第1章
江城市妇科医院。
chenfanzuozaiyiwushiwaimiandezhangyishangfadai。
cishidetaxinqinghenfuza。
他当爹了。
jiuzaizuotian，qiannvyoutongzhitahuaiyunle，erqieduzilidehaizidaoxianzaiyijingsangeyueda，xiwangtanengpeizijiquyiyuanchayixia。
huaiyunshijianqueshiduideshang，danshizheituruqilaidehaizirangtayouxiebuzhisuocuo。
suihou，chenfanpeitongtayitongqianwangyiyuanjiancha。
咯吱…
menbeituikai，linqingqiuzaiyiminghushidepeitongxiazoulechulai。
hushinazhejifentijianbaogao，xiaorongmanmian：“jingguojiance，yunfutineitaierfeichangjiankang，niyaozhunbeihaodangbabale。”
“爸爸…”
多么陌生的词。
tacongxiaojiuweicengjianguozijideqinshengfumu，younianshibeiyigelaotoudaizou，tuofujixianzaiyangfuyangmuyiqishenghuo。
houlaimeiguoduojiujialiduoleyiweixinchengyuan，yejiushitamingyishangdedidi，ertabenrenzaizheigejialiyejiuchenglekeyoukewudecunzai。
嗡嗡嗡…
手机突然响起。
陈凡接通电话。
“ge，mazhuyuanzuoshoushujixuyaoyidabiqian，wozheibianyijingxiangpengyoujielewushiwan，nineibianhaixuyaoduojiu？”
“我这边…”
chenfanniutoukanzhezhengzaifumoduzidelinqingqiu，yanshenshanduodao：“denghuierjiudajini。”
“xing，mazheibianhaiyoushierjiuxianguale。”
zhuanguoshen，chenfanduihushishuo：“neige…sangeyuedehaizinengbunengdadiao？”
gangganghaiyilianweixiaodehushi，lianseshunjianjiukalalexialai：“nifengle？jiranbuxiangyaohaizi，neiweishenmezaizuozhiqianzuohaoanquancuoshi？xianzaidataiduiyunfudeshanghaihendade，henrongyidaozhizhongshenbuyu！”
zheishi，linqingqiuturanzouleguolai，xiaozheshuo：“nimenliaoshenmeni。”
zicongdezhizijihuaiyunhou，linqingqiudexinqingzongshigewaidehao。
zheihuoxugentadejiatingzuchengyouguan。
“没什么。”
chenfanqiangzhuangxiaorong，ranhouduihushibailebaishoushuo：“neige，womenhaiyoushierjiuxianzoule。”
hushixianggenlinqingqiushuoliangju，buguozheibijingshirenjiadesishi，tayigewairenyemeishenmehaoshuode。
zhishikexilezheimepiaoliangdenvren，jingranaishanglezheimeyigebufuzerendezhanan。
“走啦。”
linqingqiuzhudongwanqichenfandeshou，biaoqingshifenyuyue。
liangrenpingjingdezouchuyiyuan，qijianmeiyoushuobanjuhua。
linqingqiufumozhezijiweiweilongqideduzi，“yaobuwomenhehaoba，wozhidaohaizideshiqinghenyiwai，danshiwokeyiduitianfashi，wolinqingqiuchulenizhiwaijueduimeiyoujiechuguodiergenanren。”
“womeiyouzheigeyisi。”
chenfanzhengzhaliangjiu，zuizhongguzuyongqishuodao：“yaobuhaiziwomenhaishibuyaoleba。”
chenfanhenyouyu，ruguotanachuzheiwushiwanjixujiyangmuzhibing，neitazheijinianzanxiadeqianjiuquanmeile。
ruguoyangmumeiyoushengbing，tajueduihuiranglinqingqiushengxiazheigehaizi，keshitaxianzaishenwufenwen。
denghaizichusheng，tanashenmeyangtamenniangjia。
linqingqiudangchanglengzaiyuandi。
tabukezhixindikanxiangchenfan，zuichunzhandoudao：“nishuoshenme？”
“woshuozheigehaizinengbunengbuyaole…”
dangzhedatingguangzhongdemian，chenfanzhongyuhenxinshuochuzheijuhua。
linqingqiudelianseshunjiancangbairuzhi，ruguobushiyipangdefunvjishichanfu，tagujiyijingyundaozailedishang。
weilenenggouranglinqingqiuhaowufudandedadiaohaizi，zhinengtazijilaidangzheigeeren。
chenfanjixushuo：“niyezhidaowocongshideshishenmegongzuo，wolianwozijidouyangbuhuo，yihounashenmelaiyanghuonihaiyouduzidehaizi？”
“jirannibuxiangyao，neiniweishenmebuyikaishijiugenwoshuo，weishenmehaiyaopeiwoyiqiquyiyuantijian！”
linqingqiumiansecangbai，lianshuohuadeliqidoutibushanglai。
“woyikaishishidasuanyaozheigehaizi，danshiwoxianzaibuxiangyaole！zheiyangnimanyileba！”
linqingqiutaiqishouxiangshantayibazhang，keshishenchushouhenkuaiyouhuanhuandefanglexiaqu。
ranhoutouyebuhuidezoujinlemangmangrenhaizhizhong。
linqingqiuzouhou，chenfanshunjianchengweizhongshizhide，suoyourendouchaotatoulaibiyidemuguang。
......…
wanshang，chenfanqingjiamaileyixieshuiguoqianwangyiyuantanwangyangmu。
gangzoudaobingfangmenkou，tajiutingdaolimianshuohuadeshengyin。
benlaitaxiangzhijietuimenjinqude，danshilimianliangrendeliaotianneirong，querangtatingxialejiaobu。
“ma，ninzhuangbingzheizhaozhendejuele，nanguainengmanguowogeneimejingmingdeyigeren。”
“wohaibushiweilenicaixiangchuzheigefazi。”
“ma，zheishierruguorangdagezhidaogaizenmeban？”
“zhidaoleyouruhe？wohenibaxinxinkukubatayangda，rangtaweizheigejiachudianqian，buguofenba？”
litianhaoheiheiyixiao：“buguofen，yidiandoubuguofen。ninfangxinhaole，youlezheibiqian，wodegongsimashangjiuhuiqisihuisheng，daoshihouninlaorenjiajiuzhunbeizaijialitiantianshuqianjiuxingle。”
“wojiuzhidaoniweilaihuiyouchuxi，buxiangnidage，zaijiubalijirendangbaoanduizhang，hunlezheimeduonianyishiwucheng。”
“wodageyejiuneiyangle，danshiwobuyiyang，woweilaikeshiyaochengdashierren。neigema…wohaiyoushierjiuxianchuqule…mingzaowozaiguolaikannin。”
zhanzaimenwaidechenfanqidehunshenfadou。
tabuzaihuyangfuyangmunengxiangtengtaqinerzineiyangtengtaaita，nenggoujitayigezhefengdangyudejia，jitayikouchidetajiuyijinghenmanzule。
danshitazuibujieshoudejiushitamendeqipian！
benlaizheiwushiwantashizhunbeizaijiangchengmaigefangzishoufuhehaiziweilaidenaifenqian…
danshiyinweitatamendeqipian，zheiyiqiedoumeile。
tabenlaishiyaodangbabade！
门被拉开。
litianhaokandaozhanzaimenkouchudechenfan，jiugenjianleguiyiyanghedezhiduosuo。
“ge…genibushihaizaishangbanma？”
“我请假了…”
chenfanshengyinhenxiao，danquelengruobingshuang。
neichegudehanyi，bingdelitianhaojibeifaliang，xindifahan。
litianhaoyanlekoutuomo，suibianzhaolegeliyouzhijiejiupaolule。
chenfanmeiyouzulan，jingzhizoujinbingfang，jiangshuiguofangzaiyangmushenpangdechuangtoujushang。
chenmucaicegangcailiangrendeduihuayinggaiquanbeiyangzitingdao，yushikaishidatukushui…
“xiaofan，mazhidaonixuyaoyongzheibiqian，danshinidigengxuyaozheibiqian…nijiukanzaiwohenibazheixienianlaiyangyuzhiendefenshang，nengbunengbieweinannidi，youshierkeyichongwolai。”
“woguolaibushilaiyaoqiande！”
chenfanshenxikouqi，jiejinquanlidekongzhizijideqingxu。
keshiyayizaixinkoudeneiguqijiuxiangdaopianyiyangyixiayouyixiadiwantaderou。
“niyezhidaowoshinierzi，keshizheixieniannishizenmeduiwode？woshangxuedeshihounimenchuguojifenqian！wobiyechuqugongzuohoumeigeyuedouyaowangjialijiqian，haoburongyizanledianqianzhunbeijiehunyong，nimenqueyongzheizhongfangfaxiangwoyaoqian…”
“congjinwanghou，wochenfanhenimenlijiaren，zaiwuguage！”
likaiyiyuan，chenfankule，kudeshangxinyujue，kudeganchangcunduan。
嗡嗡…
dianhuaxiangqi，shijiubajinglidalaide。
gangyijietongdianhua，duimianshanglaijiushiyidunpilipaladechouma。
“chenfan！woxiannibangexiaoshizhineigandaojiuba，yuqiweidao，nimingtianjiubuyongzaiguolaile。”