全文 第一章 真的不是我

qiheidefangjianli,tadedongzuolengkuwuqing,shihou,tamoheiqishen。

shuqiqikanzhetazaihunandedengguanglixunzhaoyiwudemohushenying,xiaoxinyiyideshuo:“zhaobudaolema?yaobu,wodakaidengba?”

nanrenyingtingdeshentiyidun,beiduizhetafengcidekaikou:“nineifuguiyangzi,kailedeng,jiubupawotuma?”

shuqiqidazaibeizishangdeshoumengdishoujin,jiehunzheijinian,tataoyantarutongkandaozangwu,shengpaduozaitazheilitingliupianke,duitadetaiduyizhijiushizheibanmosheng,jiuhaoxiang,tabushitadeqizi,budaiyisiganqing。

taxiayishimolemozijizheizhangmosheng,chouloudelian。xinlifanqiyisikuse,yeshi,zheifuguiyangzi,jiuliantazijidoutaoyan,genghekuangshita。

shuqiqishenxiyikouqi,renzhuyandidesuanse:“jinwanbiezoulekeyima?mingtianshuangxiuri,yeyerangwomenhuijia。”

lengyichenzhengzaixizhekouzi,tingdaotazheimeshuo,mengdihuitou,shentixiangqianqingxie,yibakouzhutadexiaba,heianzhong,tayanmoulifanzheyisiyinlengdeguangmang:“goule,shuqiqi,niliyongwoyeyeshanxinqiangpowoquni,nixianzaiqueyikouyigeyeye,jiaodezheimeqin,nibujuedexuweima?”

“lengyichen……wo……”shuqiqibeilengyichenniezheshengtong,xiangyaojieshilaizhe,kequefaxiantabuzhidaogaizenmejieshi,yinwei,takouzhongshuodeqiangpo,queshishishi。

liangnianqian,baishishengyishuaibai,tafuqinbaigangweilerangbaishiqiyeqisihuisheng,zhaodaolelenglaoye,yongshinianqianlengjiadahuo,tajiulengyichenyishi,liyonglenglaoyedetongqinghekuijiuqiangpolengyichenquta。

zheiliangnianlai,tashoujinlezhemo,ruobushikanzhetaneibaifacangcangfuqindetongbuyushengdeyangzi,huoxu,tayibeizidoubuhuichuxiantademianqian。

“nixiangshuoshenme?nishibushiyouxiangshuoshinianqian,ruobushinihaoxinjiuwo,wolengyichenjiubuhuianranwuyangdezhanzaizheiliduima?”

suiranzaiheiye,taqueyirankeyikandaotalianshangdeleiguang。

tazuijiaolenggou,jixufengcidao:“shuqiqi,nimenbaijiayizhizaiwomianqianqiangdiao,nishuqiqizheizhanglian,ruobushijiuwo,genbenjiubuhuihuirong,kenibiewangle,chueryeshibeinihaiside,nijinrizheifuguiyangzishinizizuozishou!”

henhendeshuaikaita,zhuanshen,jiaobuweimai,quebeitamengdibaozhuleyao:“lengyichen,bushiwo,zhendebushiwo,womeiyouxiangyaohaisichuer。”