第一章
1.
woshiqilebaisecipanpangbiandecandao，manmandiwojin，budongshengsediwojin。
jiehunqian，wogebazheiyitaocanjujiwocongdeguodaihuilaizuodinghunliwushi。
taqinshoujiangzheiyibadaocongxiazilitiaochulaidijiwo，xiaomimidixiangzhibuhuaihaoyidehuli
“nihuiyongdaode，mingyi“
“bushiweineigerenqieshaladeshihou”talaqiwodeshou，jiangkongxindaobingfangzaiwoshouli，daojianzhengduizhewo。
wokanzhetasixiaofeixiaodeyanjing，litousihuzhendexiezhenqingshiyi。
tajingjingqiaowo，meiyanqiheirumiao，zhuanshoudiaozhuandaobing“ershi，xianglikaideshihou”
rujinwozixiduanxiangzheshoulidedao，zheiyiyangdequechenglewoduonianzhufushenghuolizuixihuandedongxi。
liuchangyoubinglengdequxianwanmeiwubi，daochifenglideliandaijindeniupaiyenengqingsongqieduan。
yufuxiantiaodekongxinshoubing，qingqiao，chenshou，shengli。
“nizaixiangshenme？”songziyuanturanchusheng，wodeshixiancaicongyouyudicongtajingbudedanxingdongmaichushouhui。
wowangxiangtademianrong，suiyuedaitabubo，jishiyinianguosanshi，yeyijiushifenyoumeili，qizhigengshitunquleqingse，duolerangrenanxinyikaodechengshuwenzhong。
真想，杀死你。
kanzhezheifuyijiurangwodongxindepinang，xindineimejiaoxiaozhe。
wofangxiadaocha，jiangdiaoliaowangtashoubiantuiletui，tuozhesaijiaohanwendao：“qinaide，jintianhuijiachifanma？”
“nishangcishuoxiangchishuizhuyu，wohezhangmaxuele，yaobuyaoshiyixia？”
tayouxiebaoqiandikanzhewo，naqicanbucacazuijiao，shengyinfangdisishianfu：
“fengongsichuledianshi，yaoquxinjiapiyitang”
woguzuoshiwangdilianshengyangyangkangyi。
“guai”tawanghouyikao，muguangmanshitengaidikanzhewosajiao“nishengribushikuaidaole？“
“dengguojitiandengchulihaole，womenquhaohaowanyiquan，zheixierizi，xinkunile“tayangqichunjiao，xiaodewenrou。
“ng”wopengzhelian，tianmidiyonglidiantou。
fangfowomenzaixiangaibuguo。
tianqihenhao，yidakaimenyangguangsamanlexuanguan，tadixiatoulaihewogaobie，guangluozaitanongmidejiemaoshang，tabinjiaodefashang，taxiangshisashanglemenglongdejinbo，gaoguijile，yejunmeijile。
wojiuxiangmeiyigexianqiliangmuyiyang，xizhidibangtaxizhidilizhenglelingdai，fupingleyilingchudezhezhou。
tacheqizuijiaoxiaoleqilai，youshoushiqiwodeshou，zaiwodejiezhishangluoxialeyigeqingqingdewen，haobaisedezuanshanzhexisuideguang，lingrenmuyunshenxuan。
woxinzhongmomingqimiaofanqisuanruanwubideqingxulai，xiangshiyourenwangwoxinkouchuhenhenzoulejiquan。
takanzhewozheifudaitouesideyangzi，xinqingyuyueleshifen，wenshengdao：
“mingyi，nizhidaoma，wodemeitian，dagaijiushiweizheiyikeerhuode“
“zaijian，wodexiaogongzhu”
“duodanianjile！haishuozheixieyoudemeide”
wodebiaoqingyouxiejiangying，gankeyisheng，sishibuhaoyisidijiangtatuichumenwai。
guanshangmenhou，wodebiaoqingyixiazikuadiao，mianwubiaoqingdihenhenzhaixiajiezhi，jishichedeshengteng，yeyingshengshengjiangtachechulai。
jiezhibeisuiyidiuzaizhuanjiaochudezhuoanshang，liantongpangbianbeifanxiadeliangrenhezhao，yiqiecengjingenaidehenji，xianrandourangzheijiadenvzhurenxinfanyiluan。
“songfuren，shangciniweituowosijinxingdediaochayoujieguole，diaochajieguo......kenenghuirangninyouxieyiwai”
“womenyijingzuidaxianduhuifuleninxianshengdiannaolideshipinwenjian，yijiyixiliedezhaopian，keyishuobingmeiyouheguceyoushenmepiancha......“
“ruguoxuyaolianxilvshidehua，womenkeyibangmangtuijian......
我再次打开邮件。
pingmushangdaoyingchuwodelian，lianmeitoudoumeiyouzhouyixia，huadongpingmudezhijianquewufayizhidiweiweizhandou。
jiekaimimideshipinhezhaopianyingyoujinyou。
tamenchenghuwodezhangfuwei“zhuren”。
ersongziyuanjiuxiangbainongwanjuyiyang，bainongzhemozhezheixienvhai，shenqingdanmo。
zhidaowozaiyebunengkanxiaqu，wojingzhipudaolexishouchibian，nanyifangandiganou。
liandanzhidououjing，wocaimanmandetanruanxialai，jiangzijiquansuochengyituan，
“lvshi？”wofanwendao。
“wocaibuhuilihun”wodezhijiahuaguochuangyan，fachucierdeshengyin。
dianhualingyitouxianranmeixiangdaowoshizheigehuida，nuonuobuganyan，yishixianruanjing。
“tabeipanlewo，tabeipanlewomendehunyin”
“tadayingguowode”wocezhetoukanzhechuanghuzhongdedaoying，fangfokanjianneishihoudanxiguizaichuangqian，yancizhenzhirenzhenxiangwoxunuodeqinglengshaonian。
taneishihoushizenmeshuodelaizhe？
tashuo，mingyi，woxiwangnijiuxiangwenshilidehuaduo，bubidanxinfengyu，wuxuchouxinlengnuan，zhixu，zhanfangbianhao，
erwo，wohuiyishengweinijianzaowenshi。
taiyangneimeda，kewozhijuedebingleng，shentidereqisihuyixiabeichouguangle，lengderencongxindilidazhan，
woyikaozhebolichuang，dididexiaochulesheng，jihuxiaochuleyanlei”niyiweita，zhiyongfuchuzheimediandaijia？