“yimudouquanguonile，burangniqu，burangniqu！nijiushibuting！zheimelengdetian……nizenmefeidebazijizhetengchengzheiyangcaiganxinni？”
jiangfurenjinjinbaozhesubanxi，fangshengdaku，congtajinmenneiyikeqi，wanquanmeiyouliuyitangzaichuangshangdejiangyiqiu。
jiangyiqiushenpandeshouzhiqingqingzhandong，ruofeitazaoyizaiwunianqianbianjianshiguomuqindecanrenmiankong，zheihuizhipashizaoyibeimuqinbaozhesubanxideyimucijidaofakuang。
likaiyizai，tadeyuanzizaoyichengweilesubanxidejusuo，eryanxiazheijianyuanzi，jinghaishisubanxitiaojianzhihou，buxieyigudeqixuan……
jiangyiqiuxinkousuanzhangbuyi，rujinbujinjiazhongwutalizuzhidi，tademuqinmuguangzishizhizhongdouweicengluozaitadeshenshang，gengbietikandaotamanshendeshanghen。
muqinzhiyiweilianxizhejiyangzaijiangjiadesubanxi。
“muqin……ninxiaodiansheng，mojingraolexiaomei。”
jiangyimeitoujinsuo，qingshengtixing。
jiangfurendunleyixia，yandihuaguoyimohuangluan，suihoubuzhidaoxiangleshenme，huangluanzhujianbeiyanedaiti，henkuaiyoubeiqiangxingyalexiaqu。
jiangfurenmanyouyoutaochupazicalecayanlei，sishihouzhihoujuededao：“dui，bukezaikule，xierhaixuhaoshengjingyang……”
“muqin！woshuodeshijiangyiqiu！”
jiangyiyandishiwangruchaoshuibanxiongyong，helaijiebukaideshenchoudahen，nengrangqinqingfuzhudongliu？
jiaomuqinduiqinshengguroushiruowudu？
xiaomeizhishiaishanglebugaiaizhiren，weihezaizhongrenkouzhong，jingbeimiaohuiderucibukan？
jiangyiburendeshixianluozailejiangyiqiudeshenshang，tabuganxiangxiangdangshixiaomeiyirenmianlinqianfusuozhishigaiduomedenanshou。
tijijiangyiqiudemingzi，jiangfurendeshenseweiweiyizhi，suijixinxudichaochuangshangpiequ。
jiangyiqiujiemaoqingzhanzhezhengkaileyan，liangrenmuguangxiangyu，queyouxunsucuokai。
yisikuijiuqiaoranpashangjiangfurendexintou，tachunbanweizhan，fangfoyouqianyanwanyuyuyuhaixiu。
xiangdaojiangyiqiusuozuodehuangtangshi，jiangfurenquezhishiwushengdetanxi。
zhongjiuweinengjiangxindidewenqingyiyuchunchizhijian。
“jiranyijinghuilaile，neibiananxinluoding，wuzairangneixiexuwupiaomiaodenianxiangchanraoxinjian。
shenweihoufuqianjin，nideyiyanyixingjiechengzaizhehoufuderongyaoyufenggu，tangruozaixingcileiqinglvzhiju！neibianyongjiuliuzaiyaowanggu，wohoufuzidangmeinizheidichudeguniang！”
jiangfurenqingyilianbu，xiangzhengxingdekaojinlejiangyiqiuchuangbian，yancijianzebeiyuenweibingshi。
raner，dangtamuguangchujijiangyiqiudeshenshangshibujindailidangchang，manxinjinge。
“ni！nizenhuiluoderucijingdi？”
jiangfurenyandimanshibuganzhixin，jiangyiqiubeisongquyaowanggubushizuoxiaoyaotongdema？
yaotongzhizhibengaiyucaomuweiyou，yushiwuzhengyouzenhui……
“zheixiejucuo，mofeibushihoufudeyisi？
ziwotaruyaowanggudiyitianqi，jiubeisongjinlehoushanjindi，qiujinyuyouandeheishuigangzhong，rifuyiriyugeshiduwuweiwu……
meiripaihuaiyushengsijian……
muqin！woyishimanxinyihuo！
wojiujingfanlehedengtaotiandazui……yaozaocidazui？houfuweiheyaoduiworucicanren？
nandaozhishiyinweiwoduiyunjiangjundongleshaonvdexinsi？
kejiangcishidangzhongchuopodenandaobushisubanxime？
我究竟何错之有！”
jiangyiqiuyanliandichui，leizhuruzhiredeliuxing，yikekechenzhongdezhuiluozaibanlanjinbeizhishang，qianshijinshengliangbeizidejiyijiazazaiyiqi，jiaozhichengyizhangmibutoufengdewang，lingtazhixiyuwujindetongchuzhizhong。
yinzhenmibu，chanraoyutaxianruodeshoubeizhishang，liantataishoudeliqidouyibingboduole。
qianshi，suozaoshoudezheixiemonan，tabingweixuanzhiyukou。
zhonghuoyishi，jiangyiqiuxiangnongmingbai，taxiangwenwenqingchu，weishenme？
houfuweishenmeyaozheimeduita？
jinjinzhishiyinweisubanxima？keshisubanxiyigejiyangzhinvpingshenme？
“wozhishenyuneichongmanduwudeshuigangzhong，zhengzhengjinpaoleyinian，houfushangxiajingwuyirenguanxinwodeshengsi……zheibandezhemo，kongpalianjixingyenanyibiniba？”jiangyiqiuhuanhuantaiqitou，cangbaidelianshangleishuipangtuo，mohuletadeshixian，shitawufaqingxidikanjianyanqianderenying。
wuneianjingdeyouxieguiyi，jirenshensegeyi，queyoudoumoqidemeiyoudiyishijiankaikou。
weiduneidafurengjiuqidingshenxiandeshizhen……
“jiejie……duibuqi，jiejie，niguaiwoba……zheiyiqiedoushiwodecuo。
yimu、yimutamenshizaishipobudeyicaijiangnisongzoude。
niqianwanbuyaozeguaitamen……gengbuyaohentamen……tamenyeshiweilejiejie……jiangjiejiesongzou，tamenxinzhongyidingyeshihentongde……”
subanxifangfocongmouzhonghuanghuzhongturan“suxing”guolai，tafeilidizhengzhazhezuoqi，liangqiangzhechongdaojiangyiqiumianqian，leishuilianliandekusu。
tadeshouzhi，fangfofeichangqiaomiaoyiban“buxiaoxin”chupengdaolejiangyiqiushoubeishangzhazhedeyinzhen，yindejiangyiqiubuyouzizhudidaoxileyikoulengqi，tengtongnanren，liansechashiyoubailejifen。
“yinzhenqiewuluandong！”dafulishenghezhi。
tadeshengyinzhongdaizheburongzhiyideweiyan。
jibianzheilishihoufu，tayejuebunengrongrenrenherenqingshihuozhiyitadeyishu！
tajingtongcidao，ziranburongyoushi。
fangcai，neibiaoxiaojiezangzheyezhedeneixiexiweijudong，tajiejinshouyandi！
houfuneibudefenzheng，tawuxinjieru！
zhiyaobuzhaoredaota，buhuiletademingsheng，bianyiqieanhao！
danshi，cishiguanxidaoyaowanggu，tashaobudeyaoshuoshangliangju。
“laofunaiyaowangguchushen，tongchangweiyoubeipanshimenzhitu，caihuibeiyajiehuigu，touruhoushanjindi，chengweilianzhiyaorendexishengpin。
daguniangchuruyaowanggu，duanwubeipanzhili，cishibeihoudeyuanyou，kongpashiyuhoufutuobuleganxi。
woyaowanggu，kebuyuanchengshouzheibubaizhiyuan！”
houfuzhongrenmianmianxiangqu，liansejieshihennankan。
dafuzheihuakeweishiyidianmeijihoufuliumianzile，ruoshixunchangrenhoufuyijuhuabiannengyaoletademing！
kepianpiancirenshichuyaowanggu！
houfushiduanrandongbudetade！zheibianshiyaowanggudediqile。
dafuzheifanhuayechenggongderangsubanxidelianseshunjianyinchenxialai。
xiantaduoguanxianshizhiyu，xinzhongyeyinyinaonao：jiangyiweihepianpianyaoqingzheiweidafulaini！
jiangyiqiuchenmozhe，xinyemanmandedierulegudi。
tadehongchunjinminchengleyitiaoxian，yandidehenyifanyongzheyoubeiqiangxingyaxia。
tazhishibusixin，xiangyaoshitanyier，jieguosuiranzaitayuliaozhizhong，kezhongjiuhaishibuhaoshou……
“xiaomei，nihaohaoyangshang，wohuipairenqujiangcishichaqingchu。”
jiangyilianseyinchenwubi，wulunruhejiangyiqiudoushihoumenqianjin，zenkebeirenrucisuanji？