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“wozhidaoniyekandechushenhechuanshiyounengliyoucaihuade，zheicijingong，nixiangshengshangjujianshenhechuanhaobuhao？”
qianshidiedieguanfuyuanzhihou，shengshangzizhiyoukuiyudiedie，bianjilediedieyigechengnuo。
diediegaolaohaixiangqian，bianyonglaiweiwoheshenhechuanqinglegecihundeshengzhi。
shenhechuanyuwochenghunhoubujiu，diediebianyinbingqushi。
neizhihoushenhechuanyibianzaibian。
yiqiangdebaofuwuchushizhan，zhinengquansuozainanman。
爹爹痛惜地看着我：
“nishidanxintaxinlihaiyoupangren？”
我一愣。
yuanlailiandiediedounengkanchulai，shenhechuandexinshangrenconglaibushiwo。
wocuowudezhinian，wulewoziji，yewuletayisheng。
我苦笑着摇摇头。
爹爹长叹一口气：
“hechuanduiwomenhuajiayouen。wobenxiangzhe，niyaojiata，wobianzaiguanchangduoliuxieshiri，weitapulu。”
“jirannirujinxiangqingchule，neiwobianrangrenbapinlihaihuiqu，guojiriwobianqihaigu，rangtajietiwodeweizhi，zhenghao，zheiguanchangwoyedaigoule。”
shenjiasonglaidechulepinli，haiyouyiduipinyan。
shishenhechuanqinzishexiade。
worangrenjiangneishuangdayan，yibingsongqushenjia。dangrixiawu，shenmuquelailexiangfu，jiaojidilazhuwo：
“nongxi，nizheishizuoshenme？zenmebadongxidousonghuilaile？”
tamanlianguanqie，woquexiangqiqianshitazaishenhechuandezanglishangjiangwozhuchumendeqingxing。
xiapinlishiyouduowenhe，zhuwochumenshibianyouduojuejue。
xianzaixianglai，shenmubizheshenhechuanquwo，weibishizhendexihuanwo。
ershiyinweiwoyouyige，nengweishenhechuanpuludediedie。
“nongxi，nishuoshihua，shibushihechuanyourenishengqile？”
“tajinriyihuilai，jiuquxunlejianglingyunhulijing，woxianzaijiujiaotahuilaixiangnidaoqian......”
“shenfuren，bubile。”woanzhutadeshou，“hechuanxinlimeiwo，yuwochenghun，zhihuizuoyiduiyuanou，wo…wobuyuantaruciguowanxiabansheng。”
“wodieyijingxiangshengshangqihaigu，jujianlehechuan，guojiritabiannengfenghoubaixiang。zheishiwohuajiaqiantade，jinhou，woheshenhechuanbianliangqingle。”
沈母一愣。
我对她行了个大礼：
“wohuisuidiedielikaishangjing，nongxiciqu，buzhiherizaijian，wangfurenzhenzhong。yeyuan，shenlangjunqiansui，pingbuqingyun......dayouzuowei。”
shenmuyandidetengxibusizuojia，woquebugantaitouyutaduishi。
xujiu，tazhongshitanlekouqi，meizaishuoshenme。
julilijinghaiyouliangri，wodelinghunbeisuozainanman，shentimeikuangyuxia。
动不动便会咳血。
zheiriwoturanshoudaoshenhechuandexin，tayaoqingwoqulingyunge。
wojiujielebanri，zhongshixiangtongtahaohaodaogebie。
kegangdaolingyunge，bianbeirenlazhu。
jianglingyunputongguizaiwomianqian，leiruyuxia：
“duibuqinongxi，wozhidaocuole，nifangguowobahaobuhao？zhiyaoninengfangguowo，wo，woyuanyichujia，woyihouzaiyebuganjiuchanhechuanle......”
jianglingyunkuzhe，buzhicongnaernonglaibajianzi，woxiayishiyaotuikaita。
taquejinghuyisheng，gunzaidishang，quehaoxianggubushangtengyiyang，duiwobutingdiketou，naqijianzizuoshijiuyaojianduanzijidetoufa：
“nongxi，bu，hua**！wozheijiuxiaoshi......wojuebuhuichuxianzainimianqianainideyan…”
qingsiluanluandiluozaidishang，wohaimeifanyingguolai，jiubeirenyonglituikai。
整个人跌坐在地。
shouxinbeicapolepi，jiaoyeyinciniushang，tongdewozhanbuqilai。
shenhechuanxintengdijiangjianglingyunbaozaihuaizhong，zhuantoukanwoshi，quelengmozhiji：
“huanongxi！woyijingrunisuoyuandayingqunile，niheguzheiyangrongbuxialingyun！？”