第6章 虚弱

suiranwobuxiangmeitianbeiwuhuadabangdeshenghuo,zheibizhiqiangengrangwojuedequru,danjueshizheijianshiwobingbuxiangshiruo。

lufangningyuanyongzheiyangjiduandefangshiduidaiwo,yebuyuanyirangwoanransiqu,womingbaiguolai,taduiwodehenjingbiwoxiangxiangzhongdehaiyaoshenke。

youdeshihouwoyehuijuedeweiqu。zheiyiqiemingmingjiushishangyidaideenyuan,weishenmetayidingyaobafuqindeguocuoqiangxinganzaiwodetoushang?huozheshuo,taduiwofuqindehenzaojiuzhuanyidaolewodeshenshang?

ranerwozhidaolufangyidingbuhuihuidawo,duitalaishuo,zhemowokeyijianqingtadetongku,neijiuyijingzugoule。

meitianyishengdouhuilaijiwoshuye,woyecongzuichudefankangdaolexianzaichenmodijieshou。wogenbenjiumeiyoubanfafankang,woyemeiyougenlufangzuoduideziben。

wozaizheili,shenmedousuanbushang。

wodeshengmingjiukaoshuyelaiweichi,buyongchifanduiwolaishuoyetingfangbian,haodaibuyongzaijingchangqumianduineixiemianwubiaoqingdeyongrenle。

huoxushijuedejiwojiebangzhihouhaiyaozaibangshangshizaishitaimafan,kanwobuzaifankang,lufangzaizheiyidianshangtuileyibu。

zaimeiyoujinshizhihou,womingxiandeganjuedaozijibiandebicengjinggengjiaxuruole,taouerhuilaifangjianlikanwoyiyan,meicidoushizhouzhemeitouchuqu。wodexinzhongyouyigukuaiyimanyan,wozhongyukeyiruyuanzhangwozijideshengmingle。

keshijiusuanrijianxuruoxiaqu,woyemeiyoubanfalikesiqu。zheizhongrenzhirangwoyouxiejinghuang。jiuxiangshizhongdianjiuzaiwodeyanqian,danwoquechichitabuguoqu,wohaipazijihuikangbuzhufangqi。

yongrenmenzaiwodezhouweijiekailiaokao,lufangjiuzhanzaichuangbian,yishuangyanjinglibudairenheqingxu,rangwoyouxiekanbudong。

kezhuannianyixiang,wodagaiconglaibucengkandongta。

“guolai。”lufanglvelveyangmei,shensekanshangquyouxiebunai,cuicuzhewozoudaotadeshenbian。

woshunzhetadeshixianwangguoqu,dishangfangzheyigetizhongcheng,dagaishiwoshushuideshihoutajiaorennaguolaideba。

woxiang,tadagaishizhunbeijiwochengtizhongba。keshi,zhidaowodetizhongyouyoushenmezhongyaodeni?

zongranxinzhongwanbanbujie,wohaishicongchuangshangzuoqilai,wodejiaogangtadaodimian,jiuganjuebudaoshentidezhongxin,yixiazidiezuozailedishang。

chulexishudeshihou,wozhongridongdanbude,zenmenenggoushewangjiebangzhihounengzhengchangdixingzouni?

“ze。”tingdaolufangdeshengyin,woxiayishidijinghuangqilai,shengpazijirenaotazhihouhuihuanlaitagengjiacankudeduidai。

ranerchuhuwodeyiliao,lufangbudanmeiyoushengqi,jingranhaizouguolaizhijiejiangwocongdishangbaoleqilai,ranhouzoudaoletizhongchengshang。

womeiyouzhuyitizhongchengshangxianshideshuzi,zhengkexindoubeixizailelufangdeshenshang。

zheishitazheimejiuyilaiduiwonandeluchubuneimelengmodeshenqing,wojingranyinyuejuedetayouxiewenrou。buguohenkuaiwojiuqingxingguolai,suqingyu,nishidelesidegeermozonghezhengma……

zaitaxinli,nibuguoshitabugongdaitiandechourenbale,nandaohaizhiwangtaduiniwenrouyidaima?