wopazaidibanshangbeitidesiquhuolaishi，turanxiangqiyijianshi——jintianshiwoshibasuishengri。
"linqingyanigexiao**！nididideqianniyegandong！"zhoumeihuashoulinazhejimaodanzi，meiyixiadouwangwoshenshangzhaohu，"nizhibuzhidaohaoranyaoquxifu，neiershiwanshijitamaifangdeshoufu！"
woquansuozaijiaoluo，sisihuzhutoubu，"ma，womeidongneiqian，wozhendemeiyou..."
"haiganjiaobian！"yijiaotizaiwoleigushang，tengdewochadianyunguoqu，"chulenihaiyousheizhidaomima？nizheigebaiyanlang，woyangnishibanianjiushiyangletiaogou！"
chenhaoranzuozaishafashangqiaozheerlangtui，yibiankeguaziyibiankanxi，"ma，biedahuaile，denghuihaiderangtaqugongdibanzhuanzhuanqianni。"
"haoranshuodedui。"zhoumeihuatingxiashou，yinsensendidingzhewo，"mingtiankaishi，nijiubieshangxuele，qujianzhugongdiganhuo，shenmeshihouzhuangouershiwanshenmeshihouhuilai。"
我的心彻底凉了。
weilechenhaorandexuefei，wocongshisisuijiukaishidagong。cantingshuapanzi，chaoshilihuo，shenmezanghuoleihuodouganguo。haoburongyikaoshanglezhongdiangaozhong，yankanhaiyoujigeyuejiuyaogaokao，xianzaiqueyaowoqubanzhuan？
"womeiyounaqian！"wozhengzhazhepaqilai，shengyinsiya，"neiershiwanwogenbenmeipengguo！"
"haizuiying！"zhoumeihuayouyaodongshou，chenhaoranqueturanlanzhuta。
"ma，suanle。"tazoudaowomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，lianshangdaizhedeyidelengxiao，"qingyajie，shihuagaosuniba，qianshiwozijihuade。"
wodengdayanjing，buganzhixin，"shenme？"
"wonaqudubole，yiwanshangjiushuguangle。"chenhaoransongsongjian，manbuzaihu，"fanzhengnichizaoyaojiwozhuanqian，zaodianwandianyoushenmequbie？"
zhoumeihuayebuyiwai，xianranzaojiuzhidaozhenxiang，"haoranhuaqianshiyinggaide，niyigewairenpingshenmexiangshouwomenjiadeziyuan？xianzaigainihaile。"
外人？
zheigecixiangyigenzhenhenhenzhajinwoxinli。
"wobushiwairen，woshinimendenver！"wokuzhehandao。
"nver？"zhoumeihuahahadaxiao，"linqingya，nishibushiwanglezijideshenfen？nizhishiwoconggueryuanlinghuilaijihaoranzuobande，shuobailejiushigeyahuan！"
"zheixienianrangnishangxueyijingshitiandadeenci，xianzaihaoranyaojiehunle，nizheigegongjuyegaifahuizuoyongle。"
chenhaorandiandiantou，"qingyajiecongxiaojiudongshitinghua，kendingbuhuirangwoshiwangde。mingtianwojiulianxihaogongdi，niquneiliganhuo，baochibaozhu，yigeyuesanqiankuai，yaobulejinianjiunengzhuangoule。"
几年？
wokanzhetamenmuziliangyichangyihe，fangfozaitaolunyijianshangpindejiazhi，turangandaoyizhenexin。
"ruguowobuquni？"woyaozheyawendao。
"buqu？"zhoumeihualengxiao，"neijiugunchuzheigejia，kanninenghuojitian。meiyouwomen，nizaojiusizaiwaimianle，xianzaijingranhaigandingzui？"
"ma，biegentafeihuale。"chenhaoranbunaifandibaibaishou，"qingyajie，nijiulaolaoshishitinghuaba，fanzhengniyemeibiedexuanze。"
wokanzhezheiliangzhangshuxiyoumoshengdelian，xinzhongzuihouyisiwenqingchediminmie。
congxiaodaoda，woyiweizijishizheigejiadeyifenzi，yiweizhoumeihuazhendebawodangnver。wopinmingtaohaotamen，bazuihaodedouliujichenhaoran，yiweizheiyangjiunengdedaoyidiandianai。
kexianzaiwocaimingbai，wozaitamenyanliconglaidoubushiren，zhishiyigehuishuohuadezhuanqiangongju。
"hao，wodayingnimen。"wohuanhuanzhanqishen，cadiaoyanlei，"danshiwoyougetiaojian。"
"tiaojian？"zhoumeihuadengzhewo，"niyoushenmezigetitiaojian？"
"rangwobagaozhongduwan。"wokanzhetamen，yuqipingjingdekepa，"sangeyuehougaokaojieshu，wojiuqudagongzhuanqian。zheisangeyueli，wohuidalinggongbutiejiayong，juebubaichibaizhu。"
chenhaoranhezhoumeihuaduishiyiyan，sihuzaikaolvzheigetiyi。
"sangeyuetaijiule，wodehunfangdengbuleneimejiu。"chenhaoranzhoumei。
"neijiulianggeyue。"woyaoyaoya，"lianggeyuehou，wolikequgongdi，duoyitiandoubuhuidange。"
zhoumeihuasikaoleyihui，"xing，lianggeyuejiulianggeyue，danshiniyaobaozheng，zheilianggeyuemeitiandouyaodagong，yifenqiandoubunengshaojiao。"
"我保证。"
dangtianwanshang，wotangzaineigepojiudexiaofangjianli，dingzhetianhuabanshangdeshuizi，naoziliyipianhunluan。
shibanianle，wozhongyukanqinglexianshi。
zhoumeihuashouyangwo，bushiyinweishanxin，ershiyinweixuyaoyigemianfeidelaodongli。chenhaoranbawodangjiejie，bushiyinweiqinqing，ershiyinweiwohaoqifu。
zheigejia，conglaijiumeiyouwodeweizhi。
womolemozhentouxiamiandeyigexiaohezi，neilimianfangzhewozheixieniantoutouzanxiadeqian，zonggongsanqianduokuai。benlaishixiangmaigehaodiandeshubao，xianzaikanlai，zheibiqianyougengzhongyaodeyongchu。
jirantamenbubawodangrenkan，neiwoyemeibiyaojixuzhuangxiaqule。
diertianyizao，wozhaochangqichuangzuofan、dasaoweisheng，biaomianshangkanqilaihewangchangyiyangtinghua。danshiwodexinli，yijingyouleyigejihua。
yigechedigaibianmingyundejihua。
chenhaoranshuidaozhongwucaiqichuang，kandaowozaichufanglimanghuo，manyididiandiantou，"qingyajie，xiawuniquchaoshiyingpin，tingshuoneilizhengzaizhaolinshigong。"
"haode。"woguaiqiaodidaying。
"jizhule，yigeyuezhishaoyaojiaoliangqiankuaishenghuofei，buxutoulan。"
"我知道。"
chenhaoranchiwanfanjiuchumenle，shuoshiquwangbahepengyouwanyouxi。zhoumeihuayechuqule，shuoshiquzhaopengyoudamajiang。
家里就剩我一个人。
wozoujinzhoumeihuadefangjian，zaitadeshuzhuangtaichoutilifanzhaozheshenme。zheigedongzuowoyijingjihualehenjiu，jintianzhongyuyoujihuishishi。
henkuai，wozhaodaolexiangyaodedongxi——yizhangfahuangdejiuzhaopian，haiyouyigepojiudedangandai。
zhaopianshangshiyigenianqingdenvren，huailibaozheyigeyinger，beijingkanqilaixiangshiyiyuan。nvrendelianbeisidiaole，danshiyingerdemoyangqueqingxikejian。
那个婴儿，就是我。
dangandailiyoujizhangwenjian，doushiguanyushouyangshouxude。danshirangwozhenjingdeshi，shangmianxiedeshouyangriqi，hezhoumeihuagaosuwodewanquanbuyiyang。
anzhaotadeshuofa，woshiyisuideshihoubeitaconggueryuanjiehuilaide。danshiwenjianxianshi，woshigangchushengjiubeitashouyangle。
erqie，wenjianshanghaiyouyigeyiyuandeyinzhang——shizhongxinrenminyiyuan。
wodexintiaokaishijiasu。ruguowoshigangchushengjiubeishouyang，neishuomingwoyouqinshengfumu。erqiecongwenjiandexijielaikan，zheibuxiangshizhengchangdeshouyangshouxu，gengxiangshi...
买卖。
wobawenjianhezhaopianzixishouhao，ranhoujiazhuangshenmedoumeifashengguo，jixuzuojiawu。
xiawu，wozhendequlechaoshiyingpin，danshiwodemudebushidagong，ershidatingxiaoxi。
chaoshiliyougeayi，zaizheigeshequzhuleershiduonian，duizhouweideshiqingdouhenlejie。wozhuangzuosuibianliaotian，tidaoleshibanianqiandeyixieshiqing。
"shibanianqiana，neishihouzheiyidaihaiyouhenduoshiqingni。"ayiyibianzhenglihuojiayibianshuo，"tebieshineigezhoumeihua，turanjiubaohuilaiyigehaizi，shuoshishouyangde。"
"shouyangde？"wozhuangzuohaoqi，"tabushiyizhixiangyaonverma？"
"xiangyaonver？"ayixiaole，"taneigeshihouchengtianxianqinvhaizimeiyong，shuozhiyouerzicainengchuanzongjiedai。turanshouyanggenver，sheixina？"
"erqieneigehaizikanqilaijiubuxianggueryuanchulaide，bai**nende，yikanjiushiyourenjingxinzhaoguguode。"
wodexinligedengyixia，"neininjuedeneigehaizishinalilaide？"
ayisichukanlekan，ranhouyadishengyin，"wotingshuoa，shicongyiyuanbaohuilaide。jutizenmehuishibuqingchu，danshikendingbujiandan。"
从医院抱回来的？
woxiangqiledangandailideyiyuanyinzhang，xinliyouleyigekepadecaice。
dangtianwanshang，wojiekouqutushuguanzixi，shijishangquleshizhongxinrenminyiyuan。
yiyuandedanganshibushisuibiannengjinde，danshiwoyoubanfa。wozaiwangshangchadaoleyigehushideweixin，shuoshiyaochazhaoshibanianqiandechushengjilu，yuanyifufei。
neigehushiyikaishihenjingti，danshitingshuoyouqianzhuan，taidujiuruanhuale。
"nishuoderiqi，wokeyibangnichacha，danshiyaowubaikuai。"tazaiweixinlishuo。
wubaikuaiduiwolaishuoshigedashumu，danshiweilezhidaozhenxiang，woyaoyaoyadayingle。
santianhou，neigehushijiwofalaileyizhangzhaopian。
zhaopianshangshiyifenchushengzhengmingdefuyinjian，shangmianqingqingchuchudixiezhe：yingerxingming：shenqingya，fuqin：shenjianguo，muqin：lihuiping，chushengriqi：2006nian3yue15ri。
wodeshengrishi3yue15ri，danwodemingzijiaolinqingya，bushishenqingya。
这说明什么？
shuomingwozhendebushiguer，woyouqinshengfumu，erqietamenjiwoqudemingzishishenqingya，bushilinqingya。
zhoumeihuagailewodexingshi，rangwoyiweizijishitadenver。
wodeshouzaizhandou，xueyezaifeiteng。shibanianlai，woyizhizaicuowudejiatinglishenghuo，bachourendangchengleenren，babangjiafandangchenglemuqin。
neitianwanshangwocheyeweimian，yibianbiandihuixiangzhezheixieniandezhongzhongxijie。
weishenmezhoumeihuaduiwodetaiduzongshineimeqiguai，jixiangshizaizhaoguwo，youxiangshizaitifangwo？
weishenmetaconglaiburangwojiechuwaimianderen，zongshishuowaimiandeshijiehenweixian？
weishenmetazongshiqiangdiaowoshitaconggueryuanlinghuilaide，yaowoganendaide？
xianzaixianglai，zheiyiqiedoushiweileyangaizhenxiang。
tapawofaxianzijidezhenshishenfen，pawozhaodaoqinshengfumu，pashiquzheigemianfeidelaodongli。
woyaozheyazuoleyigejueding——woyaozhaodaowodeqinshengfumu。