第4章

第4章

住手？不存在的。

yankanzhewenxianyuetingzhudongzuo，jinyanyanjishoukuaiyoujiletayierguangcaitingshou，qidewenxianyueyaoyaqiechi，queyoubuganzaiwengeyinmianqianfangsi，zhinenglianseyizhenqingyizhenbai。

wengeyinguolaizhihou，wenleyixiaqingkuang，jinyanjuezhezuibalizaiyipang，mingxianyifuyunuweixiaodeyangzi，erwenxianyuezeshiliansebujia，lianshangfenmingyijingzhongdelaogao。lianggerencikedouhenlangbei，toufazaidajiazhongsichedeluanzaozaode，yifuyezhoubaba。wengeyinzaichenmousaoguoerrenzhihou，zoudaojinyanmianqian，laguotadeshou，xixiqiaozhetadeliandao：“wokankan，shangdaolenali？”

jinyan“wa”diyishengjiukulechulai，jiwengeyinkanhaibaozhazhedelianshang，tongshiyoupinmingdediaoyanlei：“jiejie，jinyanbuxianghuole，zheiyangbansibuhuode，jiushiyigefeiren，liantamenyedoulaiquxiaowoshichoubaguai......”

“haolehaole，bukule，jinyan，qianwanbiezheimexiang，wanshiyoujiejie，jiejiehuijinizuozhude。”wengeyinxintengdejiangtaloujinhuaizhong，zhuanguotoukanxiangwenxianyue，lianseyixiazilenglexialai：“xianyue，nihuiqubimensiguo，yaoshixiacizairangwotingdaoniluanjiaoshegenzi，xiaoxinwojiangzheijianshigaosufuqin，daoshihou，kejiubushijigezuibazineimejiandanle。”

wenxianyuebumandixiaodenglejinyanyiyan，aizhewengeyinzai，buganfankang，bianweiweinuonuodeshuoleyiju“shi”hou，kuaisuyanzhelianchulehuayuan。

wengeyinrangyahuanqulaishangyao，jiangjinyanlianshangbaozhadeshabuchaikai，zhongxinshangleyao，mole，yousongjinyanhuifang，dingzhuta，shenmedoubuyaoxiang，haohaoxiuxi。

jinyanguaiqiaodedayingle，kanzhetayilulikaiyuanzi，zheicaiquanshensongxiexialai，tengdeciyaliezui。

“zheihuierzhidaotengle？gangcaidajiadeshihou，bushigouxionghande？”bingyuejiangtaanzaishuzhuangtaiqian，zhongxintitashulicheluandeqingsi。jinyanmeidahua，kanzhetongjingzhongmohudeziji，lenglenggoulexiamianshaxiadechun。

tashualeyihuipola，hairangwengeyinkanlezijiyijingjiejiadeshanglian，wufeishirangwengeyinjuede，yilaitaxinglaizhihouxingqingbiandebaozao，bushihehouweirenxuan，erlai，liandandeshangshibukenengzaihaole，wengeyinneiyangxinsijizhenmideren，yidingdezijiqinyanjianguocaihuixiangxin，suoyitazheifankurouji，wufeijiushiweileyihouzijinengzaijiangjunfuduoanshengjiri。zhiyaozhaodaolechulu，tajiububizheimexiaoxinyiyideguohuole。

jinyandadaxianyuedeshiyixiawudegongfubianchuankaile，dajiaduizheiweicengjingduanzhuangdianyadeer**turanxingqingdabianyishi，zhijuedejiexu。haohaodeyigediyimeiren，jiuzheimejihuile。

diertian，shihuanghoudaxuandegongyan，wenjiangjunyinweijinyandeshang，benlaiyijingshangzouguogongli，biaoshibuqu。keyebuzhiweishenme，taihoujingranbohuiletadeshangzou，suoyizheitianwanshang，benlaigaishiyijiarensongbiewengeyin，quebianchengletayeyiqishanglerugongdemache。

yinweitamenshishuangbaotai，weilebuxiandehoucibobi，lianggerenchuandedoushitongyanglongzhongdeyifukuanshi，zhishiyansebutongeryi。wengeyinchuande，shiduanzhuangdianyadezise，ertazeshisujingdeyuebaise。

kandechulai，wengeyinduizheicidehuanghoudaxuangewaikanzhong，tacongshangchezhihou，bianbuzaiduoshuohua，zhishijingjingdezuozhe，yebuzhizaixiangxieshenme，fandaoshijinyan，yinweijiangjunfulihuanggongyoubangeshichendelu，tazaicheshangbaiwuliaolan，biangancuidaqidunerlai，haojiciyinweilumiandeaotubuping，xianxiecongzuoweishangshuailexialai，wengeyinwunaidikanzheta，yaotouqingxiao。

machekuaidaohuanggongdeshihou，wengeyinshenchushoulainieleniejinyandeshouzhi，kaikoudao：“yihuieryanhuishang，meiyourenjiaoni，shenmedoubuyaoshuo，wozuoshenme，nigenzhezuoshenme，zhidaoma？”

jinyandianlediantou，wengeyinturanyoudingdingdikanletayihuier，neiyanshen，heiqimingliangdetongkongshanshuozhetakanbudongdeguangmang，danjinyandadiyezhidaotazaixiangshenme，liezuiyixiaodao：“jiejiefangxin，erjinwozheiyangyizhanglian，kebuxiangzaichuchoule，wohuiwanshixiaoxinde。”

tatishizijidelian，yeshiweilexiaochuwengeyinxinlidegulv，guoran，tayigouchun，qingqingxiaole：“ng，nixianglaidongfencun，wofangxin。”

jinyanmeijianguohuanggong，zhayikandaoweiegaosongdehongqiang，bianyouxieyanjingfazhi，tazheifumeijianguodashimiandeyangzi，rangwengeyinxinlidejiebeiyousonglejifen，shenzhihailazhuzuoguyoupandejinyandeshou，fangzhitagenbushangzijidebufa。huanggongneimeda，yibuxiaoxin，henrongyizoudiude。

taihousheyandedifangzaizhangshougong，simianhuanshuidezhangshougong，guoranshisheyandehaodifang。gongdengweizhezhenggezhangshougonggualeyiquaner，jiangqingshidimianzhaodetongliang，liangrenzaiyimingneiguandedailingxia，chengzhexiaochuanlaidaolezhangshougong，zhongjianluluxuxude，yeyouhenduobiejiade**，kandaotamen，fenfentouchuhuohaoqihuoxianmu、huodanyoudemuguanglai。

zhangshougongwaideyanhuichangdi，meizhuopangbiandouyouyigedenglong，zheirangjinyanyouzhongcuojue，yiweidaoledenghuotongmingdexiandai。wengeyindaizhetazaiqianpaideweizhiluozuo，ouyoujigeshangqianlaihanxuandeshijia**，doubeiwengeyinyiyidetididafa，jinyanzhidaozheishigudaihuanggong，youzunbeiguijianzhifen，yinci，tayebugansiyierwei，zhishixiaoxindezuozaiweizhishang，pajiupatayibuxiaoxinzuocuoleshenme，renjiayaokantanaodai，tahaishuobudebangebuzi。

jintiandeyanhui，doushibaiguanshijiaqianjin，yinweidoushinvhaizi，kaiyanqian，fenweidaoshitingnongyu。jinyanbaiwuliaolandeshihou，zuozaitaxiashoude，yougetongyangnianjidenvhaizizhaotadashan：“shijinyanjiejiema？guigezhizhongyechangtingjiannihegeyinjiejiedefangming，dajiadoushuojiangmenshuangshu，fenghuashiwushuang，jinriyijian，guoranmingbuxuchuan。jiejiejibian......congshenduankanshangqu，yijiuzheimemei。”

wenjinyanzhidaotashuodeshizijidelian，molemo，youkanleyiyanshenpangdewengeyin，jianwengeyinzhishiqingqingkanletayiyan，bingmeiyoufandui，tabianqianzheshenti，genneigeguniangdahuadao：“nishuowoma？xianzaihainaligandandangfenghuaerzi，wojintianzhisuoyilai，chuncuijiushiweileyidunchide，nidoubuzhidao，woyangshangyanglebangeyue，diedieburangwodabu，wodoukuaibeichanhuaile，jintiandaozhongyuyoulejihui。”

neiguniangkantaneimezhenxingqing，yanchunqingxiaolexia：“jinyanjiejiehaizhenshihechuanwenbutaiyiyang。wojiaomingxiang，shilibushilanglidushengdenver，nikeyihuanwomingxiang，yekeyihuanxiangxiang，xiangxiangshiwodexiaoming。”