第一章
午夜
dayupiaopodeyewan，bansuizheciyandeshandian。
yuanjiaodebieshuli，yigezhicancunshangbanshendenvrentandaozaidishang，nvrenmeiyoushou，meiyoutui，mianrongbeihui，hunshenxueji。
jinshengdeyishuangyanjingsisidedingzhepingmushangdeyitiaofugao：shenshijituanshenyansiyukongnan，shiguwucun。
shenpangtangzhenningkaileyigezhuangmanqiangsuandexiangpitong，yandiyinzhifudong，guzuolianxidao，“wodehaomeimei，henkuai，wojiuyaohexiaoyijiehunle。womennengyoujintiandoushinidegonglao，ketadexinlijiuzhiyouwo。napaniweitazuoleneimeduo，zaitaxinli，niyebibuguoyitiaogou。”
“duile，dixianiyebuhuigudude，yinweishenyanyijingxianxiaqupeinile。
nishuohaobuhaoxiao，nimenhundoulile，wozhishipiantayoulenidexiaoxi，tajiubuguyiqiedepaoquguowaizhaoni，jieguofeijishishi，gaodezijiliangeyihaidoumeishengxia！”
“taduinineimehao，niquebatadangcao。zezeze，nikezhenhenxina！kandaomei，zheiqiangsuana，keyironggu，shengbujiantian，siburugu，nifangxinba，jirannibudaijianta，wojiurangnirubulelunhui，yongshengyongshidoubuhuiyujianshenyan。”
“tangzhen，nihaodaidu！”
tangmiaowenyanxintongrujiao，leiliumanmian，yandifenhendenuhuofangfohenbudebatangzhentunshironghua。
tabuganxin，tahen，henbunengyaoduantadebozi，rangtajishenyanpeiming。
tangzhenbeitadeyanshenheleyitiao，suiji，limaqiangzhuangzhendingdehuifuleyinlengdaidu，qingxiaoyisheng，batarengjinlexiangpitongli。
“啊——”
canjuerenhuandeaihaoshenghuixuan。
qiangsuanfushizhuoshaotangmiaodeshenti，tangmiaoshunjianshiquleyishi，xianruwujindeheian……
公寓沈园？
tangmiaocongtengtongzhongjingxing，zhengkaimengzheshuiwudemouzi。
zheishizenmehuishi，tabushibeirengjinqiangsuantonglilema？
难道这是天堂？
“过来！”
dichenerwenhedeshengyinturanchuanruerzhong，shuxideshengyinfangfopingdiyishenglei，zaitadenaohaizhongzhakai。
tangmiaotongkongyisuo，tajiangyingdezhuanguotou，milidetaohuayanshunjianfangda，kanxiangshenhoudenanren。
沈焱！
zhendeshishenyan，neigeyutayousannianhunyinshenghuodezhangfu，cikezhengyongshenchennongchoudemouzidaliangziji。
他没死！
tangmiaolimaleiruyuxia，jidongdepuguoqujinjinbaozhushenyan。
“shenyan，shiwoduibuqini，woduibuqini。”tangmiaokudesixinliefeihuihenjiaojia。
“buxuku，zaikuwojiuyaowennile。”yibafanzaodeshengyindichenqiejiazhejifenbuzhisuocuo。
tangmiaolimasongkaishou，shenxiyikouqi，dixiatoukanleyiyanzijideshenti，sizhijianquan，baixiruzhiyudepifushangyinmanleyinhongsede‘caomei’。
“niyaoshiguai，jiubuhuizheiyang……”
shenyanyanshenshensuiningshizhetangzaiyuchibiandetangmiao，lengjiaofenmingdejunliandaizheshixuebandenuqi，biaozhundeshencaibaoluzaiwai，wanmeiderutongdiaoxiang。
等等——
zheiyiqiesicengxiangshi，naozhonglingguangyixian，chenjiudejiyiyongxian，yuanlai，zhongshengdaoleheshenyanlingzhengdedangtian。
qianshitatoutoupaochuququjianyexiaoyibucheng，beishenyanzhuazhu，tanaoxiuchengnu，qiangxingyaoleta。
weilezheijianshiqing，tamendachaoleyijia，lengzhan，jueshi，zuihounaodaoleshenjia，qideshenjialaotaitaizhujinleicu，zuihoumeitingguobashisuideshoudan……
tangmiaodaidaidewangzheshenyan，jiehouyushengdeqingxing，rangtayouqingbuzijindeluolei。
shenyanjiantaluolelei，meitouyichen，yanshengengjiaxili。
tadouranshangqian，qianzhizhunvrendexiaba，bochunhenhendeyaolexiaqu，chengfasideduitadefenhongbochunyaolexiaqu。
xuexingweimimanzaikouqiangli，tangmiaochitongdeqingyinyisheng。
“bieyiweizhuangchuzheifuchuchukeliandemoyang，wojiuhuifangnizou。”shenyanlengdao：“yitianshiwoderen，yibeizidoushi。”
zhenshidetengtonggan，rangtamingbai，zheibushizuomeng，shizhende，tazhongshengle。
laotianyejiletayicixindejihui，shenyanyehaihuozhe。
tadazhedanzishenchushouquqingfunanrenjingzhidemianpang。
sannianshijian，tarongmaonianqinglehenduo，meilebeitadiaonanzhemodeqiaocui，meiyousuiyuecuotuochuyanjiaowen，rujindeshenyan，guangmangwanzhang，bukeyangai。
huixiangqi，taweilezijicansi，tangmiaodexinkouyizhenfasuan。
tajiujingyouduochun，caizaochengleneiyangcanliedejumian。
qianshi，shitayouyanwuzhu，cuobalajidangbaokan，rangtacuoshileneimeduo，buguanghaidezijicanfeicansi，shenzhiyehaileshenyan。
laotianjiranjiletazheicihuigaidejihui，tayidingbunengzhongdaofuzhe。
huanzuoyiqiandetangmiao，tingdaozheiweixieyiweidehua，yidinghuinaodetianxiabudeanning。
kexianzai，tayayibuzhuxintoudehuanxi，xianzaitazhixianghaohaodetengyixiazheigenanren。
tashenxileyikouqi，taishougouzhunanrendebozi，qiangshidewenshangnanrendechun。
shenyanyijing，mianruanxiangtiandeganjue，congweixiangguotangmiaohuizhudongqinta，erpanyouxiangqile，maosideqingyin，gengrangtaxintouyizhan，“laogong，wocuole，yihouzaiyebuganle，wozaiyebuhuilikainile。”
guaiqiaodeshengyinlimawajieletadefangyu，tayanzhongdehanyijianshou。
tahenqingchu，zheishitangmiaoyouyaopiantadejiliang，kehaishiganxinbeitapian。
chenmoleyihui，dashouqingloushangtashouxuedejianshang，chenshengdao：“tangmiao，buxuzaishuahuazhaole。”
“buhuile，yihouwodexinli，yanlidouzhiyouniyige。”tangmiaoqingxujidong，shierfudebanjinbaozheta，manxinmanhuaidekuijiu。