woshisongjiagongzisongboqingdebaiyueguang。
wohuiguoneiri，tadinglejiubaijiushijiupengmeiguizaijichangdengwo。
peizaipangbiande，shitaneikudelihuadaiyudeweihunqiyaoyao。
woshouqianzheyiduilongfengtai，zoudaotaliangmianqian，manlianxiaorong：
“baobaomen，kuaijiaoshushuayihao。”
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“shushuhao，ayihao！”
zheiduisansuidejiedilianghenshiguaiqiao，dashengxiangliangrenwenhao。
songboqingdangchangliansetieqing，jiangzailedangchang。
yaoyaoyewanglejixukuqi，bujiedikanzhewohehaizi。
songboqingzuijiaochouchulejixia：
“shengxia，nizheishishenmeyisi？zheilianggehaizishinalaide？”
“zheihaikanbuchuma？dangranshitadehaizile。”
haiweidengwohuida，yaoyaoyijingqiangqianyibukailekou。
tayanjinghanlei，queshenqingyinrenjueqiang，xiangjiledianshijuzhongdexiaobaihuanvzhu。
“boqing，nikukudengtazheijinian，taquebuzhihesheishenglehaizi。zheizhongnvren，genbenbuzhideniduitafuchuzhenxin。”
tayuqikengqiang，daizhefenfenbupingdenuqi，haoxiangwogufulequantianxiazuichiqingdenanren。
wobuzhikefou，zhishixiaolexiao。
songboqingsisidingzhewo，banshang，huranyongliniejinshouzhongdemeigui，jiangyipenghuahenhendiuxianglelajitong。
“dajiarangyirang，gonggongchanghe，qingbuyaodangzhelu。”
woqianzhelianggehaizi，congzhouweizhujiankaolongkanrenaoderenqunzhongjilechuqu。
zouyuanle，wozuijiaodexiaoyiquejianjianxiaoshi。
shangyishi，woyeshizaizheitianhuiguode。
songboqing，yaoyao，haiyoujiubaijiushijiupengmeigui。
weiyibutongde，zhishimeiyouzheilianggehaizi。
wulunwozenmejujueta，songboqingzongshizixindirenweiwozhishizainaopiqieryi。
tashuozhiyaowotongyi，tamashangjiukeyipaoqizheigeweihunqi。
sihutajuedezijidezheifanzhananyulu，keyigandongtianxiasuoyounvren。
ernaoxiuchengnudeyaoyaobasuoyoucuodouguaizailewodeshenshang。
tazhaorenbangjiabingdianwuwodeqingbai，zuihoujiangwodiujinleyichupianpihaiyu，rangwohuohuonisi。
再睁眼。
我回到了一年之前。
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wohesongboqingzaijichangdeshi，jingranshangleresou。
buzhidaonaligenguolaidegouzijizhe，baquanchengdoupailexialai。
buguoyeshi，zheiweikuoshaodeyijuyidong，conglaidoushimeitixiwenlejianderedian，genghekuangzheizhongdaizheweihunqiqujichangjiebaiyueguangdexima。
shenzhisongboqingdebaiyueguangbuzhiheshidouyoulelianggehaizile。
taqijibaihuaidijiwodalejishigedianhua，woyigeyemeijie。jiezhetayoulianzhupaoyiban，jiwohongzhalejishitiaoxinxi。
“shengxia，nichuguoqianwomenbushishuohaodema？dengnihuilaiwomenjiujiehun，xianzaizheilianggehaizishishenmeyisi？”
“nishibushihaishengqiyaoyaodeshi？nifangxin，wojueduibuhuirangtazaijiejinwomenle。”
“weishenmebuhuifuwo，nidaodishenmeyisi？youhuahaohaoshuobuxingma？”
……
“wotamashougoule，niranglaozidiurendiuderenjinjiezhi，niyigejiaodaidoumeiyou？shengxia，nizuihaobiehouhui。”
yitiaojieyitiao，tadeyuqirouyankejiandeyuelaiyuebaozao。
woyibianhuazhuangyibiansaolejiyan，ranhoubasuoyouxinxipiliangshanchu，youshunshoubahaomalajinleheimingdan。
suiranshangyishiwobeiyaoyaohaisideshi，meiyouzhengjuxianshisongboqingcanyuqizhong，danwoyeyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangzheigeshizuoyongzhe。
wohesongboqingshigaozhongtongxue。
xiangsutaodeqingchunxiaoyuanxiaoshuoyiyang，renzhenyansudenvbanzhang，diaoerlangdangdefuerdainansheng，womenlianaile。
zhidaowodepengyoupaidaoletaheyaoyaozaimoudujiashengdiwangqingqinwendezhaopian，jialihaifanchulaimoshengnvrendetieshenyiwu。
woquzhiwensongboqing，taquefanguolaizhiwenwo，
“nagenanrenbuxiangyaogetiantianpeizaizijishenbiandenvren？nichuqudushuyiqujiushijinian，wozhaogerenjiemenshiwodecuoma？”
zaiyaoyaobutingzhaowomafandeshihou，tayiranlengyanpangguan，fanerxiangjiecibiwohuitouqiuta。
haoyiduiexintouledezhananjiannv。
wozhenglihaozhuangfa，youkanlekanzaiyipangkaixinwanwanjudelianggexiaopengyou。
xiaopengyouzhongdejiejiekandaolewo，fangxialeshoulidexiaohuoche，xiaopaozhepudaowohuaili：
“xiaoxiaayi，lilixiangmamale，shenmeshihounenghuijiaya。”
womolemotakeaidexiaobizi，xiaolexiao：
“fangxinba，dengayidabailehuairen……nihedidijiunenghuiqukanmamale。”
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zhongshenghuilaideshenghuo，chuleneilianggerenshibushijiwozhaodianbuyukuaizhiwai，daoshiyiqiedouhenshunli。
wozhiqiandeyijianshejinaleguojidajiang，woyechenggongcanyucehualezheiyijisummer’spinpaishizhuangfabuhui。
erfabuhuizhihou，wojiuhuixuanbujierensummer’sdexinrenzhuliren。
shangyishidewo，yihuiguojiuzaiyingduigezhonggeyangdemafan，beineiliangrennongdeshenxinjupi，shenzhilianzheigejihuidoucongshouliyingshengshengliuzoule。
“xiaoxiajie，niqingyaoyaolaicanjialema？”
wozuixihuandeyijianshejizhengzaitaishangzhanshi，wokanderushen，zhulixiaoanhuranqingqingcouzaiwoerbiandishengwenwo。
我微微一怔：
“dangranmeiyou，nizhidaowobuxihuanta，tahewomengongsiyemeishenmehezuo，zenmeturanzheimewen？”
xiaoanyouxiechiyidikanleyanttaidelingyice，woshunzhetademuguangwangguoqu——
yanranshijingxindabandeyaoyao，tashenbianhaizuozhexizhuanggelvdesongboqing。
wodemiansedouranchenlexialai。
“neiyinggaiyebushishenzongqinglaide……yaobuworangrenquchachatadeyaoqinghanba？ruguomeiyou，jiurangbaoanbataqingchuqu。”
xiaoanyouxiedanxindiwenwo。
wolveweichensilejimiao，yaoyaotou：
“jirannengjinlai，tamenkendingxiangbanfagaodaoleyaoqinghan，maoranqucha，hairongyirangtamendazuowenzhang。xianbuyongguantamen，jiranxihuansummer’s，neijiurangtamenhaohaokangegou。”
yebuzhidaoshibushicuojue。
yuguangli，yaoyaodeyanshensihuyizhizaiwangxiangwodefangxiang。
shizhuangxiuhenkuaidaoleweisheng。
shangyirenzhulirenmiyazuowanlezijidexierenfayan，gaidaowoshangchangdehuanjiele。
woshenxiyikouqi，zhanqishen，huanbuzoushangletai。
“dajiahao，woshishejishishengxia，henrongxingkeyijierensummer’szhulirenzheigezhongyaodezhiwu……”
我心跳得有些快。
haizaidaxuedeshihou，wojiugenzhemiyalaoshizaisummer’sshixi，zheixienianlai，woyeyizhijianzhengzhezheigechuchumaoludepinpaixunsukuoda、zhanlingshichang。
erwo，xianzaichengweiletaweilaidezhangduozhe。
“……zuihou，woxiangzaiciganxiedajiaduiwodexinrenhezhichi，rangwomenyiqinuli——”
“shengxia**，yongbuguangcaideshouduannaxiazheigezhiwei，zheiyangzhendehaoma？”
wohuahaimeishuowan，huranbeiyidaotuwuxiangqidenvshengdaduanle。
yaoyaozhenglilexiaqunbai，yangqixiaba，diqishizudizhanqileshen。
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姚瑶径自走上了台。
tajiaobuqingkuai，zixinmanman，haoxiangshilaishangtailingjiangdeyiban。
yixieshouyaoerlaidemeitijizheyexiangshiwendaolexinxianliewuyiyang，kakadepaizhaoshengciqibifu。
miyalaoshizhouqilemeitou：
“yao**，juwosuozhi，jintianshizhuangzhandeyaoqingmingdanbingmeiyouni，haiqingnizijilikai，buyaodaraowomendezhengchangjincheng。”
yaoyaozhanzaiwoshenbian，pielewoyiyan：
“kewodepengyoubeinimengongsizhichangbalingdaya，wozhishixiangrangzaizuodegeweimeitipengyoulejielejiezhenxiang，haitayigegongdao。”
miyahewoduishileyiyan，tajingliguodegezhongchangmiankeshitaiduole，danxianxiakanwodeyanshenhaishibumianyouxiedanyou。
wochongtaqingqingxiaoxiao，diandiantou，shiyiwomeiguanxi。
yaoyaoqingleqingsangzi，fangdaleshengyin：
“wodehaopengyou，zhimingshejishimachi，qinianqianjiujiarulenimenshengyejituan，gengshiyizhizaiweisummer’sdefazhanjinxinjinli。kemingmingyizhiyilaizuiyouzigejieshouderenshita，quebeiruzhibudaobanniandeshengxia**nijiehule，zheijiushiyizhibingchengrencaiweishangdeshengyezuodeshima？”
yueshuo，yaoyaodeyuqiyuefafenkai，fangfotazhenshishenmeweibugongfashengdezhengyizhanshi：
“genghekuang——nikao**shengyezongcaishangwei，rangsuoyouzaizhichangzhongqinqinkenkennulidenvxingyuangongmenzenmexiang？tongweinvxing，wozhendetinigandaodiuren。”
yaoyaoyifentianying，shuodaozuihou，yijingjidongdeshuangyanhanlei。
zheidagaiyeshizheiweidanghongxiaohuayanjizuihaodeshikele。
tahuayinyiluo，xiangshishuhudiaojinpingjingshuitandexiaoshitou，zaichangdeyuangongyehao，jizheyehao，jiabinyehao，quandoushunjianzhakaileguo。
woyuguangpieleyanzaitaixiayizhijingjingkanxidesongboqing。
yaoyaozheiyifancaozuo，mingxianshitashouyide。
“yao**，nijianzhihushuobadao——”
miyalaoshizhengdaleshuangyan，nuqiyemanshanglemeiyan。
woyaoyaotou，qingqingnieleniemiyadeshouxin。
“yao**，niyoushenmezhengju？”
yaoyaotiaoqimeimao，congshoubaoliquchuyigeshouji，chongzhewoxiaozhangdixiaoxiao：
“zhengjujiuzaizheili，zhishibuzhiniganbuganrangwodangzhedajiademianfangchulaini？”
woweiweizhuantou，kanleyanxiutaijintou，shengyedezongcaishenluochuan。
shenluochuanchongwodianlediantou。
我笑笑：
“haoa，youshenmezhengju，yao**jinguanzhanshibianshi。”
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yaoyaolengleleng，sihuwodefanyingbuxiangshitayuliaozhongdeyangzi。
tadenglewoyiyan，haishibashoujijiaojilezaichangfuzeduanpianfangyingdejishurenyuan。
henkuai，dapingmushangchuxianlehuamian。
xianshishenluochuanxialeche，tayouqufujiadakailechemen，wocongchelizoulechulai。
wowanzhetadegebo，kanshangquhenqinredeyangzi。
xiayigeshipin，zeshiwohetalinzhedabaoxiaobao，xianranxiangshigangganggouwuwan，womenjingzhizoujinleshenluochuandejiali。
woyanshensaoleyiquan，henduoxinyuangongkanwodeyanshensihudouyouxiebuyiyangle。
shenluochuantiaoletiaomeitou，qishenkouhaoxizhuang，bujibumangdizouleshanglai。bijingshidingtouboss，tayizoulai，gegefangweideshanguangdengpaidegenghuangyanle。
yaoyaoyifuzhizaibidedeyangzi，kankanwo，youkankanshenluochuan：
“buzhidaoerweiyaozenmejieshini？juzhiruciqinmi，shengxia**youzaishenzongcaijialiguoye，zhidaodiertianzhongwucailikai——qi，kanqilainuligongzuodaoburuchumaishentiyouyongni。”
wokanleyanneibiansongboqingyangyangdeyideyangzi，daoyedagaidongle。
shengyedeziyuanbushao，yaoyaomeibiyaoweileyigesuoweidepengyou，maozhedezuidajinzhudefengxianlaizuozheizhongshi，biranshisongboqingdayingletashenmefenghoudetiaojian——jinengbaofuworangwoshenbaiminglie，younengjiecidayashengyezheigejingzhengduishou。
yaoyaojiushiyikebeitatuidaotaimianshanglaibeiguodeqizi。
buzhishibushimachiyihuoshixiananpaihaode，jigetapingsulidaidexinrenzhuangzhedanzijiaoxiaoleqilai。
“womenbujieshouxinzhulirenshikaozheizhongguanxishanglaide！zhichimalaoshi！”
“meicuo！machizhongwangsuogui！”
benjiuhunluandechangmianyankanyaoyifabukeshoushiqilaile。
“各位。”
wotigaoleshengyin，yaxiazhouweidehongnaosheng：
“benlaizheijianshiwobuxianggongbuyuzhongde，bijingzheishiwodejiashi，yehegongzuohaowuguanxi。danjiranyao**feiyaobandaotaimianshanglaishuodao——
“neihao，zuoweishenluochuandemeimei，wobingbujuedewomendejudongyourenhebutuodedifang。”
wohuayinfangluo，renqunshunjiananjinglejimiao。
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fumuzaiwomenhenxiaodeshihoujiufenkaile，babadaizhegege，mamadaizhewo，yinciwomendexingshibutong，yejibenmeiduoshaorenzhidaowomendeguanxi。
“……hushuo，nipianren，zheizenmekenengni！sheng**，nizoutouwulujiuxiangyongzheizhongbiejiaodelipuliyoulaitangsaidajiama！”
yaoyaobiaoqingdoujiangzailelianshang，querengshiyilianbuxin。
沈洛川冷笑一声：
“neiyao**yaozenmeyangni，xuyaowomenzaiquzuoyicidnajiandinglaimanzunidekuisiyuma？”
“……bu，bushi，wo……”
yaoyaoqinaodizhuazheshoulidebaobao，quebuzhidaonengshuoshenmehao。
yibiandemiyalaoshizaodourenbuzhule，duizhetapitougailianjiuma：
“yao**，tiaoliangxiaochoudanggoulema，tamenxiongmeiliangyizhidouhendidiao，danwomenlaoyuangongsheibuzhidaotaliangshiqinxiongmei？wodangchuhaishikanzhetaliangzaiyiyuanchushengde，yaowozaizhaobiedezhengjulairangnibizuima？”
yankanyaoyaoyijingfangcundaluanle，yijingbeisongboqingcefandemachiyourenbuzhutiaoshangletailai。
zheigerenzixushisummer’sdeyuanlao，zhengtianchengjizuodebuzenmeyang，daoshixihuangaolabangjiepaineiyitao。
“……jiusuanzheiyangyouzenmeyang，jiusuanshixiongmeibuyeshiqundaiguanxi！tayigegangjinlaibudaobannianderen，youshenmezigejieshou！”
“有什么资格？”
shenluochuanyanshenlenglie，zhizhidingzhemachi。
machidaodiyouxiexinxu，houtuilejibu。
沈洛川沉下声来：
“neihao，wolaigaosuni。shengyebenjiushiwofuqinyishouchuanglide，jiusuanwobazongcaideweizhirangjishengxia，neidoumeiyourenhewenti。dantayixinzhixiangdangshejishi，suiranzhiqianmeiyouzhengshiruzhi，congtadaxuedeshihoujiugenzhemiyalaoshicanyusummer’sdepinpaicehuale，qingwenneishihounizainani？”
tadunledun，huanguleyiquan，youjiezhedao：
“qianjinianshengxiasuiranzaiguowaixuexi，dantayongxiyazheigemingziweisummer’sshejilehenduotaozuopin，daduodouchengledangjibaokuan，ernidedongxini？yaobuyaowozaifanggeshujurangnikankan？”
马驰瞬间呆若木鸡：
“……xi，xiyajingranshita？”
daodishigelaoyoutiao，yankanxingshiwukewanhuile，dianguanghuoshijiantamashanghuanlefumiankong：
“……bubu，shenzong，shiwoxiaodujichang，youyanbushitaishan，jintiandeshibushiwoxiangzheiyangde，doushiyaoyao，shiyaoyaocuanduowo，wocaiyishiguimixinqiao……”
tadiantouhayao，weiweinuonuodiqiuzherao。
buzhidaosongboqingdayingletashenme，danrujinzheigeyangzi，gujiyemeishenmexile。
menkou“peng”deyishengjuxiang。
songboqingzaodouqidexianggekuaiyaobaozhadehetun，yankanyijingmeishenmezhiwangle，zhongzhongyishengshuailemenchuqule。
yaoyaokanleyansongboqingdebeiying，zhenggerenhedesesefadou，xiangzhishoulejingdexiaobaishu。
kankanwo，youkanlekanzaitaishanghenbudeguidiqiuraodemachi。
“咚”的一声。
yaoyaolenghanzhiliu，baiyanyifan，zhijieyundaozailetaishang。
“jiurena，yundaole——！”
tadezhulidahanzhepaoshangtailai。
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summer’schunjishizhuangzhandeshiguoranfajiaole。
yaoyaoyishijianchengleshenxianyulunzhongxindexiaochou，songyongtachutoudesongboqingquewanmeiyinzangzailemuhou。
yaoyaodetuanduijinjigongguan，shenmingtashiweipengyouchutou，quebeibieyouyongxindepengyouyinmanshishiliyongle。jiashangyaoyaofensidezifaxidi，zheishidaoyemanmanpingxixialai。
zhishimeiguojitian，yaoyaoyouhuole。
“yaoyaoyibeinanyousongboqingjiabao，shenshangshanghenchumujingxin”
zheigecitiaobazhanleresouhaojitian。
shenluochuanshenshenmimidiliujinwodegongzuoshi，diujiwojizhangzhaopian。
“kankan，rehude，yaoyaoyouqiaoqiaozhuyuanle，beirendade。”
wonaqizhaopiankankan，shangmiandenvrenmaozikouzhaoweideyanyanshishi，shoubeidiaozhe，buzhishibushiguzhele。
danjiusuanbaochengzheiyang，celianhaishinengkandechu——zheijiushiyaoyao。
“wasai，zheidounengbeinipaidao，shenluochuan，nichuxilea。”
wozheiweihaodageyilianxingzailehuo，naqiwodenaichagudonggudongheleyidakou：
“dangran，woguderen，congtalikaisongboqingjiayilugenzhede，gujiparenfaxian，yaoyaohaizhuanmenqulehenpianpidejiaoquyiyuan。”
woshouzhiqiaodazhezhaopian，renbuzhulenghengyisheng：
“guoransongboqingshigejiabaoguanfan，womenmaideresoubaole，rangtayiweishiyaoyaozijigaochulaide，gujiyiqizhixiayoubatadaleyidun。”
neiriyaoyaozaitaishanghedehundao，beiwomensongquleyiyuan。
danquleyiyuan——yishengjingranfaxiantashenshangjingyouhenduodadaxiaoxiaodeqingzihenji，leiguyecengjinggulieguo。
xiangdaotameicizaisongboqingshenbianjinlitaohaoyouxiaoxinyiyidemoyang，haiyousongboqingneigexinuwuchangdexingge。yushiwoyoulezheigedadandecaice，gancuimaileshuijun，guyichaoleyibo“yaoyaobeijiabao”deresou。
还真被我猜对了。
shenluochuanhuranxiangdaoleshenme，youxiedanxindikankanwo：
“xiaxia，dangchunihezheige**zaiyiqideshihou，tayoumeiyouduinidongguoshou？”
我摇摇头：
“zheiyeshigekanrenxiacaidiedehunqiu，tahaipazanma，dangranbuganduiwodongshoule，danshiyaoyaowuquanwushide，suiranxianzaishitinghongyiren，dandaodiyedekanzibendelianse，bujiuchengletadechuqitongge。”
“neijiuhao，yaoshirangwozhidaotagandani，tajiu……ei？”
shenluochuandeliansezheicaifangsonglexie。tamuguangsaoleshoujituisongdexiaoxiyiyan，hurantingxialezuilihaiweishuowandehua。
“songboqingshaichuyuyaoyaozaibalidaodujiashipin，yaoyaoshenzheqingliang，dapowangshangjiabaochuanyan？”
woganmangcouguoqusaolejiyan。
shangmiandeyaoyaochuanzheqingliangzhuanghesongboqingzitaiqinre。
我乐了：
“yohe，zheirenyaoshiyaoyao，woganshengchiyitoudaxiang。”
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几周之后。
“ei，**，xiansheng……songzongzhengzailimiantanshi，nimenbunengjina。”
wushizhulidezulan，woheshenluochuanjingzhituikailesongboqingbangongshidemen。
limianzuozhesongboqing，haiyouyiweiwaiguonvshi。
zheiweinvshishencaigaotiao，qizhiyouya，tayikandaowomen，shenseyouxiejingya：
“ng？sheng**，zhiqianbushiyijingduinishuoming，womenzuihouxuanzelesongshihezuoma，nimenzheishi……”
wochengkendiwangzheduifang，dakaizijidebaobao，quchuyigewenjiandaifangzailetadeduimian。
“xinxiyanvshi，henbaoqiandaraolenimendetanhua，danwozuijindezhileyixieshiqing，worenweihaishiyinggairushigaozhiniweihao。”
womuguangdandansaoguoyipangyouxiemengbidesongboqing：
“woxiang，ninyebuxiwangheyigejiabaonvyou、shuohuangchengxing、tianbuzhichiderenhezuoba。”
xinxiyashifanzhenjituandefuzeren，qixiayouhaojigejinjinianlaixinxingdeshechipinpinpai，tazheicilai，jiushiweilefanzhenshoucijinruguoneishichangxunzhaoheshidehezuo**。
zheiduiyusongshiheshengyelaishuo，doushiyicihenxiangzhengqudejihui。
“kexiao，jianzhihushuobadao……nimenchuangjinwodebangongshi，haizhangkoujiuwumiewo，baoanni！xiaoyu，jiaobaoanlai，batamenganchuqu！”
songboqingguorannubukee，mengdiyipaizhuozi，zhenggerenxiangdanhuangyiyangdanleqilai。
shuozhe，tahaixianglailachewo，beishenluochuanyibaanzhulejianbang。
xinxiyayouxiebumingjiuli，danhaishidakailewodiguoqudeziliaodai。
tayizhangyizhangfanzhe，liansezhujianchenlexialai：
“songxiansheng，womengongsiqixiadepinpaidouzhuanzhuyunvxingshichang，nijiabaodeshinaodehenda，duiciniyoushenmejieshima？”
“……ninbiexin，neidoushitamenjiwopodezangshui。”
songboqingshoumangjiaoluandinachushouji，zhaochuzijineitiaosuoweichengqingdeshengming：
“qingkan，woyijingjieshiguole，tamenzaoyaowodeneigeshijian，wohenvpengyouzhengzaibalidaodujiani，tashenshangyemeiyouyisibeioudaguodehenji，yaoyanzhiyuzhizhe，xinxiyanvshi，woxiangxinninengkanchushushishufei……”
danxinxiyasuijichouchushouzhongdeyifenbaogaolai：
“buhaoyisi，songxiansheng，zheiyouyifenjiancebaogao，nifadeneifenshipin，shiaihechengde。”
“……shen，shenme？zheiyetaihuangtangle……zenmekenengshihechengde！”
songboqingdailengleyishun，youxiehuangluan，xiangquqiangduozouxinxiyashouzhongdebaogao。
wohuanglehuangshouji，shenshoulanzhuletadedongzuo：
“songxiansheng，nishipinzhongderenmingmingshinigongsideyiweimote，zenmejiubianchengleninvpengyouni？niaihuanlianyaoyaodeshiyijingbeifadaowangshangle，niyaobuyaoganjinkankandajiazenmeshuo？”
“……你！”
songboqingjianbangdouyouxiezhandou。tayizhiqiangzhuangdezhending，xianzaisihuyijingwufazaiweichixiaqule。
tajinjinniezheshouji，quebanshangdoumeiyouyongqidakai。
fanershixinxiyafeikuaidinachuzijideshouji。
taxunsuliulanlejifenzhong，liluodishoushihaoyuanbenzhunbeiqianshudexieyiyuhetong，zhanqileshen：
“songxiansheng，nidebiaoxianrangwofeichangshiwang。
woxiang，womendetanhuajiudaociweizhile。”
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songboqingptuxiuenai、yangaizijijiabaoshishideshi，youbataheyaoyaotuidaolefengkoulangjianshang。
dangran，fanzhende**yeziranluodaoleshengyezheibian，shenluochuanhexinxiyazhongxinyuetan，henshunlidiqianhaoleheyue。
erwojiedaoleyaoyaobaonudalaidedianhua：
“shengxia，niyoumaobingba！wohesongboqingdeshishenmeshihoulundaonilaichashoule？nijiduwoqiangzouletaduibudui？nijiuzheimechuxinjilvxiangyaoduifuwo！”
wobatingtongnayuanlexie，nvrenjianjiaodeshengyinshizaiyoudiancier：
“nihaizhenshibushihaodaia，tajiabaoni，wotinishenzhangzhengyi，ninandaobugaikuzheganxiewodedaendade？”
“nizuomeng！nizheigefengzi，wo……”
yaoyaobiankubiandahan，shenmewenhouzuzongshibadaidehuadoumaolechulai。
我沉默着听她发泄。
tamaleile，wuwukuqideshihou，wohurankaikou：
“yao**，wohaoxiangtingrenshuo，niyouguolianggehaizia。”
dianhuaneibiandekushengshunjiantinglexialai。
guiyideanjingzhihou，haobantian，tacaizhandouzheshengyinmadao：
“nifangpi！nizijibuzhidaocongnashengleyehaizi，haifanguolaiwumiewo，wogaosuni，niganchuquhushuobadao，woyidingsilannidezui！”
yaoyaoshunjianguadiaoledianhua。
kanzhetazheixinxudeyangzi，worenbuzhuxiaochushenglai。
“……**，buhaoyisidaraonile，jintianbaobeimenshuoxiangqugongyuankanhuadeng，keyidaitamenquma？”
turanyourenqiaoleqiaowoxuyandefangmen。
shizhaoguneilianggehaizidebaomu。
wochenyinpianke，dianlediantou：
“keyi，buguoyaosijiquanchengjiesong，lingwai，wohuizaipaijigebaobiaogenzhe，bunengranghaizilikainideshixianyibu。”
xiangdaoshangyishi，yaoyaochenwoxiabanzhaorenzhuangwodeche，nongyunwo，bangjiawo，gezhonghaowudixiandeeduzhishidouzuodechulai。beibidaorujinjingdi，wopatananmianyougoujitiaoqiangle。
我得做好一切准备。
wofanleyihuiertongxunlu，botongleyigedianhua。
那边很快接通了：
“……喂？”
woxiaolexiao，yadileshengyin：
“shiyangcheng**ma？shangcizaiyiyuanwenguonideshi，youkaolvhaoma？”