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zaicizhengkaiyan，guyuanzhizhanzaiwomianqian。
“jintianshiranrandebanjiangdianli，tashuoxiangrangquanjiarendouquweitazhuhe，haiteyiyaoqiuyidingyaodaishangni。”
tasihaobuzaiyiwodeshentiyouduoniuqu，jiangwobaoqifangzailelunyishang。
womeiyouzhengzhadeyudi，zhinengrenyoudetamendaizhequbanjiangdianli。
wobeiyiqizaiyigewurenzaiyidejiaoluo，kanzhebengaishuyuwodelingjiangtai。
“jiexialaijiushiwomenzheicibisaidediyiming，bairan**。”
bairanjiaoaodenaqitadejiangbei。
zhangshengxiangchequanchang，huanhushengyiboweitingyiboyouqi。
guyuanzhiheyeyenainailianshang，shiwoconglaimeijianguodexiyuehezihaogan。
woyouxiehuanghu，fangfozhiqianwomeicixunliankuaiyaojianchibuxiaqudeshihou，tamendegulidoushiwoxiangxiangchulaide。
guyuanzhineishizongshiwenroudejiwo**suantengdesizhi。
“dengwomennanzhizhanshanglingjiangtaideshihou，wohuijiaoaodegaosusuoyouren，woyouyigeguanjunweihunqi。”
yeyenainaiyehuijiwodaqi：“nanzhishizuibangde，yeyexiangxinniyidinghuinaguanjunde。”
nimendeyuanwangdoushixianle。
zhibuguoshihuanleyigerenbale。
wokusedecheqizuijiao，yueguocengcengdiediederenqunkanxiangzhanzaitaishangdebairan。
gongheshengzhong，yigejizhedeshengyingewaituwu。
“bairan**huodelezheicibisaideguanjun，danshininmeimeibainanzhiquetaosaihenanrenguihunbazijiwandaoleyiyuan，ninduicizenmekan？”
bairanlianshangdexiyuezhourantunqu，dimouchuilei。
“wohenbaoqian，shiwomeiyoujiaohaomeimei，cairangtayiciyouyicifanxiazheizhongcuowu。”
jizhezhuazhuletahuazhongdeloudong，jixuzhuiwen。
“nindeyisishi，bainanzhihenzaozhiqianjiuzaiwanzheizhong‘**’youxi？”
bairanshunjianhuangluanqilai，lianmangbaishou。
“wobuzhunnimenzheiyangshuowomeimei，nimenbuyaozaiwenle。”
yeyechuzheguaizhangzoudaobairanqianmian，guyuanzhitongyangshangqianyibujiangtadangzaishenhou。
yeyeyansudeshuo：“nanzhideshiheranranmeiyourenhedeguanxi，neidoushibainanzhijiuyouziqu。”
“taxiaoxiaonianjijiuyijinghuigouyinyifu，yaobushiwomenzheimeduonianyanjiaguanjiao，takenengzaojiuyuanxingbilule。”
我震惊的看着台上。
dangnianzaixiaoyijia，mingmingshinimenshuoxiangxinwode......
xinzangmengdiduntong，yikouxianxuecongwozuilipenlechulai。
人们纷纷看向我。
“neibushibainanzhima？tazenmehaiyoulianlaizheilide？”
weizailingjiangtaiqiandejizhe，yigunaoxiangwoyonglai。
shanguangdengdeqiangguangjisushanshuo，wogenbenzhengbukaiyan。
“henanrenwan**youxi，bazijideshuangtuidouwanduanle，nihouhuima？”
“bainanzhi，nizuoweiyundongyuanzuochuzheimebuzhilianchideshiqing，duideqizhichinidefensima？”
“bairanyounizheiyangdemeimeizhenshidaomei。”
我想要为自己辩解。
kexiongqiangneiqixueshangyong，wozhibuzhudekesou，zenmeyefabuchushengyin。
debudaowodehuiying，buzhidaoshisheichenluanbawolunyishangzuihoudezhexiubuxiankaile。
“jirannidounengjiyiqunnanrenkan，neijiwomenkankanyemeiyouwentiba。”
kandaowoniuqudeshenti，haiyoutuishangzhankaidelanrou。
他们吐了。
tuwanyoujiangwotuantuanweizhu，jiwodecanzhipaizhao。