxuduodejiyi,xinzhongdetongkuyehuisuizheshiguangliushierrijiandedanwang。duiyuaiqingwoshizhendepale,xianzaizhixiangzuohaoyimingyouxiudehaiziwangjiukeyile,zheibudanshiwodeyuanwang,yeshijiahaoduiwodexiwang。

“meinv,neibianyigexiaonanhaichaojimenga,ganjinqukankan。”lubiandayouyizhangwutai,shishangjiagaocuxiaolinshidachengde,xiangbiyeshiweilexiyinguanzhonglaiyiqiyule,zengjiahudongxing,jiaqiangdazhongduipinpaideyinxiang,congertigaozhimingdu。

“wojiaoxiaobao,wobushineigezongchuanzhelaoyangpichanggedeabao。wolaizizuguodalu,wodejiazaidonggoucun,neilishiwoyeyenainaideshenghuodedifang,yeshiwolaoyeyenainaishenghuodedifang,danwozaoyijingbuzaineilizhule,wozhuzaidiyidadaodedongmian。”shuozhexiaonanhaichaozhexifangzhilezhi。“woxihuanchangge,zuixihuanchangshishangzhiyoumamahao,danbababuxuwochang......”

“niyuanlaipaodaozheililaile。”yigeyingjundenanrenxunsudepaoshangwutaibaoqilezheigenanhai。

“duokuailedehaizia!”wobujinduiyoueryuandegongzuohuanxiangqilai,xiangdaomeitiandoukeyihezheixiexiaohuobaozaiyiqi,xinlibianchongmanqidai。

daxueshenghuojiuzheiyangqiaowushengxidejieshule,dangnihaichenjinzaizhongzhonghuiyizhong,yiweiyiqiehaoxiangshizaizuotiancaifashengdeyiyangni,xiaoyuanneigezhonghuanqingdehuodongzaoyijingkaishile,neixierizizhengridepeizheshigeshijielaoshiqianbeichifan,kanzhesinianzaiyiqidetongxuemashangjiuyaotiangeyifang,xinlijinghuiyouxieshangganchouchang,sheishuorenbushiganqingdedongwuni,qishishuojiandandian,biyeyejiushipaiwanbiyezhao,chiwansanhuofan,ranhoubiangebendongxiqule。

womeidasuankaoyan,ershizhijiequfujinyijiayoueryuanbaolemingdanglaoshi。woxuedeshiqiyeguanli,daxuebenke,zhishibuzhidaozheijia“shaoerle”deyoueryuanhuibuhuishouxiawoni,xinlihaishimeiyouduoshaopude。

youeryuansuizuoluozaishangyefanhuazhidi,danqueshaoyoushangyequdefenwei。yuanneiyuanwaizaizhongzhexuduodeshumu,shuxiazaizhixiaocaohegesedexianhua。

youeryuandeshoumenzheshiyiweiheaidelaobo,dangwohetashuowoyaoyingpindaoyoueryuanzuolaoshishi,tamanmianxiaorong,lijijiyuanzhangdaledianhua,wobianshunlidejinruyuannei。yuanneichangdihaokuankuo,dimianshangpuzhesujiao,qiangjiaozhongzhixuduodefuronghua、ziyeli、wutongshudengdeng。yuanzidaochumimanzheshihuadexiangqi,conghaizimendejiaoshilichuanlaikuailewujidexiaosheng。

xiaozhangshizaisanlou,wozirenshiyigehensuixingderen,ranerjinruxiaozhangbangongshiquegandaolexiexujinzhang。qiaoleqiaomen,wumendakaile,shiyiweicimeishanmudezhongniannvxing。tareqingdishenchushou,“ninhao,woshiyoueryuandeyuanzhangcuimeizhu,huanyingnidedaolai。”

yuanzhangweixiaodeduanxiangzhewo,meiyanjianchongmanzheciai。“youeryuandehaizibuhaodaia,nizhidaoma?”wozhidao,wohuida。yeduitabaoyiweixiao。

“woxiangzhidaoninweishenmeyaodangyimingyoueryuandelaoshini?”cuixiaozhangtichulezijideyiwen。

“woxihuanhaizi,woyelijiehaizidexinli。woxiangxinwokeyizuohaozheifengongzuo。weilezhangwoyouerdexinli、shenglideyixietedian,woxitongdexuexilezheifangmiandexuduozhishi,yebaomingcanjialeyouerlaoshidepeixun,bingqieshunlidexuewansuoxuedejiaocheng。”cuixiaozhangkanzhewo。“worenweinishiyigehaodelaoshi,yerenweinibushiyishixinxuelaichaocailaizheilide,danyaozhidaoyouerdepeiyangshizuixinkude。2dao7suidehaizi,tamenbuhuizunshouneimeduoyiyoudezhixu,yinweitamendoushihaizi。”

“cuixiaozhang,wolijienidexiangfa,woxiangwokeyizuohaofenneideyouergongzuo。”

“haoba,xiexieniduiyouergongzuodelijie,nikeyimingtianlaishangban,gongxini,zhuangxiaojie。ninyijingchengweiyimingguangrongdeyouerlaoshile。”

cuixiaozhangshenchushou,wojinjinwozhu。tadeshouxiangjiahaodeshou,titie、wennuan,lingrenanxin。

neiwanwojijiahaodedididaledianhua,gaosutawoyijingchengweiyimingyoueryuandelaoshi,chengweihaiziwang,chengweishangdaxuezhichulianxiangdoumeixiangdeyoueryuanlaoshi,shixianlewoaideheaiwodejiahaodeyuanwang。womenyiqilaigaosuyuanzaitiantangdejiahaozheigehaoxiaoxi。

wanshangdeyuelianghenda、henyuan,wozhenzheyueliangrushui,shuidehenxiang、hentian。

yidazaojiuqilai,balinshidejusuochedidedasaoleyitong。yaohuangehaoxinqing,weishengdasaochushizuiyouxiaodefangsongxinqingdefangfa。

kanzhehuanranyixindejusuo,ranhoupenshangxunyicaodekongqiqingxinji。chuanshangwozuixihuandeyifu,daishangzuishufuderongmao,huxizhezaochenqingxindekongqi。jiandanchilezaodian,qishangzixingchelaidaowodegongzuodidian——“shaoerle”youeryuan。

youeryuanmenqianyijingyousonghaizidejiazhangle,wozhanzaimenqian,weixiaodemianduimeiyiweihaizihejiazhang。

“zhuanglaoshi,yuanzhangshuonilaihoujiuquzhaotae。”

xiexielaobo,wodayingzhe,qingcheshuludeshanglesanlou。

“huanyingni,zhuanglaoshi。”cuixiaozhanghualedandandeqianzhuang,chuanzhehuangsedeshangyi,qianhongsedezhangqun,jiaoshangchuandeshibailidenvxie。

“zhuanglaoshi,nifenzaixiaoerban。nidedadangshiwangxiujulaoshi,tashiyimingzishendeyouerjiaoshi,youbumingbaidejinkeyiwentahaole。xiaoerbanzaiyilouzuoguaichu。”

“haode。xiexieninyuanzhang。”

“zhuanglaoshi,zhunidiyitianshangbanxinqingyukuai。”cuixiaozhangweixiaoshuodao。

“xiexie,yezhuninyukuai。”wohuiyingzhe。

xiaoerbanyijinglailejigehaizile。wanglaoshikanqilaihenyansu,youxiekeban,shenzhiyouxiebugouyanxiao,zheishizheiweizishendelaoyouerjiaoshijiwodediyiyinxiang。

“wanglaoshi,nihao。woshixinlaidelaoshi,wojiaozhuangxiaona。”woshenchushou。

“huanyingni。”wanglaoshikebandemiankongshangjichulejisiweixiao。

haizimendaduodoudaoqile,kandaoxindelaoshi,doujidaowodeshenpang。“laoshi,nishixinlaidea,nizhangdezhenpiaolianga。womamashuo,piaoliangdelaoshixiangtianshi。womamashuo,yaomeitianwenlaoshihao,daijilaoshiyigehaodexinqing......”

kanzhezheixiekeaidehaizi,woxinqingyixiazizhendedahaoqilai。xinlimoxiang,zheixiewuyidetianshi,woyidinghuirangnimenchengweizuikuailedehaizi。

woshuxizhezheixiehaizidemingzi:“kaiming、cuihao、jinpeng、xiaoxi、yinghao、guojie、jialin、yuyang、dayong、xinru......”wangzhehaizimentianzhendelianpang,wogandaozuoyimingyoushishiduomedexingfu,fangfozijiyouhuidaolexiaodeshihouyiyang。

jitianyouerjiaoshideshenghuo,rangwoganjuenianqinglexuduo。haizimentongzhendeshengyinshiwoyoujiuweidetongnianyinxiang,haizimenyishengshengdeqinqiedelaoshi,shiwoqieshengandaoneifenwennuan。haizimendefangjianduimanlewanju,shiwoyouyizhongdangmuqindeganjue。zongzhi,zaizheigexindehuanjingzhong,woganjuehenchongshi,ganjuemeitianguodehenzhi。

shenghuozainibujingyijianzhuanwan,youshihounibukeyikongzhita,shunqiziranhuoxushizuihaodexuanze。

zuoyouerlaoshishiwobiyehouzhuandediyigewan,shiyinweijiahaowoaishangleyoueryuan。danwoyeshiyigecaibiyedehaizia,shidahaiziyudaolexiaohaizi。xuduohaizidouxihuanhewoyiqiwan,erwodeqianbeiwanglaoshiqueyouxieshoulelengluo,wojiujinggaizenyangcainengchulihaozheiyiqieni。

“zhuanglaoshi,nixihuancongshizheixianggongzuoma?”yitian,wanglaoshiwenwo。

“xihuana,woqishimanxihuanhaizide。haizidetianzhen、wuxie、tongqudoushiwoxihuandea。”wochengkendehuida。

“wozaizheigeyoueryuan20nian。nikanwolianshangdezhouwenyidianyebubibierenshao,gangkaishiyeshitongniyiyang,xihuanhaizi。dangshixihuandaomenglidoubeihaizimendehuajijudongxiaoxing,nikankan,neishiwodezhaopian。”wanglaoshidakaitayiqiandeyingji,zhijiwokantanianqingshideyangzi。

wochileyijing,zheijiushidangshidewanglaoshi。guazilian,qierdeduanfa,piaoliangdemianrong,chongmanqingchundehuoli,youzhechuzhongdeshencai,danrujindewanglaoshiqueshishuitongdeyaoshen,yansudelianpang,sibandebiaoqing,haiyouneinandeyijiandexiaorong。

“zheijiushinin?”wozhenjingle。“shia!”wanglaoshijingranluchuxiusedebiaoqing。“neishidewokeshigemeinvde,zhuiqiuwoderentaiduole。kanrujinjiushidiuzaidalushangyemeirenyaoa。”

“nalia,wanglaoshixianzaishiyuelaiyueyouqizhile,neishideqingseshibeisuiyuemolianqude。”woshuoxielianzijidoubuxindejiahua,danjirenganjuexiangzhendeshide。

xiaobandehaizibushihenhaoguan,haizideziwoyueshunenglixuyaozhujiandeyangcheng。canqianbianhouyaoxishou,chifanpaiduijiangzhixu,buxuqifuxiaopengyou,duilaoshiyaoyoulimao。duihaizidezheixieyaoqiuwojihuershunengxiang。

tongshizaijutidepeiyangguochengzhongyaogenjutamenzishendetedianzailaizhidingjutidefangan。birukaiminghaodong,cuihaoanjing,jinpengxihuanezuoju,dayongzuinengqifuren,guojiexihuanzuobangzhumeinvdexiake,jialinxihuanbainonggezhongxiaowanju,yuyangjiuxihuanlaodong。zhenduizheixiehaizidetedian,womenjiuyaozhaochuzuinengpeiyanghaiziqianlidefangfalaikaifahaizimengezhongnengli。

yizhuanyanjigexingqiguoqule,zhujiandegandaoganhaoyouerlaoshibushineimerongyide,meidangxiangqiwanglaoshirongmaoxinggedexinjiuduibiwojiulengchegusuia。danjirandayinglejiahao,wojiuyidingyaojianchi,buganhaobubaxiu。zheibujinshigaoweitadeyizhongfangshi,yeshizijixunqiuxinlijituodeyizhongfangfa。