第3章

yushi,wochangchangjuedezijishichuanyuenvzhongdebailei。

bijingxiaoshuolidechuanyuenv,yaomebeixinaizhirenpengzaishouxin,yaomeshidanvzhu,zaigudaigaoshiye,lingzhongnanzhuguamuxiangkan。

可我却一无是处。

woqianshiyeshigeputongdeshangbanzu,chuanyuedaogudaiyemeiyoujinshouzhi。

wobuhuizuoshengyi,yemeiyourangshenbiannanzidouaiwodenengli,genlelusiyanzheimeduonian,yijiushigemeimingmeifendetongfang。

womeiyouxinfu,congwojinfudeneiyike,shenbianjiuquanshilusiyanderen,wodeyijuyidong,tamendouhuixiangtabaogao。

kongpajiangwodegushixiechengyibenshu,douhuiyoubushaoduzhezhizewoshigewonangfei。

danshizheigeshijiejiushizheiyangde,zheibushigeshuangwenshijie,queshigeshaoyoubushen,jiuhuimeimingdeshijie。

shenzhi,ruguolusiyanxinqingbuhao,jiukeyishalewo。

youshihou,woyehuixiang,huibuhuizheiyangdeshenghuoqishisuanbucuole。

buyongganhuo,yourenyangzhe,lusiyanduiwobingbulinse,yaoshenmejishenme,xinqinghaoyehuizhudongsongwoliwu。

chuletaxinlimeiwo,zhibawodangzuotadedongxi,qitabingmeiyoushenme。

wozhibatadanglaobanlaisihoujiuhaole。

kewoqueyiranjuedenanshou。

beiwushushuangyanjingdingzheyijuyidongnanshou,meitianshuozheyanbuyouzhongdehuananshou,debudaopingdengdeaiheduidainanshou。

wosilaixiangqu,yinggaishixiandaidesixiangzaichunchunyudongdizuosui,rangwozongshibuzijueshengchuyixiebuqieshijidekewang。

jinguanzhidaozheikewanghenweixian。

longzhongniaodaodihaishishengchulexiangfeichuqudeyuwang。

diertian,wofaxianzijideyizhiyuchaiguoranluozailelusiyandeshufang。

tajinriyinggaizaifuli,xiangxiangneiyuchaihaishinengdanggehaojiaqiande,wobianquleshufang。

sheizhitajuranyouke,fangmenjinbi,wozhengyuzou,limianchuanlailejiaotansheng。

「tingshuobixiayoubiniquqinle?」

「嗯。」

「huashuoneiyinghuajunzhuyeshiduinichixinyipian,nizheiwuliyejiuneiyigexiaotongfang,weishihenizheishenfenbufu,daozhenshizaoxiequgewangfeihuilaihao。」

wuneijingmoleyihuier,lusiyandeshengyinchuanlechulai:「taneixinsiqueshimingxian。」

「buguoyinghuaneijidujinger,gujirongbuxianixianzaifanglineiwei,niyaoshixianghaolequta,daoburuxianbafanglizheiweixiangfadafale,zheiyangyinghuayegaoxingxie。」

「weishenmeyaodafa?」lusiyanfanwen,「zheimeduonian,wojiangtadiaochengtoufasidouhehuwoxinyidemoyang,nirangwojiangtadafadaonaliqu?」

「zanliangxihaoxiangtong,buchengwotinishoule?」neirenhahadaxiao。

xinzhouranzhuanjin,wozhijuehunshendexueyedouninggule。

banshang,zhitinglusiyandanshengdao:「wuliao。」