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一夜无眠。
suhaozhongzheyanjingchuwoshishi，xuxuanxuanzhengzaibazaocanduanshangzhuo。
liangjingchenyeyiqueyiguaidicongxiaofangjianlizoulechulai，xianranshihoubanyeyizhiguizhe。
tatianshengyoutuiji，suiranhoulaijingguoshoushujiaozheng，xingdongyijinghechangrenwuyi，danzhangshijianbaochitongyigezishihou，haishihuitengtongnanren。
苏好心尖一颤。
shuobuxintengshijiade，keyixiangqitadehuangyan，tadexinbianlianglegetouche。
dunledun，tayiyanbufadizhuanguotou，quandangmeikanjianliangjingchen。
liangjingchenxintouyijin，zhengyukaikou，xuxuanxuandeshengyinyiranxiangqi。
“taitai，xianshengkezhenshizaihunin，taguilezhengzhengyiyeni。”
“wangshangdoushuo，muaishiyushengjulaide，fuaiwangwangshiyinweifuqinaihaizidemuqin，caihuiaiwujiwudaohaizishenshang......”
meijuhuadoushixianmutamenfuqiqingshen，kemeijuhuadoucixiangtaxinzhongzuitongdedifang——
tabuaita，ziranyebuzaihutamendehaizi。
renzhetongguileyiye，yebushishenmecifuzhixin，ershiduishanvxiongshoudejiuqingnanwang。
suhaoniejinshoulidechazi，benbuxiangjiehua，quehudepiedaolexuxuanxuanxiaobeishangdeyimohong。
shiyigehongsedeyixingtaiji。
xuxuanxuansihuyouyizhegaineigetaiji，budantulehouhoudezhexiagao，haichuanlezhangxiu，quehaishiluchuleyisibianyuan。
ersannianqian，tacengjiandaoguoyigeyimoyiyangde，shizai......
yigehuangmiudecaicechuxianzainaohaili，suhaohudeminchunweixiao，zhuantoukanxiangshenbiandeliangjingchen，guzuotianmidao：
“wolaogongqueshiaiwo。tadezichan，jihudoudengjizaiwomingxia。”
“shuochulaibupanixiaohua，tashenmexiaoshidounengjizhu，congjiehundaoxianzai，wolianshengliyongpindoumeizijimaiguoyici。”
“haiyouwodetui......neixieshangba，wozijikanzhedouhaipa，yeshiwolaogongyizhibangwotuyao。”
“yeshilaotianjuangu，cairangwojianlelou，jilewoyigezheimehaodelaogong。”
shuozhe，suhaoqingxiaozhe，jiangmuguangzhuanxiangxuxuanxuan。
xuxuanxuanlianseguoranniuquleyishun。
chulejieranbutongderongmaowai，yandidechouhenhebugan，jingyusannianqian“siqu”dexuchu，ruchuyizhe。
ruozhenxiangzhenrutadecaice......
buzhitadexiaoshu，zhidaozhenxianghou，huizuoheganxiang。
liangjingchenquebingweifenyisimuguangjixuxuanxuan。
tingdaosuhaodeyifanhua，taxintoudejinzhangshaoshaoxiaosan，zhidangtashixinshenbuningcaiyiyanbufa，yishijiangengshixinteng。
“yanjingdouzhongle，shibushizuowanmeishuihao？”
suhaochenmoyishun，duishangliangjingchenmanshitengxideyanshen，xinzhongyongqinanyandefuzaqingxu，zhinenghanhudao：
“......ng，neichangyu，xiadetaijiule。”
jiudaozuyizaitaxinzhong，liuxiayishengdechaoshi。
kejishiruci，zaiduishangtayanshendeneiyishun，taxinzhonghaishibumianfanqilianyi——
nanrenyanlideguanxinhedanyoubusizuojia，keqipianheyinmanqueyeshizhen。
tahuaiyi，zijiyijingbeiyiyuzhengzhemofengle。
fouze，weishenmehuiyibianhenta，yibianaita？
shenzhi，chuanzhebuheshendehunsha，linshichengweitaxinniangdeneitian，zhijindoushitarenweide、renshengzhongzuixingfudeyitian。
lianggexiangfazaitanaohailichaodebukekaijiao，tatongkudaoxiangtu。
budengliangjingchenzaikaikou，taliangliangqiangqiangdiqishen，guanshangxishoujiandemen，yizhenganou。
liangjingchenhuangluandizaiwaimianqiaomen，tazhaolegejiekoufuyan，quetudegengweijilie。
tazhongyuchonglejinlai，buguzangwu，shuliandeweitajiereshui，bangtacaquzuibiandewuhui。
beinanrenyongruhuaizhongdeneiyike，tadexinzhong，chedibeijuewanglongzhao。
没办法......
tahaishimeibanfa，zuodaoquanranhenta。
——
zhidaotajianjianpingjing，liangjingchencaizhongyufangxindiqulegongsi。
peisiyuandexiaoxiyeqiaqiaozaicishifalai，suhaowangxiangchuangwai，zhengkandaotadechetingzaibieshuwai。
dingledingxinshen，tadakaibaoxianxiang，fanzhaochuletongtongdesiwangzhengming，caixialou，tongpeisiyuanyiqiqulebinyiguan。
bazhengmingwenjianjiaojigongzuorenyuan，suhaozhongyukandaoletarisiyexiangdenver——
tashiyuehuaitaidenver，chedishiquyishiqianyimiaohaizaibangtacayanlei，guanxintatongbutongdenver，jingbeicunfangzaibinyiguandelengdongshili，zhengzhengsannian。
三年，整整三年！
nanguai，neigexiaoxiaodeshenyingzongchuxianzaitamengli，shuoleng，shuozhouweiyouhaoduomoshengren，shuohaohaipa，shuoxiangmama。
ruguobushitafaxian，liangjingchenhaihuibatadenverhesharenxiongshouhezang。
到时候......
苏好不敢想象下去。
yanqianyizhenjieyizhendefahei，tazhandouzhemoshangnvermianmuquanfeidexiaolian，zhongyuchedibengkui。