第1章

jiehundiwunian,zaoyurushisharenneitian,wodadianhuaqiuzhangfuhuilai:“yunshen,yourenyaoshawo......”

talengshengdaduanwo:“niyitianbuzuo,huisishima?”

dianhuabeiguaduan,wokandaoganmeimeifalaidezhaopian。

蛋糕、蜡烛、鲜花。

wodezhangfuheerzibaozheta,wenyizuoyiyouluozaitalianjia,tianmidefangruoyijiaren。

我绝望地闭上眼。

sharenkuangqiangzouwodeshouji,jiangwozhijie,zangzailezhuwochuangxia。

wosihou,zhangfuhemeimeizhenzhewodeshiti,zaichuangshangyeyeshengge。

wodeerziyeyiweizaimeimeihuaili,chanzhetajiangtonghua,shuoxiangyaotazuomama。

houlai,kandaowodeshiti,neiduilangxingoufeidefuziquedoufengle......

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我死了。

xushisibumingmu,sihouwodelinghunchuxianzaileluyunshenshenbian,beishufuzaitashenbianbaimifanweinei。

“yunshengege,gangcaijiejiedadianhualaigennishuoleshenme?wohaoxiangtingdaoleshenmesharenmo,jiejiebuhuiyoushiba?”

jintianshinanwanyuedeshengri,luyunshenzhuanchengbaoxiazhenggecantingtitaqingsheng。

tayixibaiqunzuozailuyunshenshenpang,zuishangshuozhedanyouwodehua,luzaiqunbaiwaineibaixiyingrundedatuiquebudongshengseditieshangleluyunshen,gezhexikuqingceng。

nanwanyueshigeguer,tongshiyeshiwodeganmeimei。

wozizhutaconggaozhongdudaodaxue,batadangjiarenduidai。

ranerwobatadangmeimei,taquexiangzuowozhangfudelaopo。

luyunshensuishoujiangshoujirengzaizhuoshang,lengxiaoyisheng,“tanengyoushenmeshi?wufeijiushixiangpohuainideshengribale,zheiyangdebaxitawandehaishaoma?

“tapingrizhuangdewenwanxianshu,danguzilijiushigefanrendezuojing,chengtianjiuxiangzhezhenduini,yitianbuzuosijiubutongkuai,nibuyongguanta。”

tingleluyunshenqingmiedehua,woxintouyizhenkuse。

woheluyunshenziyouxiangshi,nianshaoshihushengqingsu,sidingzhongshen。

neishideluyunshenaiworuming,lianwozhoumeidoushebude。

rujintaxinrenzaice,tiqiwoshi,quezhishengmanxindexiane。

nanwanyueguzuodanxin:“kewanyizheicishizhendezenmeban?yunshengege,niyaobuhaishihuiqukankanjiejieba。”

budengluyunshenfanbo,woerziluzejiutiaodaolenanwanyuedetuishang,baozhenanwanyuedeshoubeisajiao,“yiyi,bieguanwomamale。

“shangciwobabapeiniquwaidiyanchu,tashuozijibingle,bawobabapianhuiqu,jieguobuyehuobengluantiaodema?

“womenbiebashijianlangfeizaizheizhongxiaoshishangle,woxiangchidangaola,yiyikuaixuyuanba。”

wodesiwangqiujiudianhua,woyanglewuniandeqinerzijuranshuoshixiaoshi。

shangciwogaoshaosishidubingdelihai,luzefenmingshizaijiade。

kejiuyinweiqianbujiunanwanyuewumiewoxieluletadexinge,luzexinyiweizhenjuedewoshigehuaimama,neitianwoshengbing,bianduiwolianyijuguanxindehuadoumeishuo。

yaobushiwozijijiaolejiuhuche,woneitianjiusuanbusi,huoxuyehuishaochengyigeshazi。

erdengluyunshenpeinanwanyueshangyanhuilaiyijingshiyitianhou,dangshiwodeshaozaojiutuile。

kandaowohaohaoditangzaibingfangli,luyunshendiyijuhuabushiguanxin,ershizebeiwo,shuowomeibinghaizhanzheyiyuandechuangwei,buruzhendequsi,yehaoguozhengtianzuotianzuodidezhenduinanwanyue。

wogentajieshi,tagenbenbuting。

woxiangrangluzebangwozuozheng,luzefeidanmeibangwozhengming,haishuowojiushizaizhuangbingmaican,guyipohuainanwanyuedegongzuoxingcheng。

yinweizheijianshi,luyunshenduiwobenjiusuoshengbuduodeganqinggengjiafenbenglixi,wozaitayanliyechengleyigexihuansahuangdezuojing。

neishiwodiyicifaxian,woshiyuehuaitaixinkushengxiadeerzi,yuanlaishigegebozhouwangwaiguaidebaiyanlang。