tadeshoubeishoudejijin，ledewogutoudouyouxiefateng，fangfoyaojiangwochedirousui，qianjintadeguxueli。
wobalianmaizaitadaizhelenglielongxianxiangqidexiongtang，nengtingdaotaxinzangshikongbankuangtiaodeshengyin，dong，dong，dong，zhendewoermofama。
tadixiatou，guntangdechuntiezaiwoerbian，qixizhuore，daizheyizhongguzhuyizhidefengkuanghepianzhi，shengyindiyadiweixie，queyouxiangshizaijuewangdiqiqiu：
“ayuan……niruoshigansi……zhenjiurangzhenggejingcheng……jinipeizang！”
zheifengpidetaici，guoransuichidandao。
danwociketingzhe，xinliqueqiyidimeiyouduoshaohaipa，fanerfanqiyisisuansuanruanruandeteng。zheinalishiweixie，zheifenmingshiyigexingzouzaiwubianheianlitaijiuderen，zhuazhuweiyiyidianweiguanghou，kongjushiqudebennengfanying。
wotaiqishoubei，huibaozhutajingshoudeyaoshen，qingqingpailepaitadebei。
ranhou，wodianqijiaojian，zaitajinbengde、fanzhepiaoliangfeihongsedeerkuoshang，yinxialeyigeqingruyumaodewen。
ganshoudaotashentishunjiandejiangying，wotiezaitaerbian，yongqisheng，daizhedianjiaoxiadexiaoyi，qingqinghuiying：
“nei……bixiakedexianzhangmingbaisuicaixingya。”wodezuichunruoyousiwudicaguotadeerchui，“buran，sheijiwopeizangni？”
tahunshenmengdiyizhan，baozhewodeshoubeishoudegengjin，jihurangwozhixi。tabalianshenshenmaijinwodejingwo，jicudihuxizhe，haobanshang，doumeiyoushuohua。
danneizhongjihuyaohuimieyiqiedefengkuangqixi，quemanmandi、yidiandiandipingxilexiaqu。
neitianzhihou，xiaojinsihumoxulewogezhong“qiangshenjianti”deguiyixingwei。
suirantakandaowozaidianneiraozhezhuzimanpao，huozheduizhechuanghulashenshi，meitouhaishihuixiguanxingdicuqi，yanshenlidaizheyizhong“zhendebaiyueguangshibushinaozishuaihuaile”defeijie，dantazaimeichuyanzuzhiguo。
shenzhi，youyiciwoyinweiyundongguoliang（zhuyaoshizheishentidizitaicha），xiaotuichoujin，tengdeziyaliezuitanzaitashangdongdanbude。taxiachaohuilaikandao，lianseshunjianchendeheren，bataiyilingyoulinguolaimaleyidun“yongyi”，ranhou……tajingranpingtuilezuoyou，qinzidunxiashen，shoufashengshuqueyichangxiaoxindi，jiworounieqilexiaotui。
tazhijiandaizhebojian，lidushiqingshizhong，nongdewoyoutengyouyang，renbuzhuhengjichusheng。
tadongzuoyidun，taitoukanwo，mouseshenchen：“teng？”
我眼泪汪汪地点头。
taminleminchun，shouxiadongzuofangdegengjiaqingrou，jihushipengzhewojiaodezitai。tadizhetou，mosedezhangfacongjiantouhualuojilv，celianxiantiaozaigongdengxiaxiandemomingrouhe。
“mingri……buxuzaipaole。”tamenshengmingling。
“neizenmexing？”wolikefanbo，“taiyishuole，yaoxunxujianjin，chizhiyihengcainengjianxiao。”
tacumei，sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhongzhishigengyonglidi（danhaishikongzhizhelidu）rouleyixiawodejiaohuai，dichi：“……mafan。”
huashizheimeshuo，diertian，wofaxianwochanghuodongdeneipianquyu，pushangleyicenghouhoude、rouruandezhangmaorongtan。
我：“……”
xingba，kouxiantizhengzhi，wodong。
tangyaowoyijiuanshihe，dantoutouranglinjiujiuconggongwaijiwononglexieshibudefangzi，jiazazaimeirideshanshili。xiaojinsihuchajuedaole，danmeichuochuan，zhishimoutianzhuangsiwuyiditileju，yushanfangxinlailegejiangnandechuzi，dianxinzuodejingqiao。
woshunganpa，biaoshihenxiangchangchang。
yushi，wodecanzhuoshang，kaishipinfanchuxiangezhongjimeiweiyouzibudegengtangdianxin。
rizijiuzheimeyitiantianguoqu，chuangwaidejixuehualeyoujie，jieleyouhua，yankanzuilengdeshijiejiuyaodaolai。
juliyuanzhuli“shenyuan”bingsideneigedongtian，yuelaiyuejin。
shuobujinzhangshijiade。napawozirenyijingzuozulezhunbei，gaibianleqingjie，haibaxiaojindehaogandushuadaoleyigexiangdangbucuodegaodu，dan“zaoshibaiyueguang”zheigeshedingxiangyibaxuanzaitoudingdejian，suishikenengluoxia。
xiaojinsihubiwogengjiaolv。
tadaizaiwoshenbiandeshijianyuelaiyuezhang，youshipiyuezouzheyeyaobawojuzaipangbianderuantashang。yeli，tabaozhewoshuijue，shoubeizongshishoudehenjin，ouerwohuizaibanyexinglai，faxiantagenbenmeishui，jiuneimezhengzheyanjing，zaiheianliyishunbushundikanzhewo，yandidaizheyizhongjinhushenjingzhidekonghuang。
youyici，wobanyekoukexinglai，qingweididongleyixia，talikejiujingxingle，mengdishoujinshoubei，shengyindaizheweitundeshuiyihenongzhongdejingju：“ayuan？！”
“meishi，”wopaipaitadebei，qingshenganfu，“zhishikele。”
tachenmodisongkaiwo，qishenxiachuang，qinziquwaijiandaolewenshuihuilai，didaowochunbian。
jiuzhetadeshouhewanshui，wotanghuiqu，taquemeileshuiyi，zhishiceshentangzhe，jiezhechuangwaitoujinlaideweiruoxueguang，jingjingdikanzhewo。
“bixia，”wobeitakandeyouxiebuzizai，xiaoshengwen，“zenmele？”
tashenchushou，zhijianjiqihuanmandi、zhenzhongdifuguowodemeimao，yanjing，biliang，zuihoutingliuzaiwodelianjiashang。
“ayuan，”tadishengshuo，shengyinzaijijingdeyelixiandegewaiqingxi，“nibuhuilikaizhende，duibudui？”
zheibushitadiyiciwenleisidewenti。
wowozhutatingliuzailianshangdeshou，yutashizhixiangkou，renzhendikanzhetazaiheianzhongyijiuliangdejingrendemouzi：“dui，buhuilikai。”
taxiangshidedaoleshenmezhongyaodebaozheng，jinbengdeshentishaoshaofangsonglexie，fushenguolai，etoudizhewodeetou，qingqingcengleceng，xianggequefaanquangandedaxingquankedongwu。
“shuiba。”tayashengshuo。
wobishangyanjing，xinliqueqingqingtanlekouqi。
zheilianainao，haoxiang……youdianguoyunianrenle？
buguo，ganjue……haibulai。
zhongyu，daoleyuanzhuli“shenyuan”xiangxiaoyuyundeneiyitian。
qianyiye，xialejindongzuidadeyichangxue，qingchentuikaichuang，waimianyishiyinzhuangsuguo，jixueyawanlezhitou。
woxinglaishi，ganjuehoulongyouxieganyang，renbuzhuqingqingkesouleliangsheng。
jihushilike，shenbianyuanbenchenshuidexiaojinjiudanzuoleqilai，yanshenshunjianqingming，limianchongmanlejingtihehuangluan：“ayuan？！”
tashenshoujiulaitanwodeetou，dongzuojideshenzhidaifanlezhenbiandeyukou。
“meishi，”wolazhutadeshou，shengyindaizhegangxingdeyonglanheyidianbiyin，“jiushisangziyoudiangan，hedianshuijiuhaole。”
taquebukenfangsong，liansechendenengdichushui，likeyangshenghuanren：“chuantaiyi！”
taiyilaidefeikuai，yijiushineiweikeliandelaotaiyiling。zaixiaojinsharenbandemuguangzhushixia，tazhanzhanjingjingdijiwoqinglemai，youzixiwenlezhengzhuang，zuihoudechujielun——
“huibixia，shenguniangzhishi……zhishiouganfenghan，maixianglveyoufushu，danbingwudaai。chiliangjishusanfengxiedeyao，haoshengxiuxi，jiribiankequanyu。”
xiaojinsisidingzheta：“niqueding？zhishifenghan？”
laotaiyilenghancencen：“chen、chenqueding！shenguniangrujintizhibizhicongqianyidayougaishan，cicifenghanlaideji，qudeyebikuai，bixiawuxuguoyuyouxin。”
xiaojinyoufanfuquerenlejibian，zhidaolaotaiyizhitianfashijuewuxuyan，zheicaimianqianghuihuishourangtaxiaqukaifangzi。
raner，tajinbengdeshenjingbingmeiyouyincifangsong。
woyizhengtiandoubeitaanzaichuangshang，buxuqishen，lianyongshandoushitayikouyikouweidaowozuibian。yaojianhaole，tabidingyaoqinzichangyikouwendu，caikenweijiwo。
daolewanshang，woyinweiheleyaoyouxiefahan，tiwenshaoweishenggaoleyidian，shuyuzhengchangxianxiang。danxiaojinmozhewodeetou，ganshouzheneilvegaoyupingchangdewendu，zhenggerenjiuxiangshikuaiyaobaozhadehuoyaotong。
tabaozhewo，shoubeishoudesijin，shentishenzhiyouxiebuyichajuedezhandou。
“ayuan……”tabalianmaizaiwojingce，huxizhuotang，“nibuxuyoushi……tingdaomeiyou？”
wobeitaledeyoudianchuanbuguoqi，youjuedetazheiyangshizaiyoudianxiaotidazuo，danyouxintengtazheifurulindadidemoyang。
“bixia，”wowunaidipaipaitadebei，“wozhendemeishi，jiushiyidianxiaofenghan，mingtianjiuhaole。”
tabushuohua，zhishigengjindibaozhuwo。
yeli，woshuidemimihuhu，ganjueshenbianderenyizhimeishui，shibushijiushenshoutantanwodeetou，huozhebaliantieguolaiganshouwodehuxi。
youyici，wobanmengbanxingjian，sihutingdaotajidijidideshengyin，daizhenongzhongdebiyin，xiangshizaigengyan：
“……biezaidiuxiawoyigeren……”
wodexinxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenjiuleyixia。
diertian，wodeshaoguorantuile，chulehaiyoudianbisai，jingshenyijinghaolehenduo。
xiaojinyandidaizhenongzhongdeqinghei，xianranshiyiyeweimian。takanzhewoqueshihaozhuandeqise，jinbengleyizhengtiandexiahexiantiao，zhongyuhuanhelexiexu。
dantayijiubuxuwoxiachuang，feiyaowozai“jingyang”yiri。
zhidaodisantian，wohuobengluantiaodizaitamianqianzhuanlejigequan，biaoshizijiyijingwanquankangfu，tacaizhongyujiechulewode“jinzu”。
jingguozheiyizao，womingxianganjuedao，xiaojinduiwoneizhongjinhubingtaidejinzhang，sihujianqingleyixie。huoxushiyinweiqinyankandaowokangguoleyichang“fenghan”，dapoletaqianyishilineige“shenyuantiruobisi”demozhou。
womenderizi，sihuyouhuidaolezhiqiandeguiji。
erwo“bingsi”deneigedongtian，jiuzheimeyoujingwuxiandi，pinganduguole。
除夕宫宴。
zheishiwohelinjiujiuchuanshuhouguodediyigenian。
gonglizhangdengjiecai，yipaixiqing。danduanzuoyushangdexiaojin，zhoushenyijiusanfazheshengrenwujindediqiya，rangzheichangshengyanxiandeyouxiechenmen。
linjiujiuzuoweizhunshezhengwangfei，zuoweiliyuzuobuyuan。tajinridabandegewaiduanzhuangmingyan，yijuyidongdoufuheguizudianfan，zhishichenrenbuzhuyishi，huitoutouchongwojimeinongyan。
shezhengwangxiaohengzuozaitashence，yijiushineifulengjunweiyandemoyang，mubuxieshi。danwominruidizhuyidao，danglinjiujiujiazhuangbuxiaoxinbakuaizipengdaodishang，wanyaoqujianshi，xiaohengdeshoujiqizirandizaitahoubeixufuleyixia，fangzhitazhuangdaozhuojiao。
ze，kanlaijiujiutongxuede“lianainaopeiyangjihua”，jinzhanyexiangdangshunli。
jiuguosanxun，qifenshaoweihuoluolexie。
xiaojindagaishihelejibeijiu，yanweiranshangleyicengbohong，chendetaneizhanglengbaiyinzhidelian，duolejifendielichouyan。taceguotou，kanzhewo，mousezaigongdengyingzhaoxiaxiandeyouxiemili。
tahurancoujinwo，daizhejiuqidewenrehuxipensazaiwoerpan，shengyinyadehendi，zhiyouwomenliangrennengtingjian：
“ayuan，”tawen，yuqilidaizheyizhongqiyide、hunhezheshitanhezhiaodeqingxu，“zhenbahougongqiansanlehaobuhao？”
wozhengjiazheyikuaifuronggaowangzuilisong，wenyanshouyidou，gaodianchadiandiaozaiqunzishang。
我抬眼看他。
tayanshenhenrenzhen，buxiangshizaikaiwanxiao。neishuangqiheidemouzili，daoyingzhetiaodongdezhuhuo，yeqingxiwubididaoyingzhewodeyingzi。
wofangxiakuaizi，naqipazicalecazuijiao，ranhouzhuanguotou，duitaluchuleyigejiqiwenrou、shenzhidaizhediancuxiadexiaorong。
woxuezhetayeyadileshengyin，yongqishengdao：“buhao。”
tameitoushunjiancuqi，yandishanguoyisibuyuehekunhuo。
woshenchushizhi，qingqingdianlediantafangzaizhuoxiade、jinwochengquandeshoubei，yuqidaizhedianjiaochen，youxiangshirenzhendefenxi：
“xianliuzheba。”wozhalezhayan，“bixiarujinriliwanji，yeliyechangpizouzhedaoshenye。ruoshibahougongdouqiansanle，ninyigerenshuizaineiruodadezichendian……duolengqingya。”
wodunledun，yiyousuozhidibuchong：“wopaninyigerenshui，leng。”
xiaojinzhenggerendoulengzhule。
tadagaishiwanwanmeixiangdao，huidedaozheiyangyigedaan。
bushigandongyutadezhuanqing，bushixinxiyutadetiyi，ershi……pataleng？xiantarenshaoshuibunuanhe？
takanzhewo，lianshangdebiaoqingcongcuoe，daomangran，zaidaoyizhongjiqifuzade、fangfobeishenmedongxiyezhulesidewuyu。
tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，zuizhongquezhishihenhendidenglewoyiyan，ergenquebushoukongzhidi，zaicimanshangneishuxidefeihong。
tamengdiniuguotou，duanqimianqiandejiubeiyiyinerjin，houjiejuliegundong，celianxiantiaobengdejinjinde。
danwokandaotafangzaixishangdeshou，quantouhuanhuansongkaile。
zuozaiwomenxiexiafangdelinjiujiu，xianranbuzhuodaolewomenzheibianduanzandehudonghexiaojinneifuchibieyoubuhaofazuodeyangzi。taganjinyongxiuziyanzhuzui，jianbangkeyidisongdonglejixia，xianranxiaodebuxing。
gongyanjieshuhou，xiaojinyiluchenmodilazhewohuilezichendian。
tasihuhaizaiweiwoneige“xianliuzhe”dedaangenggengyuhuai，zhoushenqiyayoudiandi。
zhidaopingtuizuoyou，qindianneizhishengxiawomenliangren，tacaizhuanguoshen，mianduizhewo。
zhuguangyaoye，zaitalianshangtouxiamingminganandeguangying。
takanlewoxujiu，caiyashengkaikou，daizhedianbuganheweiqu：“weiheburangzhenqiansan？”
wozoushangqian，zhudongbaozhutadeyao，baliantiezaitaxiongtangshang，tingzhetachenwenyoulidexintiao。
“yinweimeibiyaoya。”woqingshengshuo，“wozhidaobixiaxinlizhiyouwo，jiugoule。neixierenzaibuzai，youshenmeguanxini？hebiweilezheizhongshi，relaiqianchaofeiyi，rangneixieyanguantiantianshangshufannin？”
wotaiqitou，kanzhetaxiantiaoyoumeidexiahe，jiaoxiayixiao：“erqie，liuzhetamen，cainengxianchuwodeyuzhongbutong，wodekuanrongdaduma。zheijiao……zhanlvexingdecunzai。”
xiaojinditoukanzhewo，yandideyinyujianjianbeiyizhongwunaide、daizhezongrongdexiaoyiqudai。
tataishou，nieleniewodebijian，yuqidaizhedianyaoyaqiechidechongni：“jiunidaoliduo。”
tafushen，jiangwodahengbaoqi，zouxiangneizhangkuandadelongchuang。
“jiranayuanjuedezhenyigerenshuileng，”tabawofangzairouruandejinbeijian，gaodadeshenqusuizhifuxia，zhuoredeqixilongzhaozhewo，shengyindichenaimei，“neijinye，nikeyaohaohaojizhen……nuanyinuan。”
chuangwaidexuebuzhiheshiyouxialeqilai，susuluoluo。
qindiannei，dilongshaodewang，chunyizhengnong。
zheigedongtian，zhongyuchediguoqule。