zheihuaxiangxiximimidejianzhen,jiaozailinnanxinshang。
很难吗?
duitalaishuo,sihuyebusuantainan,ruguotahaibuzhidaofuyanmashangjiuyaodinghundehua。
zuikaishifuyanjiugaosuguota,tadehunyinheaiqingwuguan,shenweifushijituandejichengren,tajianglaihuizhaogemendanghuduidenvrenduguoxiabansheng。
linnanyiweineiyitianhenyaoyuan,meixiangdaoliangnianguoqu,jiuyijingjinzaiyanqian。
tashenzhiyijingkandaofuyandezhuli,songlailedinghunjiezhijitaguomu。tazhidao,zijizaiyemeifayizheizhongshenfenzaifuyanshenbiandaixiaqule……
tachuimouyanshizhuyanliyongdongdeshuiguang:“nibushiyijingyouweihunqilema?”
yigewenzhongzhongluozailetayanpishang,neidirenlehenjiudeleijiuzheimediaolexialai,guntangde,zaluozaitashoubeishang。
fuyananxiachechuangbiandeyigeanniu,gepingshengqi,houzuodekongjianlikeyuqiantougejue。
linnanlikemingbailetaxiangyaozuoshenme,huangluandishenshouqulachemen,menchuangquezaojiubeisuoshang。
“fangwochuqu……”tayouxiuyounao。
“buxing。”fuyanjujuedehaowuyudi。
“你……”
huameishuowan,neigaodadeshenqufugaixialai,tadeqixizhouranxijuanershang,lvexiancuzhongdehuxishengzaiyipiananjingzhongqingxikewen。
tabatadejianrouzaihuaili,manhengdedongzuorangtarenbuzhutonghuchusheng。
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linnangandaozijidexinzangzhengyixiayouyixiayouliditiaodong,qifudiedang,meiduotiaodongyixia,jiuchenmeidegengshenyifen,xianzaitayingzaodenizhaoliwucongziba……
tadeshoucuobujifangchekailetadeyiling,neidianturuqilaideliangyi,shunjianrangtahuifuleyisishenzhi。
linnanzhengzhaqilai,zhengzhadehongleyanquan,jihushizaiaiqiu:“fuyan,buyao……”
wenredeqixifuguotadehoujie,taxueyelishengqiwumingdezaore,chengzaitashencedeshouweiweiyongli,bataliangzhiluandongdeshoulaolaozhangkong:“buyaoshenme?”
linnanlianshangneiyizhimanyandaoergendefeihong,biandeyuefamingxian,tingchutashizaiguyiqifuren,chunbanyizhangyihe,meikaikouyanleijiuxianhualuoxialai。
“woyouzheimeherenma?”tashouhuishou,shouzhimosuozhetadeweitangdelianjia,shiquletayanjiaodelei。
meidengtahuida,tayoufushenwenxia。
zheicitayigaizhiqiandebaonve,quebingmeisongkaiduitadezhigu。
tashenshangxiangtiandeweidaozaitabijianliaorao,zuoyisuizhetadezhengzhaerweiweixiaxian,yutaeryanwuyiyuyichangdizhen。
“biedong。”tamouseyian,yazhesangzidao。
tabeitataiguodichendeshengyinhedao,manliandehuangkong,manyandelei。
“wohenjiumeijiannixiaoguole。”tadao。
linnanxiaobuchulai,yidianyexiaobuchulai。
tazhaozhuntalianjiashangliwodeweizhi,shenshendiwenlexiaqu,ranhoubatoushenmaizaitajingwo,shenxiuneiqiwei。
neiyijingzhengzhengyigeyuemeiyouxiudaodeqiwei……
henjiu,fuyancaisongkaiduitadezhigu,zhongxinzuoqileshen。
neizhangxiantiaomingxidelian,henkuaizaihunandeguangxianlizaicishiquwendu,biandebinglengruchang。taanxialezuoweipangdeanniu,gepinghenkuaijiangxia。
“kaiche,qujichang。”tafenfujiashizuoshangmubuxieshi,youhuozhegenbenbuganxieshidesiji。
“weishenmeyaoqujichang?”linnangangsonglekouqidexin,zaicihuangluanqilai。
fuyankanletayiyan,muguangshenshen:“nishuoni?”
linnanlikemingbailetadeyisi,youxiejinzhangdiyanleyixiaokoutuomo,zuizhonghaishishisiruguidikailekou:“buxing……wobuyaohuiqu,huashidehuahaimeinazou,wozaizheilihaiyouhenduoxingli……”
“huahexingliwohuirangrenbangnishoushi。”
“keshi……keshinikuaiyaodinghunle!”
linnanjile,tazhidaozhiyaoyihuibeishi,zijijiuzaiyebiexiangtuolitadekongzhi。
fuyanhuayinbingleng:“zheiheniwuguan。”
与她……无关?
linnannanyizhixindikanzheta。
“wulunwodingbudinghun,jiebujiehun,nideshenghuodougenyiqianyiyang。”fuyanshuodeburonghuijue。
wuluntadingbudinghun,jiebujiehun,zijideshenghuodougenyiqianyiyang?
linnanxinliyipiankuse,zuijiaoyiche,leijiudiaoluoxialai。
“fuyan,wozainixinli,jiuzhishiyizhichongwuma?”
tanieqitadexiaba,kanbuqingtalianshangjiujingshilei,haishiludengguangyingchude,bolishangyushuidedaoying。
“nidaoxianzaicairenqingzijideweizhi?”talengyingdelianpangzaiguangyingzhongbanmingbanmei,zhijianchudaotalianjiadeneiyimowenre,yihaobudongrong,“jiranqianwo,neijiubanizheibeizidoupeijiwo。”
youshandianhuapotianji,bazhenggeyekongdianliang,quemeinengzhaoliangfuyanheheideshuangmou。
zheiyishun,linnanchechedidizhengzhule。
fuyancongmeiwenguozheishibushitaxiangyaodeshenghuo,fangfoyizhiyilaitadoushitadesirenwupin,conglaibupeiyouxuanzedequanli。
tazaoyijingtitazuowanlesuoyoudexuanze,meiliujitarenheyudi,shenzhilianzhuanshenlikaidezigedoubucengjiguota……
shandianximie,zhuanshunsizhouyouxianruyipianqihei。
zhiyuleishenghongming,fangfojinzaierpan。
qingpendayusibaxiaoxiaodecheliangyuzhenggeshijiegejue,linnanlianshangmeiyouyisixuese,xinlixiangshiyalekuaijudadeshitou,neiwuxingdezhongliangsihuzhengyidiandianbatadelinghunjiyaganjing。
tabiqiangxidong,pinminghuxi,quezhaobudaoyisilaiyishengcundekongqi。
tabuganshuochuzijihuaiyundeshishi,shengpafuyanhuibuyaozheigehaizi。
tayebuganzaifankang,pafuyanxianggangcaineiyangfakuang。
zuozaidayuzhongchuanxingdecheli,linnantouyicituranfajue,congzijichedixihuanshangfuyandeneiyikeqi,jiuyijingshiqulaiyishengcundeyiqie,ruyitiaohezedeyu……