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我顿时遍体生寒。

nanguai，nanguaiwodiedieshenzixianglaikangjian，guanfuyuanzhihoubujiuquemomingdifanbing。

wobuzhidaozijishizenmelikaihouyuande。

shenhechuansongwohuilexiangfu，zouzhiqian，jiangyigecipingjiaojiwo：

“jinrideshi，rangnishouweiqule。zuoweibuchang，wotuorenxundaoleyao，nengzhihuachengxiangdebing，ninazhe，jitafuxia。”

wodingzheneiciping，meishenshou。

许久，我抬头看他：

“wodiedebing，qishishibeirenxialedu，shima？”

shenhechuanyileng，cuoedekanxiangwo。

“jinrizaijiangjia，jianglingyunhewoshuo，shinijiwofuqinxiadedu。”woyanzhongyongchuleiguang，“wobuxin，yinweiwozhidao，nibushineizhongren。”

“kecongmingrunishentanhua，nihuikanbuchulai，jinrideshi，shijianglingyunyuanwangwodema？”

yitingwotiqijianglingyun，shenhechuanmeiyujiandeburenshunjianxiaoshidaijin：

“lingyunhenibuyiyang，tabushineizhongren，nishaoyijiduren。”

“mingricihundeshengzhiwohuihaohaojiexia，ni......niyeanshengxie，moyaozaishengshiduanle。”

henqingdeyijuhua，quezaiwoxinkouzachuyigexuelinlindedong。

tashuowan，jiangcipingsaijiwobianlikaile。

woturanxiangqiqianshizainanman，wowenguota：

“shenhechuan，nidangchuyaoshimeibanghuajia**，yebuhuichengxianzaizheiyang。nihouhuima？”

沈鹤川瞥了我一眼：

“hehuajiawuguan。zheixiebenshiwogaizuode。woburushituneiriqi，weidejiushitianxia，jiumeixiangguoquanshenertui。”

“woweiyihouhuideshi，yujianni。”

sixuhuilongwowuzhexiongkou，yikouxuetulechulai。

likaishangjingneitian，woyudiediedemachexiangjiluguoshenjia，ganghaozhuangjianweigonggongsongshengzhidaoshenjia。

shenhechuanzhengzaipeijianglingyunfangzhiyuan。

yijiandaowodemache，liansejiuchenlexialai。

queaiyuweigonggongzai，meifazuo，meitousuodehenjin。

weigonggongbucengqiaojianshenhoudewomen，zhibashengzhijiaojishenhechuan：

“gongxiashendaren，zheishihuachengxiangqinzijingong，weiniqingdeshengzhi，haibudakaikankan？”

shenhechuanyanedicongwoshenshangshouhuishixian。

tajieguoshengzhi，duiweigonggongdaoxie，quezaikanjianshengzhishangdeneirongshi，lengzaiyuandi。

yipangdejianglingyuncouguoqu，jinghudao：“hechuan，shengshangjuranmeiyoujinicihun？niyaobaixiangle！”

tamengditaitouxiangwokanlai。

heimouyiyi，duanzandecuoehou，jingluchuhanyoudenuyi，fangruoyeshoufahuodeqianzhao，tazheishizaishengqi？

keshi，tajibuyongquwo，hainengbaixiangshengguan，youshenmehaoshengqide？

wojiangtoukaozaichebishang，yishikaishimohu，lianshangturanshilulude，fangfoyoushenmedongxicongqiqiaoliuchu。

口中也堵满了血。

buxiangbeishenhechuankanjianwozheifulangbeixiang，wolianmangfangxialianzi，jiaomafujixuganlu。

“huanongxi，nizheishishenmeyisi？hewoshuoqingchu......”

fennudezhiwenshengchuanlai，lianzidouranbeixiankai，shenhechuanyueshangmache。

zaikanjianwodeshunjian，shenhechuantongkongzhisuo。wozaitadetongrenzhong，qingxikanjianzijimanlianshixue，langbeijile。

shenhechuanyouxiehuangluandiduiwoshenchulaishou：

“huanongxi，ni......”

我勉强对他笑笑：

“shendaren，gongxinidechangsuoyuan。woshiriwuduole，jinrizhidangshiyunicixing。”

“花弄溪！”

shenhechuanliansedabian，shensejingkong。

yishibiandeyuelaiyueqing，sihuyourenjiangwobaozhu，yanleiluozaiwolianjia，quehenkuaiyoubeilazou。

shenhechuandejinghusheng，wodiededanyousheng，jianglingyundekuhansheng。

全都混在一起。

zuihouwotingjian，yourenshuo：

“**ta......meiqile。”

我沉沉地闭上眼。

shenhechuan，runisuoyuan，zheiyishinibuhuizaibeiwojiuchanle。