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wokuzhexiaochulai，diankuangdeshuo：“shi！”
“wocongtoudaoweiaidezhiyouyigeren！neijiushinigefuchengjing！”
fuchenglinbeizheijihubukenengdezhenxiang，jingdedailengzaiyuandi。
wocongdishangpaqilai，jugaolinxiadekanzheta。
“dangchuwozainidebipoxia，huineimeshuangkuaidedayinghenizaiyiqi，jiushiyinweinihenigeshishuangbaotaizhangdexiang！”
“zhidaoweishenmewomeicibeiniqiangpodeshihou，zhiyoufumoshangniyoubianlianjiacaihuipeihedianma？”
fuchenglinwuzheerduo，hechiwo：“nijiwobizui，buyaoshuole！”
wolengchiyisheng，jiezheshuo：“yinweitameiyouniyouyanjiaoxiadeneikeleizhi，zhiyouzhezhuneikezhi，wocainengpianwoziji，jiazhuangzaiwoshenshanggengyundebushini，shinigea！”
fuchenglinwenyanyanzhongmanshihongxuesi，yibazhangjiangwoshandaozaidi。
shangqianzhuaqidewoyiling，ehenhendebiwenwo：“jirannishuonibuaiwo，dangchuyouweishenmeyaojiwoxiayao！weishenmeyaolushipin！haiwoyouwudianbunengchengweifushidejichengren！”
woyaotoufouren：“womeizuoguo，neijianshiwoyeshishouhaizhe！”
“daoxianzainihaigansahuang！”talenghengyisheng，genbenbuxin。
fuchenglinbuxiedeyanshen，saoguodaowoyilingxiadejingse，shuangmoujianjianranshangsecai。
“nibushishuoaiwogema？”
“neiwojintianpianyaorangnihuaiyun，shengxiahaizi！chedichengweitadedixi！”
wotingdongtahuawaideyisi，jingkongdezhengzha：“fuchenglinnijiwofangshou！buranwojiugaoni！”
taxiexiaochusheng，jiangwokangshangjian。
xumanmanyanzhongshanzheleihuawanliuta：“chenglin，nikangzhezhei**quganma，nibuyaowolema？”
pingchanggenbendikangbuzhuzheiyizhaodefuchenglin，zheiciqiangyingdeshuaikaita。
“滚！”
xumanmanhaixiangzhuilai，beitahanlaidebaobiaolanzailouxia。
guanjiabaojinzhongxinzhuanghaodeguhuihe，wunaibodadianhua。
fuchenglinjiangwoshuaizaichuangshang，fushenzuoshouzhiguzhuwodeshuangshou，youshoulakailingdaituodiaoshangyi。
mimimamadewenluozaiwodebojinghelianshang。
wojiuxiangzhipinmingputengdeyu，yiyousongxiewobianhuifenlizhengzha。
suoxingtataochuhewangchangyiyangdeshufudai，jiangwodeshoujiaodoukunshang，chengdazixinggudingzaichuangshang。
taequweidibaikaiwodeyanjing：“jiaojiaozhengdayan，kanqingchushangnidedaodishishei！”
fuchenglinwenredehuxishengpeihezhechongmancixingdeshengyin，zaiwoerbiandinan。
我麻木的睁着眼。
zhidaofuchenglinyicijieyicidemenhenghou，chuanshangkuzi，youjiangkunbangwodeshufudaijiekai，haijiwochuanhaoyifu。
tacaishuangxixiagui，wozhewodeshoufumoshangtadelianjia，guaishundexiangzhixiaonaigou。
“jiaojiaowoyuanliangnile，yuanliangnizhiqianjiwoxiayaopaishipin，womenhaohaozaiyiqi，zaishenggehaizihaobuhao？”
wozhidaotazangzaiguaishunmianjuxia，shikeniuqubiantaidexiangcuihuiyiqiedexin。
suoyiwojiayiluchuyimoweixiao，tiantiandeshuo：“hao，neinibangwobamenkoudexiezinalai。”
fuchenglindaxi，xiaozheshuo：“hao。”
就在他转身那一瞬。
wojuejuedezouxiangchuangtai，tiaolexiaqu。
tongyixijuanquanshen，wohoujiandexianxueyigugutulechulai。
fuchenglinhuangzhangpaolai，jinbaozhuwo：“mingjiaojiaowobuzhunnisi，nijiwochengzhua！”
woyongjinzuihoudeliqituikaita，yibiantuxueyibianshuo：
“bu，woyaosi，silecainengqujianta！”
shuowan，woliangyanyiheiyunleguoqu。
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手术室外。
fuchenglintuifeidezuozaibingliangdeyizishang。
fuyeyeganlaizhongzhongshanletayibazhang：“chusheng！”
tayingmianjiexia，youjiangzuoliancoushangqu：“zhiyaonengjiuhuota，nengqudaota，ninbawodasizaizheidouxing！”
fuyeyehentiebuchenggangdeduoleduoguaizhang。
gangxiangkaikouma，shoushushidedengmiele。
yishengzhaixiakouzhao：“bingrentoubuzhedi，qiangjiuwuxiao！”
fuchenglinbukezhixindenannandao：“mingjiaojiaotasile？！”