wozhaogulelijingchenshinian。congtachehuohoutangzaichuangshang，yigezhiyouhuxidezhiwuren，daotaqijibansuxing，
zaidaotayibubufujian，zhongxinzhizhanglishijituan，chengweizhenggeshangjiewenfengsangdandejuzi。
zhengzhengsanqianliubaiduogeriye，woderenshengquanbuweiraotaerzhuan。suoyourendoushuo，woshitashengminglideguang，
shitaweiyidejiushu。liantazijiyeshuo，meiyouwo，jiumeiyoutadejintian。zhidaozuotian，
tadebaiyueguanglinwanqinghuiguo。jintian，tabawojiaojinshufang，neizhangwocengwushucicashiguodehongmushuzhuoshang，
fangzheyizhangheisedeyinxingka。tazuozaikuandadepiyili，yanshenshiwocongweijianguodebinglengheshuli，
xiangshikanyigefuwuleshinian，zhongyukeyijieyuedeshangpin。“shennian，zheilimianyouyiqianwan。”“nazheqian，
congzheilixiaoshi。yihou，buyaozaichuxianzaiwohewanqingmianqian。”tadeshengyinmeiyouyisiwendu，
fangfowomenzhijianshiniandexiangban，buguoshiyichangmanzhangdejiaoyi。tazhongyushuochuleneijujielun：“qianhuoliangqi，
nikeyizoule。”1wozhanzaiyuandi，meiyoudong。xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，
tengdewojihuwufahuxi。danwolianshang，quelianyisiduoyudebiaoqingdoumeiyou。shinian，yuanlaizhizhiyiqianwan。
woshenzhijuedeyouxiekexiao。“zenme？xianshao？”lijingchenjianwomeifanying，meitoubunaifandicuqi，
neishuangcengyinweiwodexiaohuaerwanqideyanjing，cikezhishengxiakeboheshenshi，“shennian，zuorenbuyaotaitanxin。
yiqianwan，zugounixiabanbeiziyishiwuyoule。niyigehugong，zheibeizidouzhuanbudaozheimeduoqian。”hugong。
tayongzheilianggezi，jingzhundigaikuolewozaitashengminglishiniandejiaose。wochuixiayan，
zhangzhangdejiemaozhezhuleyandifanyongdeqingxu。shufangdemenmeiyouguanyan，
yidaochuanzhexiangnaierzuixinkuanlianyiqundexianxishenying，qiadaohaochudiyizaimenbian，shengyinjiaodidide，
daizheshenglizhedexuanyaoheyisijiaxingxingdetongqing。“jingchen，nibiezheimeshuoshen**ma。zheishinian，
tameiyougonglaoyeyoukulao，shiwomengaiganxietacaidui。”linwanqingzoulejinlai，
ziranerrandizhandaolijingchenshenbian，shouqinnididazaitadejianbangshang。“shen**，
wozhidaonikenengyishinanyijieshou。danwohejingchen……womencongdaxueshijiuzaiyiqile，ruguobushineichangyiwai，
womenzaojiujiehunle。zheishinian，nitiwozhaoguta，wohenganji。zheizhangka，nijiushouxiaba，
suanshiwohejingchendeyidianxinyi。”tadehuashuodedishuibulou，jixuanshile**，
youbawofangzaileyige“tidaipin”he“guyuan”deweizhishang，jugaolinxiadishishezhetade“renci”。
lijingchendelianseyinweitawenroudehuayuerhuanhexialai，tataitoukanwo，
yuqilidaizheyisijinggaodeyiwei：“wanqingxinshan，nibiebushihaodai。nazheqian，jintianjiubanchuqu。
”wozhongyutaiqiletou，muguangpingjingdilveguotamenjiaodiezaiyiqideshenying，zuihouluozaineizhangheisedeyinxingkashang。
ranhou，woqingqingdixiaole。“lizong，lin**，nimenwuhuile。”wodeshengyinhenqing，
queqingxidihuidangzaianjingdeshufangli，“wobuyaoqian。”lijingchendemeitouzaicizhouqi，
yanshenlichongmanlejiebeihebuyue：“niyouxiangshuashenmehuayang？”zaitayanli，wodagaijiushiyigegongyuxinji，
xiangyaojiecisuoyaogengduodenvren。womeiyoulihuita，zhishijixushuo：“wolai，zhishixiangnahuiwodedongxi。
”“nidedongxi？”linwanqingkuazhangdixiaoleyixia，“shen**，nishibushigaocuole？zheidongbieshuli，
chulenineijijianhuanxideyifu，youshenmeshinide？nandaoshijingchensongnideneixieshechipin？e，
neixiebenlaijiushijingchendeqianmaide，xianzaitayaoshouhui，yeheqingheliba？”tadehuaxiangyigengencuiledudezhen，
zhajinwoxinli。shia，wozaizheilizhuleshinian，kewodeyiqie，doushitajiyude。wodechichuanyongdu，
doudazhe“lijingchen”deluoyin。woyaoleyaotou，zoudaoshuzhuoqian，meiyoukanneizhangyinxingka，
ershilakailezuixiamianneigeshanglesuodechouti。lijingchenlianseyibian：“shennian，niganshenme！”taxiangzuzhi，
queyijinglaibuji。wocongtieshendekoudailimochuyibaxiaoxiaodeyaochi，**qu，qingqingyining。“kada”yisheng，
choutikaile。zheigechouti，shinianli，zhiyouwonengdakai。yinweilimianfangzhede，
shilijingchenzuizhongyaodedongxi——tafumudeyiwu，yiji……wogegedeyiwu。womeiyoupengtafumudedongxi，
zhishicongzuilimian，nachuleyigetunlesedexiaomuhe。dakaimuhe，limianjingjingditangzheyimeibanjiudejungongzhang，
heyizhangfanhuangdezhaopian。zhaopianshang，shiyigechuanzhejunzhuang，xiaodeyangguangcanlandenianqingnanren。tahewo，
youqifenxiangsi。neishiwodegege，shenzhou。yeshishinianqian，zailianhuanchehuoxianchang，
jianglijingchencongjijiangbaozhadeqichelituochulai，zijiquebeiercibaozhatunshideyingxiong。2kandaoneimeijungongzhang，
lijingchendetongkongzhouranyisuo。tadehuxiluanleyishun，liansebiandeyouxiefuza。zheishinian，tawushuciwenguowo，
jiutaderendaodishishei。dangniantabeijiuchulaishi，yijingxianrushenduhunmi，xinglaihouyouyinweichuangshanghouyingjizhangai，
shiquleguanyuchehuozuiguanjiandejiyi。erwo，shizhongshoukouruping。yinweigegelinsiqianlazhewodeshou，
yongjinzuihouyisiliqiduiwoshuo：“niannian，biegaosuta……womenjia，
yijingzheiyangle……buyaorangta……beifuzhe……kuijiuhuoyibeizi……”gegeshijunren，jiurenshitadetianzhi，
shikezaitaguzilidebenneng。tabuxiangrangzijidexisheng，chengweibierenyishengdejiasuo。wodayingleta。
suoyizheishinian，woyiyigeputonghugongdeshenfenliuzaitashenbian，bushiweilebaoen，yebushiweileqian。
zhishiweilewanchenggegedezhutuo，titakankan，tayongminghuanhuilaideren，youmeiyouhaohaodihuozhe。xianzai，
tahuodehenhao，shenzhibirenheshihoudouyaohao。shenbianyeyoule“zhenai”xiangban。woderenwu，wanchengle。
“zheishiwogegededongxi。”wojiangmuhegaihao，jinjinbaozaihuaili，fangfobaozhewoshengmingzhongzuihouyidianwennuan，
“wozhinazouzheige。qitade，douliujinimen。”shuowan，wozhuanshen，meiyousihaoliulian，xiangmenkouzouqu。
“zhanzhu！”lijingchendeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，daizheyisiyayidenuhuohekunhuo。wotingxiajiaobu，
danmeiyouhuitou。“shennian，nidaodixiangganshenme？”tajihushiyaozheyawen，“yongzheizhongfangshilaitixingwo，
nigegeshiwodejiumingenren？ranhouni？xiangrangwoyinweikuijiu，jiufangqiwanqing，baniliuzaishenbianma？
”tadehua，xiangyibazuifenglidedao，jingzhunditongjinlewozuirouruandexinzang。yuanlaizaitaxinli，
wosuoyoudejianchihechenmo，douzhishiweilejintianzheiyikede“yuqinguzong”。wogegeyongshengmingjianxingdewusi，
zaitayanli，chenglewoyonglaiyaogongdechouma。yigujudadebeiaihewuliganshunjianjiangwoyanmei。woshenxiyikouqi，
yaxiahoutoudegengyan，shengyinqueyijiupingwendekepa。“lijingchen，nitaigaokanzijile。”“woliuxialai，
zhishiwogegedeyiyuan。xianzai，niguodehenhao，woderenwuwanchengle。”“congjinwanghou，womenliangbuxiangqian。
”shuowanzheiju，wozaiyemeiyoutingliu，lakaimen，kuaibuzoulechuqu。shenhou，
shilinwanqingjiaorouzuozuodeanweisheng：“jingchen，nibieshengqi，
shen**takenengzhishiyishixiangbukai……tagege……ai，zhenshitaikexile。buguohuashuohuilai，
dangnianyaobushiwojishidalejijiudianhua，kongpa……”tahoumiandehua，womeiyouzaiting。yemeibiyaotingle。
dangnian，taqueshidaleneigedianhua。dantashizaiwogegebaozhemanshenshixuedelijingchen，chongchuhuochang，
duiwohanchu“kuaida120”zhihou，caicongtaneilianganranwuyangdepaocheli，zhanweiweidinachushouji。
tazhishigeluren，yigebeihehuailedepangguanzhe。queyinchayangcuodi，chenglelijingchenjiyili，
weiyide“jiumingenren”。erwohewoge，yigefuchuleshengming，yigefuchuleshinianqingchun，
quechenglegushiliwuzuqingzhongdebeijingban。duomefengci。3wolikailijiabieshudeshihou，
zhidaileyigexiaoxiaodexinglixiang。limianshiwozijidejijianyifu，hewogegedeneigemuhe。
zhiyulijingchenzheishinian“shang”jiwodeneixiemingpaibaobao、zhubaoshoushi，woyijianmeina。wozoudehenjuejue，
shenzhimeiyouhuitoukanyiyanneidongwozhuleshiniandehualilaolong。guanjiazhangshukanzhewo，yuyanyouzhi，
zuihouzhishitanlekouqi，dijiwoyizhangyinxingka。“shen**，zheishiwodeyidianxinyi，mimashininshengri。
nin……duobaozhong。”zhangshushikanzhewozheishinianzenmeguolaide，tahuoxushizheigejiali，
weiyiduiwobaoyoutongqingderen。womeiyoujie，zhishiduitaxiaolexiao：“zhangshu，xiexienin。danwobunengyao。
zhaoguhaoninziji。”wotuozhexiangzi，zouzaizhangzhangdelinyindaoshang。wuhoudeyangguangtouguoshuyedefengxisaxialai，
zaidishangtouxiabanbodeguangying，mingmingmiemie，jiuxiangwozheishinianderensheng。shoujizaikoudailizhendongleyixia。
wonachulaiyikan，shilijingchendezhulizhangfanfalaideduanxin。【shen**，lizongrangwowenwennixianzaizainaer，
xubuxuyaoanpaizhuchu。】wokanzheneixingzi，zhijuedeweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。anpaizhuchu？
shipawoliuluojietou，jitadiurenma？haishijuedeyongzheizhongfangshi，nengxiandetabushineimewuqingwuyi？
womianwubiaoqingdishandiaoduanxin，jianghaomalahei。ranhou，wodaleyigedianhua。dianhuaxianglesanshengjiubeijieqi，
neitouchuanlaiyigewenrunchenwendenansheng：“wei，shishennianma？”“shiwo。”wodeshengyinyouxieshaya，
“jianglvshi，wojuedingle。”“hao，wozailvsuodengni。”duifangmeiyouduowen，zhijilewoyigedizhi。
gualedianhua，wolanxiayiliangchuzuche，zhibenshizhongxindecbd。jiangxu，jianglvshi。
shiwogegeshengqianzuihaodepengyou，yeshiyimingfeichangchusedeshangyelvshi。gegequshihou，
tayizhimomodiguanzhuzhewo。zaiwogangchengnian，juedingyaoqulijiazhaogulijingchenshi，tacengjilifandui。“niannian，
nimeibiyaoyongzijideyishengqukunbangyigebuxiangganderen！nigezaitianzhiling，yebuxiwangnizheiyang！
”kewodangshichenjinzaijudadebeitongli，genbentingbujinrenhequangao。wojuede，
zheishiwoweiyinengweigegezuodeshi。jiangxuaobuguowo，zuihouzhiduiwoshuoleyijuhua。“hao，niquba。
danniyaojizhu，shenzhouliujinide，buzhiyoubeishanghezeren。ruguoyouyitian，nizaineilishouleweiqu，
chengbuxiaqule，jiulaizhaowo。wohuibangninahuisuoyoushuyuni，shuyushenzhoudedongxi。
”dangshiwobudongtahualideyisi。zhidaobannianqian，taturanzhaodaowo，jilewoyifenwenjian。
neishiyifenguquandaichixieyidefuyinjian。xieyishangqingqingchuchudixiezhe，dangnianlijingchenchuangyechuqi，
gongsixianrujuejing，shiwogegeshenzhou，nachulezijiquanbudetuiwuanzhifeihejixu，zonggongwushiwan，
tourulegongsi。yinweigegejunrendeshenfenbubianchigu，
suoyizheibiqiansuoduiyingdegongsibaifenzhiwushideyuanshigufen，youlijingchendaichi。xieyidezuihou，
youlijingchenhewogegedeqinbiqianming。4jiangxugaosuwo，zheifenxieyideyuanjian，tayizhitiwogegebaoguanzhe。
dangnianlijingchendegongsihaizhishigemingbujianjingchuandexiaozuofang，zheiwushiwan，shigongsiqisihuishengdeguanjian。
houlaigongsiyuezuoyueda，chenglerujindelishijituan，shizhiqianyi。erzheibaifenzhiwushideyuanshigufen，
yechengleyibitianwenshuzi。gegechushihou，zheijianshijiuchenglexuanan。lijingchenhunmi，erwodangshinianjixiao，
duiciyiwusuozhi。jiangxushuo，tayizhizaidengyigeheshideshiji。“denglijingchenchedikangfu，
yedengnizhenzhengxiangmingbai，nixiangyaodeshishenme。”bannianqiantabafuyinjianjiwoshi，woyouyule。wohaipa。
wopanachuzheifenxieyi，huichedisisuiwohelijingchenzhijianneicengcuiruodechuanghuzhi。wopatahuijuede，
wogegedejiumingzhien，womenshenjiarendesuoyoufuchu，douzhishiweileqian。wogengpa，
zheihuidianwugegezaiwoxinzhongneifenchuncuideyingxiongxingxiang。suoyi，wobawenjianshouleqilai，
jixubanyanzheneigewenshunbenfende“hugongshennian”。zhidaojintian。lijingchenyongyiqianwan，
heyiju“qianhuoliangqi”，chedidasuilewosuoyoudehuanxiangheliulian。taqinshoubawohegegedefuchu，
caizailejiaoxia，niandefensui。jiranzaitayanli，yiqiedoukeyiyongqianlaihengliang。neihao。wojiugentasuanyisuan，
zheibizhang，daodigaizenmesuan。zoujinjiangxudelvsuo，tayijingdengzailehuikeshi。tachuanzheyishenbitingdexizhuang，
daizhejinsibianyanjing，kanqilaisiwenruya，danyanshenliquetouzhelvshiteyoudexilihechenwen。“xianghaole？
”tajiwodaolebeiwenshui。wodiandiantou，jiangshouzhongdexinglixiangfangzaiyibian，nachugegedeneigemuhe，
qingqingfangzaizhuoshang。“jiangdage，woxiang，wogeta……yinggaiyebuxiwangwobeirenzheimeqifuba。
”wodeshengyinlidaizheyisizhandou。jiangxukanzhewofanhongdeyanquan，tanlekouqi，yanshenlimanshixinteng。“niannian，
nizaogaixiangmingbaile。shenzhoubushirangniqudangbaomude，tashixiangrangniyoudiqi，youzunyandihuozhe。
taliuxiadedongxi，jiushinizuidadediqi。”tacongchoutilinachuyifenwenjian，tuidaowomianqian。
“zheishiqisuzhuang，woyijingnihaole。zhiyaoniqiangezi，womenjiukeyilikexiangfayuantiqisusong，
yaoqiulijingchenguihaidaichide，shuyushenzhoudeneibaifenzhiwushidegufen。
”wokanzhewenjianshang“yuangao：shennian”neijigezi，shouzhiweiweizhandou。shinianle。wodiyici，
yaobazijidemingzi，fangzailijingchendeduilimian。“tahuizenmexiangwo？”worenbuzhuwen。“tazenmexiang，
haizhongyaoma？”jiangxuyizhenjianxuedifanwen，“congtarangninazheyiqianwangundandeneiyikeqi，taduinidekanfa，
jiuyijingbuzhongyaole。xianzai，zhongyaodeshi，niyaonahuishuyunidedongxi，weishenzhou，yeweiniziji，
taohuiyigegongdao。”shia。haizhongyaoma？woyijingweitarendekanfa，huoletaijiutaijiu。wonaqibi，
zaiwenjiandemowei，yibiyihua，zhengzhongdiqianxialewodemingzi。——shennian。luobideneiyike，
woganjuexinlineikuaiyaleshiniandejushi，zhongyubeiqiaodongleyisifengxi。yangguang，sihunengzhaojinlaile。
5qisuzhuangdijiaoshangqudedisantian，lijingchendedianhuajiudaleguolai。kandaopingmushangtiaodongdeneigeshuxidemingzi，
wodexinzanghaishibushoukongzhidiloutiaoleyipai。woguaduanle。taqieerbushediyoudaleguolai。wozaiciguaduan。
disanci，tahuanlezhangfandeshouji。woyouyuleyixia，haishijiele。“shen**！
”zhangfandeshengyintingqilaihenjiaoji，“lizongxianggennintantan。”“wogentameishenmehaotande。
”wodeshengyinhenleng，“youshenmeshi，rangtadelvshigenwodelvshitan。”“shen**，ninbiezheiyang。
lizongta……tashoudaofayuanchuanpiaodeshihou，zhenggerendoumengle。tabuzhidaoneifenxieyidecunzai，
tayiwei……”“tayiweiwogezhishigetounaofaredeshazi，namingjiuleta，shenmedoumeitu？
”wolengxiaoyisheng，daduanleta，“zhangfan，nishitashenbianzuijiuderen，gongsichuchuangshideshiqing，
niganshuoniyidiandoubuzhidao？”dianhuaneitouchenmole。zhangfandangranzhidao。
dangnianwogehelijingchenqianxieyideshihou，tajiushijianzhengrenzhiyi。zhishizheishinian，tahewoyiyang，
xuanzelechenmo。“shennian！”yigebaonudeshengyinturancongdianhuaneitouchuanlai，shilijingchenqiangguoleshouji。
tadeshengyinxiangshicuilebing，meiyigezidoudaizhetaotiandenuhuo。“wozhenshixiaokannile！nikezhennengrena！
zaiwoshenbianqianfushinian，jiushiweilejintianma？！”“xianshiyongnigedesilaiboquwodetongqinghekuijiu，
xianzaiyounachuzheimeyifengoupixieyilaifenwodejiachan！shennian，nidexindaodishishenmezuode？！”gezhedianhua，
wodounengxiangxiangchutacikeqingjinbaoqi，mianmuzhengningdeyangzi。wodexin，shishenmezuode？shibeitayidaoyidao，
qinshoulingchide。“lijingchen，”wopingjingdikaikou，shengyinlitingbuchuyisibolan，“xieyishizhendehaishijiade，
nixinlizuiqingchu。baizhiheizi，haiyounideqinbiqianming。zenme，shinianguoqu，dangshangdazongcaile，
jiuburenzhangle？”“ni！”tabeiwoyedeshuobuchuhua。“wogedangniantoujinqudewushiwan，
shilishijituandejiumingqian。anzhaoxieyi，gongsideyiban，doushitade。tasile，wojiushiweiyidejichengren。
”“womeiyoufennidejiachan，wozhishizainahuishuyuwomenshenjiadedongxi。
”“ni……”lijingchenqidehuxidouzhongle，“shennian，nifeiyaonaodezheimenankanma？hao，nixiangyaoqianshiba？
yiqianwanbugou，niyaoduoshao？liangqianwan？wuqianwan？yigeyi？nikaigejia！”zaitayanli，wozuozheiyiqie，
haishiweileqian。yeshi，yigelianjiumingzhiendounengmingmabiaojiaderen，youzenmehuixiangxinzheigeshijieshang，
haiyoubiqiangengzhongyaodedongxi。“wobuyaoqian。”woyiziyiju，qingxidishuodao，“wozhiyaogufen。
lishijituanbaifenzhiwushidegufen，yifendoubunengshao。”“nizuomeng！”tanuhoudao，“shennian，wogaosuni，
zhiyaowolijingchenhaihuozheyitian，niyifenqiandegufendoubiexiangnadao！”“neiwomenjiufatingshangjian。
”wolenglengdidiuxiazheijuhua，zhijiegualedianhua，ranhouguanji。shijie，shunjianqingjingle。**zaishafashang，
kanzhechuangwaidecheshuimalong，xinliqueshiyipiankongmang。qishi，wobingbuzaihuneixiegufendaodizhiduoshaoqian。
wozhishiyanbuxianeikouqi。woyanbuxiawogeyongminghuanlaidezunzhong，beitaruciqingjian。
woyanbuxiawomenshenjialiangdairendefuchu，zaitayanli，zhishiyichangkeyisuishiqingsuandejiaoyi。zheichangguansi，
wobushiweileqian。woshiweilezhengyikouqi，weiletaoyigegongdao。6guansideshiqing，
henkuaijiuzaiquanzilichuankaile。lijingchenshishei？ashishangjiedechuanqirenwu，baishouqijia，
shinianshijiandazaoleyigeqianyidiguo。erwo，zhishitashenbianyigemingbujianjingchuande“xiaohugong”。xianzai，
zheigexiaohugong，juranyaozhuanggaozijideqianguzhu，haiyaofenzoutayibandejiachan。
zheijianzhishinianduzuijingbaodehaomenmiwen。yishijian，liuyansiqi。suoyourendoushuowowangenfuyi，tandewuyan。
“neigejiaoshenniandenvrenyetaiexinleba？lizonggongtachigongtachuanshinian，renzhiyijinle，