第4章
“zhiyaonipeihezhiliao，nihaikeyiduohuohaojiniande！”
“nanchen，zheixieniannihualeneimeduoshijianzaishenzhixiashenshang，shenmedoumeiyoudedao，xianzainiyinggaibanisuoyoudexinsidoufangzaizijishenshang。”
haoxiongdishuohuadeshengyindaizhemingxiandejiqie，wozhidaotabushedewozheimenianjiqingqingjiulishi。
wominleminchun，qingshengshuo：“jinghuai，woxianggenshenzhixialihunle。”
“离婚？”
mengjinghuaiqishenchijingdizoudaowomianqian，shangshangxiaxiajiangwokanleyibianhou，youbuquedingdiwenleyiju，“woganggangmeitingcuoba？”
wodiantou，naohailibuzijueshanguoneitianzaiyiyuanfashengdeshiqing。
guoqushenzhixiashiwoshengmingliweiyideguang，shiwodeming，xianzaiwodemingkuaimeile，woxiangweizijihuoyiduanshijian，shizheguoyixiameiyoushenzhixiadeshenghuo。
mengjinghuaizhenjingguohou，zhihuwozhongyukaiqiaole，haipaizhewodexiongfushuoyaogenwoyiqihaohaochidunfanqingzhuyixia。
tashuo：“nanchen，nixihuanshenzhixia，xihuandedoubuxiangnile。”
shenzhixiashiwodeming，yinweixihuanta，wobianchenglelingwaiyigeren，neibuqiguai。
gaiqiguaideshi，wojingranzheimeqingyijiushuochuleyaogentalihundehua。
zheitianzhongwu，wogenhaoxiongdichileyidunxiangduiqingdandefan，fanhouhaiyiqihuiyileguoqu。
dengwotuozhepibeideshenzihuidaojiadeshihou，yijingshiwanshangjiudianzhongle。
tameiyouhuilai，yinggaihaizaiyiyuanlipeixujin。
guoqudewushugeyewan，doushiwoyigerenshouzhekongdangdangdejia。
woyiruwangchangdizuozaishafashangjitadianhua，yiliandalehaojigedianhua，tadoumeijie。
womamudijiangshoujidiuzaishafashang，zhuantoukanxiangchufangdefangxiang。
jiehundezheisannian，wojitazuoguohenduodunfan，tadoumeiyouchiguo。
yuanyiweizhiyaowojianchi，tazongyouyitiannengkandaowodehao，kexianzaicaimingbai，youxierendeyujiancongyikaishijiushicuode。
zheitianwanshang，wozuozaishafashangdengleshenzhixiayiwanshang，tadoumeihuilai。
shierdianyiguo，woqishenmomodishoushizhezaizheigejiashuyuwodedongxi。
qingchenliudian，wonazhewozaizheigejiaweishubuduodexingli，banchulewocengjingmengmeiyiqiudejia。
jitianhou，wojiedaoleshenzhixiajiwodadedianhua。
“nizheijitiandoumeihuijia？”
wonazheshoujideshouyijin，jinliangkezhizhezijideqingxu，“xujinyouchushile？”
chulexujinchushi，xuyaowodexue，woxiangbudaoqitatahuijiwodadianhuadeliyou。
“没有。”
shenzhixiahuidawodeshengyinyijiuneimelengmo，jiuxiangtashenglaijiushiyigelengmoderenyiyang。
woniejinlezijideshou，shenxileyikouqi，chenshengshuo：“shenzhixia，womenlihunba。”
“你说什么？”
dianhualichuanchushenzhixiazhenjingdeshengyin，woshenzhidounengxiangxiangdaotachayideyangzi。
gentajiehundezheisannian，tazaiwaifeiwenbuduan，jiwodaileneimeduodinglvmaozi，wocongweigentatiguolihun。
kezheiyicibuyiyang，yinweiwokuaisile。
woxiangzaizheizuihoudeshijianli，duizijihaoyidian。
henkuai，shoujilibianzaicixiangqishenzhixiachaofengdeshengyin，“jinanchen，nizheishizaibiwogenxujinduanganjingma？”
“我没有。”
zaiwoshuowanzheihuadeshihou，wodenaohailituranshanguoyigexiangfa。
ruguo，shenzhixiazhendeyinweipagenwolihun，ergenxujinfenshou，neiwohaiyaolihunma？
wobeiweidiailetazheimejiu，congweidedaoguotadehuiying，ruguotayeshiaiwode，neiwo......
“jinanchen，ni......”
shenzhixiadehuameiyoushuowan，dianhualisuijixiangqideshiyongrendejinghusheng。
“xiaojie，nizenmele？zenmeturanyundaole？”
wohunshenyizhen，limazhanqilai，“fashengshenmeshile？”
“jixiansheng，xiaojiebuzhidaoweishenmeturanyundaole。”
yongrendehuagangluoxia，woyijingzhuanshenchaowaizouqu，“nimashangjiaoyishengguoqu，woxianzaiganhuiqu。”
“好的。”
wotingdaoyongrendehuidahou，limaguaduandianhua，qidongchezichaojiadefangxiangshiqu。
bangexiaoshihou，chetingzailebieshuwaimian。
woyongzuikuaidesuduzoujinjiali，quekandaoshenzhixiashencaiyiyidizuozaishafashang，zuozaitashenbiangentayiqiyoushuoyouxiaoderenshixujin。
huanghujian，woxiangqileduonianqianwoyujiantashidemoyang。
neitian，chuangwaiyangguangzhenghao，tadexiaorongmingmeicanlan，xiangguangyiyang，zhaolianglewoxiaoxiaodefangjian。
tashuo：“xiaohai，nibiepa，suirannijiameiyouqian，danshiwojiayoua！nidexuefeibaozaiwoshenshang。”
jiushineiyitian，wofashiwoyidingyaohaohaonuli，jianglaihaohaobaodata。
kedengwozaiciyujiantadeshihou，tachenglepeijindenvpengyou，pianpianpeijinhaishineiyangderen......
yongrenlingzhewojinlaihou，jianwoxujiumeichusheng，biankaikoushuoleyiju。
“xiaojie，jixianshengdaole。”
wotingdaozheihua，fangzaishencedeshouweiweishoujin。
shenzhixiapobuxihuanwo，suoyiwomenjiehundezheijinian，yongrenyijiuchenghutaweixiaojie。
woyuanxianxiangzhezhishiyigechenghueryi，meishenmedabulede。
zhidaozheiyike，wofanranxingwu，tabiwoxiangxiangzhongdegenghenwo。
shenzhixiatingdaodongjing，xiaoyeruhuadizhuantoukanxiangwo，lianshangmanshibunaifan。
“jinanchen，niyouzainaoshenme？”
wominchunmeiyoushuohua，weiweicemudeshihou，shixianduishanglexujindeyanjing。
tamanshitiaoxindikanzhewo，quezaikaikoudeyishunjianhuanshangleneifuwugukeliandemoyang。
“xiaxia，wokannanchendelianseyouxiecangbai，tahuibuhuishiyinweizuijingongzuobijiaomang，meixiuxihao，suoyicai......”
“taneipogongzuoshinengyoushenmehaomangde。”
shenzhixiachixiaozheshuowanzheihuahou，zaicikaikoudeyuqigengjialiangbole，“jinanchen，zhangmashuonizheiliangtiandoumeihuijia，niyouxiangwanshenmebaxi？”
budengwokaikoushuohua，xujinxiaoxinyiyideshengyinzaibieshudatinglixiangqi——
“nanchen，nigaibuhuishiwuhuilewohexiaxiadeguanxi，suoyicaibuhuijiaba？”
“nitingwogennijieshi，wogenxiaxiazhijiandeguanxi，bushinixiangdeneiyang，women......”
budengtabachalichaqidehuashuowan，wonaonudizouguoqu，yibajiuzhuletadeyiling，yiquandazailetadelianshang。
wojiangtadadaohou，qizaitashenshang，yongjinquanliyiquanyouyiquandidaxiaqu，henbudebatadasi。
fanzhengwodoukuaisile，neijiulazhetayiqixiadiyuhaole！
wojiquanxiaqu，xujindelianhenkuaijiubiqinglianzhongleqilai。
taquansuozaishafashang，tongkudihaojiao，“jinanchen，niweishenmedawo！”