womeixiangdaozheishihouhuiyourenjiuwo,gengmeixiangdaopinmingbawochexialaideshijiangmohejiangyi。
sizhishouxiangtieqianyiyang,henhenbawozhuaixia,rengzaidishang。
suizhierlaideshijiangmodepaoxiao:
“moying,**jiushitiaofenggou!……niyaoxiangsidehua,jiwosiyuandian!”
heipixiezaiwomianqianbutingdazhuan,paoxiaodezhurenhenjiaozhuo。
“shi……woshifenggou……wozheigefenggouruohemoyueyiqishaochenghui,shibihuirangnimenexin……wohuizhongxinzhaogedifangsiyuandian……”
wocongdishangpaqi,hunshenshangxiawuyibutong,duzilimianyidingzaichuxue。
yinweixiamianneigeweizhi,wenredeyetibuduancongtineiyongchu,bipingridayimaliangzuiduodeshihouduoduole,woshenzhiganjueyouyetimanguodayimajin,shunzheda.tuiwangxia。
xiangwozheizhongpatongdenvren,congqiantongjingdeshihou,dounengduijiangmosajiaoxujiu,rujin,zhichiwozhanqilaidejuranshiduisidezhinian。
“shiwodecuo,bugaiaishangni……”
wowuzheduzi,kuletaijiudeyanjing,kansheidoushimohude,“dangnianruoyuanyijiangjiu,jiajisheidoubijinrihao……jiangmo,wozhenmeixiangdao,nibuxinwo,jingdaolerucidibu……”
jiangmodepangbianshijiangyi,wokanzheta。
“baoqian,woxiangmingbaile,shiwodecuo……ruozuotianruomeichuneichangchehuo,ruowonenganshidao,beijian.shaderenjiushiwo……jiejiejiubuhuisile……duibuqi……hainimeilefuren。”
zhende,zheiyike,woqingyuanbeijian.shaderenshiwo,zhishaosideshihou,woyiranyiweitaaiwo……
jiangyipangbianshiwobahezhangweiwei。
womeikanzhangweiwei,zhikanzhewoba:“ba,xiexienideyangyuzhien,womahaizaidengwo,wozoule……”
wochaohoutui,yanlianlishibingpaidesigeren。
wohudexiangxiao:yuanlai,woshishishangweiyiduoyudeneigeren……
shentishizaitaixu,woyibubuaizhexiangqian,neixinpansuanzhezenyangsibuhuidaraodaoqitaren,renyikankandaoxia。
连殡仪馆都没走出。
zaicixinglai,wotangzaiquanshiweiyineijiajingshenbingyiyuan。
我没有疯。
congyihurenyuanzilixingjiantingdechu,woshijiangjiasonglaide。
jiangjiatebieguanzhao:yaohaohaozhaogu,zuihaoyibeizibiechuqu,biehuohaiqitaren,yebiebawonongsile。
wokanzhefangjianlisuoyouzhuozijuzibianjiaochuhouhoudepaomo,youzhongbianchengyinghaideganjue。
woxiangqineishi,wohejiangmoyijiehun,wofeilejiuniuerhuzhili,zhongyubatapudao。womenmeicikuailehou,wodouhuiwuzhexiaoduzi,henkaixindewen:laogongnicai,huibuhuiyougexiaobaobeiyizaiwoduzile?
tameicidoushuo:nayouneimerongyi?
rongburongyibuzhongyao,zhongyaodeshiwoyizhihennuli,shenzhichenggongrangtaaishangzheixiangyundong。
wojingchangqukanyingeryongpin,yehuidibuzhuyingyeyuanqianglituixiaomaiyixiehuijia,houlai,jiangmogancuijiaorenzhunbeileyigeyingerjian,gongwoduifangneixiedongxi。
qizhongyouyiyangjiushitiezaiqiangjiao,zhuojiao,dengjiaodepaomo……
buguangpaomo,fangjianligenbenmeiyourenhebolihuotaocizhipin,shenzhilianjinshudoumeiyou。
yiyingshenghuoyongpin,jibenshiguijiao。
我的左耳失聪了。
neitianwanshang,jiangmodadaowolianshangneiyierguang,woganjueerduosiliebantengtongneici,zuobianerduolongle。