第4章 4

第4章4

“别忘了爱自己。”

duanduanjigezi,wozhenggerenqueturanjiangzhule。

haoxianghetajiangshiyuanzaiyiqihou,wobianyijingwanquansangshileziji。

yinweishixinganqingyuandechenni,jishishisiwangyexuyaobeizhengjiu。

kerujinwocaihuangrandawu,wodechenniyebuguoshiyixiangqingyuanbale。

shouzhongdeshoujijieliandezhendongzhe,woyongliyaoleyaotou,rangzijizanshibuquxiangneixielingwotoutengdeshiqing。

yuanlaishijiangshiyuanfaguolaidexiaoxi,erzaicizhijiantayijingjiwodaguolaiwushugedianhuale。

“fangcongwen,yishengshuozhinianchadianshangdaogutou!nizheicizuodezhendehenguofen!”

“nizhibuzhidao,yinweini,zhinianyiyuzhengfufale!”

“fangcongwen,nibieyiweinibujiedianhuajiukeyidangzuoyiqiedoumeifasheng!nixianzailikemashanglaiyiyuanxiangcongwendaoqian!”

wokanzheshouzhongbuduandanjinlaidexiaoxi,chelechezuijiao,huanhuanzaiduihuakuangzhongdaxialejigezi:“wopingshenmedaoqian?”

xiaoxifachuqubuguoshunjian,jiangshiyuandedianhuabiandaleguolai。

erdianhuajietongdeshunjian,neibiandejiangshiyuanpilipaladebianshiyitongxunchi:“fangcongwen,nihaoyisima?nizuoleshenme,nizijixinlimeishuma?”

“wokuaishengdeshihou,nidoumeiyoutiqianhuilaikanwo,nijuedezheiyangzuoduima!”

“haoduanduanyigejiatingjuhui,beinijiaodexisui!nihaizhenshigehuohaia!”

“xingle,wobuxianggennifeihuale,nixianzailikemashanglaiyiyuandaoqian!”

shuozhe,neibianbianhaobuyouyudeguaduanledianhua,shenzhimeidengwokaikoushuoyijuhua。

wokanzheshouzhongbeiguaduandedianhua,zhijuedeaihenjiaozhi、fenmennanping,youjianjiandepingjinglexialai,zhishengxiayimohuizhibuqudekusezhigan。

wodegongzuoxingzhijiushiruci,zaiguowaizuoxiangmu。dangchuwobuxiangdanwujiangshiyuan,jiangshiyuanquesihuodouyaohewozaiyiqi。

houmianwomenyiqikaigongsi,jiangshiyuanbujiuhuaiyunle,wochengdanxialegongsidesuoyougongzuo,erjiangshiyuanyebiaoshiyaojibaobaohaodeshenghuozhiliang,jianchiqing“yabananbaomu。”

weilezheifen“shenghuozhiliang”wogengjianuligongzuozhengqian,shenzhitongxiaolezhengzhengyizhoutiqianjieshugongzuo,toutouhuiguoxiangyaojiqiziyigejingxieryi。

woyouzuocuoleshenme?youhezhiyubiantilinshang?

xiayimiaoshouzhongdeshoujizaicixiangleqilai,shiyanglaoyuanneibiandaguolaidedianhua。

yuanzhangwenwoshenmeqingkuang,shuojiuzaiganggangwodeqizitingdiaolewodefumudesuoyoufeiyong,bingxialingshuojiangwodefumucongyanglaoyuanganzou。

yuanzhangshiwoyiweihaoyoudemuqin,suoyigenwodeguanxihaisuanbucuo,zheicaiteyilaixiangwoxunwen。

woyonglizuanlezuanquan,pingfuzhezijiqiqifufudeqingxu,nulirangzijideshengyinbaochizhending:“liyuanzhang,buhaoyisia,yihuierwojiubaqianjinindaguoqu,mafanninduoduozhaoguyixiawodefumu。”

guaduandianhuahou,wolikejiliyuanzhangzhuanzhangguoqu。

kexiayimiao,yanqiandeyiqiequerangwolengzhule。

wodesuoyouyinxingka,quanbeitajiangshiyuanjitingle。

dangchujiehundeshihou,jiangshiyuanzongshishuotameiyouanquangan,wobianjiangzijidesuoyouyinxingkaquanbuluozailetademingxia。

erwojiletadeanquangan,taquehuilewoshenmeni?

tabuguoshihaobuliuqingdejiangwodefumuganchuleyanglaoyuan,shenzhizhishiyinweihezhinianzazailewodeshenshang!

wozhidao,jiangshiyuanzheishizaibizhewozhudongditou,zhudongxiangtadaoqian。

kewomingmingshenmedoumeizuocuo,pingshenmeyaoxiangshibaozhedaoqian?

xiangdaozheili,wonaqishouzhongdedianhua,dajilejiangshiyuan。

“jiangshiyuan,womenlihun。”

tingdaozheihuadejiangshiyuanmingxianshenziyijiang,yuqidouzhanranshangyisijiaoji。

“zheiciqueshishinidewenti,sheirangnihuilaibutiqianshuo,haibazhinianshangchengzheiyang。”

“suanle!zheicijiuzheiyangba,woyuanliangnile,yihouwomensangehaohaoxiangchu!”