“对不起……”
liangshiyilai,liuruyanconglaimeiyougenwoshuoguoduibuqi。
taneimejiaoaoderen,pashizheibeizidoumeishuoguozheisangezi。
wokanzheyipangliulaotaiyedecanzhuang,haishirangpurenbaliuruyantaidaogebidefangjian。
wulunruhe,weileliulaotaiye,woyehuizaijiutayici。
zhishiyijingmeifazaiyongjipanguanbijinxuezheigebanfa,xianzaiweiyikeyizuode,jiushiqiudepanguanbiyuanbenzhurendeyuanliang,yiyanjiarendexuejiutayiming。
youyuhenjiu,wozhongyuguqiyongqikaikou,yanqinxuequeyixiagekaileshouzhi,jiangxuedirupanguanbi。
“ni?”woyouxiechijing。
“zenme?buyongwojiuta?”yanqinxuedaqudixiaozhe。
yishijian,wojingbuzhigaishuoxieshenme:
“woyouqianleniyici,ganggangnijiulewo,wohaimeilaidejixieni。”
“buguonifangxin,yihou,woyidinghuihai……”
xueyijinman,yanqinxuedeliansebiandecanbai,quehaishineimexiaozhe。
“拿什么还?”
“以身相许?”
woweiweiyizheng,yanguangduoshan,youxiebuzizai。
takanwozheifumoyang,youqinggouqizuijiao。
“dounide,yaobushiniyongxuexiaodiaolezheipanguanbideyuanqi,hairangliulaotaiyejiangpanguanbiguihaijiwo,pashiwoxianzaihaizaibingchuangshangtangzhexingbuguolaini!”
“suoyi,yinggaishiwoyaoxienicaidui。”
zhiqianwojiutingliulaotaiyeshuoguo,yanjiaweiyideyimaiqueyizhitiruoshengbing,zuijinhaiyiduxianruhunmi。
buzhishibushizhendeyinweipanguanbiguizhudeyuanyin,tajingranqijibandixinglai。
wobuganzaizhishitachiredemuguang,zhuantoukanxiangliuruyan。
tagangganghaicanbaidelianxianzaiyijingyouleyisixuese,youyouzhuanxing。
“悬笔……我……”
“duibuqi,shiwocuole,yuanwangleni……”
“wozaogaizhidaode,nicaishizhenzhengdetianmingzhizi,shiwoyouyanwuzhu……”
“xuanbi,zaijiwoyicijihuihaobuhao?zheiyishi,rangwopeizainishenbianhaobuhao?”
yanqinxuekandaozheili,zhuanshenliqu。
liuruyanjianwomeihuiying,laqiwodeshou,jixushuo:
“xuanbi,niyezhongshengleduibudui?”
“shangyishishiwobudui,woyeshibeisusiyandeyishuchonghunletou……”
“nifangxin,zheiyishiwojueduibuhuizaizuoduibuqinideshi,nijiranxuanzejiuwo,kendinghaishiaiwodeduibudui?jiuzaijiwoyigejihui,rangwomibuwodeguocuohaobuhao?”