第1章 感情不能强求(2016字)

1978nian,qingshuixianqingxicun。

村支大队。

“zhaoshu,wojuedingquniandaxuele,haizimenneibian,mafanninzaizhaogeheshilaoshi。”

duimianneitou,cunshujifulefuyanjing,yiliangantan:“nizaogaiqudushude,pingnidecaineng,daizaizancunlijiaoxiaoxueshizaiqucai,yaobushiweilechenglineihaizi,nixianzaiyeconggongnongbingxuexiaobiyeleba。”

“buguohaozaigaokaoyehuifule,niyezhongxinkaoshangledaxue,chengliyeconggongnongminbiye,niyenengqingsongyidian,tatashishiqunianshule。”

yipangdezhaoshenzitingzhe,fuhedao:“neikebu,yihouyouchenglizhuanqianyangjia,zhizhijiufuzemaomeiruhuajiuhaole。”

luzhizhinielenieshouzhongdeluqutongzhishu,meiyoushuohua。

“duile,nizhunbeishenmeshihouchufaquxuexiao?”zhaoshenziwendao。

年后就走。”

“neijiushengxiayigeyuedeshijianle。”zhaoshenzishuozhe,youxiaoyinyindidaqu:“neinihechenglijiehunbuzhenghaoganshanglexinnianla?”

“嗯。”

luzhizhihanhudishuowan,biancongcongdigaoci。

tameiyoushuodeshi,zhaochenglihuijiehun,danquebushigenta。

cunlitousuoyourendourenweitahuilaihouhuiyingquziji。

jiulianluzhizhizijidouzheimerenwei。

shinianqian,tasuizhewaigongwaipolaidaoqingxicun,yeshizheishihourenshilezhaochengli。

yinweineichanghaojie,suoyourendouduitayijiarenbizhibuji,zhiyouzhaochengliyuanyiyutajiechu。

houlai,waigongwaipoxiangjilishi,shitajileluzhizhijinyoudewennuan。

tajide,neiyinianzhaochenglikaoshanglegongnongmindaxue,tawangzhezijishuo:“zhizhi,dengwohuilai,wojiniyigejia。”

houlaimeiduojiu,zhaofudeturanlishi,jializhishengxiatanhuanzaichuangzhaojialaotai,haiyouchangnianchiyaodezhaomu。

yijiarendezhongdanquandouluozailezhaochenglishenshang,tachuletuixuebiewuxuanze。

luzhizhiburenxintafangqimengxiang,biantitashouzhezhaojiasinian。

tazheisinianlai,napazaikuzailei,tadouyaoyaaoleguolai。

zhiyinweitadangchudeneiyijunuoyan,zaikuzaileiyezhide。

tadengadeng,zhongyudengdaotabiyeguilai。

ketasinianlaideqiaoshouyipan,dengdaodequeshitaqianzhebiedenvdeshouhuilai。

tamendaxuetongchuangsinian,xingxingxiangxi。

zhaochenglishuo:“daxuezheijinian,yaobushishuting,wokendingaobuguolaide,suoyiwoyaojitayigejiaodai。”

“neiwoni?”luzhizhirenbuzhuwen。

tazheisiniandedengdaiyousuanshenme?

sheiyounenggoujitayigejiaodaini?

kenanrenzhishiqianyiyoudanmodikanzhetashuo:“zhizhi,wohenganxieni,danganqingdeshimianqiangbude。”

neiyike,luzhizhicaimingbai,dangniandenuoyanzhiyoutadanglezhen。

zheixienian,zhiyoutameiyouzouchulaibale。

buguohaihao,tahaiyouyigeyuedeshijianjiuhuilikaizheili。

zheiyici,tabuhuiweileta,fangqidudaxuedejihuile。

zhenglihaoxinqing,luzhizhibianruwangchangyiban,huidaojiajizhaomuaoshangzhongyao,bianyouqubangzhaolaotaicashihaoshenti。huanhaoyifu。

zhaolaotaikanzhexixinsihouzijidexiaoguniang,renbuzhutanqi:“zhizhi,yaobushiyounisihou,wozheigelaotaipozaorutule,zheixieniankulenile。”

“nainai,biehushuo,nikendingzhangmingbaisui。”

luzhizhibianshuozhe,bianweitahuodongzheguanjie。

zhaogutanhuanzaichuangderenxuyaogewaizixi,shaoyoushuhu,bingrenjiurongyishengchuang,tengtongnanren。

suoyizheijinianlai,luzhizhimeinianruyiriban,weizhaolaotaicashiwanshenti,youquanshen**yibian。

zhaolaotaimeizaishuoshenme,zhishijinjinzhuazhutadeshou,youxiejidongdishuodao:“zhizhi,nizheixieniandekuwodouzhidao,wolaozhaojiaqiannide,huijiaoneigexiaowangbagaozijinigejiaodaide!”

luzhizhishenqingpingjing,fandaoshianweita:

“nainai,wozhaoguni,genchenglimeiyouguanxi。”

tasuiranshiyinweizhaochenglishoulezhaojiasinian,danduilaotaideganqingquebujinjinshiyinweizheige。

zheijinian,zhaojialaotaiduitaqinsunnvyiyang,zaijiashangdangniantawaigongwaipozaishi,zhaojialaotaiyehenshizhaogutamenyijia。

zheixiediandiandidideenqing,tadoujide。

tayehuizailikaiqian,jinzijizuihoudezhize。

“zhizhi,wodesunxifuzhiyouniyige,zhiyaowohuozheyitian,wodoubuhuirangneigenvrenjinmen!”

luzhizhimeizaishuoshenme,zhishizhuanyihuatidao:“nainai,woshaohuozuofanqule。”

shuozhebianyiliuyanzuanjinlezaowu。

zuohaowanfan,zhaochenglishenyingyetajinwuli。

zicongshangyicitabarendaihuilai,beizhaolaotaimachuquhou,zhaochengliyilianjitianmeiyouchuxian。

simuxiangdui,zhaochenglixiankailekou:“zhizhi,womenliaoliao。”

“好。”

luzhizhixilexishou,biangenzhetajinlewuzi。

zhaochenglikanzhetashenshangdezaohui,shenqingshanguokuijiu。

“dangnianwodayingnidechengnuo,wodoujide,yehuiyiyishixian。”

luzhizhishenqingpingdan,zhishipieleyantashenhoubuyuanchujiaoxiaodenvren,qingshengwen:“neishutingni?”

“zheijiushishutingdeyisi,tahenshanliang,yexiwangwowanchengcengjingdenuoyan。”

“shenmeyisi?”luzhizhiyouxiebumingsuoyi。

“yihouwodejiarenjiushinidejiaren,nikeyixiangyiqianyiyangpeizhemahenainai。”

zhaochenglikanzheta,jiezheshuodao:“niyihouyebuyongxinkudechuqugongzuole,womeigeyuedouhuijijialijishenghuofei,nizhixuyaozhaogunainaitamenjiuhao。”

陆枝枝愣了许久。

yuanlai,zheijiushitasuoweidejiaa。

takanzheyanqiandenanren,buyoulengxiao,“zhaochengli,nibawodangshenme,baomuma?”

tingdaoluzhizhishuodehua,zhaochenglimouzilishanguocuoe。

tayouxiejingya,neigecengjingneigemanyandoushita,duitazongshiwenroutitiedenvhai,xianzaijuranzheimegentashuohua。

zhaochenglixinlimeiyoulaideyizhenfanzao,yuqiyetianlejifenbunai。

“zhizhi,wozhidaonizheisinianburongyi,woyehenganjini,yehuiwanchengwodenuoyan。”

“wohuizhaoguni,zhidaoniyudaoheshideren,yihounijiusuanjiarenjiehun,woyehuiweinitianrangyibijiazhuang。”

“danchucizhiwai,qitade,wojibuleni。”

赵成礼态度诚恳。

hualihuawai,douxiandetayouxiebuzhizu,qiangrensuonandaole。

“wobuxuyaonijiwoshenme。”

luzhizhigangshuowan,biankandaoyidaolianglideshenying。

zhijiantashenhoujiaoxiaodenvrenzouxiangqian,yilianqianyidikanzheta:“zhizhijie,zheidoushiwodezhuyi,nibieguaichengligege。”