第一章
“wojuedinglikaiqiuyelinle，popo。”
caozadeyinlehuhan，hunanshanshuodejiubadengguang，yingzhaozheshenqingyanyandijiandingdeshentai。
tingdaoerxiyaogenerzilihun，qiumudeqingxujidong，gaoxingleqilai：
“niqueding？nijiapochanzhihouwojiurangyelingennilihun，nimenlianggezongshibuken。yinixianzaideshenfendiweigenbenpeibushangwoerzi，lihunlenikebiehouhui。”
tingzhedianhuaduimianyuqizhiyidejianxisangyin，shenqingyanchenmopianke，chenshengdao：
“wodayingnizhiqiandetiaojian，jiwowuqianwan，yizhouhouwojiujiasilikaijingshi。”
yishengchixiaoshunzheermaichuanlai，qiumufengcidexiaozheshuo：
“woerzikebiwuqianwanzhiqianduole，kexinimingbuhao，zhuabuzhu。nidaoshiguaijue，zhidaonaqianjiuzou。nikebiefanhui。”
shenqingyanxiangqiganggangtingdaodeqiuyelingentapengyoujiaotandehuayu，tafumozhexiaofu，chuixiayanlian，yuqimanshijianjue。
“绝不后悔。”
tagenqiuyelinjiehunwunian，quezenmeyehuaibushanghaizi，shenqingyanyizhiyiweishizijishentideyuanyin。
geboshangmanshidazhenzhachudeyuqing，chengbandeyaoxiangfanyiyangtunchijindu，shenzhiliangyueqian，tahaiqiuzheqiuyelinzuoleshiguan。
dezhihuaishangdeneiyike，shenqingyangaoxingdejihukuaiyaokuchulai，tapujinqiuyelinhuaili，weitamenzhongyuyouleaidejiejingergaoxing。
shenqingyanyiweiqiuyelinyeshigaoxingde，yinweitaweileqingzhutahuaiyun，shenzhihaijubanleyigepaidui。
zhidaoshenqingyanjuedetaileng，quchelinalejianwaitaohuilaishi，quetingjian：
“saozihuaiyunle，neiyaxinhenierzizenmeban？”
shenqingyanmengdilengzaimenkou。
qiuyelindeshenqingzaihunandedengguangxiamingmingmiemie，tahelekoujiu，zhongzhongdejiangbeizifangzaizhuozishang。
“woshuoguo，zhihuiheyaxinyouhaizi。”
“shenqingyanduzilideshiguanyinger，shiwoheyaxindehaizi。”
“nisaozishizaitaiaiwole，woburenxinkantayizhishangxin，danyoubunengrangyaxinnanguo，jiuzhihaorangtahuaiwomendehaizile，yesuanmanzuletadeyuanwang。”
qiuyelindexiongdihongxiaoyipian，butingkuazanzhe：
“qiugejiushiniu！zheidounengxiangdao！”
shenqingyanerbianwengming，qiuyelindehuarutongqingtianpiliyibanpizaishenqingyandexintou，tajihukuaiyaochengbuzhushenti。
taririyeyeweicengliuchandediyigehaizierneijiu，quemeixiangdaoliuchandeyuanyin，bushiyinweitashentitaiguoxuruoliudiaode，ershibeitadeairen，liantongtazuixinrendeyisheng。
亲手害死的。
qiuyelinbujinchuguileyuyaxinyoulehaizi，shenzhihaiziyiweienciderangtahuaishangtahexiaosandehaizi。
xiangdaozheilishenqingyandeweiliyizhenfanyong，renbuzhuchongjinweishengjianoutubuzhi。
shoujilibofangzheyuyaxindaizhesansuierzijieshoucaifangdeshipin：
“haizidouzheimedale，yuyinghoushenmeshihoukeyitouluyixiaxianshengdeshenfenni。”
yuyaxinzaijingtouqianshashihonglelian，qiangzuozhendingjiaoxiudeshuo：
“aiyabaomila，wojiaxianshengtaiaiwole，zhixianggenwoyouaidejiejing，zhishitabijiaohaixiula，guoduanshijiangaosunimene。”
shoujiliguangxianlianglideyuyaxin，jingzilishuangyantonghongyanxiaqingheiyipiandeziji，shenqingyanzhongyuxiadingjuexin，botongleqiumudedianhua。
jiranqiuyelincongweijiangtadenuliheaiyifangzaiyanli。
neimecongjintiankaishi，bianquanbushouhuiba。