wozuozaichuangbian，wozhemuqinkushoubinglengdeshou，xinliyibianbiandizhongfuzhewodejueding。jujue，bixujujue。woderenshengyijinggouzaole，bunengzaibeineiqun**tuojingengshendenizhao。
jiuzaizheishi，menwaichuanlaile“dongdong”deqiaomensheng。
wozhoulezhoumei，zheigeshijian，huishishei？fangdongcuifangzu？haishishequsongwennuan？
woqishendakaimen，menwaiquekongwuyiren。zhiyouyigebanjiudeniupizhibaoguo，jingjingditangzaimenkoudedidianshang。shangmianmeiyoujijianrenxinxi，zhiyouyigeyongheisemakebixiedeshoujianrenmingzi——qinzheng。
wodexinmengdiyitiao，yizhongmomingdeyuganyongshangxintou。wojingtidikanlekanloudaoliangbian，kongdangdangde，zhiyouyizhanhuminghuandeshengkongdeng。
wobabaoguonajinwu，fansuoshangmen。
baoguobuzhong，woyongcaizhidaohuakaifengkou，limianmeiyouwoxiangxiangzhongdekonghexin，yemeiyourenhexinjian。zhiyouyiduirouruandepaomotianchongwu，baoguozheliangyangdongxi。
yiyang，shiyibenhouhoude、yongshenlansepigebaoguodeyingqiaobijiben，kanqilaiyouxieniantoule。lingyiyang，zeshiyigezaoxingshifenqitedejinshuzaowu。tadayueyouwoquantoudaxiao，chengxianchuyizhongfuzadejihejiegou，biaomianshianyinsede，bumanlebifasihaixidejingmiwenlu，zaihunandedengguangxia，neixiewenlufangfozaihuanhuanliutang，sanfazheyizhongnanyiyanyude、binglengdeshengminggan。
wonaqineibenbijiben，fankaidiyiye，wodehuxishunjiantingzhile。
neishuxide、qingxiueryoulideziji，shiwomuqinde！
wozhandouzheshoujixuxianghoufan，limianmimimama，quandoushigezhongfuzadegongshi、tubiao、fenzijiegou，yijidaliangdeshiyanshuju。zheigenbenbushiyibenputongdebijiben，zheishiyibenjiamideshiyanrizhi！
wodexinzangkuangtiaoqilai，likejiangbijibenfandaozuihouyiye。
zuihouyiyeshang，meiyoufuzadegongshi，zhiyouyixingzi，zijiyouxieliaocao，fangfoshizaijiducongmanghejidongdeqingxuxiaxiejiude。
“zhengzheng，zheishimamaliujiniweiyidewuqi，wojiangtamingmingwei‘niepan’。tabushimofa，tashidaima、shicailiao、shikexuedezhongji。jizhu，yongyuanbuyaorangluojiarendedaota。”
“涅槃”……
wonaqineigeqitedejinshuhexin，tarushoubingliang，queyoufangfodaizhemouzhongqiyidemaidong。zheijiushi“niepan”？muqinliujiwode……wuqi？
muqinbushizaojiufangqisuoyouyanjiulema？tashishenmeshihou……
wushudemituanzaiwonaozhongzhakai。luowenboneitongmomingqimiaodedianhua，zheigeturanchuxiande、laizimuqindeshenmibaoguo，zheiyiqiechuanlianzaiyiqi，rangwogandaoyizhenchegudehanyi。
luojiaren，tamendaodixiangcongwoshenshangdedaoshenme？
daan，sihujiuzaizheibenjiamiderizhili。