第五章

“bushilaijiewode？neinilaiganma？”tabingbuxiangxin，yiweishiwoyishizuiying。

zheishiyanhuidezhubanfangzhaozongchaowozoulai，shenshouhewodazhaohu：“chenxiansheng，nilaila。”

wolimaohuiying，cuokaisumodemanlianchayi，genzhezhaozongwanglizouqu。

zheiyiwan，sumocongtarendekouzhong，datingdaowozheijiniansuoyoudeguanghuishiji，nalejigejiang，timinglejiciqingnianhuajia，youzhuanleduoshaoqian…

tayibeijieyibeidehe，taxiangbuqingchuweishenmeduiwodezheixieshichongerweiwen。

tayexiangbumingbai，woweishenmeconglaibucenghetafenxiangguozheixiexiyue。

yanhuiyijieshu，sumojiulanzhulewocongconglikaidejiaobu。

“chenchen，nidaodi…haiyouduoshaoshimanzhewo？”

“ni…haiaibuaiwo？”

tadaizhejifenzuiyi，danwozhidaotashiqingxingde。

suoyizaitawenchuneiju：“nihaiaibuaiwo？”shi，wohenrenzhendeyaoleyaotou。

我早就不爱她了。

zheijuhuabingbushiwodechengqiang，yebushiwodeguzuojianqiang，tashiwojinglilezheijinianhou，bierenwufagantongshenshoudeyuanhenheshihuai。

“不爱了。”

sangezicongwozuilituokouerchu，guoduanyoujianding。

wenyan，sumotaiqiyandingdingdikanzhewo，xiangshibeiwobinglengdetaiducishangleyiban，shenqingzhongluchushaojiandepanghuanghenanguo，yinyinzhonghaiyouyisibujieheaiqiu。

zhiqianzhiyaotaweiweizhougemeitou，wojiuhuangdebuxing，henbudebaxintaochulaijita。

danrujinwodexinzaoyihuachengyipiansishui，taderenhejudongheyanxingdouyijingdadongbulewole。

wodunledun，xiangyaozhijiezhuanshenlikai，queyoubeitalanzhuletuilu。

taturandunxiashenzi，yanmiantongku：“weishenmejiubunengyuanliangwoni？haizimeilewoyehennanshoua，weishenmejiubunengtiliangyixiawodexinqingni…”

“laogong，womenhehaoxingbuxing？haiheyiqianneiyanghaobuhao？”zaitaitoushi，sumoyijingmanlianleishui，lazhewodeshoukukuaiqiu。