第5章

zadaodishangdeshihou,woqiyidemeiyouganjuedaotongku。

zhanqishenkanleyandishangmanshixuewudeshiti,wocaiyishidaozijizhendesile。

yinianqianwojianchachufeiaihouchuguozhiliao,genyuyueduanlelianxi。

yinweiwobuxiangyaotatongqingwo。

sangeyueqian,woyiweifeiaiquanyuhouxinggaocailiedihuilai,quedezhitayoulenanpengyou。

我不是没有争取过。

keshihaibudengtadayingwo,yishengdebingweitongzhishujiujidaolewodeshouli。

肺癌末期。

jingchahenkuaigandaoxianchang,gaokongzhuiluodaozhiwomianmuquanfei,wokanzhetamenzhaorenxiufuwodeshouji,shituconglimianzhaochuyouyongdedongxi。

我去了余悦的婚礼。

huazhuangshijitazhongxinhualezhuang,henmei。

yuanbenjiugenputaoyiyangdeyanjingshanshuozheguangmang,xiangxingxingyiyangyanli。

wodingdingdikanzhetadeyanjingchushen。

limianyipiankongbai,yingbuchuwodeshenying。

huran,tadeshoujixiangle。

“你好?”

“qingwenshiyuyuema?zheilishijiangshigonganju,jinzaowomenfaxianzhuiloushenwangdesizhe,tadezuihouyitongdianhuashidajinide,womenxiwangninengpeihewomendiaocha。”

yuyuebuman:“wojintianjiehun,buguannimenshishenmezhapianjigou,zaizheiyitianpohuaiwodehunlidoushibudaodede!”

“womenzhendeshigonganjuzhonganzude。”

“bieshuole。”yuyueguaduandianhuaqianlenglengdishuodao,“zaidaguolaiwojiubaojing!”

tahuoxushipazaiyouzhapiandianhua,zhijiebashoujiguanleji。

buzhidaoweishenme,womeiyoubanfalikaitahenyuan,zhinenggenzhetayiqiwangyanhuitingzou。

wozuozaitayuanbenjiwozhunbeihaodeweizhishang,kanzhetagenyueqingjiaohuanjiezhi,ranhoutaitouwenzaiyueqingdezuijiao。

wochidundiganjuedaoyizhenduntongchuanbianquanshen。

woxiangyaoyaozijideshouzhizhizheizhongtong,jicidoupulekong,shouzhichuanguozijidenaodai。

wocaiyishidaozijizhendesile。

buzhidaoshibushiwodecuojue,hunlidejinxingguochengzhong,youjiciyuyuedeshixiandoukanzhewodefangxiang。

难道她看得到我吗?

bukenengde,woxianzaiyidinghenchou,ruguotanengkandaobuhuifanyingzheimepingdan。

yuyuedexintiaoyuelaiyuehuangluan。

tayebuzhidaofashengleshenme,zhishikanlejici,linyandoubuzaitadeweizhishang。

他到底去哪里了?

zhiqianzaidianhuali,taweishenmeshuo“runisuoyuan”?

gezhongluanqibazaodeniantoujiazazhegangcaineigedianhua,rangyuyuedenaodaidoutengle。

“qinaide,zenmele?”yueqingdehuabatadeshenzhilahuilai。

yuyuehuishen,gentayiqiqujingjiu:“meishenme。”

zoudaozhuzhuodeshihou,kandaokongdangdangdeweizhi,tadelianseshuobushanghaokan。

liziyerenbuzhubaoyuan:“gangcaiwojilinyandalehenduodianhuadoumeirenjie,tayetaibukaopule,zheizhongshiqingyenengluanlaima?”

yuyuelengheng:“zaoshuoletabukenenglaide。”

zuilizheiyangshuo,keshihunlijieshuhou,tahaishijiwodaledianhua。

wodeshoujikabeijingfangnachulaizhuangjinletamenzijideshouji。

kandaoyuyuededianhuashunjiananlejietong:“nihao,womenzheilishi……”

“linyannishibushiyoubing?niweishenmefangwodegezi?”

tawanquanyabuzhuzijidenuhuo:“chuerfaner,niguoranzheimeduoniandoumeiyoubianguo,haishineimeexinren。”

jingchalengleyihuicaishuohua:“womenshigonganju,jintianjinidaguodianhuade。”

“jizhushilinyan,tayujinzaoshiyidiancongdihaodashadedingloutiaoloushenwang,yinweinishitadejinjilianxiren,suoyiwomenxuyaonilairenlingshiti。”

“tadesiwangpaichuletashadekeneng,keyizhijiesongquhuozangchangli,jiashuqingjieai。”

“nimenpianzidouzenmemeiyoudixianlema?”yuyuegenbenbuxiangxin,“haishinimengenlinyanshanglianghaole,jiushiweilepohuaiwodehunli?”

jingchahaixiangjieshishenme,yuyuequeyijinggualedianhua,haibawodehaomalaheile。

diertiantajiugenyueqingquleguowaimiyuelvxing。

警方找不到她了。