第四章

neiwozenmenengyuanyi,wolianmanglazhuneiyatou。

keneiyatouyetaibushixiangle,tajuranduowo?woyikaojintajiuhuishoudawo,haiduozaipoposhenhouyongjingkongdeyanshenkanzhewo。

woxinlianxiang,guoranyatoupianzidoushiyangbushudebaiyanlang。haishidekaoerzi,erzicaishigen。

woyidingbunengrangtamendaizouwodeerzi,suoyitamenzhiyaoyikaojinwo,wojiubaozheerziku。

pingchanghaihuishuogezhonggushiheerzi,jiupachenwobuzhuyierzibeitamenguaizoule。

kenengshiwoxujiuweihuiniangjiale,suoyinainaizhijiezhaoleshangmen。

wobaozhehaizikanzhenainailaile,lianmangpaoguoqukusuyidun。

nainaizhijiebatamenjiarenmaleyidun,quwomenwushoushiledongxijiuyaodaiwomenhuiniangjia。

wobaozhehaiziguaiguaihuileniangjia,huiniangjiananmianhuikandaowodidi。wobumingbaiwodidimingmingtiaojianneimehaoweishenmezhaobudaoduixiang。

wonainaishuoshiwodikanbushangtamen,woyizhidouxinyiweizhen。suoyimeicikandaodidiwozongshirenbuzhuquanta,ruoshiyouheshijiuquleba!

meidangzheigeshihou,nainaizongshihanjiandechenmo。

zheiciquebuyiyang,nainaizaijialiquanwo。shuotamenjiarenduiwobuhao,wojitamenshengleerzitamenjuranganzheiyangduiwo。

shuorangwobuyaohaipayoutajiwochengyao,wotingdaozheihuashunjiangaoxingqilai。

woyejuedetamentaiguofenle,wokeshitajiadegongchen。tamenjuranganzheiyangduiwojianzhiqiyoucili。

wojuedingletamenbuhaohaojiwodaoqian,wokendingbuhuidaihaizihuiqude。

woyidingyaorangtamenrenshidaocuowu,zhishiwomeixiangdaodeshi。henkuaitadeqinqishangmenjiubahaiziqianglehuiqu。

woyouxiejile,jiuyaozhuishangqu。wopopoquezhijieshuotamenjiamiaoxiaogongbuqiwozheiyangdedafo。

shuowojiranjuedeniangjiahao,jiuyongyuandaizainiangjiaba!

wobudongyouxiemimangdekanzhenainai,mingmingwoshengleerzibushima?

nainaiquezhijieduizhetamadao“buguojiubuguo,womenpania!”ranhouzhuantouduiwoshuo“qingbiepanainaizaini。”

“bu,bushizheiyangde。naiwoxianghuiqu。”woyaoleyaotou,wozhangfuzijiehunyihoujiuduiwohenhao。tayebuxiangqitananzihuidongshou。

chuletebietengneigeyatou,kewoduitahaishihenmanyidea!

womangyaozhuileshangqu,nainaiquechongbabashilegeyanse。

babalianmangzhuazhuwo,bawoguandaoyiqianguanayidefangjianli。

woyouxiehaipadewen“banizheishiyaoganshenme?”

“niyebieguaiba!nididiqubudaoxifu。kanzheiyangziweijiayinggaiyebuyaonile,zheiyangnijiuzaizouyijiaba!nidixihuanshangletongcundeerya,tajiazhenghaoyougegege。wohetadieyijingshuohaole。”

“bubu,buxingdewoyouerzide。zheibuxing”wokangjudeshuodao。

“zheijiuyoubudenile,nifangxintajiabuhuikuidainide。“shuowanjiubawoguanleqilai

shitayizhizaiwomianqianshuoxiaoyadebuhao,wocaihuiyouneizhongxiangfa。

kexianzaiyiqiedoutaichile。