“baifenbaibaoguo”，zheijuchengnuoxiangmozhou，guhuolewushuxiangwoyiyangzhengzhadekaosheng。kaoyanchengjiyichu，
wojingmingluosunshan，tianxuandizhuan。jigoukefubinglengdeshengyintongzhiwo：“ninbufuhe‘baoguo’tiaojian，
suoyouxuefeigaibutuihai。”zheibushixueshengbunuli，zheishijigoushexiadesiju。
jiangshicengguliwomen“linghuo”chulimouxiezhengming。tade“jianyi”，jiushijigoushexiadejingzhunxianjing。
01shoujipingmuliangqideneiyike，wodexinzangzhourantingtiao。yemianjiazaidebaisejindutiao，
xiangyitiaohuanmanrudongdebaisechongzi，yicuncunkenshizhewodeshenjing。wozuanzheshouji，shouxinlidehanniannishihua，
jihuyaowobuzhu。zhouweideyiqieshengyindouxiaoshile，zhishengxiawozijichenzhongdaozhaliedexintiaosheng。zhongyu，
yemiantiaozhuan。neilianggexinghongsedehanzi——“weiluqu”，xiangliangmeishaohongdeluotie，
henhenditangzaiwodeshiwangmoshang。shijiezaiwoyanqianshunjiantanta，suiliechengwushuxuanzhuandeheibaisuipian。
wosisidingzheneisangezi，huxicheditingzhi，danaoyipiankongbai。erbianwengmingzuoxiang，
wohaoxiangtingdaoleshenmedongxibeisisuideshengyin。shiwofumuyibeizidejixu，
tamenneibizhunbeiyonglaiyanglaodeguancaiben，beisisuideshengyin。wobuzhidaozijidaizuoleduojiu，zhidaoshoujizhendong，
yigemoshengdehaomatiaodongzaipingmushang。womurandijieqi。“ninhao，shilinxinvshima？
”dianhuaneitoushiyigenianqingnvrendeshengyin，yudiaojixie，meiyouyisiwendu。
“woshi‘qihangweilai’kaoyandekefu。xitongchaxundaonindekaoyanchushichengjiweitongguo，womenduicibiaoshiyihan。
”wodehoulonggansefajin，yigezidoushuobuchulai。“tongshi，xitonghoutaishujuxianshi，
ninzaixieyiqineiweimanzu‘quanchengdaka’yiji‘zuoyetijiaolv95%’dengtiaokuan，
genjuninqianshude‘zhizunbaoguoxieyi’di7tiaodi3kuan，ninbufuhetuifeitiaojian，suoyouxuefeigaibutuihai。
”“shenme？”womengdihuiguoshen，shengyinshayadebuxiangzijide，“nishuoshenme？butuikuan？
”kefudeyuqilidaishangleyisibunaifan：“shide，linnvshi，xieyilibaizhiheizixiedehenqingchu。
”“keshi……keshidakawoshibuguode！zuoyewoyeshijiaolede！”wojiqiedibianjie，
shengyinbushoukongzhidibagao。“xitongjiluxianshi，ninyouduodaershisancidedakajiluweihouqijizhongbuqian，
zheibufuhe‘quanchenganshidaka’deguiding。lingwai，nindezhengzhilunshutiyousicitijiaojiluweikongbaiwendang，
zheibujiruyouxiaotijiao，yincizuoyetijiaolvjinwei91.3%，diyu95%debiaozhun。
”tabaochudeshuzijingzhundekepa，meiyigezidouxiangyibabinglengdezhuizi，zhajinwodexinzang。
wodanaoyipianhongming。guaduandianhua，wojihushishoujiaobingyongdipadaoshuzhuoqian，
congyiduifuxiziliaodixiafanchuleneifenyongwoquanjiaxuehanqianhuanlaide“zhizunbaoguoxieyi”。bobojiyezhi，
cikequezhongdewojihunabuqilai。xieyishangmimimamadetiaokuan，xiangyizhangzaojiuzhihaodejingmibushouwang，
erwojiushineizhiyitouzhajinqudechunhuo。diqitiaodisankuan，jiacudeziti，
qingxidiluoliezheshijixiangbuyutuikuande“weigui”tiaojian。meiyige“weigui”dian，
doujingzhundimingzhonglewoziyiweishideneixie“xiaocongming”。wodemuguangninggule。naohaili，
yigewenheruyadeshenyingfuxianchulai。shijigoudemingxingjiangshi，zhangyuan。wozuichongbaide，
beisuoyoukaoshengfengwei“kaoyanlushangdezhilumingdeng”dezhangyuanlaoshi。woqingchudijide，
zaiyicichongcijieduandexianshangzhibokeshang，taduizhepingmushangwanmingxuesheng，
daizheyizhongdongxiyiqiedeweixiaoshuo：“tongxuemen，wozhidaodajiaxianzaiyalihenda，shijianhenbaogui。
youxiexingshishangdedongxi，zanmenkeyi‘linghuo’yidianma。”“biruneigedaka，shuoshihua，
jigoushezhitazhishiweileducudajia，danruguonatianwangle，huozhetaileile，
meibiyaoweilezheigeyingxiangfuxijiezou。zanmenyoubukadejihui，bushima？jizhongchuliyixia，
shengxialaideshijianduobeilianggedanci，buxiangma？”“haiyouzuoye，youqishineixiekaifangxingdelunshuti，
laoshikanzhongdeshinimendesilu，bushizishu。youshihoumeishijianxiewan，xiantijiaoyigewendangzhanshangweizhi，
bimianxitongpandingnichijiaokoufen，houmianyoukonglezaimanmanwanshanma。zhongzailijie，
bierang**shufulenimendexiaolv。”dangshi，liaotianqulimanpingdoushi“zhanglaoshiyyds！
”“taititiele！”“tingjunyixihua，shengdushinianshu！”。woyeyiyang，
batashuodemeiyigezidoudangchengjinkeyulv。woyiweizheishiqianbeidejingyanzhitan，
shitixuwomenkaoshengde“gaoqingshang”biaoxian。woyiweiwozhaodaolexuexide“jiejing”。kexianzai，
zheixie“linghuo”dejianyi，bupianbuyi，zhenghaoduiyinglexieyilimeiyitiao“wei…gui…xing…wei”！
yiguhanyicongwodejizhuigufenglimengdicuanqi，shunjianchuanbiansizhibaihai。
neizhongbeisheji、beiwannong、beidangchengshaziyiyangxishuadechirugan，
biluobangbenshendailaidedajihaiyaochenzhongqianbaibei。wogandaobeizijizuixinrenderen，congbeihouhenhentongleyidao，
daorenshanghaicuimanlejudu。“a——！”wozaiyeyizhibuzhu，houlonglibaofachuyeshoubantongkudesihou。
zheibushiwoyigerendenulibaifeile，zheishiwoquanjiadexiwangbengtale，
zheishiwosuoyouguzhuyizhidexinrenbeichedibeipanle！wotanzuozaibinglengdemudibanshang，sisizhuazheneifenxieyi，
zhijiayinweiyonglierfanbaiduanlie。qiangshang，haitiezheneizhangwocongjigouxuanchuanceshangjianxialaidehaibao。haibaoshang，
zhangyuanlaoshichuanzhejiancaidetidexizhuang，xiaorongwenhe，yanshenzhencheng，beijingshisigedazi——“xinlaizhixuan”。
cike，neizhangcengrangwogandaowubianxinheguwudexiaolian，zaiwoyanzhong，quezhengningrumogui。yuanlai，
“linghuo”shitongwangshenyuandeweiyijiejing。erta，jiushineigeweixiaozhe，qinshoubawotuixiaquderen。wotaiqitou，
juewangdikanzhetianhuaban。guntangdeleishuicongyanjiaohualuo，zhuoshaozhewodepifu。danzaiwoxinli，
yicuweiruodehuomiao，quezaiwujindeheianhebinglengzhong，beizheitaotiandefennuhequrudianranle。tajiao，fuchou。
02diertian，wodingzheyishuanghongzhongdeyanjing，botonglejigoudetousuzhuanxian。wobixuzaishiyici，
napazhiyouwanfenzhiyidexiwang，woyebunengfangqiwobamadexuehanqian。dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi。“ninhao，
qihangweilai。”haishineizhonghaowuganqingdeyudiao。woqiangrenzheshengyinlidezhandou，
jinkenengtiaoliqingxidixushuwodeqingkuang，zhongdianqiangdiaoleshizhangyuanlaoshidejianyiyindaowozheimezuode。“linnvshi，
wolijienindexinqing，danshi……”dianhuaneitoudenanrenqingleqingsangzi，yuqilitouzheyigujugaolinxiadefuyan。
“zhangyuanlaoshizuoweiwomenjigoudezishenjiangshi，tadejiaoxuejianyishicongpubiandexuexiguilvchufa，
mudeshiweiletigaodajiadexuexixiaolv。ninkenengduitadehuayousuowujie。”“wowujie？
”wodehuoqi“cheng”diyixiajiushanglaile，“taqinkoushuo‘keyilinghuochuli’，‘jizhongbuka’，
‘xiantijiaozhanweizhi’，jiwanmingxueshengdoutingdaole！zheinandaohaiyoudierzhongjieshima？
”“laoshidejianyijingongcankao，zuizhongdezhixingbiaozhunhaishiyaoyininqianshudexieyiweizhun。baizhiheizi，
juyoufalvxiaoli，ninqianzideshihoujiuyinggaiqingchuzheiyidian。”duifangdeyuqikaishibiandebinglengerqiangying。
“erqie，ninyourenhezhengjuzhengmingshizhanglaoshiqinkouyindaoningerenzheimezuodema？youluyinhaishiyouliaotianjilu？
ruguomeiyou，neinindezhikongjiushuyudanfangmianyice，womenwufacaina。”tadehuaxiangyijizhongchui，
henhenzazaiwoxiongkou，zasuilewoxinzhongzuihouyisibuqieshijidehuanxiang。zhengju？woshangnaquzhaozhengju？
zhibokedeneirongzaojiuwufahuikan，sheiyouhuixiangdaoquduizijichongbaidelaoshishuodemeiyijuhuadoujinxingluyin？
tamenzaojiubayiqiedousuanjihaole。“zheiweitongxue，”nanrendeshengyinlidaishangleyisixianeryijiandejifeng，
“kaoyanshibaibushishijiemori，danbazijideshibaiguijiuyubieren，shiyizhonghenbuchengshudexingwei。chengnianrenle，
yaoxuehuiweizijidexuanzefuze。yuqizaizheilihujiaomanchan，buruhaohaofansiyixiazijidewenti。
”“du…du…du…”dianhuabeiwuqingdiguaduan。wowozheshouji，hunshendouzaifadou，bushiyinweileng，
shiyinweiqi。neizhongbeichedixiuru、beidangchengyigewuliqunaodexiaochouduidaideganjue，rangwojiyuzuoou。
yuanlaizaitamenyanli，womenzheixiejiaolejuexuefeidekaosheng，yidanshiqulejiazhi，
jiuchenglekeyisuiyidafahechaonongdelaji。bu，wobunengjiuzheimesuanle。
wodiankaineigejiangjinwubairendekaoyanjiaoliuqun，zheigequnshidangchubaobanshijigoujiande，
xianzaiyijingchenglegezhongxiaodaoxiaoxiheqingxuxuanxiedejisandi。woshenxiyikouqi，
zhandouzhedaxiayixingzi：“youmeiyoubaole‘zhizunbaoguoban’meikaoshang，
youbeijigouyi‘weigui’weiyoujujuetuikuandetongxue？”xiaoxifachuqu，xiangshichendahai，bantianmeiyouhuiying。
qunlidabufenrendouzaitaolunfushihediaoji，yipianxiqiyangyang。wodewentijiazaiqizhong，xiandeneimebuheshiyi，
neimeciyan。yizhongjudadeguduganhewuliganjiangwoyanmei。jiuzaiwozhunbeifangqi，
yiweizijishiweiyidedaomeidanshi，yigetouxiangshigeheisedaimakuaideidturanmaolechulai。
“daimakuangren”：“wo。tamenshuowodakacishubugou。”jinjiezhe，youyoujigerenxiaoxinyiyidifuhe。
“huakaibanxia”：“woyeshi，shuowozuoyetijiaowanle。”“zhuifengshaonian”：“+1，liyouyimoyiyang。
kefuhaibawojiduileyidun，qisiwole！”wodexinmengdiyitiao。guoranbushigeli！jiuzaizheishi，
“daimakuangren”turanshuaichuleyizhangjietu。neishiyiduanyinpinwenjiandebofangjiemian，
wenjianmingheranshi：“zhangyuan-chongcijiqiao-linghuobiantong.mp3”。tafaletiaoxiaoxi：“zheige，
nimentingguoma？”qunlishunjianzhale。“**！zheibushizhanglaoshineicijiangzuoshuodema？”“duiduidui！
jiushitarangwomen‘linghuo’yidiande！”“wojiushitingletadehuacaijizhongbukade！yuanlaibuzhiwoyige！
”kanzhepingmushangyitiaotiaofennudekongsu，woganjuezijidongjiangdexueyezhongyukaishizhongxinliudong。
wobushiyigerenzaizhandou。wolikediankai“daimakuangren”detouxiang，faqulehaoyoushenqing。shenqingmiaoguo。
womeiyoufeihua，zhijiekaimenjianshan：“nihao，woshilinxi。guanyujigoujubutuikuandeshi，
wohuaiyizheibushiouran，ershiyigezhenduiwomensuoyou‘baoguoban’xueyuandepianju。”duifangchenmolepianke，
huifudeyuqidaizheyisijingti：“zenmeshuo？
”wojiangwodejingli、woduizhangyuanlaoshidehuaiyi、yijineifenchuchushixianjingdexieyi，hepantuochu。
“……wohuaiyi，zhangyuanjiushijigouanchazaiwomenzhongjiande‘neigui’，taneixiesuoweide‘linghuojianyi’，
jiushiweileyoudaowomen‘weigui’，haorangtamenyouliyoumingzhengyanshunditundiaowomendexuefei。”zheici，
duifangdehuifukuailehenduo，zilixingjiandaizheyayibuzhudezhenjinghefennu。“wojiaochenhao，jisuanjixide。
wodangshijiujuedebuduijing，danmeinifenxidezheimetou。ruguozhenshizheiyang，neizheibangrenyetaitamadeheile！
”“tamenjiushihei！”wodazideshouzhidouzaidou，“suoyiwomenbunengjiuzheimesuanle，womenbixufanji！
”“fanji？zenmefanji？womenmeiquanmeishi，renjiayoufawutuandui，yougongguantuandui，womennashenmegentamendou？
”chenhaodeyuqitouzheyigujishuzhaiteyoudebeiguanhelixing。“womenyouzhenxiang。”wodingzhepingmu，
yiziyijudiqiaoxia，“womenhaiyou……gengduodeshouhaizhe。zhiyaowomennengbasuoyoubeipianderendoutuanjieqilai，
womenjiushiyigubukehushideliliang。”shoujineitou，chenhaojiujiumeiyouhuifu。
jiuzaiwoyiweitatuisuoledeshihou，pingmushangtiaochuyitiaoxinxiaoxi。“hao。**le。”“woshixuejisuanjide，
tamenfuwuqilidedongxi，huoxu……wokeyishishi。”kanzhezheijuhua，wodeyanqianfangfoliangqileyidaoguang。
yidaozaijuewangdeshenyuanli，weiruo，quewubijiandingdeguang。03wohechenhaodelianmeng，zaineigeshenyezhengshichengli。
womenyueding，youwofuzelianluogengduozaiqunlifaguolaosaodeshouhaizhe，
shoujitamende“weigui”jiluhegushi；youchenhaofuzejishucengmian，
changshicongjigoudewangzhan、appdenggongkaiqudao，wajuerenheyouyongdeshuzihenji。womendemimixingdong，
xiangzaiheianzhongqianxingdeliangzhigulang。raner，womenhaishidiguleduishoudejingtixinghexingdongli。diertianyizao，
wozaicidiankaineigekaoyanjiaoliuqunshi，xinmengdichenlexiaqu。
qungonggaoherangengxinleyitiao：“weiweihulianghaodejiaoliuhuanjing，jinzhifabuyuxuexiwuguandefumianxinxi，
weizhejiangbeiyichuqunliao。”zuowansuoyouguanyu“tuifeinan”detaolun，baokuochenhaofadeneizhangyinpinjietu，
quandoubeiqinglideganganjingjing，fangfocongweicunzaiguo。jigezuowanfayanzuijiliedetongxue，
idyijingbianchenglehuise，xianshi“yibeiqunzhuyichuqunliao”。yiguliangyipashangwodebeiji。
jigoudefanyingtaikuaile，kuaidaobuzhengchang。zheishuomingtamenbujinxinxu，
erqieneibuyouyitaojiqigaoxiaodeyuqingjiankonghechulijizhi。woganjinjichenhaofaxiaoxi，taneibiandeqingkuanggengzao。
“wozuowanshouzangdejigeyouzhangyuan‘linghuolun’dekechenghuifanglianjie，jintianquandoushixiaole。
wofabudejigeguanyu‘baoguobanxianjing’detiezi，zaigedakaoyanluntanhetiebali，
jihushifachuqujiubeimiaoshan。”tafalaiyigewunaidebiaoqing。“tamendewangluogongguannengli，
biwoxiangxiangdeyaoqiangdeduo。”jinjiezhe，wodeshoujishoudaoyitiaonimingduanxin，zhiyouyigeshoujihao，
meiyourenhewenzi。woyouyuleyixia，haishiyongbeiyongshoujidaleguoqu。dianhuajietong，
duimianshiyigejingguochulide，tingbuchunannvdedianziyin。“linxitongxueshiba？”wodexintiaolouleyipai。
“biezaiwangshangluanshuohua。nijiazhuzaina，fumuzainashangban，womendouqingchu。
kaoyanshibaiyijinggourangnibamacaoxinle，biezaijitamentianmafan，zihuiqiancheng。”shengyinbudairenheganqing，
quemeiyigezidouxiangdushedexinzi，tianshizhewozuicuiruoderuanlei。kongjuxiangyizhibinglengdeshou，
jinjinzuanzhulewodexinzang。tamenbujinzhidaowoshishei，haizhidaowodejiatingxinxi！
zheiyijingbushijiandandeshangyejiufenle，zheishi**luodeweixie！woguaduandianhua，hunshenbingleng，
yizhongqiansuoweiyoudewuliganhekongjuxijuanlewo。wozhishiyigeputongxuesheng，
wonashenmequduikangyigezuzhiyanmi、shouduanhenla，shenzhikenengsheheidepangdajigou？fangqima？
jiuzheimerangtamentundiaowobamadeyanglaoqian，haiyaobeitamenxiangcaisiyizhimayiyiyangweixiehechaonong？bu！
wobuneng！woyueshihaipa，xinlideneiguhenjingjiuyueshibeijifachulai。jiuzaiwobinlinbengkuizhiji，
chenhaodexiaoxizaicichuanlai，daizheyisixingfen。“wofaxianleyigedongxi！nikuaikan！
”tafalaiyigeyinzangdejishendewangzhilianjie。wozhandouzheshoudiankai，
liulanqitiaozhuandaoyigekanqilaixiangshijigouneibuceshiyongdeyemian，
biaotishi——《“zhizunbaoguo”xueyuanbujiujihua（v3.5ban）》。wopingzhuhuxi，
yixingyixingdiwangxiakan。tiaokuanxiedejiqifuza，raolairaoqu，
yige：ruguoxueyuanyinweigerencaozuoshiwu（birudaka、zuoyedengwenti）daozhibufuhe“baoguo”tuifeitiaojian，
jigoubenzhe“renwenguanhuai”deyuanze，tigongyige“bujiu”jihui。xueyuankeyiqianshuzheifenbuchongxieyi，
jinru“ercichongci”jieduan。danqiantishi，bixumanzuyixiliejinhubiantaidegaobiaozhun，biru，
“zaihouxusanciquanzhenmonikaozhong，zongfenpaimingbixulianxujinruqian10%”，
yiji“zhuanyekedankechengjitisheng30%yishang”。erzuiguanjiandeshizuihouyijuhua。“qianshubenbujiujihua，
xuewaijiaona‘teshufudaofei’renminbiyiwanjiuqianbabaiyuan。”womengdicongyizishangzhanleqilai，
xiongkoujuliediqifu。wozhongyumingbaile！wozhongyumingbaizhenggepianjudewanzhengbihuanle！diyibu，
yong“baifenbaibaoguo”dexuetou，pianwomenqianxiazhuxieyi。dierbu，you“neigui”zhangyuanchuma，
yong“linghuochuli”detangyipaodan，youdaowomen“zhudongweigui”。disanbu，zaiwomenluobanghou，
yongxieyitiaokuankazhuwomen，jujuetuifei。disibu，zaiwomenjuewangzhiji，paochuzheigesuoweide“bujiujihua”，
jinxingercishouge！tamengenbenjiubushibenzhetuifeilaide，tamencongyikaishijiumeidasuantuiyifenqian！
womende“weigui”，qiaqiashitamenshejihaodeshengcaizhidao！zhangyuande“linghuo”，jiushibawomencongyigekeng，
jingzhundichuaijinlingyigegengshendekenglideneizhijiao！yanqianfangfojiekaileyizuojudabingshandeyijiao，
luchuledixianeizhengning、lengxue、tanlandaojizhidezhenshimianmao。wodefennubuzaishidanchundejuewang，
ershihunhelebeiyunongdequruhedongxizhenxiangdeqingxing。wowojinquantou，zhijieyinweiyongliergegezuoxiang。
“wangbadan……”wocongyafenglijichuzheisangezi。wofashi，woyidingyaobatamenzheishenweishandehuapi，
dangzhesuoyourendemian，yipianyipiandisixialai！04wohechenhaodouyishidao，
zheige“bujiujihua”shibizhuxieyigengedu、yegenghexindezhengju。
tazhengminglejigouduixueyuan“weigui”zheijianshi，shiyouyuan、youzuzhide。danguangyouzheigehaibugou，
tazhinengzhengmingjigoutanlan，haiwufajiangmaotouzhizhizhangyuan。“wobixuzailianxiyicizhangyuan。”woduichenhaoshuo。
“nifengle？tamengangweixieguoni！”chenhaozaidianhuaneitoushishengjiaodao。“jiushiyaorangtamenjuedewopale，
wozoutouwulule，zhinenghuitouqiutamen，tamencaihuifangsongjingti。”wodeshengyinyichangpingjing。
“woyaorangtaqinkouchengren，tazhidaozheige‘bujiujihua’，shenzhi，tajiushituijianwomenquqianzheigejihuaderen。
”zaichenhaodejishuzhichixia，wojiwodeshoujianzhuangleyigejueduikekaodetonghualuyinruanjian。
wozhaodaozhangyuandesirenweixin——neishidangchutazuowei“youxiuxueyuandaoshi”zhudongtianjiawode。woshenxiyikouqi，
kaishibianjixinxi。womeiyouzhiwen，meiyoufennu，
wobazijiweizhuangchengyigechedibeidakua、tianzhendaoyuchundeshouhaizhe。“zhanglaoshi，duibuqidaraonin。
wo……wokaoyanshibaile。jigoushuowoweiguile，bujituifei，
wobamadeqian……wozhendebuzhidaogaizenmebanle，wohaojuewang，laoshi，ninnengbangbangwoma？”wozizhenjuzhuo，
meiyigezidoutouzhewuzhuheaiqiu。woshenzhipeishangleyigeliuleidebiaoqing。fachuquhou，shimanzhangdedengdai。
meiyifenmeiyimiaodouxiangkuxing。sangexiaoshihou，zhangyuandetouxiangzhongyutiaodongleyixia。huifujianduanerbingleng，
xiangyikuaimeiyouwendudeshitou。“tongxue，xuexishizijideshi。wotigongdezhishifangfalun，
shijianhaishiyaokaogeren。”wodexinchenlexiaqu。taxiangpieqingguanxi。womeiyoufangqi，
jixuyongbeiweideyuqiaiqiu：“keshilaoshi，
wozhendeshitinglenindejianyicai……jigouxianzaizhuazhuneixiedakahezuoyedewentibufang，wozhendezoutouwulule。
ninneimeshoujigouqizhong，ninnengbunengbangwoshuojuhua？huozhe，gaosuwohaiyoumeiyoubiedebanfa？”zheici，
tahuifudehenkuai。“ruguolianzuijibendexieyitiaokuandouwufazunshou，neiyeshininzijidewenti。”jinjiezhe，
tayoubuleyiju，zheijuhua，chedidianranlewoxinzhongsuoyoudeweizhuang。“nianqingren，
biezongbazijideshibaiguijiuyubieren。shijieshihen‘linghuo’de，
danbushimeigerendounengjiayudelezheifen‘linghuo’。”wodingzheneijuhua，hunshendexueyefangfoshunjianninggu，
ranhouyouhongranfeiteng。gaogaozaishangdemieshi。haobuyanshidechaofeng。tagenbenmeibawodangchengtajiaoguodexuesheng，
zaitayanli，wozhishiyigebeitade“zhihui”qingsongshougedechunhuo，yigehuogaibeipiandebendan。
tashenzhizaixiangshouzheizhongzhilishangdeyouyuegan，xiangshouzheizhongwannongbierenmingyunyuguzhangzhishangde**。
“haoyige‘linghuo’，haoyige‘jiayu’！”womengdijiangshoujishuaizaichuangshang，
xiongkouyinweijizhidefennuerjulieqifu，yachiyaodegezhizuoxiang。yankuangliyongshangguntangdeyeti，
danwomeiyourangtaliuxialai。kuyoushenmeyong？woyaotaxiaobuchulai！wojianqishouji，botongletadeweixinyuyin。
tajuranjiele。“linxitongxue，haiyoushenmeshima？wohenmang。”tadeshengyinhaihezhibokeshangyiyang，wenhe，
cixing，danciketingzaiwoerli，quechongmanlelingrenzuooudeweishan。“zhanglaoshi，
”wonulirangzijideshengyintingqilaidaizhekuqianghezuihouyisixiwang，“wozhendezhidaocuole，
wobugaijinintianmafan。wojiushixiangwenwen，wozheizhongqingkuang，haiyoumeiyoukeneng……bujiuyixia？
wotingshuojigouhaoxiangyoushenme……buchongtiaokuan？”woguyibahuashuodehanhu，xiangshizaishitan。
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao。“e？nicongnatingshuode？”tadeyuqilitouzheyisibuyichaれませんdejingjue。
“wo……wozaiqunlitingbiedetongxuetileyizui，dantamenyeshuobuqingchu。laoshi，ninshineibuderen，
ninkendingzhidao。qiuqiuninle，zhiyaonengbaqiannahuilaiyibufen，rangwozuoshenmedouxing！”wobazitaifangdejidi。
zhangyuansihufangsonglejingti，qingxiaoleyisheng，neixiaoshenglichongmanlechengnianrenduixiaohaizidekuanronghelianmin。
“nizheihaizi，jiushitaitianzhen。haoba，kannizheimekelian，wojinizhitiaolu。”laile！
“womenjigouqueshiyouyige‘ercichongci’dejihua，
shizhenduinizheizhongyouqianlidanyinweiyixie‘xiaoshiwu’ermeidabiaodetongxue。nizhudongqulianxinidejiaowulaoshi，
jiushuonixiangshenqing‘bujiujihua’，tamenhuigaosunijutiliuchengde。”“buguowodetixingni，
”tadeshengyinyadileyixie，daizheyizhong“wozheishizaibangni”deqinqiegan，“neigejihuayaoqiuhengaode，
dangran，feiyongyebudi。nizijikaolvqingchu。bijing，nengyongqianjiejuedewenti，doubusuanwenti，bushima？
”“nengyongqianjiejuedewenti，doubusuanwenti……”wonannandizhongfuzhezheijuhua，
zuilifanqiyigutiexiubandexingtian。woguaduandianhua，likejiangneiduanwanzhengde，qingxiwubideluyin，
fajilechenhao。chenhaohuilewosangezi：“tasidingle。”shia。tasidingle。
woyaorangtaweitakouzhongneifengaogaozaishangde“linghuo”，fuchutagenbenjiayubuqidedaijia。
05gujunfenzhandeganjuetaikepale。jigoudeweixiexiangyituanyinyunlongzhaozaiwotouding，
wohechenhaoshoujidaodezhengju，suiranzaiwomenkanlaiyijingzugouzhenhan，danwomendouqingchu，
jinpingwomenlianggexueshengdeliliang，xiangbazheixiedongxidijiaodaonengyichuidingyindedifang，nanrudengtian。
“womenxuyaomeiti。”shenyedeshipintonghuali，wokanzhepingmushangchenhaopibeidanyijiuzhuanzhudelian，
shengyinyinweijuejueerxiandeyouxiesiya。“womenxuyaoyigenengbazheijianshitongchuquderen，
yigenengrangzheijianshibeiquanshehuikandaoderen。”chenhaomeitoujinsuo：“meiti？tanherongyi。womenzheidianshi，
zairenjiayanlikenengjiushigeputongdexiaofeijiufen。meiyouzugoufenliangdebaodian，meirenhuiliwomen。
”“youbaodiande。”wodemuguangluozaidiannaopingmushang，neilishichenhaoganggangzuohaodeyifenshujufenxibaogao。
tongguoduijigouguanwang、appxiazaishuju、yijigedashejiaopingtaiyonghupinglundejiaochafenxi，
chenhaofaxianleyigejingrendeguilv：jinbannianlai，suoyoutousu“baoguoban”butuifeideyonghu，
ipdizhigaodujizhongzaijigeersanxianchengshi；tamendebaobanshijian，pubianbiqitaxueyuanwanyidaolianggeyue，
qiahaoshikaoyanchongciqi；gengguanjiandeshi，tamenzhongchaoguo80%deren，zaibaobanqianderuxueceshizhong，
chengjidouchuyuzhongxiayou。“tamenbushizaisuijizhapian。”wozhizhepingmushangdeshuju，yiziyijudishuo，
“tamenshizailiyongdashujujingzhunshaixuan！
shaixuanchuwomenzheixiejiajingyiban、jichujiaoruo、kewangtongguokaoyangaibianmingyun，
youyinweishijianjinpoerzuirongyijiaolv、zuirongyixiangxin‘jiejing’de‘gaowei’xuesheng！”“ranhou，
”wojieshangchenhaodefenxi，“youzhangyuanzheige‘neigui’，duiwomenjinxingjingzhunde‘huashuyoudao’，
rangwomenxinganqingyuandizoujintamenshejihaodexianjing。zheibushixiaofeijiufen，
zheishixitongxingde、chengxuhuade、liyongxinxibuduidengjinxingdexinxingjingzhunzhapian！
”chenhaodaoxiyikouliangqi：“**……zheibangchusheng！”“suoyi，zheizugouchengweiyigebaodianle。
”woguandiaobaogao，naohailifuxianchuyigemingzi。liwei。yimingzishendediaochajizhe。jigeyueqian，
wocengzaiwangshangkanguotaxiedeyipianshendubaodao，
jielulemouzhumingk12jiaoyujigoude“zhaoshengneijuan”he“fanmaijiaolv”dexingyeluanxiang。
tadebifengxilirudao，luojiyanmi，ganyuxiangpangdadezibenjiaoban。zheizhengshiwoxuyaoderen。
wozaiweiboshangsousuodaoliweiderenzhengzhanghao，tadejianjiexiezhe：“zhizhuixunshishi，zhifuwuliangzhi。
”wodingzheneixingzikanlehenjiu，ranhoukaishidazi。womeiyouxieyipianshengleijuxiadekongsuxin。
woxieleyifengtiaoliqingxideshijianchenshuyoujian。youjianli，
zaoyu、jigoudeweixie、zhangyuandeluyin、yijichenhaozuochudeneifendashujushaixuan“gaowei”xueshengdefenxibaogao。
wojiangsuoyouhexinzhengju，baokuoneifen“bujiujihua”dejietuhezhangyuandeluyinwenjian，doudabaochengjiamifujian，
yibingfasongguoqu。youjiandezuihou，woxiedao：“lijizhe，womenzhidaoninhenmang，
yezhidaoninmeitianhuishoudaowushuqiuzhu。womenbugansheqiuninyidingnengbangzhuwomen，
danwomenkenqingninnenghuashifenzhongshijian，kanyikanzheixiezhengju。zheibeihou，
kenengguanxidaochengqianshangwangehewomenyiyang，bei‘baoguo’chengnuozhaganzuihouyidixuedejiating。
ruguoliannindouwufaweiwomenfasheng，womenbuzhidaohainengxiangxinshei。”dianjifasongdeneiyike，
wodexinzangjihuyaoconghoulonglitiaochulai。zheishiwodushangdezuihouyizhangdipai。dengdaihuifudemeiyifenzhong，
douxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。wozuolibuan，zaixiaoxiaodechuzuwulilaihuiduobu，yibianbiandishuaxinyouxiang。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaojuewangdeshihou，shoujipingmuliangle。shiweibosixin。laiziliwei。“tongxue，
nifadeyoujianwokanle。limiandexinxihenzhongyao，fangbiandianhualiaoliaoma？”wokandaoneixingzi，
yanleishunjianjiuyonglechulai。wolikebotongletaliuxiadehaoma。dianhuaneitou，shiyigechenwen、ganliandenvsheng。