第二章当我是什么
anmeihuazhuaizhutadegebo，pingrilideheshanxiaoshidewuyingwuzong，“luxia，biezaizhuangle，qishiniyezhidaofushaoyeyizhiduiwomenxiaoxiaoyouyisi，taaideren，yizhidoushixiaoxiao...”
“wobuxin！fuzhengdoudayingleyaoquwo，womendebaobaodoukuaichushengle...”
“haizi，bushiwode——”
jianyidichendesangyin，rangluxiaxinjianyici。
takanxiangmenkou，xiaoshiduoshidefuzhengqianzheluxiaoxiaodeshouxiangtazoulai，mouzilimanshifuza。
kanqingchuleliangrenshizhixiangkoudeshouzhishangshanyaozhedehunjie，luxiabuganzhixin，“fuzheng...nishenmeyisi？”
“shidaorujin，haiziyejijianglinpen，womenjiugennitanbaijiangleba。”
anmeihuakanzheluxiayuangugudeyundu，qingshengdao，“qishinishengrineiwan，gennishuiderenbingbushifushao，niduzilidehaizi，shigewomenwufabijiandedingjidarenwude。”
luxiakanzheanmeihuazuichunkaihe，zhijuedexueyemanmanbianliang。
“zheijinian，nibadegongsishuaibaidelihai，gupiaogengshiyidiezaidie，yankanjiuyaoxuanbupochan，kejingquanliquechuanlaixiaoxi，yourenyuanyizhifuliangyizhaorenshenghaizi，suoyi...”
“suoyi，kanzaiwodefenshang，fugegeyuanyipeihefuzhezuijiudenijinfangjian，bingchengrenzheigehaizishitade。”
luxiaoxiaokanzhexiaolianzhujiansibaideluxia，yongzuiwuhaideyuqishuozhezuicanrendehua。
luxiadailehenjiu，caizhengzhengdikanxiangfuzheng，“shizhendema？”
fuzhengminjinchun，cumeiduokaitayanshen，“...baoqian。”
“啪！”
yongjinquanlidebazhang，nanrenqingjundemianshangfuxianhongyin。
“nimenjiujingdangwoshishenme！shengyugongjuma？weileliangyi，jiukeyibubawodangchengren，buguwodeyiyuan，rangwohuaishangmoshengrendehaizi！”
leiyanmohulemianqianyizhangzhangkezengdemianpang，luxiabengkuisihan，tuikaifuzhengpaolechuqu。
tazhongyuzhidao，weishenmeduizijiyizhibijiaodanmodejimuhemeimei，huizaizijihuaiyunzheiduanshijian，zheimewuweibuzhi...
tazhongyuzhidao，weishenmezijixinglaihouhuiduineiwanhaowuzhijue，funeineimebushi...
neixietianmihewenqing，doubuguoshixianjingshangdetangguo。
tayiweizijijijiangdaodaxingfudiantang，quemeixiangdaozijishenchudiyu，shenpangquanshiemo...
qingxuchedikuisan，luxiaquemeizhuyijiaoxiadetaijie...
“嘭！”
chenzhongdeshenqujielianshuaixiahaojijie，longqidefubukezailanganchu。
jutongqinxiquanshen，luxiatengdenaoziwengming，zhijuedeshenxiayizhenchaoshi，xueyuanyuanbuduancongqundiyongchu...
“haizi！xianbaohaizia！”
zheishiluqizhengdengrenzhuichulai，zuixianshuo，yeshizhongfuzuiduodehua。
shoushushili，weilebaozhenghaizibuqueyang，tixupinxuedeluxiabeiqiangzhixingtongyilepoufuchan。
duanduanyixiaoshinei，luxiadexinbujinbeidaopikai，liantongduziyeshi。
ganshoudaoxiaoshengmingbeiyishengquzou，luxiabuguxuruodeshengzi，kujiaozhengzhadao，“biebaozouwodehaizi！”
yishenglengmodizhengkaitadeshou，“taierxintiaozhouting，baobuzhule。”
“bu...bukeneng！”luxiafenglebandezhengdong，“haiwohaizi，woyaokankanwodehaizi！”
juewang，tongku，bengkuichongposhenjing，luxiaxinzangyigeng，shenzhangdeshoubeimengdixuruanxiaqu，hunsizaileshoushutaishang。
jiancexinzangdepingmu，bozhedexiantiaosuizhe“zi”diciersheng，bianchengleyitiaomeiyourenheqifudezhixian...