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jiehunshizhounianjinianrineitian，woshanlezhangfushoujilihetalaiwangaimeidenvtongshi。
tajiangwochuaidaozaidi，mawoxiaoxinyan，bufenshifei。
tabuzhidaodeshi，womenshiguanduoniancaihuaishangdehaizi，beiyijiaochuaimeile。
nvtongshizhidaozheijianshihou，gengjiasiwujidandezaipengyouquanshangkuangsagouliang:
「beiaideganjuezhendehenhao，jintianyoushibeishengehenhenchongdeyitian。」
zhangfuguyilengluolewojitian，xiangdengzhewozhudongrencuoquhongta。
kezheici，womeizairutayuan。
liuxialihunxieyishuheyunjianbaogaohou，wotouyebuhuidelikailezheigejia。
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lingchensidianban，wogangcongyiyuanchulai，jiujiedaolejiuxinghouzhangfushenzhizhoudedianhua，wenwoqulenali。
wokanleyanshenhoubinglengdeyiyuandalou，suikoushuolejutaie，chulaichiledianzaofan。
zheimanshiloudongdejiekou，lengshimeirangshenzhizhouqibanfenyixin，ershisuikouzhufuwokuaidianhuijia，waimiantaileng。
jiuzaijigexiaoshiqian，yiyuandalaidianhua，shuowoshiguanshouyunhenchenggong，muqiantaierwendingfayulelianggeduoyue。
haiweidengwobazheiyihaoxiaoxigaosushenzhizhou，jiukandaotadaizhexiexuzuiyijinmen，jiangshoujirengzaiyipangdexiejushang，tuolexiejiuzhijietangdaoshafashang。
shenzhizhouyizhiyouzheigehuaixiguan，suiyitifeidexiezi，luanrengdewaziwaitao，zheixiewangwangdoushiwotitashoushi。
zaibangtabaifangpixiedeshihou，wokandaotadeshoujipingmuzaifengkuangshanshuo，diankaiyikan，manpingdeaimeixiaoxi。
duifangmeiyitiaowuliaosajiaodexiaoxi，shenzhizhoudouhuiyizibuluodekanwanbingrenzhenhuifu。
eryiqianwoxiangwentaxiakehuijiadeshijian，tazongshibaibanfuyan，youshuozijidaidejigeyanjiushengyaoyiqijucan，huilaihuiwanyidian。
houlai，wozaitadepengyouquankandao，zhishiliangsangetongshizhijiandejucan。
erqinyaoyaojiuzuozailianggenanrendezhongjian，qiaopideshenshoubiye，shenzhizhouzaipangbianyilianchongnidekanzheta。
meidangwowenqitayunvtongshizhijiandeguanxishi，shenzhizhouzonghuiyilianbunaifandeshuailianse:
「nibushangbanbuzhidao，zheishitongshizhijianzhengchangdejucan，nengbunengbieyongnineiwochuodexiangfachuaicewomen？」
shenzhizhoushidaxuefujiaoshou，zixuqinggao，zuibuxibierenduozuiguowen。
erqinyaoyaoshitayishoudaishanglaidenvboshi，liuxiaorenjiaoyutachengweitongshi。
liangrenguanxirijianshengwen，jingbiwozheigeqizihaiyaolaiwangmiqie。
wobudongshengsedeshandiaoleqinyaoyaodeweixin，xiangkankanshenzhizhouhuishishenmefanying。
buchusuoliaode，shenzhizhoufalehaodadepiqi，jiezheweixunzuiyijiangwochuaidaozaidi，kouzhongmadao:
「你就非要多想？」
「nizenmeneimexiaoxinyan，bufenshifei，womenliaodezhishigongzuoeryi，zhenshoubulenile。」
shuowan，shenzhizhoubianzhijiehuifangxiuxi，buzaiyuwojiaoliuyiju。
womeixiangdaotazheimejinzhangqinyaoyao，jingbuxihunhoudiyiciduiwodongshou。
xiangdaozijiduzilidehaizi，wozuozaidishang，xinlimeilaiyoudekonghuangqilai。
guobuqiran，xiashenliuchuleyitanxue。
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wojinzhangdedakouhuxi，qiangzhuangzhendingdeqishen，lianmangnaqishoujizoudaowaimian，daleliangchezhibenyiyuan。
yishengquchutaierdesuduhenkuai，yinweitashizaishitaixiaole，haimeigepingguoda，jifenzhongjiubeiqingliganjingle。
jiulianrenshiwodewangyishengdourenbuzhuyihantanqi:
「zheishinimenzuihouyicijihuile，zenmenengzheimebuxiaoxin？」
womeishuohua，shiguanduoniandetongchuzhujianyongshangxintou，rangwobijianfansuan。
woheshenzhizhouxiangruyimoduonian，weiduquelegehaizi，yeyincibeiqijialirengoubingxujiu。
zuihou，silaixiangqudewomenjuedingyaoshiguanyinger，zheiyichangshibianshiliangsannian。
zhongyuzaijinnianchuchun，caizhongyuyoulejieguo。
sidixia，wangyishengbuzhiyicigenwotouluguo，zhuyaoshishenzhizhoudeyuanyingengda，**zhiliangtaicha。
worangwangyishengyinmanzheiyidian，mudeshiweilebaoquanzhangfuyixienanxingdezunyan。
woyiweizhiyaoyoulehaizijiuhaole，shenzhizhoumanmandejiunengzhongxinhuiguijiating。
meixiangdao，tajiuhoushengqideyijiao，zhijiejisuilewozuihouyisinianxiang。
woshouxialiuchandebaogaodan，xiangwangyishengdaoxie，suihoumamudelikai。
daizhezaochendeliangqi，wohuidaolejia，faxiancanzhuoshangzhengzuoleyigeren。
shenzhizhoumanlianyuanqidekanzhewo，kanlaishijiuxingdechabuduole。
「nizenmehuizheimeman，tianhaimeiliangjiuchuqu，duoweixianzhibuzhidao？」
womeishuohua，ershishenhuxiyikouqi，gaosuta:
「woshentibushufu，zaofannizijizuoba。」
shenzhizhoufawanpiqihoumingxianxinxu，kesouyisheng，bieniukaikou:
「zaoshangwokandaodishangyoudianxue，kenengshiwozuowanhezuinongshangnile，laopo，nibieshengqi。」
shuozhe，tahuanhuanqishencoujinwo，molemowobinglengdelianjixudao:
「douguainizongshiyishenyigui，woheyaoyaojiushizhengjingtongshiguanxi，yihoubuxuduoxiangle。」
「nishentibushufu，wofunihuifangjianxiuxihui，jiudangyiqiedouguoqule。」
shuozhe，shenzhizhoushifentitiedefuzhewodeyao，zaiganshoudaowoyaojiandezhanlishi，renbuzhuzhoulezhoumei。
taxiangduowenyiju，xiangshuonideshentizenmele，danaiyugangchaoguojia，buhaoyisizaikaikouguanxin。
woyebujitakaikouguowendejihui，zhijiezhuanshenhuidaolewoshi。
wokanzheroudefazhoudeliuchanbaogao，yanleizhongyuwushengxideluoxia。
jiuzaizheishi，wofaxianzhiqianyinweichicujiadeqinyaoyao，zhengzaipengyouquanxiuenai。
yifennaichatianpinwaijiayipengbaozhuangjingmeidehuashu，shangmianpeiwen:
【beiaideganjuezhendehenhao，jintianyoushibeishengehenhenchongdeyitian。】
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qinyaoyaodagaishizhidaolewoheshenzhizhouzuowandebuyukuai，suoyijintianxiudegewaipinfan，mingbaizheyao**wo。
yiqianwoyexianggenbiedenvshenglianaineiyangyaoyishuhua，shenzhizhouwenyan，chixiaoliangsheng:
「nidousanshihaojile，hainenggenneixienianqingmaomeidexiaoguniangbia？」
zhici，womeizaiwenshenzhizhouyaoguoyishuhua。
zheijianduiwolaishuoshijiannansuoqudeshiqing，duiqinyaoyaoeryan，queshiyirufanzhang。
tashenzhikeyimeitiandoushoudaoshenzhizhousonglaidebuzhongyanghuashu，baifangzaibangongzhuoshangzuixianyandedifang。
dagaishiqinyaoyaozheicimeiyoupingbirenheren，shenzhizhoudanxinwokandaohuiwuhui，lianmangdalaidianhuajieshi:
「tajiushixiaohaixinxing，xihuanhua，nibiegentajijiao。」
「niyaoshixihuan，wohuijiajinidaiyishu。」
「bubile，womeixingqu。」
wopingjingdedaduanshenzhizhoudexinxufayan，redetanaoxiuchengnu:
「niyouzaishuashenmexiaopiqi，zhenshoubulenile。」
shuozhe，shenzhizhoujiangdianhuayigua，zaimeidaguolai。
zihaiziliudiaohou，woduizheigejiazuihouyisinianxiangdoumeiyoule。
kanleyanzijiqinshoubuzhidewenxinwoshi，zhengzhongjianguazhewoheshenzhizhoudejiehunzhao，kexiyijingyinyinfanhuang。
我曾笑着说:
「zanmenjiehundoukuaishinianle，zhaopiandouyaofahuangle，buruzhongxinpaiyiciba？」
neishideshenzhizhoujiweibunai，tarouzhetaiyangxue，bujiedekanxiangwo:
「jixinyue，nizhendehenxian，danwomeikong。」
yushi，zhongpaijiehunzhaodeshiqingjiubeidangelexialai。
rujinkanlaiqueshitinghaode，yiduanbuzhongdehunyinhebizainuliweichi。
wodalelianggedianhua，yigeshijizhiqianlianxidefalvguwen，songlvshi，yigeshijixianglaiyuwobuhedepopo。
jiandanbiaominglezijidelihunsuqiuhou，songlvshibiaoshizheishihaochuli，dengnadaolihunxieyishu，rangshenzhizhouqianzijike。
wodandan「ng」lesheng，xiangsonglvshibiaodaxieyi。
zhiqian，wogangfaxianshenzhizhouyinyuechuguideshiqingshi，qidelaixuexiaodachaodanao。
shenzhizhouxiangkanyigefengziyiyangkanzhewo，rangbaoanqiangxingjiangwodailechuqu。
yinzheishi，qinyaoyaosidixiameishaochaoxiaowo，shuowoshibeipaoqidehuanglianpo。
neishi，wocenglianxisonglvshizixun，wentayuanpeidaxiaosan，fanbufanfa。
songlvshiwunaibangwochulilexuduobulizhidexingwei，yerangwomanmanlengjinglexialai，bijingzheiyiqiedoumeiyouchongzudezhengju。
suoyimouzhongchengdulaishuo，woshifenganxiesonglvshidebangzhu。
jipopodadianhuadeshimiaojian，woxianglehenduo，youyouyuguoyaobuyaogaosuta，wohuaiyunliuchandeshiqing。
danduimianshengyinyixiangqi，woyoujuedemeibiyaole。
「ng，woyijingjuedinghaoleyaolihun，dengzhizhouhuilaiqianzijiuxing。」
huayingangluo，popojiushuaixiayiju:
「zaozhidaonihuizisidelihun，dangchujiubucuohenihewoerzile。」
wokuxiao，quemomingjuedeshenxinyiqing。
zheiduanziwochenjinshideshinianhunyin，zhongyuyaohuashangjuhaole。
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lihuncailiaoxuyaoshijianzhunbei，zheiqijian，shenzhizhouyiciyemeihuilaiguo。
zaiqinyaoyaopinfandepengyouquangengxinzhong，wozhidaotayizhiheshenzhizhouzaiyiqi。
yuanlaixuexiaoanpaijiaoshoulaoshimenwaichuyanxue，shundaizhedajiayiqiqulvyou。
mingmingshiyicituantichuyou，danqinyaoyaoheshenzhizhouyingshiwanchengleshuangrenmiyuedeganjue。
jianwojitiandoubudadianhuawenyiju，shenzhizhouzhongyubiebuzhule，jiwodalailedianhua:
「xinyue，zheiduanshijianniyoumeiyouxiangwo？」
「ai，wowaichuxuexizhendetingxinkude，nilijieyixiawo。dengwohuiquhaohaobuchangni，haobuhao？」
「e，duile，yaoyaoshuonanchengdetechanhenbucuo，rangwojinidaiyifen，nikedexiexierenjia。」
shenzhizhouziyanziyushuolexuduo，jianwoyizhilengbingbing，tazhongyurenbuzhufapiqile:
「jixinyue，nidaodishenmeyisi，haiyaogenwozhiqima？」
「shenzhizhou，nideshiqingwodoubuzaiyile，nimeibiyaojieshineimeduo，wojuedehenlei。」
「haiyou，dengnihuilai，woyaogennishuoyijianhenzhongyaodeshi。」
woguaduandianhua，wushidianhuaneibiandediediebuxiu。
qitianhou，zheichangwaichuyanxuelvxingzhongyujieshule。
qinyaoyaozaipengyouquanfawen，ganxieleyizhongtongshi，qizhongzhezhongdianleshenzhizhoudemingzi。
【ganxieshengedaiwodaochuhuchihaihe，zhendeshuangjile，zhishihuiqukenengyouyaoresaozibukaixinge。】
zheijuhuayinyangguaiqishizu，wokandaoshenzhizhoumiaozanhuiying:
「tajiushixiaoxinyan，gujishidaolegengnianqi。」
wokanzhezheiyangpiantanwairendehua，zhijuedexindoubeirenningsuile。
chenzhehuijiaqian，wojijializuihoushoushileyibian，faxianjingranyoulianggexinglixiangdedongxiyaodai。
jiehunshinian，wofuchudeyuanbishenzhizhouduo，tazhiyongxiangshouyiqiedechengguojike。
woxiangyigetiexindezhujiabaomu，bangtadalijiashi，zaitameicihejiuyingchoudeshihou，jitazhuyibeixingjiutang，xizhiruwei。
xianrujin，wozhongyukeyibuyongzuozheixieshile。
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wanshangbadian，shenzhizhouxinqingyukuaidehuilejia，sihaomeiganshoudaojialiyichangdezhengjie。
tazouguolailouzhuwodeyao，zaiwoerbiancengceng，xiaozheshuo:
「jitianbujian，genwobushule？」
「wojinidailenanchengtechan，tingshuohenshihenijiaxiangneibiandekouwei，kuaichangchang。」
wozaishenzhizhoudereqingcuicuxia，beipochangleyikou，faxianjila，
ladeduzishangdeshangkoukaishiyinyinzuotong。
wojimangtulechulai，youpaoquheleyidakoudeliangshui，redeshenzhizhoubuyue。
「nizhiyuma？bujiushiyaoyaotuijianyixia，nijiukanbuguoqule？」
「nizenmeneimexiaodujichang，zhenshiyuelaiyuebudongshile。」
wobeilachuleyanlei，xinliyemaochulehuoqi，zhiwendao:
「nimingzhidaowobuxihuanchila，haiguyiyao**wo，xianzaifanguolaishuowoxiaoxinyan。shenzhizhou，nibietaiguofenle。」
shenzhizhoukanwoshizainanshou，yebuzaiyuwozhengzhi，ershihuanxialianse，jiangwobaodaoshafashang。
gangzhunbeitiworourouduzi，jiujiedaoleqinyaoyaodedianhua。
qinyaoyaokudeshangxin，shuozijidemenjinkadiule，xiaoqujinbuqu。
「shenge，waimianhaohei，wohaohaipaa，ninengpeipeiwoma？」
shenzhizhoumianseningzhong，dangjijiujinzhangleqilai。
tazhanqishengangyaozou，jiuzhuyidaowozaishafashangbushideyangzi，jieshidao:
「yaoyaoyiqianbeisuozaixuexiaobangongshiguo，suoyigewaipahei，woqukankanta，yigexiaoshihoujiuhuilai。」
zheiyiqujiushishiduogexiaoshi，buguowobingbuzaiyile。