zadaodishangdeshihou,woqiyidemeiyouganjuedaotongku。
zhanqishenkanleyandishangmanshixuewudeshiti,wocaiyishidaozijizhendesile。
yinianqianwojianchachufeiaihouchuguozhiliao,genyuyueduanlelianxi。
yinweiwobuxiangyaotatongqingwo。
sangeyueqian,woyiweifeiaiquanyuhouxinggaocailiedihuilai,quedezhitayoulenanpengyou。
我不是没有争取过。
keshihaibudengtadayingwo,yishengdebingweitongzhishujiujidaolewodeshouli。
肺癌末期。
jingchahenkuaigandaoxianchang,gaokongzhuiluodaozhiwomianmuquanfei,wokanzhetamenzhaorenxiufuwodeshouji,shituconglimianzhaochuyouyongdedongxi。
我去了余悦的婚礼。
huazhuangshijitazhongxinhualezhuang,henmei。
yuanbenjiugenputaoyiyangdeyanjingshanshuozheguangmang,xiangxingxingyiyangyanli。
wodingdingdikanzhetadeyanjingchushen。
limianyipiankongbai,yingbuchuwodeshenying。
huran,tadeshoujixiangle。
“你好?”
“qingwenshiyuyuema?zheilishijiangshigonganju,jinzaowomenfaxianzhuiloushenwangdesizhe,tadezuihouyitongdianhuashidajinide,womenxiwangninengpeihewomendiaocha。”
yuyuebuman:“wojintianjiehun,buguannimenshishenmezhapianjigou,zaizheiyitianpohuaiwodehunlidoushibudaodede!”
“womenzhendeshigonganjuzhonganzude。”
“bieshuole。”yuyueguaduandianhuaqianlenglengdishuodao,“zaidaguolaiwojiubaojing!”
tahuoxushipazaiyouzhapiandianhua,zhijiebashoujiguanleji。
buzhidaoweishenme,womeiyoubanfalikaitahenyuan,zhinenggenzhetayiqiwangyanhuitingzou。
wozuozaitayuanbenjiwozhunbeihaodeweizhishang,kanzhetagenyueqingjiaohuanjiezhi,ranhoutaitouwenzaiyueqingdezuijiao。
wochidundiganjuedaoyizhenduntongchuanbianquanshen。
woxiangyaoyaozijideshouzhizhizheizhongtong,jicidoupulekong,shouzhichuanguozijidenaodai。
wocaiyishidaozijizhendesile。
buzhidaoshibushiwodecuojue,hunlidejinxingguochengzhong,youjiciyuyuedeshixiandoukanzhewodefangxiang。
难道她看得到我吗?
bukenengde,woxianzaiyidinghenchou,ruguotanengkandaobuhuifanyingzheimepingdan。
yuyuedexintiaoyuelaiyuehuangluan。
tayebuzhidaofashengleshenme,zhishikanlejici,linyandoubuzaitadeweizhishang。
他到底去哪里了?
zhiqianzaidianhuali,taweishenmeshuo“runisuoyuan”?
gezhongluanqibazaodeniantoujiazazhegangcaineigedianhua,rangyuyuedenaodaidoutengle。
“qinaide,zenmele?”yueqingdehuabatadeshenzhilahuilai。
yuyuehuishen,gentayiqiqujingjiu:“meishenme。”
zoudaozhuzhuodeshihou,kandaokongdangdangdeweizhi,tadelianseshuobushanghaokan。
liziyerenbuzhubaoyuan:“gangcaiwojilinyandalehenduodianhuadoumeirenjie,tayetaibukaopule,zheizhongshiqingyenengluanlaima?”
yuyuelengheng:“zaoshuoletabukenenglaide。”
zuilizheiyangshuo,keshihunlijieshuhou,tahaishijiwodaledianhua。
wodeshoujikabeijingfangnachulaizhuangjinletamenzijideshouji。
kandaoyuyuededianhuashunjiananlejietong:“nihao,womenzheilishi……”
“linyannishibushiyoubing?niweishenmefangwodegezi?”
tawanquanyabuzhuzijidenuhuo:“chuerfaner,niguoranzheimeduoniandoumeiyoubianguo,haishineimeexinren。”
jingchalengleyihuicaishuohua:“womenshigonganju,jintianjinidaguodianhuade。”
“jizhushilinyan,tayujinzaoshiyidiancongdihaodashadedingloutiaoloushenwang,yinweinishitadejinjilianxiren,suoyiwomenxuyaonilairenlingshiti。”
“tadesiwangpaichuletashadekeneng,keyizhijiesongquhuozangchangli,jiashuqingjieai。”
“nimenpianzidouzenmemeiyoudixianlema?”yuyuegenbenbuxiangxin,“haishinimengenlinyanshanglianghaole,jiushiweilepohuaiwodehunli?”
jingchahaixiangjieshishenme,yuyuequeyijinggualedianhua,haibawodehaomalaheile。
diertiantajiugenyueqingquleguowaimiyuelvxing。
警方找不到她了。