第5章
zheicierdeshengyinrangwochaneijianhuiyiqishangyishizheishihou，mengwanwanpingjiezhewobaduitadexinren，jijiangbeitibaweihuayaojituandefuzong，fuzezhangguanhuayaoliangdahexinyewubumendeyewu。
tingdaowofuqinyaorangwoquhuayaozuozhulideshiqing，tadangranjuedejidan，guaibudeyijinmenjiugaohubutongyi。
shangyishiwochunben，yizhibatadangzuoqinjiejiekandai，yiweitashizhendetengaiwo，suoyi，conglaidoubucenghuaiyiguotadexianeyongxin。
jibiantakeyisuiyichuruwojia，jibianfuqinwulunzuoshenmeshengyidoubatadaizaishenbian，jibiandaohoulaitayibubuzhangquan，chengweihuayaodeshijikongzhiren，wodouweicenghuaiyiguoshenme。
shenzhihu，woyidudouyiwei，tazhendexiangtasuoshuodeneiyang，shiburenxinwoxinku，weilewodagong，rangwozhixuyaoqingqingsongsongxiangshounianzhongfenhongjiuhao。
zhidaohoulai，fuqinbeitahetangshulianhezhuweigudongyiqidanhechudongshihui，zhidaofuqinturanbaochutaosexinwenhaidemuqinxinzangbingtufaqushi，zhidaofuqinbeitamenhaideyiwusuoyoudaozuihoutiaoloushenwang......wocaizhidao，yuanlaiwodetangjiehetangshu，buguoshiqianfuzaiwomenshenbianpizheyangpidelang。
keneishihoumuyichengzhou，yiqiedouyijingwanle，genghekuangwozhiyixinxianruqingqingaiaili，sihaomeiyoubandianjingyingguanlinengli，youtanhebenshinenggouzaibandaotangjiehetangshuzheiliangtouyijingyangfeidelang。
rujin，zaikandaotangjieneiguangxianlianglidenvqiangrenmoyang，woxinliranqiyigufazineixindehenyi。
zheiyishi，wobuhuizaizuoqinzhetongchouzhekuaideshashi，gengbukenengrangtahetangshu，duozoushuyuwojiadeyiqie。
“jie！nizenmebuzaodianhuilai，womazuoleyizhuozidehaocaini！”
jinguanxindimanshihenyi，keworengjiuxiangcongqianneiyangtiantiandihanchulesheng。
xianzaiyiqiecaiganggangkaishi，wobujieyipeizhetaxianyanyiyanjiemeiqingshendexima。
“woyijingchiguole，nizenmehuishi？shizuohuotaitaiwuliaolema？zenmeturanxiangdaoyaodaohuayaolaishangban？”
mengwanwanzhibenwoerlai，xiangguoquneiyangqinnilanguowodejianbang，xiaomimidiwenwo。
kewoquefenmingkandao，tadeyanshenlihenshijinzhang，neifushenqing，jiufangfoshengpaworanzhitazuizaiyidedongxineiyang。
“duia，xianzaideshenghuotaiwuliao，kanjiejienizaizhichangchizhafengyundeyangzi，wodouxianmule。fanzhenghuayaoshiwojiakaide，woguoqushanggebanwanyiwan，yeweichangbuke。”
wokeyiweizhuangchucongqianneifuwusuoweidemoyang，weide，jiushibuxiangrangtayoushenmeyixin。
“shangbantiantianweizheyibangnanrenhegezhongfanganshujudazhuan，nihuigengjuedekuzaode。niyaoshijuedewuliao，zhenghaowoyigepengyoukailejiajulebu，wojinibangehuiyuanka，limianzhuoyoudianjingkadingchedengdeng，shenme**dexiangmudouyou，niyuqishangban，haiburuquneiliwanni。”
mengwanwanrengjiuxiaomimide，yifuduiwoguanhuaibeizhidemoyang。
shangyishitayeshiruci，pinmingyinyouwoquchangshigezhongxinxiandewanyi，henbunengwoyitianershisixiaoshiwanwusangzhi，lihuayaoyueyuanyuehao。
zheiyishi，wobuhuizaishangtadedangle。
woyaoleyaotou，weiweiyixiao：
“jie，woturanduineixiebuganxingqule。xianzaidewo，zhixiangzuoshengyi。ba，woxiazhouyibaozhengzhunbeibaodao！”
“zenmehuituranbuganxingqule？shibushihuojingchuanrangnixinqingbuhaole？tangtang，nitingwoshuo，zuoshengyizhendebushiheni......”
mengwanwanmingxianhuangle，tarengjiushitubuyiyulilaiquanshuowo，kewoquezaiyelandetingtazheixieguihualianpiandehua，wozhijiedaduanleta：
“jie，woyijingxianghaola。nizheimebuxiangrangwoqugongsishangban，nanbucheng，nixiangjichenghuayaobucheng？”
woguyichuopotadeyexin，xiangkankantahuiyouzenyangdefanying。
guobuqiran，tadeyanshenyixiashanshuobuding，zhengzhangliandoubiandezhanghongbuyi，talianmangbaishou：
“nei，neizenmekenengni，wojuebukenengyouzheiyangdexinsi，woshuole，wozheibeizidoushiweinidagong，nicaishihuayaomingzhengyanshundejichengren。”
he......tayaoshizhendezheimeyouzizhizhiming，neijiuhaole。
“duia，wobazhiyouwozheiyigenver，bieshuowoxiangquhuayaoshangban，jibianwoxianzaijiuxiangjieguanhuayao，wobayebuhuiyourenheyijian。duiba，baba？”
wowanzhuwobadeshou，chongzhewobazhalezhayanjing。
wobasulaidoushiyouzhewode，tingwozheimeshuo，tahaobuchiyididianlediantou：
“neishidangran，zhiyaowonverxihuan。”
womenyichangyihe，qingkejianrangmengwanwanhuitoutulian，ganggangneizhigaoqiangdeqiyanshunjianailehaojijie，taxingxingbizui，zaiyebuganduoshuoshenme。
zheiyiwan，woliusufumujia，zhuzaibamayizhijiwoliuzhedefangjianli。
mamaweiwopushangquanxindebeizi，beizishangzhanrandeyangguangqixi，rangwoshuidegewaixiangtian。
womeiyouhuiquhehuojingchuandejia，yebuzhidaotayoumeiyouzhaoguowo，shenzhihu，woyijingbuzaiyitashifouhuizhaowo。
zhidaogetianyizao，wojiedaolewangguanjiadalaidedianhua：
“shaofuren，ninzuowanmeiyouhuilai，shiqunalile？”
“我在我爸妈家。”
“e，shaoyezuowanhuilaiyouwenqini。shaofuren，ninheshaoye，naomaodunlema？”
wangguanjiazaidianhuaneitouxiaoxinyiyidiwenwo，qishijiehunliangnian，neigejiayezhiyouwangguanjia，yizhizaimomoguanxinzhewo。
“ng，nitiwozhuangaotayisheng，wobudasuanhuiquzhule，dongxiwoyehuichoushijianguoqubanzou。”
woduizhedianhua，yuqipingjingdishuodao。
“shaofuren，haohaodeninzheishizenmele？wozhidaoshaoyetayoushihou，shi，shiyoudianguofen，danjiehunjiushizheiyangkekebanban，zhiyaolianggerenzaiyiqi，manmanhuihaoqilaide。”
wangguanjiatingwoshuoyaobanzou，yuqidoubiandeyouxiejidongqilai。
“woheta，haobuqilaile。taduiwomeiyouganqing，nimenyedoushizhidaode。”
wokuxiaoleyisheng，buzaibaoyourenheqidai，bianzhijieguaduanledianhua。
huanzuoyiqian，bieshuolikaihuojingchuanyitian，likaitachaoguojigexiaoshi，wodouhuidurirunian，shishikekedouhuizaixiang，tazaina，tahesheizaiyiqi，tazaizuoshenme。
keshixianzai，aisheisheiba。
wochediqingxing，yeyijingbuzaihu，tazaina，hesheizenyang，tongtongdouyuwowuguan。
wanghouyusheng，wozhixiangqingsongshangzhen，zuozijixiangzuodeshiqing，qingxingziai，buzaichenlun。
woqichuangdakaiyiju，kanzheyijulimamabaifangdezhengzhengqiqidejiuyifu，bujinxiaole。
zaimeijiajihuojingchuanzhiqian，woqishishigepannishaonv，neishihoudewo，xihuanjichefu，xihuandaimaodingdeniuzi，xihuanxuankuyougexingdefushi，haizhongaiduanfa。
kehoulai，zaidezhihuojingchuanxihuanjianpizhangfa、wenwankerendenvshenghou，zheixieyifutongtongbeiwoshuzhigaoge，querdaizhide，shiguoquwocongbuxihuandezhangqunjilifu，jiuliantoufayebuzaishedejian，yijingjiyaole。
qishi，hebiqukeyiyinghebierendexihaoni？ainideren，wulunnishishenmemoyang，douhuiaini。
zaijiayoulianxileyitiandegangqinhou，wocongyijulitiaochuleyijianheiseduantheyitiaodaipodongdeniuziku，nachucengjingaichuandefanbuxie，zhuangbanyifanshaoshaohualegezhuanghou，bianchumenzhibenlifadian。
henkuai，zailifashidemiaoshouxia，wodejiyaozhangfa，bianchengleliluodesuogufa，qianmiandeliuhai，yebianchenglekongqiliuhai。
wokanzhejingzilihuanranyixindeziji，dunshijuedezhenggerendoufangfoqingsonglexuduo。
lifadianlizheishifangzheliangyongqideneiyishou《duanfa》：woyijianduanwodefa，jianduanleqiangua，jianyidibubeiaidefencha......
zheishouge，haizhen**yingjinga。
wobuyoudechongzhejingzicanlandixiaole，erjiuzaizheishi，wodedianhua**xiangle。
wonaqidianhuayikan，shiwodeguimisongsongdalaide......
“tangtang，nizainali？guolaipeipeiwo，woxinqingbuhao。”
dianhuayijietong，neitoujiuchuanlailesongsongyouqiwulideshengyin。
“wozailifadian，nizaina，woguoquzhaoni。”
wohaobuchiyidihuidadao。
“wozaiqishangjulebu，nikuaidianlai，wodengni。”