wojiaokangxuan。zheimingzishiyangmuqide。tashuojiandaowodeshihou，wobozishangguazhekuaiyu，kezhege“xuan”zi，
touzhegushuobuchudeguaijinger，buxiangputongrenjiahaizidedongxi。tameiganmai，parehuo，jiujiwoqilezheiminger。
yangmuduiwo，buhaobuhuai。tashigeguafu，kaojirenfengbujiangxiguohuo，shoutoujinba。
woqisuibeitacongjiebianzangxixidejiaoluolilinhuilai，xishuaganjing，jiuchenglezheigejiadeyifenzi。shuoshijia，
qishijiuyijianbantadenipifang，dongtianloufeng，xiatianlouyu。tayougeqinerzi，biwodasansui，jiaotiezhu。
haochilanzuo，youshouhaoxian，shizhenshangchulemingdehunhun。wodehuoerhenduo。tianbuliangjiudepaqilai，
quzhenzidongtoudeshuijingdashui，neiguluyouzhongyouse。huilaishenghuo，aoyiguozhaodejianrenyingdexizhou。
sihoutiezhuqichuang，tazongxianzhouxi，mantouying。yangmumoxutaqiangwodeneifen。shiersui，
yangmutuorenbawosaijinzhenshangdexiaozhiyichang。shouzhitoubeifengrenjizhenzhatouhaojici，xuezhuzimaochulai，
zuzhangyanpidoubutai，rengguoyikuaizangshabu：“baoshang，bienongzangleliaozi。”jijiangongzi，wozuodeman，
qianshaodekelian。yangmushouzoujuedabufen，zhijiwoliujimao，shuojiwozanzhe“jianglai”。nayoushenmejianglai？
woderizijiushiliushuixianshangyongyuanzoubuwandebutou，shiyangmuyongyuantianbumandebaoyuan，
shitiezhueyidetuisanghechaoxiao。zhiyouyiyangdongxishiwode。yikuaiyonghongshengzixizhede，xiaoxiaodeyupai。wenrun，
daizheyisiliangyi。zhengmiankezheneige“xuan”zi，beimianshixiewanwanququdewenlu，kanbudong。yangmujiandaowoshi，
tajiuzaiwobozishangguazhe。zheishiwobeibaozouqian，shuyu“yiqian”deweiyizhengming。wobatatieshenzangzhe，
shuijueyebuzhai。mozheta，xinlihuiyouyidiandianqiguaideandinggan，haoxiangmangmangheiyeli，
yuanchuyouyidoujiweiruodeguang。suiranbuzhidaoneiguangshishenme。woyiweirizihuiyizhizheiyang，xianghunzhuodeheshui，
huanmanyouchenzhongdiliuxiaqu。zhidaoneitian。changlifagongzi，bipingshiduoleshikuaijiabanfei。
wotoutouzanglewukuaizaixiediandixia。xiangzheyexunatian，nengjizijimaijianxinhanshan，shenshangzheijianbudingluobuding，
shizaimeifachuanle。wanshanghuiqu，yangmudelianladelaozhang。tiezhuzuozaimenjianshang，liansehuibai。“qianni？
”yangmupitoujiuwen，yanjingxianggouzi。wodizhetou，badabufengongzidiguoqu。tashuleshu，
padishuaizaipozhuozishang：“jiuzheimedian？nihunongguini！changlilaowangjiadeguinvgenniyigechejian，
renjianahuilaibiniduowukuai！”woxinligedengyixia。“siyatoupianzi，xuehuizangqianle？
”tiezhutengdizhanqilai，yibajiuzhuwodetoufa，wangqiangshangzhuang，“shuo！zangnale！”toupisiliebanditeng。
woyaojinyaguan，buhangsheng。yangmuchongguolai，kaishisouwodeshen。neiwukuaiqianhenkuaibeifanlechulai。“haoa！
fanlenile！”yangmuqidehunshenfadou，bazhangpitougailianluoxialai。tiezhugenghen，yijiaochuaizaiwoduzishang。
woquansuozaidishang，tengdeyanqianfahei，wuzangliufudouyilewei。hunluanzhong，woganjuebozishangyiqing。
neigenxizheyupaidehongsheng，duanle。wojingkongditaitou，kanjiantiezhuzhengniezheneikuaixiaoxiaodeyupai，
duizhehunandedengpaokan。“ma，nikanzheiwanyier！”taliezhezui，“wojiushuotazangzhehaodongxi！zheiyu，
kanzhebulaia！”yangmuyecouguoqukan，hunzhuodeyanjinglishanguoyisitanlandeguang。“haijiwo！
”wobuzhinalaideliqi，puguoquxiangqiang。tiezhuyibajiangwotuikai，wozhongzhongshuaizaiqiangjiao。“nide？
nilianrendoushiwomajianhuilaide！zheipowanyier，zhibudingshinagesirenshenshangbaxialaide！
”tiezhubayupaichuaijinzijidouli，“zhenghao，woshoutoujin，naquhuandianqianhuahua。”“buxing！
neishiwo……”wosihanzhe，yanleizhongyuxiongyongerchu。neishiwoweiyidenianxiang，
shiwoheneigemohubuqingde“yiqian”weiyidelianxi！“bizui！”yangmulishenghedao，yanedikanzhewo，
“haoshenmesang！yikuaiposhitou，nengdinichidefan？tiezhunaqumaile，zhenghaodinitouzangdeqian！”neitianwanshang，
wosuozaibinglengdezaotaibian，baozhexigai。duzidejutongyizhenzhenxilai，danbibushangxinlidekongdong。
neikuaiyumeile，neidianweiruodeguang，chediximiele。shijieyipianqihei。diertian，tiezhuguoranbujianlerenying。
yangmulianseyebuhaokan，mamalielie，shuotiezhuyouqudule，neiyupaibeitajianmaile，
genbenbugoutahaiduzhaidekulong。wochenmodiganhuo，xiangyijuchoudiaolelinghundequqiao。jitianhou，
tiezhubiqinglianzhongdipaohuilai，shenhougenzhelianggexiongsheneshadenanren。tamenbizhai，
bajialijinyoudepojuzidouzale。yangmukutianqiangdi，zuihou，tademuguangxiangdusheyiyangchanshangwo。
“liangweidage，kuanxianjitian！kuanxianjitian！”tapudaoqizhongyigenanrenjiaobian，
“wo……wobazheiyatoudijinimen！tanianqing，nengganhuo！rangtaqunimenneizuogonghaizhai！
”nanrenshangxiadaliangwo，xiangkanshengkou。wohunshenbingleng，xueyedoudongzhule。juewangxiangbinglengdechaoshui，
shunjianyanmeiletouding。neigemohude“yiqian”，neigebeiduozoudeyupaidailaideweiruonianxiang，
cikexiandeneimekexiao。wolianxianzaidoubaobuzhuzijile。jiuzainanrendeshoukuaiyaozhuazhuwogebodeshihou，
womengdizhuanshen，yongjinquanshenliqizhuangkaidangludetiezhu，fengleyiyangchongchuneijianlingrenzhixidenipifang。
shenhoushiyangmujianruidezhoumahetiezhudenuhou，haiyounanrenqijibaihuaidezhuigansheng。wobuganhuitou，pinmingdipao。
paoguoshuxide、kengwadetulu，paoguosanfazheyuxingweideshichang，paoguozhenkouneikewaibozilaohuaishu。
fengzaierbianhuxiao，feixiangyaozhakai。yizhipao，paodaozhenziwaifeiqidezhuanyao。wozuanjinyigeheiqiqideyaodongli，
quansuozaizuishenchu，sesefadou。waimianchuanlaiyinyuedejiaomashenghejiaobusheng，jianjianyuanqu。wojinjinbaozhuziji，
zhijiashenshenqiajingeboderouli，caimeirangzijikuchusheng。heianbaoguozhewo，
biyiwangrenheyicidougengnongzhong、genglingrenzhixi。yupaimeile，zuihoudemaodianyeduanle。
woxiangyipianbeikuangfengcongzhitousixiadeyezi，buzhidaohuibeijuanxianghefang。zheiyici，zhendeshenmedoumeile。
wozaifeiqidezhuanyaodongliduoleliangtian。kaojianbierenrengdiaodebankuaiganmohelubianwadilidezangshuihuoming。disantian，
edeshizaishoubuzhu，chenzhetianmengmengliang，woliuhuizhenzibianyuan，xiangkankanfengsheng。yuanyuandi，
kanjianyangmujiamenkoutingzheyiliangbanxindexiaohuoche。lianggenanrenzhengbajialijinyoudepozhuozipodengziwangshangban。
tiezhuchuitousangqidizhanzaiyibian，yangmuzuozaidishangpaizhedatuikuhao。“tianshadeduguia！jiadoubaiguanglea！
wonashenmehuoa！”kanlaishizhaizhulaibandongxidizhaile。neigejia，chedikongle。woxinliyipianmamu，
meiyouhen，yemeiyouxingzailehuo。zhijuedekong。woqiaoqiaoraokai，buganzaihuineigedifang。zhenshangbunengdaile。
yangmuhetiezhuzoutouwulu，yidinghuixiangliegouyiyangzaibawozhaochulaimaidiao。wodezou，zoudeyuanyuande。meiyouqian，
meiyoufangxiang。woyanzhegonglu，chaozhetaiyangshengqidefangxiangzou。zouleyitianyiye，jiaodimochuleshuipao，
youmopole，zuanxinditeng。edetouyunyanhua，kanjianlubiantianliyoumeizhangchengdeqingyumi，baixialaishengken，
youseyouying，ladesangziteng。zoudaoxiayigexianchengshi，woxianggeqigai。quansuozaiqichezhanangzangdejiaoluoli，
kanzherenlairenwang。judadedianzipingmushang，huahualvlvdeguanggaoshanderenyanhua。
yigezongyijiemudeyugaopianfanfubofang，zhuchirenshengyingaokangxingfen。womurandikanzhe。huoxiaqu，
zenmehuoxiaqu？yigeweipangdezhongniannvrenzaiwomianqiantingxia，zhouzhemeidaliangwo。tachuanzhehuashao，
lianshangtuzhehouhoudefen。“xiaoyatou，yigeren？”takaikou，daizhenongzhongdekouyin。wojingtidiwanghousuolesuo。
“biepa，”tajichuyidianxiao，“wokanniguaikeliande。xiangbuxiangzhaofengong？guanchiguanzhu。
”jiehepibeiyadaolejingti。wodianlediantou。tabawodaidaoxianchengbianshangyigebuqiyandexiaolvguan。
suoweide“gong”，jiushizaihouchubangmangzecaixiwan，zhuzailoutijiangaidezawufangli。laobannianghenxiong，
gongqianshaodekelian，danzhishaoyoukoufanchi，yougebulouyudewuding。woxiangkuaichenmodeshitou，maitouganhuo。
xiduijirushandeyouniwandie，caxiyongyuanyouwugoudediban。shouzhipaodefabaifazhou。laobanniangxinqingbuhaoshi，
huimamalielie，bamobushuaidaowolianshang。worenle。zheilizaicha，yebineigenipifanghao。zhishaomeirendawo，
meirenyaomaidiaowo。wobazijisuodegengxiao，gengbuqiyan。ouer，
lvguandatingdepodianshihuifangzheneigejiao《xunqinyizhan》dezongyijiemu。zhuchirenshanqingdeshengyin，
jiabintongkuliutidelian，taixiaguanzhongmoyanleidehuamian。wocongcongpieguo，xinlihaowubolan。xunqin？
neidoushibierendegushi。wode“qin”zainali？huoxuzaojiumeile。huoxu，jiuxiangtiezhushuode，
wozhishigemeirenyaodeleizhui。rizixiangshenglexiudechilun，huanmanerzhisedizhuandong。
wojihuyiweizijihuiyongyuankunzaizheigeyounidexiaolvguanhouchuli。zhidaoneitianxiawu。wozhengzaihouxiangdaoganshuitong，
yigusuanchouweixunderenzhengbukaiyan。xiangzikoutingzheyiliangkanqilaihenguideheisejiaoche，zengguangwaliang，
hezhouweipobaidehuanjinggegeburu。chemendakai，xialailianggeren。zouzaiqianmiandenvren，
chuanzhejiancaijingzhidemibaisetaozhuang，toufawandeyisibugou，qizhiwenwan，
danmeiyanjiandaizheshenshendepibeiheyizhongshuobuchudejiaozhuo。
tashenbiangenzheyigechuanzheheisejiake、shenxingjianshuodenanren，xiangshibaobiao。nvrenyiyanjiukandaolewo，
muguangtingzaiwolianshang，lengzhule。tadeyanshenhenqiguai，xiangshikandaoleshenmebukesiyidedongxi，
youdaizhejudadezhenjinghe……tongku？woxiayishididixiatou，xiangganjindaowanganshuilikai。
zheinvrenyikanjiubushiputongren，wobuxiangremafan。“xiaoguniang……”taquejiaozhulewo，shengyinyouxiefazhan。
wojiangzaiyuandi，meihuitou。takuaibuzouguolai，gaogenxiecaizaizangwudedimianshangyehaobuzaiyi。tazoudaowomianqian，
lidehenjin。neiguganshuidesuanchouhetashenshangdandande、haowendexiangshuiweihunhezaiyiqi，
xingchengyizhongguiyideduibi。tashenchushou，sihuxiangpengwodelian，youmengditingzhu，shouzhiweiweifadou。
“ni……”tadingzhewodeyanjing，zuichunxidong，“ni……nijiaoshenmemingzi？”tadeyanshentaiqiguaile，
xiangranshaozheliangtuanhuo，limianyoutaiduowokanbudongdeqingxu。wohaipale，houtuiyibu，
jinjinzhuazhuganshuitongdebianyuan，zhijiakoujinyounidemuwenli。“kang……kangxuan。”woxiaoshengshuo，shengyinganse。
“kangxuan……”tanannandizhongfuzhe，yanshengengjiafuza，xiangshizaiquerenshenme，
youxiangshijudadeshiwangshunjianyanmeileta。“duodale？”“……shiqi。”wohuida，xinlijinglingdazuo。
taxiangganshenme？“shiqi……”tabilebiyan，zaizhengkaishi，
neilimianfanyongdejilieqingxusihubeiqiangxingyalexiaqu，zhishengxiashenbujiandidebeishang。
“shiqinianqian……wodenver，diule。”wodexinmengdiyitiao。diunver？shiqinianqian？takanzhewo，
nulixiangjichuyigewenhedexiaorong，danbikuhainankan：“ni……zhangdehenxiangwonianqingdeshihou。youqishiyanjing。
”wolengzhule。xiangta？woxiayishidimolemozijidelian，cucao，zhanzheyouwu。zaikankanta，pifuxini，
baoyangdeyi。tianrangzhibie。“duibuqi，hedaonile。”tashenxiyikouqi，huifuleneizhongdetideyitai，
zhishishengyinyijiubuwen，“wojiaoshenjing。wo……wozaizhaoyigehaizi。shiqinianle。
”tashiyileyixiapangbiandebaobiao，baobiaoconggongwenbaolinachuyizhangsufengguodejiuzhaopian，didaowoyanqian。
zhaopianyouxiefahuang，shangmianshiyigenianqingdenvrenbaozheyigeqiangbaozhongdeyinger。nvrenmeiyanwenrou，
heranjiushiyanqianzheiweishenjingnianqingshidemoyang。tahuailideyingerhenxiao，bizheyanjing，liandanyuanyuande。
“zheishiwonver，gangmanyuedeshihoupaide。”shenjingdeshengyindaizhegengyan，“ta……tajiaoningning。kangningning。
”kangningning？zheisangezixiangyidaowushengdejinglei，zaiwosijidexinhulizhakai！kang？woyexingkang！xuanziyupai！
shiqinianqian！beibaozou！wushusuipianzaiwohunluandenaohailifengkuangchongzhuang，wengwengzuoxiang。
“ni……”shenjingjinjindingzhewodelian，bufangguowoyisiyihaodebiaoqingbianhua，“nibozi……bozishang，
youmeiyou……youmeiyouyikuaiyu？xiaoxiaode，kezhe‘xuan’zi？”hong——！wonaozilineigenyizhijinbengdexian，
chediduanle！yupai！tazenmezhidaoyupai？！neikuaibeitiezhuqiangzoumaidiaodeyupai！
wolianshangdexueseshunjiantundeyiganerjing，shentikongzhibuzhudizhandouqilai，
shoulideganshuitong“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidishang，cibidesoushuijianlewomenyishen。shenjingbeijianleyishenwuhui，
quehaobuzaiyi，tadeyanjingsisididingzhewoshunjiancanbaidelianhejuliezhandoudeshenti，
neilimianranqilekuangxihebuganzhixindehuoyan！“nizhidao！nizhidaoneikuaiyuduibudui？！
”tamengdizhuazhuwodegebo，liqidadejingren，zhijiajihuqianjinwoderouli，“tazaina？tazainishenshangma？
ningning！nishibushiwodeningning？”baobiaojianzhuanglikeshangqianyibu，jingtidihuangusizhou。
“wo……wo……”wozuichunduosuozhe，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。judadechongjirangwoyanqianfahei，
erduoliwengwengzuoxiang。woshikangningning？neigeqiangbaolideyinger？yanqianzheigechuanzhemingpai、qizhigaoguidenvren，
shiwode……mama？zenmekeneng？neigemohude“yiqian”，neidianweiruodeguang，
zaizheiyiketuranbianchengleyiluncimude、zhuoredetaiyang，jihuyaojiangwoshaochenghuijin！kongju，
judade、miedingdekongjushunjianjuezhulewo！bibeiyangmudama，bibeitiezhuqiangzouyupai，
bibeizhaizhuzhuizheyaomaidiaoshigengshen！womengdichouhuishou，yongjinquanshenliqituikaita，zhuanshenjiuwanglvguanhoumenlichong！
“ningning！nibiepao！”shenjingdaizhekuqiangdehuhanzaishenhouxiangqi。woxiangshoujingdetuzi，
yitouzhajinyounihunandehouchu，fanshousisiguanshangmen，beikaozhebinglengdemenbanhuazuodaodishang，
xinzangkuangtiaodexiangshiyaochongpoxiongtang。“fashenmefeng！ganshuitongni？”laobanniangjianlideshengyinchuanlai。
wochongerbuwen，zhishijuliedichuanxizhe，naoziliyipianhunluan。shenjingdelian，neikuaiyupai，yangmukebodelian，
tiezhuxionghendeyanshen……suoyouhuamianfengkuangjiaozhi。waimianchuanlaipaimenshengheshenjingjiaojidehuhuan：“kaimen！haizi，
kaimen！womentantan！qiunile！”“gunkai！shenmerenganlailaoniangzheilinaoshi！
”laobanniangmamalieliediyaoqukaimen。woxiangbeizhenzhaleyiyangdanqilai，bunengrangtakaimen！
bunengranglaobanniangkandao！wopuguoqusisidizhumen。“laobanniang！biekai！shi……shihuairen！yaozhuawode！
”woyuwuluncidihan。laobannianghuyidikanlewoyiyan，gezhemenhoudao：“waitoude！tingjianmei！
zaibuzouwojiaorenle！”waimiandepaimenshengtingle。guoleyihuier，
chuanlaishenjingjiliyayidanrengdaizhezhandoudeshengyin：“hao，hao，womenbuzou。womenjiuzaiwaimiandeng。haizi，
nibiepa，womenbuhuishanghaini……nihaohaoxiangxiang，wodengni。”jiaobushengsihutuikaileyixie。wotanruanzaidi，
lenghanjintoulehoubeidepoyifu。laobanniangchazheyao，huyididaliangwo：“siyatou，nireshenmehuole？
waitouneinvde，kanzhetingyouqian，buxianghuairena？”woquansuozaimenhoudeyinyingli，hunshenfadou，
yigeziyeshuobuchulai。huairen？shenmeshihuairen？yangmusuanhuairenma？tiezhusuanhuairenma？
neigeyaomaidiaowode**dashousuanhuairenma？
shenjing……tashuotashiwomama……takanqilaineimenanguo……kewoni？woshishei？kangxuan？
haishi……kangningning？hunluanxiangwushuzhishousichezhewo。neigebeiyiwangde、mohude“jia”，
turanyiyizhongjijuchongjilidefangshichuxianzaimianqian，woquezhixiangtao。woxiguanleheian，
neidianweiruodeguangcengshiwoweiyideweijie，kedangzhenzhengdetaiyangchuxianshi，wozhijuedeciyan，
zhixiangduohuishuxideyinyingli。wohaipa。haipazheituruqilaide“shenfen”。
haipaneigekanqilaigaoguiquemoshengde“jia”。haipaweizhideyiqie。wogenghaipa……xiwang。
neiyidiandianzaixindisihuifurande、dui“qin”dekewang，rangwokongjudehunshenfadou。ruguoxiwangzaicipomieni？
ruguozheiyoushiyichangkongni？wochengshoubuqi。jiexialaideliangtian，woxiangjinggongzhiniao。
shenjingheneigebaobiaozhendemeiyoulikai。tamendechejiutingzaixiangzikou。shenjingmeitiandouhuizaigudingdeshijianguolai，
qingqingqiaojixiahoumen，gezhemenban，yongneizhongjilifangrou、queyijiudaizhegengyandeshengyinshuohua。
“ningning……wozhidaoniyishijieshoubule。meiguanxi，mamadeng。
”“mamazhaolenihaoduonian……quguohenduodifang……”“nixiaoshihou，
zuixihuantingwojinichangge……yaolanqu，haijidema？”“neikuaiyu，shinitaiyeyeliuxiade，
shangmiankedeshiqifudefuwen，baoyounipinganzhangdade……beimianshi‘ning’zideguti……dangnian，
jiuguazainibozishang……”taxuxutaotaodishuozhe，shuotadexunzhao，shuotadehuihen，shuojialihaiyouyigegege，
yigedidi，douzaidengwohuiqu。shuobabayinweiwodediushi，shentiyizhibuhao。tadeshengyintouguobobodemenban，
xiangxixidezhen，zhajinwomamudexinzang。teng，youdaizheyizhongguiyidesuanzhang。woquansuozaibinglengdezaotaibian，
wujinerduo，queyourenbuzhuquting。yupaibeimiandewenlu……shi“ning”zi？yuanlaiwoyizhitieshendaizhede，
shizijidemingzi。kangningning。zheigemingzixiangguntangdeluotie，tangdewoxinkoufateng。
lvguanlaobanniangkanwodeyanshenyuelaiyueguaiyi，chongmanlebaguadetanjiuheyisibuyichajuedesuanji。shenjingdechuxian，
xianranrangtaxiudaolebutongxunchangdeweidao。disantianbangwan，shenjingdeshengyindaizheqiansuoweiyoudepibeiheyisijuewang。
“ningning……mingtian，mamayaoquluneige《xunqinyizhan》le。mama……mamaxiangzuihoushiyici，
zaiquanguoguanzhongmianqian……zaizhaozhaoni。ruguoni……ruguonibuxiangrenwo，yemeiguanxi。
mamazhixiangzhidaoniguodehaobuhao……”tagengyanzhe，shuobuxiaqule。waimiananjingxialai。jiaobushengjianjianyuanqu。
**zhemenban，manmanhuazuodaodishang。binglengdedimiantouguobobodekuzichuanlaihanyi。heianzhong，wozhengdayanjing。
《xunqinyizhan》……neigezaipodianshilikandaoguode，kukutitidezongyijiemu。tayaoqushangneigejiemu？
zaiquanguorenmianqian……zhaowo？xinzangxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin。
yigujudadekonghuanghe……yizhongnanyiyanyudechongdong，sichezhewo。bunengqu！bunengrangbierenkandao！
bunengbaoluzaineimeduorenmianqian！neitaikepale！wozhixiangduoqilai，xiangyingoulidelaoshuyiyanghuoxiaqu！
keshi……takanqilaineimenanguo。
leshiqinian……neikuaiyupai……wodeyupai……beitiezhuqiangzoule……hunluandeqingxuxiangdutengyiyangchanraozhewo，
jihuzhixi。zheiyiye，wozhengzheyanjing，zhidaotianliang。diertian，
lvguandepodianshibeilaobanniangbandaoleqiantingxianyandeweizhi。takezheguazi，zhaohuzhejigezhuke：“kuaikankuaikan！
zuotianzhaoneiyatoudeyouqiantaitai，shangdianshile！《xunqinyizhan》！wojiushuoneiyatoulailubuzheng！”pingmushang，
yanbotingdenghuohuihuang。shen**zaijiabinxishang。tahualezhuang，danyiranyangaibuzhunongzhongdeheiyanquanheqiaocui。
tachuanzhesuyademibaisetaozhuang，hewodiyicijiandaotashiyiyang，zhishicike，
neitingzhidejibeitouzheyiguguzhuyizhidebeichuang。
zhuchirenyongkuazhangdeyudiaojieshaozhe：“jintianlaidaowomen《xunqinyizhan》deshenjingnvshi，
shiqinianlaicongweifangqixunzhaotabeiguaizoudenverkangningning！shiqiniandejianao，shiqiniandeleishui，jintian，
tanengfouzaizheili，zhaodaoyisixiwangdeshuguang？”jingtoutuijinshenjingdetexie。tadeyanjinghongzhong，
leishuizaiyankuanglidazhuan，quejueqiangdimeiyouluoxia。tajinjinwozheyigejiudefahuangdexiaobolanggu。
“ningning……wodenver……”tadeshengyintongguomaikefengchuanchulai，shayadelihai，daizhejiliyayideqiyin，
“shiqinianle，mamameiyitiandouzaixiangni……xiangwodeningning，shibushilengle，ele，
youmeiyoubeirenqifu……”tanachuneizhangsufengdeyingerzhaopian，
zhanshijijingtou：“zheishinimanyuedeshihou……nineimexiao，neimeruan……nibozishang，
guazheyikuaixiaoxiaodeyupai，shangmiankezhe‘xuan’zi，
beimianshi‘ning’zideguti……neishitaiyeyeliujinibaopingande……”jingtoujilezhaopiantexie。
neiyingerbozishang，queshixizheyigenhongsheng，xiamianyinyuekejianyikuaixiaoxiaodeyushi。
“mamaduibuqini……shimamameiyoukanhaoni……”shenjingdeyanleizhongyujuedi，tawuzhelian，
jianbangjuliedizhandouqilai，neiyayileshiqiniandetongkuhezize，zaizheiyikechedibaofa，
kushengqiliderangrenxinsui。taixiaguanzhongxiyipianxixu，xuduorengenzhemoyanlei。zhuchirenyebeiganran，
shengyindichenxialai：“shennvshi，ninyoushenmehua，xiangduikenengzaidianshijiqiankanzhenindenvershuoma？
”shenjingtaiqitou，leiyanposuo，quenulikanxiangjingtou，fangfoyaochuantoupingmu，
kandaoneigebuzhishenzaihechudehaizi。“ningning……mamabuzhidaonixianzaijiaoshenme，
zhangchengleshenmeyangzi……mamazhiqiuni，
ruguoninengkandao……ruguonihaijideyidiandian……jimamayigejihui，rangmamakankanni，haobuhao？
mamashenmedoubuqiu，zhixiangkankanni……zhidaonipingan……rangmama……mibuyidiandian……”taqibuchengsheng，
duizhejingtou，shenshendi、beiweidiwanxialeyao。neihuamian，xiangyibashaohongdedaozi，henhentongjinlewodexinzang！
tong！tongdewowufahuxi！womengdiconglvguanqiantingdejiaoluozhanqilai，zhuangfanlepangbiandedengzi。
laobannianghezhukemendouheleyitiao，chayidikanzhewo。pingmushang，shenjingwanxiadeyao，
neibeiweidaochenailidezitai，hetashenshangneitaojiazhibufeidemibaisetaozhuang，xingchenglewubiciyandeduibi。
neishiwodemama？neigezaipojiulvguanhouxiangbeiwojianleyishenganshuidenvren？neigeshiqinianlai，
congweifangqixunzhaowodenvren？“yupai……beimianshi‘ning’zi……”tagengyandeshengyinzaiwoerbianhuixiang。
tiezhuqiangzoutashiweisuodexiaolian，yangmukebodezhouma，
zhaizhuzadongxidejuxiang……heyanqianpingmushangshenjingjuewangtongkudehuamian，fengkuangdijiaozhi、pengzhuang！
yigujudade、wufakongzhidechongdong，xianghuoshanyiyangzaiwoxiong**fa！“a——！
”wofachuyishengsiyade、buxiangrenshengdejianjiao，zaisuoyourenjingedemuguangzhong，zhuanshenchongchulelvguan！pao！
woyaoquneili！woyaoquneigeyanboting！woyaogaosuta！gaosutayupaideshi！gaosuta……wozaizheili！
zheigeniantoufengkuangdiranshaozhewo，qusanlesuoyoudekongjuheyouyu。shiqiniandeheian，shiqiniandeyayi，
shiqinian“kangxuan”zheigemingzibeifudechenzhonghequru，zaizheiyikebeiyigugengyuanshi、gengqiangliedehongliuchongkua！
woyaoquzhaota！zhaowodemama！kangningningdemama！wobuzhidaoyanbotingzainali。chongchulvguan，
waimianshimoshengdexianchengjiedao。woxiangmeitoucangyingyiyangluanzhuang，kandaorenjiuzhuazhuwen：“《xunqinyizhan》！
dianshitai！zainali？”lurenbeiwofengkuangdeyangzihedao，fenfenduobi。
yourenxianedishuaikaiwodeshou：“shenjingbinga！”wobuguan！jixupao，jixuwen。hanshuihuzhuleyanjing，
sangziyan**laditeng。jiaoshangpojiudexiezimodejiaodixueroumohu，meiyibudouxiangcaizaidaojianshang。zhongyu，
yigehaoxindehuanweigongdayezhilegefangxiang：“guinv，dianshitai？zaichengdongxinquni！yuanzheni！
zuogongjiaochedezuohaojizhan！”chengdongxinqu！gongjiaoche？wokanzhelushangfeichierguodecheliang，
zaikankanzijikongkongruyedekoudai。juewangzaicixilai。jiuzaizheishi，yiliangchuzuchezaiwopangbiantingxia，
sijitanchutou：“guniang，quna？”“dianshitai！《xunqinyizhan》yanboting！kuai！
”woxiangzhuazhulejiumingdaocao，yuwulunci。sijidalianglewoyiyan，dagaishikanwoyishenyouwu、shenqingdiankuang，
youxieyouyu。“qiuqiuni！womamazaishangmian！woyaoquzhaowomama！”wojihushikuhanzheaiqiu，
yanleihunzhehanshuiliuxialai。sijilengleyixia，yanshenfuzadikanlewojimiao，mengdiyihuishou：“shangche！
”chezixianglixiandejianyiyangchongchuqu。wojinjinzhuazhuqianpaizuoyidekaobei，zhijiaqiajinliezhidepigeli。
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，jihuyaotiaochulai。chuangwaidejingwufeisudaotui，mohuchengyipianguangying。kuaiyidian！
zaikuaiyidian！yanbotingli。shenjingdeqingsuyijingjiejinweisheng，judadebeishanghejuewanglongzhaozhequanchang。
zhuchirenzhengzaizuozuihoudezongjie，shituyindaoyige“chongmanxiwang”dejiewei。“……shennvshidegushi，
rangwomenkandaolemuaideweidahejianren。suiranjintian，qijimeiyouzaiwutaishangfasheng，danwomenxiangxin，
dianshijiqianqianqianwanwandeguanzhong，yidinghui……”houtaidedaobojianqueturanyizhensaodong！
yigegongzuorenyuanzhizhejiankongpingmu，shishengjiaodao：“yourenchuangjinlaile！”zhijianjiankonghuamianli，