第1章 你本来就什么也不是

“nijintianquyiyuanle?”nanrenbankaozaishafashangmian,shoulijiazheyizhiyan,muguanglenglengdekanzheyehuanhuan。

muchengshenjiushiyouzheiyangdebenshi,zhishiyigeyanshenjiunengrangyehuanhuandazhan,tasuozaiyixiulideshouyouxiedou,zhishijielidekongzhizhuziji:“shi。”

“ganshenme?”nanrentuchuyigeyanquan,shensuideyanshentouguoyanwuyishunbushundedingzheta。

“wozheigeyuetengdelihai,jiuquzhaoyishengjianchaleyixia。”yehuanhuanxintiaodehuang。

tahuaiyunle,quebugangaosumuchengshen。

yinweitazhidao,gaosumuchengshendejieguozhiyouyige。

hemuchengshenzaiyiqisannian,zheiyijingshitadisigehaizi。

yishengshuotaruguozheicizaixuanzebuyao,tazheibeizidoukenengbuhuiyouhaizi。

eryehuanhuanshiduomedekewangyouyigezijidehaizi,zuomengtadouxiangyaoyigehaizi,yigehemuchengshendehaizi。

keshitayezhidao,muchengshenshibuhuirangtahuaizhutadehaizide。

tashineiyangyaneta,zenmekenenghuirangtashengxiatadehaizini?

yehuanhuanmeiyuezonghuitengdesiquhuolai,muchengshendagaishixiangxinle,meiyouzaiwen,zhishianjingdechouzheyan。

yehuanhuansonglekouqi,jichuyigexiaorong:“eleba,xiangchishenmewoqujinizuo?”

muchengshenmeiyouhuida,jixubaochizheyigezishichouyan,yanweiqiangbidenanshou,yehuanhuantuihouyibi,daizheshangliangdeyuqi:“yaobu,wozuonizuixihuanchidefenzhengrou?”

huayinluoxia,nanrenturanchixiaoyisheng,bashoulideyantouwangdishangyireng,henhuanmandetuchuyijuhua:“mingtianquyiyuanzuoletaba!”

yehuanhuanlengleyixia,jiangyingdekanzhetadelian,zuichundoudongleyixia,xiangshuoshenme,queshishenmedoushuobuchulai。

muchengshenhuanhuandezhanqilai:“zinishentibuhao,wobuxiangrangtayinweizheigebingqingehua!”

tazheishisuanshizaijieshime?

yigufennucongyehuanhuandexiongqianglimaochulai,tadiyicizhizhebozidengzhemuchengshen:“nizheiyangyixinweitazhexiang,wosuanshenme?”

houchuzheijuhuayehuanhuanjiuyouxiehouhui,tawenmuchengshenzheiyangdehuabushizaizitaokuchime。

guoranxiayimiaotalenglengqingqingdeduihuilai:“nibenlaijiushenmeyebushi。”

yehuanhuanyanjingyouxieshirun,shia,taduiyumuchengshenlaishuoyizhijiushenmedoubushi,weishenmedaoxianzaihaigaobuqingchuni?

tabayanzhongdewuqibihuiqu,“muchengshen,jiusuanwoshenmedoubushi,danshinibunengfourenta,tashinidehaizi。”

nanrenlianshangbudaisihaobiaoqing,“duiwolaishuo,zheigeshijieshangzhiyouyigenvrencaipeiweiwoshenghaizi。”

suoyitashizhijieshuotabupeiweitashenghaizime?

yehuanhuanbuxiangkude,keshihaishikongzhibuzhuzijideyanlei,tashayazhesangzi:“muchengshen,woqiuniliuxiataba,qiunilehaobuhao?”

“不好!”

“yishengshuole,wobunengzailiuchanle,ruguozailiuchan,wozheibeizidoubuhuiyouzijidehaizi。”

“neishinideshiqing,hewoyoushenmeguanxi?”nanrendeshengyinyijiushilenglengqingqingde,fangfozaitanlunyijianhetahaobuxianggandeshiqing,“jiuzheiyang,mingtianzaoshangquyiyuanba!”