wojiaohanruiming,shiyigehuoleliangbeizideren。
shangbeizi,wodeyingzhangweihunqichenyunyunhewodebiaogeliangqingzhaojiehunle。
erwolunweilequancunxiaobing,zuihoucanzaochehuoshenwang。
重活一世。
wofangqiweihunqi,xuanzequshangbeiziyizhimomopeizaiwoshenbiandeqingmeizhuangmengyu。
benyiweihuishouhuoxingfu,kemeixiangdao,woyouxuancuole。
……
1985nian11yue15ri,shenbeinvjunjunqu。
wozhanzaituanzhangbangongshimenwai,jiutingdaowoqizizhuangmengyudexiashuwenta。
“tuanzhang,nijiranbuxihuanhanruiming,weishenmeyaohetajiehun?”
zhuangmengyuqinglengdeshengyintouguomumenchuanlechulai。
“chenyunyunzhiqianshihanruimingdeweihunqi,xianzaitaheliangqingzhaojiehunle,wopahanruimingcongzhongzuogeng,suoyizhinenghetajiehun。”
“wozhixiangkandaoliangqingzhaoxingfu。”
tadehuahenhenzazaiwodexinshang。
wojiangzaimenwai,chuizaishencedeshoumoranshoujin,xinzangyichouyichoudeteng。
梁清昭。
又是梁清昭。
shangbeizi,wodebiaogeliangqingzhaoqiangzoulewodeweihunqichenyunyun。
liangrenjiehunhou,hehemeimei。
ercunlirenxiaowoyigedaxuesheng,liangenvrendoushoubuzhu。
zuihou,wojingshenhuanghuzaoyuchehuocansi。
zhongshenghuilaihou,woguoduanhechenyunyuntuilehun,hemomoshouhulewoyibeizidezhuangmengyuzaiyiqi。
kewomeixiangdao,zhuangmengyuxihuanderen,yeshiwodebiaogeliangqingzhao。
weilerangliangqingzhaodedaoxingfu,tabuxihewojiehun。
wobuzhidaoshizenmezouchudenvzijunqu,yingzhelinliedehanfeng,huidaojiashuyuan。
tuikaifangjiandemen,woyiyanjiukandaoleqiangshangwohezhuangmengyudejiehunzhao。
naohaizhongbuyoudexiangqiyinianqianzhuangmengyuhewoqiuhunshishuodehua。
“hanruimingtongzhi,woxihuanni。”
“你可以娶我吗?”
“woxiangheniguoyibeizi。”
dangshi,zhuangmengyukanzhewodeyanzhongdoushiwenrou,genbenbuxiangzuojia。
kejintian,taduizhanyoushuodehua,yebushijiade。
“wozhixiangkandaoliangqingzhaoxingfu……”
wodeyankuangmanmanfanhong,houlongyizhenfajin,nannandao。
“zhuangmengyu,nidaodiaideshishei?”
shangbeizizhidaowosiqian,zhuangmengyuyizhidouzaiwoshenbianmomopeiban。
wozhijinjide,wochuchehuohoulinsizhishi,conglaimeiyoukuguodeta,kuchengleyigehaizi。
“hanruimingtongzhi,nixingxing,nibiesi。”
“woaini,nibuyaolikaiwo。laotianye,woqiuniranghanruiminghuoguolai,wokeyiyongwodeminghuantahuilai。”
benlai,woyiweishitaduilaotianyedeqiqiushengxiaole。
suoyi,wocainengzhongxinhuoguolai。
suoyi,wocaixuanzequdeta。
kexianzaikanlai,shiwonongcuole……
深夜。
woyigerenzuozaichuangbianshuibuzhe。
fangmenbeituikai,zhuangmengyuguozheyishenhanqizoulejinlai。
womeiyouxiangwangchangyiyanglikeyingshangqu,ershijingjingdizuozhekanxiangta。
zhuangmengyuzheishiconghuailitaochuyidaikaohongshu,saidaowodeshouli,nieleniewodelian。
“zenmehaimeishui?shibushizaidengwo?”
“huilaidelushangyudaomaikaohongshude,xiangqiniqiantianshuoxiangchi,jiujinimailaile。”
“woyizhifangzaihuaili,haishirede,nikuaichangchang。”
wozheshouliwenredehongshu,wotaimouduishangzhuangmengyuwenroudeshixian,xinzhongwuweizachen。
mingmingtabaitianganghezhanyoushuobuxihuanwo,weishenmexianzaitaquebiaoxiandehaoxianghenaiwo?
良久。
我缓缓开口。
“mengyu,nizhendeaiwoma?”
zhuangmengyuqiaopiyixiao:“dangran,buainizenmehuihenijiehun?”
tingdaotadehua,wochadianjiuyaorenbuzhugaosuta,baitiantashuodehua,woquandoutingjianle。
yechadianrenbuzhuzhiwenta,liangqingzhaojiuneimehaoma?
haodaokeyirangtaweileliangqingzhaodexingfu,renshouheyigebuaiderenjiehun。
kezheixiedoubeiwoyanlexiaqu,wopingjingdeshuo。
“mengyu,wojintianqujunqujinisongfanle。”
zhuangmengyuwenyan,mouseyizhen,suihouzhuangzuobujingyidewen。
“shenmeshihou?wozenmemeikanjianni?”
“wozoudaobanlubeiyiyuanjiaohuiquchuligongzuo,ranhoujiumeiqu。”
huayingangluo,womingxianganjuedaozhuangmengyufangsongxialai。
“xiaciqujunqutiqiangaosuwo,woqujieni。”
“haole,nixianchi,woquhuanyifu。”
zhuangmengyuditouzaiwolianjialuoxiayiwen,suihouzhuanshenchumenhuanyifu。
fangmenguanshangdeneiyike,wodexinyegenzhezhanlezhan。
凌晨两点。
zhuangmengyutangzaiwoshenbianshushui。
erwoqishenxiachuang,congshoutibaolinachuyizhangfumeishenzaobaomingbiao。
woshiyimingwaikeyisheng,zheizhangbiaoshiyizhouqian,womenkezhurenjiwode。
yidantianxiebaomingbiao,wohuidaibiaoyiyuanqumeiguoshenzaoxuexi,yidantongyi,buzhidaoyaoduoshaoniancainenghuilai。
zhiqianwohaizaiyouyu,xianzaiwojiezhechuangwaideyuese,zaibaomingbiaoshangguoduanqianxialezijidemingzi。
——韩瑞明。