“tazenmele？”sishaoqiyijinjialidemen，jiutingjiansixinliefeidekusheng，haotaodequanjiameiyouyigejiaoluonengbubeitingjian。
liguanjiacuozheshou，youxiewunaidebiaoqing，shuo：“benlaixiawushipeizhexiaoxiaojiequmaiyigemini，houlaixiaohaizichaojia，yemeiyoutaidangzuoyihuishi，shigengujiadexiaoqianjinyiqi，houlaishibisai，buzhidaobileshenme，xiaoxiaojiehuilaijiudaku，shuoshilianlefenshoushenmede。”
sishaoqichenlemeimu，shanglou，kailefangmen。
benlaizhengzaihaotaodakudesilelezaisishaoqikaimendeyike，kushengyixiazijiutingzhu，taitoukanyiyansishaoqi，biezhebuchusheng。
lianshanghaiyanleimohudeyangzi。
sishaoqiguoqu，zaichuangbianzuoxia，chensheng：“zenmehuishi？”
sileletaiqitou：“woheneigenvhaizibisheidenanpengyougengshuai，woshule，tananpengyouhaoshuaihaoshuai，wodeshule，wojiufenshoule。”
sishaoqixiangyixia，shuo：“gujiadeqianjin？”
yiqianguanjingbaiguanxizuihaodeneigeguyunyundenver……
司乐乐点点头。
sishaoqiyoushuo：“zainalishuaidao，jiuzainalizhanqilai，chufeinidexinnengfangdexia，buranjiuqufeiyingbuke，diedikeyizenmebangni？wosishaoqidenver，bunengsuibianku，tingdaomeiyou？”
silelediantou，youpiezui：“tananpengyouhaoshuai，wokendingshule，womeibanfa。diedi，nibangwochataneigenanpengyoudeziliaohaobuhao？xiaciwoyaoying，woyidingyaoying，wokankanneigenanhaiziyoumeiyouxiongdishenmede，kenengyehenshuai……”
sishaoqidaying：“hao，shenmenanhaizizheimeshuai，wodebaobeinver，xihuandewoyidingjini。”
sileleshizhonggensishaoqibaochiyidianjuli，yexushiyinweisishaoqishenshangneizhongnongdehuabukaidesenleng，rangrenmeibanfataiguojiejin，napashizuiqinmideren，douziranerrandetuijudaoqianlizhiwai。
“qishi，gendiedinihenxiang……”sileleshuo：“mingzijiaoguanbo，diedibangwochata。”
司绍祺的眸子一重。
关柏……
怎么会姓关？
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shenmedouchabudao，sishaoqizaibangongshili，xiamianrenjiaoshanglaidedanganjingranshikongde，shenmedouchabudaodeyigexiaonanhai。
fanchazhinengchadaoshigunannandepengyou，ouerhuigengunannanyiqiguangjiechuquwan，keshimeiyouxuejizhengming，meiyoushenfenzhengming，anzhaoshenfenlaishuo，sshigenbenmeiyouyigejiaozuoguanboderen。
xinliyouyisideyihuo，keshibuganxiang，xiangdetaiduo，huiyoutaiduoshiqingfanyongerchu，qiniandeshijian，tajihushiyaojuedeguoleyishengneimemanzhang，tahualehenduohenduoshijianchulihaoleyiqie，yiweizheiyangkeyikongxialaizongnengzhaodaota，yizhizaisshi，xiangzhezongkeyizhaodedao，keshishijianyifenfendeguoqu，tayongjinlequanbudeliqiquwangjishangqiebuneng。
youderenyongyuanchenjinzaijiyilimian，leisiyuzhemo。
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“gunannan！wobinidayinianji！xiawurangninanpengyoudaoxuexiaomenkou，womenzaibi！”silelezhuanchengcongernianjipaoquyinianjijiaoshi，renzhendexuanzhan。
zheiyangxuanzhandejieguojiushi，gunannantuozheguanbodaoxuexiaomenkou，sileleshenbianquemeiyoushuaigexiaonansheng，zhiyouyigeyinchenchendedashu。
“silele！zheishininanpengyou？ninanpengyoushigedashu？zhangdehaoshuaia！”gunannansihaomeiyoujiecao，kanjianyibiandesishaoqiliangyanmaojinguang。
zijidiedijiuzhangdehenshuaile，mianqianzheigedashugengshuai，erqielengbingbingde，duirenaidabulidemoyang，buxiangdiedi，tiantiangenmaminiwaidetadoujuedeshoubulele！
guanbozaiyibian，lengyankanzhezheiyiqie，shuo：“biwanle，woshule，wokeyizouleba？”
sishaoqidemuguangqueshisuozhezaiguanboshenshang，zheigexiaonanhaidemeiyan，neiyangdeshuxi，shuxideyanjingdehudu，shuxidemeifeng，liantongyandideneiyidianqingchehejuao，zhendehuishitadeerzi？
“nimamajiaoshenmemingzi？”sishaoqizhourandekaikou，wendao。
guanbozhishikanyiyan，zhuanshenjiuzou，yidianmeiyouyaohuidadeyisi，gunannanzaihoumianzhuishang，simingdelazhetadeshoubei：“boshuge！nibiejizhezoua！”
“nibushidoupandingwoshulema？wozainixinlibibuguoneiweidashu，nijiuzijiquzhaoneigedashu，biezailaifanwo！”guanboshuaikaitadeshoubei，jingzhidejiuzou。
conglaimeijianguoboshugegefazheimedahuoqi，yiqianjiusuanshitapashurangtadangtiziyoucongshushangshuaixialaishuaizaitashenshang，tadoumeiyouguozheizhongyuqide……
zheiyangyixiang，guanboyijingzouchuquhaojibu。
“boshugege！”gunannankuaibudezhuishangqu。
silelezaihoumianhan：“youmeiyoulimaoa！wodiediwennimamishei！”
gunannanhuitouhouyiju：“womamishiguyunyun，boshugedemamimingzijiaoguanjingbai！boshugedediedijiushiwodiedi！woqingege！womenyiqizhangdayihouyehuizaiyiqi！sileleniyongdiedilaibishi，yingleyediulian！xiaciwomenzaibi！”
说完，转身就跑。
tingdaoneigemingzi，youyishunjiandezhengchong，shiguangtaizhangtaiyuan，huranzaitingdao，huangranrumeng。
“diedi……”silelehuitoukanyiyansishaoqi：“diedi，womenhuiquba，buyonglitamenle，qinayibushijintianyaolaijialima！takendingjiwodailiwule，woshangcigentashuoyaoyigejiekexunbandebabi，tashuojiwodaihuilai！diedi，buranwomenhuiyidalizhuba，zheilidoumeiyou**ban……”
tingjiansilelesajiaodeshengyin，sishaoqihuranwenyiju：“lele，nihaijidenimamima？”
silelewusuoweideyaotou：“bujidele，qinyingyingayilaidangwomamiba，tagenwoshuoruguotadangwomami，huijiwohenduotangchi，woxiangyaoshenmedoumaijiwo。”
ranerkanzhesishaoqichenxialaidelianse，silelejimangdebizui，yousajiaodezhuaizhesishaoqidegebolaihuiyaohuang：“diediduiwoyehenhao，chulebujiwochitang，woyaodedongxiyedoumaijiwo，wozuiaidiedi，diedi，neiwohuiqunengchitangma？”
sishaoqiditou，jiuduishangsilelexiaomimidelian，yushishuo：“hao，zhinengchiyike。”
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“lele，qinyingyingayidayingnide，kebuzhidaoniyaonayikuan，jiujinidoudailaile，shisige，nixihuannagejiunanageba，niyihouruguohaixiangyao，suishidajiqinyingyingayi，wojinisongguolai。”qinyingyingyishensuheisedelianshenkuzhuang，kutuidedifangjiancaideyi，kanqilaifeichangshishang，liankongyirudangniandenianqing，zhishiquelexiehuoli。
第二章你不配
“lele，qinyingyingayidayingnide，kebuzhidaoniyaonayikuan，jiujinidoudailaile，shisige，nixihuannagejiunanageba，niyihouruguohaixiangyao，suishidajiqinyingyingayi，wojinisongguolai。”qinyingyingyishensuheisedelianshenkuzhuang，kutuidedifangjiancaideyi，kanqilaifeichangshishang，liankongyirudangniandenianqing，zhishiquelexiehuoli。
时光，太过久远。
lelepuzhejiuguoqu，naqibabiwawa，yigegedekanguoqu，meikaiyanxiao。
sishaoqidemuguangkanzhelele，zhizhidekanzhe，kantazaiyiduibabilimiantiaohualeyanjingyiyang，keshixinxi，renbuzhujiuxiang，guanjingbaixiaoshihoushibushiyeshiruci，yexihuanbabi，zheiyanghuopokeai，kandaoxihuandedongxideshihou，yanjiaodoumizheqilai。
taijiudeshiguang，tazhaoletataijiu，quehurantuique，xiangyaogenzhequzhaoguanjingbaichulai，keshihuranjiutuique，juedekepale，padelihai。
shijiantaizhangtaijiu，tayigerenzaizheili，taduodeyuanyuande，yongyizhongshenmeyangdeyanguanglexinqingkanzheiyiqie，neigemingjiaoguanbodexiaonanhai，shisheideerzi？shitadehaishibiedeshenmerende？
他不敢想象。
“kanlelekandezheimerushen，linzhao，zheigeshijieshangkehaiyouyigerennengrangnizheimezhuanxindekanzhe？zheimeduonian，nijiubunengkanwoyiyan？lelezheiyangxihuanwo，niquezaiyebuyuanyiquwo，woweinizuodeyegouduo，bushimeigerendounengdengnizheimejiu，neigenvrenjiuyidingbuhui。”qinyingyingdeshengyinzaitadeshenhouyidianxiangqilai，dandande，sihushichangran。
cengjingneigefengmangbilujiaoaomanmandeqinyingying，yeyijingbeishijianmosunchenglezheigeyangzi。
jingliletaiduonian，zaiyemeiyouzixinzheizhongdongxi。
qinyingyingbuhuizixintahaihuiquta，tayemeibanfazixintahainengbaguanjingbaikunzaishouxinli，tabianleduoshao？tabuzhidao，yuanlaitayizhizaisshilimian，lianguanbodefuqindoushuoshibiedenanren。
zheiyangxiangzhe，sihaomeiyouzhuyidaoshenhoudenvrenyandiposuideguangliang。
“sishaoqi，lelexihuanwo，nijiubunengkanzaizheiyidianshang，duiwohaoyidian？”qinyingyingshengyinlidoudailegengyan：“jiusuannibukanzaileledefenershang，woneimebangni，wocongniyiwusuoyoudeshihoujiubangni，nidiezaigudideshihouwoyezhanzainizheiyibian，ruguobushiwonijiejuedelegongsiwentima？ruguobushiwonixianzaikenengyijingbeirenshale，lianleleyiqidoubeirenmaizaibuzhimingdehuangjiaoyeling，nizenmejiubunengduiwohaoyidiandian？”
duonianqian，mianduigongsilimianzuidadeweiji，shiqinyingyinglipaizhongyi，yonglianyindefangshijiejueyiqie。
yeshiqinyingyingzaitahuihunzhihou，haishixuanbuyiranzhanzaitazheiyibian。
yigenvrenduiyigenanrenzuidadekuanrong，moguoyuci。
qinyingyingchenglexiaobing，keyiranshijiandingdezaizheili，conglaimeiyoukaolvguolikai。
sishaoqikanguolaiyiyan，shuo：“qinyingying，ruguobushinijiguansuanjin，wokenenghuitongyile，wohuixiexienibangwo，rangwojintiandedaoxianzaisuoyoudeyiqie，niliannifuqindoubeipanleerzhichiwo，woxiexieni，keshiqinyingying，nisuanjitaiduo。”
qinyingyingyandishanguoyisidezhandou。
他原来知道了……
suoyi，tazuodeneixiefuchu，zaitayanlixinli，genbenbucengchudongguotafenhao。
“qinyingying，nijiwozheigeshijiedeshihou，woyijingbuxiangyaole，ninazoudeneibufen，caishiwozuizhongdedongxi。”sishaoqiyizizishuo。
yizhaosishaoqidexingge，zaodouzhidaolezhenxianghaizheiyangpingjingdandingdegentashuohua，meiyouzhuijiu，tashibushijiuyinggaishisanhuwansuiganxieshangcangleni？
“sishaoqi，nizhenbuyinggaizheimecanren，zhendebuyinggai，woyoushihouhuaiyinishibushishenmedouzhidao，niyizhidouzhidao，ranhoubujuzaineilidengzhewo，nizhidaowohuizenmezuo，nizhidaodeqingqingchuchu，nishuowosuanjitaiduo，qishinishenmedouzhidao。jiusuanwoshenmedoubusuanji，yiyangbuhuishiwo，nixinliyizhijiuzhiyouyigeren，yongyuanbushiwo。”qinyingyingjiantouyeweiweideyouxiezhandong。
sishaoqimeizaikaikou，neibiansileleguolai，laleqinyingyingdeshou：“qinyingyingayi，zenmele？shibushiwodiediyouqifuni？”
qinyingyingyaoyaotou，silelekanyiyansishaoqi，piezuipaoqushafashangwanbabi。
“zheicilaizhujitian？nifuqinshentihaihaoma？”sishaoqiwenyiju。
qinyingyingdefuqinjinianqianzhongfeng，yizhizhuyuan。
“fangxin，wofuqinshentibuhao，wobuhuizainijiatingliutaijiu，woshihuilaizhaogezugouhaodeyisheng，yaojiwofuqindongshoushu，wogenrenziangshuo，renziangpawosuanji，yikouhuijuele，zhinenglaizhaoni。”qinyingyingshuo。
sishaoqitingyixia，diantou：“keyi，woanpaiyixia。”
第三章一别七年
“wei，shiguanxiaojiema？womenshisanyisanyiyuan，womenzheilijiedaoyiqichehuo，yougenanhaijiaoguanbode，nirenshima？”dianhuaneibiandeshengyindaizhejicudeduanduanxuxudeshengyin，zhouweihaoxianghenchaoza。
guanjingbaizheicaixiangqilai，haoxiangyouyigexiaoshimeikanjianguanbole，meixiangdaotajingranpaochuquchulechehuo！
“woshitamama，womashangjiuguoqu！”guanjingbaigualedianhua，shoudoufadou，yiludechumen。
chumen，jicongcongdewangsanyisanyiyuanguoqu。
chuzuchetingzaiyiyuanmenkou，taxiachejiuwangjizhenshichongguoqu，ranerkongdangdangde，limianmeiyouren。
tacaijuedexiqiao，guoquzhualezhibanhushi，wen：“zheilishibushiyouchehuosongguolaideren？youma？”
hushihuida：“meiyoua，shibushiqitayiyuan？”
tadaoshimangranle，huidabushanglai，zhuanshenwangwaizou，kanjianmenkouzhanzhederen，busuanshichijing。
“guanxiaojie，womenjiaxianshengxiwangninnengguoquchiwanfanliaoyiliao，rangwolaiqingnin，ruguotangtule，qingjianliang。”menkouzhanzhedeheiyidenanren，taburenshi，kanzheyenianqing，dayueshishenmexinlaiderenshou。
“woerzini？tadaodizenmeyang？”guanjingbaizhuiwen。
heiyidenanrenda：“yijingsongdaolejiali，ninfangxin，qinggenwomenzou。”
“nimenbangjialewoerzi？”guanjingbaiwen。
heiyinanrenmianwubiaoqing：“shaoyemeishi，ninqingfangxin，qinggenwomenzou。”
guanjingbaihenbunenglikefeiquerzishenbian，ketazhidao，tabunengqu，ruguotaqule，zhikenenglianzijidouxianjinqu，meiyouqitakenengxing。
“wobuhuiqu。”guanjingbailengsheng。
heiyinanrenyijiushidandandeshengxian：“womenjiaxianshengshuo，ruguoninbulai，neijiuyongyuanbiexiangzaijiandaoshaoye，womenjiaxianshengxiwangninnengkaolvqingchu。”
guanjingbaiqideshoufazhan，tadelianggehaizi，duonianqiansishaoqiyijingkouxialeyigenver，tahuaiyunzijilikai，shengxiaerzi，quexianzailianzheigeweiyideerzitadouyaoduozou。
tashiyigemogui，taweishenmejiuhuizhaoreshangleta？
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cheziyizhiwangqiankai，kaidedouyijingshiyoujingle，yuanyuandekanjianbanshandedifangyouyidongfangzi，anningdeliangzhedengguang，kanqilaihaoxiangshichuanshuozhongdechengbaoside，meilunmeihuan。
zheitiaolu，takaiguowushuci，cengjingshihuijiadelu。
cheziquemeiyoukaijinneizhai，ershizaiwaimiandedifangtingxia，neibianshilinzheshuideyichujingse，youliangting，cikeyijingbailexiedongxi，taxiache，guoqu，yourenzaidengzhe。
tingjianhoumianchezideshengyin，neirenzhuanguolianlai，kanzhezouguolaideren，muguangyishunbushunde，jihushiyaokanchuantayiyang。
youxiewangshifanyongchulai，mianduitadeshihou，yejiubuneimejiannan。
shitadayingde，shitafangletazou，doushita，suoyitayinggaikeyipingjingdemiandui，qiniandeshijianguoqu，renshengyoujigeqinian，jiusuanshicengjingdejingtaohailangxianzaiyedouyanmeixiaqu。
sishaoqikanzhecheshangderenguolai，yibubude，jiyiliguanjingbaidemoyang，tadeqiniansuiyueyinggaishiguodehao，jihukanbujianlaotai，jiuhaoxiangmeiyouqinianhenggenzaizhongjian，zhiyoutajingjingdezoulai。
qinian，tabianlehenduo，biandecangsang。
guanjingbaizaitingziqianmianzhanzhu，meidong，takaikoushuo：“guolaizuo。”
guanjingbaihaishibudong，houmianyijingyouheiyirendabudeshangqian，shenshoujiuyaoyatashangqu，talisheng：“zhushou！tayeshinimendongde！”
houmianjigeheiyirendoutingzhu。
guanjingbaikantayiyan，shangletaijie，guolaizheibianzuoxia。
曾经想过很多。
qinianshijianlimian，xiangguohenduohenduohuizaijianmianshihoudechangjing，yinweixiangdetaiduo，suoyixidefansuo。
diyiniandeshihou，huixiang，ruguozhuadaoguanjingbai，zhuadaozheigegaisidenvren，tayidingbuhuifangguota，kunzheyehuikunzhu，tahouhuilefangtazou，congtalikaideshihoutajiuhouhui，shirenziangshuo，dabuleyuanyuandekanzhetajianshizhe，dengshentihaodian，zheibianyidalideshiqingyechulihao，zaiqujianmian，zonghuiyuanliang，tajuedeyeshi，taneishihentahendeneiyangshen，yushijiuzheiyang。
sheixiangdao，yibie，qinian。
ruguozhidaoshiqinian，tadangchujueduibuhuirangtazou。
houlaiyiniannianguoqu，zhendeguanjingbaizhanzaitamianqian，tacaizhidao，dangchuyiweideneixiehuoqi，zaodoumeiyou，nengzheiyangkantayiyan，talaijianta，jiuyijingshinande。
guanjingbaibushuohua，sishaoqituilezhuoshangdegaodianguoqu：“yiqiannizuiaichide。”
是司府上的芙蓉糕。
yiqianjiutian，tachideweitonghaidoumanzhe，weilexiayidunzairangrenzuo。
guanjingbaikanyiyan，shuo：“weibuhao，nianjidale，henduonianbuchitian，ni。”
sishaoqixiao，xiaodeyouxiechen，shuo：“nalinianjida，jingbai，nidoumeibian……”
youfengfuguo，tingzishangpanpazhedemantengzhiwushuyeshashadexiang，xiangdefanluan，lveweideleng。
taqishenlai，nalewaitao，jitapishang，tazhanqilai：“buyongle，meishiwojiuxianzou，wojialihaiyoushi。”
这样逃避的模样。
“haiyoushenmeshi？guanbolianxuexiaodoumeiqushang，nihaiyoushenmeshi？guanboyezaizheili，niyigerenyoushenmeshi？”shengyindourandedaleyidian。
tayiting，tajiuzhuaishangtadeshouwan。
一把拽了她回来。
tashenshangdandandeweidao，neiyangdexinxiangmeihao。
还是一样的味道。
第四章我已经不爱你
taqueshidangjijiushuaikai，meixinyizhou：“sishaoqi，wodeshiyijingdougenniwuguan，zheimeduonian，woguodepingjing，woguodehenhao，nijiurangwojixuzheiyangxiaqu，wolikainicaiyouzheiyanganningderizi，nibiebiwo。”
又是这样的一句。
taconglaibuxiangbita，keshihaoxiang，meimeidoubileta。
“jingbai，qinianchengfahaibugouma？”
sishaoqidanglezaitamianqian。
挡住她的道路。
guanjingbaiyaotou，kanta：“wobushiqihua，sishaoqi，qinianguoqule，woyijingmeilexiangfa，wozhenxiwoxianzaizheiyanganningdeshenghuo。”
dunleyixia，youshuo：“woyijingbuaini。”
zheiyangdeyiju，queyixiaziliaolesishaoqidehuoqi，shenshouzhualeta：“kewohaiaini。”
guanjingbaixiyikouqi：“neijiushinideshiqingle，sixiansheng，shinizijideshiqing，woyijingbuainile，zheishiwodeshiqing，wochulihaole，shengxiadezhinengnizijichuli。”
sishaoqikanta，kantapingjingdemoyang。
tahenanningdandingdeyangzi，bukanta，kanxiangbiechu，yizizidouqingxi，lianpiqidouanwenxialai。
guoqudeqinian，ruguoshuotayoushenmegaibianle，neimezhende，tabiandeneiyangdeanning。
anjingxialaideren，zhisuoyinenganjing，shibushizhendejiuyinwei，yijingbuaile？
aidehua，yinggaixiangshitadeyangzi，taxiangxianglimiandebushizheiyang，keshibuyoudejiubeiweixiaqu，xiwangtanengliuxia，zaijitayicijihui。
fengsihuyufadedale，chuidetadetoufadoufanfeiqilai。
“jingbai，nibushibuaile，nizhishiwangle，nizenmehuibuaile？zheiyangshen，wodouhaijide，nizenmejiunengwangle？”sishaoqiyizizide：“nigenwojinqukan，nixihuanfeicui，woshoulehenduo，douxiangzheshenmeshihounengjinikan，guanjingbai，jiezhiwohaidaizhe，nizenmejiunengwangle？”
shenshouguolai，latadeshou，tachouhuilai，kanjiantashouliniezhede，shidangniandeneimeijiezhi。
她退还给他的。
“nihaishisongjibieren，woyongbudao。”guanjingbaizhizheiyangshuo，jiuwangwaizou。
caixialetingzidetaijie，jiutingjianneibianyouxiangdong，yourenguolai。
shiguanbo。ʟʋʐɦօʊ
“guanbo！”guanjingbaijimangguoqu，baguanbolaguolaizijishenbian，yandijingtidekanxiangsishaoqi：“nishishenmeyisi？”
sishaoqiyegenzhexialai：“guanboshibushiwoerzi？”
guanjingbaijihushiqidezhan，laleguanbojiuwanghoutui。
guanbozhanzaiyuandibizhibizhi，rutongshiyizhuxiaosongshuyiyangde，tongyangshenshidemuguangkanxiangsishaoqi：“ma，tashishei？”
“yigeshushu，buyongguanta，womenhuijia。”guanjingbaizhixianglikaizheili。
guanboyouxiediyidekanxiangsishaoqi。
neibiansilelebeiyongrendaiguolai，naishengnaiqidewen：“diedi，zhaowoshenmeshi？”
guanjingbaidedongzuoyishunjiandejiangying，jiuzheiyangjiangzaiyuandi，tingzheneigexiaoxiaodeshengyinshuohua，zhuantouguoqu，kanyigexiaonvhai，fendiaoyuzhuoyiyangde，wangzheibianzou，kanjianta，zhishiyiyanjiukanguoqu，kandaoguanbo，duiguanbodaoshiduokanleliangyan，bengtiaozhejiuwangsishaoqineibianguoqu：“diedi，zenmela？tamenzenmezai？”
mingzhidaozheishisishaoqiguyide，keshikanjiansileledeyishun，jiumeilebanfa。
guanjingbaibuyoudeyaolexiachun，bushuohua，lazheguanbojiuwangwaizou。
“jingbai！womenyinggaitantan，guanbo，nidiedi……”sishaoqihuashuodaoyibanjiubeidaduan。
guanjingbaizhourandehuishen，lisheng：“tadiedishisheigenniwuguan！”
sishaoqiqueshishuo：“keleledemuqinshishei，wohenqingchu。”
sileleyouxiemangrandekanxiangzijidiedi，buzhidaodiediweishenmefazheiyangdadehuoqi，youkanneibianzhanzhedeguanjingbai，youxiebeihedaodeyangzi。
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“nibiexiangcongwoshenbianbaguanbodaizou，biexiang！”guanjingbaisihaoburangbu，yibuyeburang。
kanzaiguanboheleledemianzishang，tamenhainengpingjingxiangchuyihuier，tashenzhihaijinleneigetayizhizuifangandewuzichilewanfan，dengxiaohaizibeidaixiaqu，taqidelihaiquemeibanfa。
guanboshitaguoquzheimeduonianlishengmingweiyidezhongxin，tazenmedoubuhuifangshou。
sishaoqikanguolai：“wobushiyaodaizouta，woshiyaodaizounimen，jingbai，nihuilaiwoshenbian，woshenmedoudayingni，wohaishineiyiju，woshenmedoudaying。”
guanjingbaixiangyebuxiang，huidayiju：“hao，niqushaleqinyingying，dangniandeshiqingshitazuodeduibudui？nibushiyijingbuxuyaorenherenlema？neixianzainishaletahaole。”
sishaoqiyandishenseyishunjiandebian。
qinyingyingzuolehenduocuoshi，tayehendeyouguoxiangshaleqinyingyingdeshihou，keqinyingyingzaibangtadeneixieqingyiyedouhaizai。
“sishaoqi，douguoqule，buyaoshuozheixielekeyima？niyaokanguanbo，womeizhoudaitalaikannizheiyangkeyileba？guanboshixuyaoyigefuqin，ketabuhuixuyaoni，woyebuxiangtabianchengni，tayijinghenlengmo，xianzainiyedouzhidao，neiwojiunengsongtaqushangxue，tayinggaigenqitaxiaopengyouyiqiguoputongdeshenghuo，bushigenniyiqi。”guanjingbaiyikouqishuo。
sishaoqihaiyaozaishuohua，guanjingbaiyijingshiyoushuo：“wozhendehenleile，sishaoqi，yijinghuibuqu，nihaibuzhidaoma？xianzaizheiyangyijinghenhao，wodouwangjileguoqu，woxianzaidaiwoerzizou。”
shuowan，zhuanshenjiuyaoquzhaoguanboyiqizou。
一点不留恋。
kanzhetazhuanshen，sishaoqirenbuzhudezhuishangliangbu，tuokouerchu：“shaleqinyingyingnijiuliuxia？”
guanjingbaijihushiwunai，zhuanshenguolai，kansishaoqi：“nigoule，bushitadewenti，genbenjiubushita，shini，nishalesheidoubukenengle，yijingbukeneng。”
“keguanboshiwoerzi。”sishaoqixiangdaozheiyidian，shuo：“guanboshiwoerzi，wodangranyaoyaohuilai，tayouquanxuanze。”
“neinijiushalewo，zaidaizouta。”guanjingbaizhishuo。
“neinijiushishicongwozheilidaizouta！”sishaoqishengyinlifalehen。
guanjingbailianseyishinankanzhiji，tayouyiciyaoweixieleta。
meirenzhuyidao，gebifangjiandemenxuyanzhe，qinyingyingyongshoujinjindewuzhechun，tongkushisheng。
第五章争夺抚养权
kafeitinglideyinleshuhuan，kiss,the,run，meigeyinfuhaoxiangdouezairendebojingshangmian，guanjingbaiyishoujiaozhekafei，juedezijihuxidoukuaiyaobeiqieduanleside。
houmianyuyucongcongdeshumu，banzhenbanjia，fanzhengshigekaileyizhangzhangzhuozi，nongchenghenduogexiaogeduan，zhuozizhijianbicidoutingbujianduifangshuohua。zheigeshihou，dazaoshangde，kafeitinglibingmeiyouduoshaoren，fuwushengyekongxian，guolaiduanshanglaiyifensanwenyudexiaotianbing，shuoshizaoshangdezengsong，daochudoujing，tushuachengzonghongsedeqiangmiankanqilaidouhaoxiangshixuependakou，nengbarentunchixiaqule。
zheiyangdehuanjing，guanjingbaijuedebunenganxin，kanduimiandenanren。
tashuolemude，shuowan，zijidoujuedezenmeshuodechukou，zenmezuodechuzheiyangdeshiqing。
zisizili，ruguoduifangchoutayigebazhang，bakafeiyangledoupozaitalianshang，tayedoumeishenmehaoshuo，fanzhengzijishizhende**，yijingbeibidaolezheigechengdushang，zaizenmeyangtayebuzhidaole，zhizhidaozijimeibanfadangzuomeishifasheng，bukenengdiuxialianggexiaohaizi，zaizenmeyangyedoushidarendeshiqing，tadeguanbobunengfangshou。
yixiangdaoguanbo，guanjingbaisihushinengyouleduoyidiandeyongqi，zongyaoyoudianyongqicainengmiandui。
meiyoubiedebanfa，duimiandenanrenshichenmo，chenmodekeyi，guanjingbaikeyilijie，renheyigenanrentingdaozheiyangwulideyaoqiu，yedoushikeyirucide。
zhaoruianmeimuliyoujifenchenjing，ditoujiaozhekafei，sihushizhendehenrenzhendeyangzi，bantiancaikaikou，taitoukanguanjingbai，muguanglishirenzhen：“jingbai，nishirenzhendema？”
“bushineiyangde，shiwoxiangyaohuihaizi，wozhinengdaguansi，womeiyouhenhaodecaichanshouruzhengming，ruguoyougenanrenkengenwojiehun，zhiyaoqianzijiukeyi，lvshicainengbangwodaguansi，fayuanhuipiantanmuqinduoyidian，woxianzaibixuyaozhaoyigerenjiehun，ninenggenwojiehunma？”
guanjingbaiyoujieshileyifan，zheicishuodegouqingchule，haishiyiyangde**，nengbunengbangta？
nengbunengbangtajiehun，zheiyangdehuayeshuodechukou。
zhaoruiancongmeiguohuilai，youlvka，gongzuowendingtashi，zaihuaerjierenzhi，kanyizhedaban，shouruyinggaiyebucuo，yiqiangaozhongdeshihoujiujidejiajingtinghao，ruguonengzhaodaozheiyangdeduixiang，faguanyinggaihuirentongdeba？
就能至少要回关柏。
sishaoqikouxialeguanbo，tayidianbanfadoumeiyou，daguansilianggehaizitazhishaoyouxiwangyaohuiyige。
zhaoruianlerandeyangzi，kaikoushuo：“wozhidaonideyisi，wozhishiwenni，nishirenzhendema？bijinghunyinbushierxi。”
guanjingbaikanzhaoruian，zhaoruianyesihaobubidekanguolai。
zhaoruianzheiyangzuozaiduimian，kanqilaichenjingrushui，yiqiangaozhongdeshihoushibanzhang，laoshixinmuzhonghaoxueshengdedaibiao，kongpazhaoruianweiyizuoguochugeyidiandeshiqingjiushizhuiqiuleta，tadechengjizhinengsuanshizhongdeng，keyeduitazheiyangyibanyiyanderenmeiyouxingqu，suoyixiangdoubuxiangjiujujue，xianzaikanta，tazheixienianzaimeiguodapindeyouxiedianshishangmianjinrongyewuyuandejingxihechenwen，haoxiangtaishantazaitamianqiantayedounengleranjieshou。
taishanbengtakongpayebibushanggushibengpan，tajirannengmianduigushibengpan，dagaiyejiunengmianduiqita。