第四章
“haozhizhi，wobuzhidaoniduiwozheimehao，jingdasuanbajingangxinfadangzuowomendexinhuncailizengjiwo，woyulingershanglianghaole，tayuanyizuoceshi，zhiyaonidiantou，womenhaiheyiqianyiyang，xiangbandaolao。”
tayancizhenzhi，muguangzhongbaohanshenqing，meiyijuhuadoutouzhekenqiezhiyi，yaobushiwozhidaohuoqishichongzhejingangxinfalaidewojiuxinle。
wodaoyaokankanhuoqiweilejingangxinfanengzuodaonayibu，kankantadeaiyouduomekexiao。
“e～shima？keshiwobuxihuanhebierengongshiyifuzenmebanni？yaobunibalingersonghuimiaojiangba，haobuhao？”
woxinongdekanzhehuoqi，taguoranlianseyibian，danshiyoumeiyoufazuochulai。
“zhizhi，lingershengxingdanchun，nianjiyexiao，zhiqianzaixinghuafangshitabudongshi，wobaozhengnijialaihuofuyihoulingerbuhuizhaonimafan，woyehuizhanzainizheiyibian。”
haoyigewohuizhanzainizheiyibian，fangfozhiqianneijububeiaidecaishixiaosanbushitahuoqishuode。
“neijiumeibanfale，wozheirenxinyanxiao，yanjinglimianrongbudeshazi。”woyilianchaoxiaodedingzhehuoqi，tanabuchushoudeai，wohenbudetushangyikoutan。
“shenxizhi，nibuyaotaiguofenle，wobahuojiazhumudeweizhixujini，duiniyishirenzhiyijin，yegouweiqulingerle，niweiheyaochuchuzhuazhetabufang？wocongqianzenmebuzhidaonirucixiaoxinyan。”
huoqikanwobuchitaneitao，jile，luchulezhenmianmu。
wodingzhehuoqi，xiangshishijinian，wozhidaotashengdeyibiaotangtang，yibiaorencaidewaibiaoxia，zangzhedequeshiyikelantoulede、sanfazheechoudexin。
“wozhuazhetabufang？shuodaodi，batalajinlaiderenbushinima？bushinibatadaidaozhongyuanma？jinrinitichuzhongxinjieqin，nandaobushichongzhejingangxinfaguolaidema？nideqingyoujifenzhenjifenjianixinliqingchudehen。”
wozhijiechuopolehuoqichouedezuilian，danghuangyanbeiwuqingchuoposhi，huoqidebiaoqingshunjianniuqu，tamianhongerchi，etouqingjinbaoqi，ehenhendeduiwoshuo：“niyiweinijinrijujuewole，hainengjiadechuquma？jingchengzhineiwurenbuzhishenhuoliangjiajieqinyijiu，nizixiaobianhewodaizaiyiqi，rujinhunyuequxiao，sheijiahuiquyigemingshengyouwentidenvzi。”
“我敢”
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lairirenshenzitingbarusong，jianmeixingmu，mianronggangyizhongtouzhejunlang，meiyibudoudaizheguoganyujianyi，fangfonengchongpoyiqiejiannanxianzu，shiyingyongwuweidehuashen。
shilucheng，tabeihuangdipaiqugongdabianjiang，shoufubianchui。
tazhangdale，biangaole，gengyingjunle，zaiyebushixiaoshihougenzaiwohoumiantaoyaogaodiandebitichong。
“shenguniangxingqinghaoshuang，ganaiganhen，jinriyijianguoranruci，bingfeilangdexuming，zaixialucheng，yangmushenguniangxujiu。”
luchengdingzhehuoqi，shuochulezheifanhua。
huoqibeiwo**debenlaijiunuhuozhongshao，zhijiechuyanfengcilucheng：“shenluliangjiazaoyibuzailaiwang，erqieyinyoubuhe，niyihuijingzhongbianlaishenjia，baobuqiyeshibenzhejingangxinfalaide。”
“huogongziciyanchayi，wocifanqianlai，shitingshuoshenhuoliangjiahunyuequxiao，laixiangshen**biaoshiwodexinyide，kuangqiewowugonggaoqiang，buxuyaoxinjingyikezaizhanchangshangchongfengshadi，yiyidibai。”
huoqimanlianbuxin，jixuzhiyi：“zheimeshuo，nidangzhenshiweishenxizhierlaide”
“ziran，tianxianvziqianwan，wozhixinyueyushen**yiren”shuowan，luchengbianshenqingdedingzhewo，yuwoduishi。
huoqijianzhuang，mingbaiwohetayebukenengzaizhongxinyiqinle，youjidanlujiadeshili，luchengdeshenshou，bianqichongchongdelikaileshenfu。