第6章
“我......”
jieshizijineishihouxinliqueshihaiyouchuxiangnan，yinweitabuduandetianyanmiyu，suoyitaannaibuzhuxiangyaoqujiantadechongdong，caihuisahuang？
“nidangzhenruciaita！”
“meiyou，wowocuole，woneishihouguimixinqiao，wobushiguyide。”jiantaliansecangliangdefabai，tajile，bugushenzide，yibalazhutadeshoubeileishuiyaoyaoyuzhui。
“放开！”
chuhuaizhicangliangdelianshangshanguoyane，haobukeqidihuikaineishuangshou，fangfobeipengyixiadoujuedezang。tashunjianshabailelian，beibokaideshoujiangchizaikongzhong，neibancuiruowuli。
“anlan，niweizhuangderouruoyijingduiwohaowuzuoyongle，nizhidaodangwonazheneifenshoushudebaogao，xinshenmeganjuema？qipian，congnijinchujiakaishi，jiushiyigepianju，nicongweixiangguohuiyongyuandaizaiwoshenbian！”
tadekengqiangzhizeshianlandeshentibutingzhandou，yuefubuzhenzhencitong，rangtadeliansedaishangyisibuzhengchangdebai。taquemengdikouzhutadejianbang，sisidizhuajin，lianseyinyudisihou：“beicuopohuangyanshibushihuangle？bideshangwodetongma！”
“不要，不要”
tasihanzhexiangsuohuishou，mingmingzijiyeshishouhaizhe，beitazheiyihou，fangfojiushiweileshanghaita、shanghaichujiacaihuilaidaotashenbianside。xianxideshouzhangwojin，tapinmingzhengzha，buquganchuneiqiangyoulidexintiaolimian，gaishiruhedesitong。
“huaizhi，buyaozheiyangbiwo，wocongmeiyouxiangguohaishanghaini，zhende！”beiqiangpoanzaitaxinzangchudexiaoshoubutingzhandou，zhengzha，quesihaomeibanfazhengyuedui。chuhuaizhiyinzhidemouziranlehong，xinzangxiangbeiwushuzhenzhazhe，tayuezhengzhayuexiangtaoli，neilijiuyuetong！
yuqishiqubianyilechuxiangnan，taburuguanzhetayibeizi，rangtamendehaiziguanzijijiaofuqin，shengshengchaisantamenyijia！
“唔——”
zhanweidezuichunturanbeijuezhu，chuhuaizhijinjinlanzhutadeyaozhi，ruyitouyeshoubankuangyedijuequtadechunban。
zheibushitamendiyicijiewen，danqueshidiyicirucibadaohechongmanlveduodeqinru，anlanhunshenjiangying，buzhidaogairuhefanying。chuhuaizhixianxieshikong，dangtatieqingzhelianmengdixiachuangzhanwenzhihou，yinweigupichangniandaizaiwuziliyunyudefangruobaicideshouweibukechadizhanzhe，queyangzhuangdandingyouyadezhengliyirong。
jiantasihuhaimeicongneiyiwenfanyingguolai，mingmingyouguzihaodexinxi，queshuochuxiangfandehua。
“nizaichuxiangnandeshenxia，yeruciguaishun？”
beiroulindehongzhongdechunbanweizhan，anlanbuduanpushuodejianyutouluchutadeweiquyufennu，quenayanqianrucimoshengquewufageshedenanrenwufa。
ruguowuruta，keyirangtadehenqingdian，takeyiren。fanzhengcongtayouyishiyilai，mianduimuqindezhaiwujiukaishikangzheyali，buguanduolei，tadouyaoren；rujinzheichangwuhui，huibuhuiyinweitaderenerdelaijieshidejihui？tahuibuhuizaicixiangxinziji？
turuqilaidexiangfarangtadunshengxiwang，jiusuanbeijuezhudexiahentong，beitadeyinhenquefanzhebuzhengchangzhihongdemouzicishang，tadouyirujiwangdirenxialai。
“woyijingbuxihuantale，zhende！congjiaruchujiakaishi，wojiunulidangyiminghegedexifu，jiusuangangkaishimeiyoubanfayixiaziwangjita，keshihoulaideliangniannei，wodoumeiyoujianguotayimian。”jiusuanneigenanrenzairuhejiuchan，tadouyinweizerenyudaodejujuehenchedi。
mianduianlanneishuangchengkenerlianyandemouzi，chuhuaizhideneixinchuzaibingyuhuodesiche，xinruanqueyoubugan，jiuzheiyangfuzamocedikanzheta。
“neihaizizenmelaide？weishenmebushuohuale，zhaobudaojiekoulema？haha，anlan，weilezheigehaizinikeyichezaiduodehuangyan，zaichea！”
taneifucuoeyuyouyudebiaoqingchedidakuatazuihoudexinren，ruguotayijingfangxiachuxiangnan，weishenmehaihuiyiqicongjiudianfangjianlichulai？
“baikoumobianleba，nibushishuohoulaimeizaijianguota，neihechuxiangnanyikuaikaifangchulaideshishei！”
tashuhuyileng，sihubeitataiguojidongdebiaoqinghedao，jingwangjilefanbo。
“anlan，nijiuzheime**，jiusuanzheigeshihouhaiaizhechuxiangnanshibushi，shibushi”nanrendesihoumanmanbiandeshaya，shuangshoulezhetadeshoubei，bazhengningtongkudelianmaizaitadejianwoli，shenpabeifaxianzijineixindecuiruo。
shoubeihenteng，tajihuxiangshiyaobatadeshuangbeiniesuiyiyang，yanjiaodeleishuishanranerxia，xintengtadewuguyushoushang。
“huaizhi，nizhendebuxiangxinwome”"
“buxin，wobuyaozaishangnidededang，meicikandaonizhengzhengwangzhechuangwaizoushenshiluchudekewang，wojiuzhidaonixianglikaichujia，xiangyaolikaiwoduibudui？！”
tahuifuyishizheibageyue，zhiyaokandaotameizhexinzhaoguta，duitaxiao，tadexinjiugenbeilingchiyibandetong，zheixietadoubuzhidao。
“anlan，niaiguowoma？”。yidiandoukeyia。
“我”
她爱吗？
anlanzhidaozijibuxianglikaita，keshiaitabuxiangpianta，yizhiyuzainanrenqipandidengdaizhong，tadeleishuidaitiledaan。
“安澜，我恨你！”
chuhuaizhifalefengbansihan，shuangshoushikongdituikaita，manlianzhengning。beituidaodeanlansuoxingshenxiashichuangdian，zhijueshentidongdangxia，shouxiayishifumoxiangzijideduzi。
“huaizhiwo，woxihuanni。”
tazhinengnibu，aizheizhongdongxitaiweimiao，tahaibudong，suoyibuxiangqipianta。
chuhuaizhiweilezijineiyidingdianzunyanqiangyazhuxiangqiasitadechongdong，xiazhangdeyanjiaochushirundiandian，heimouhenyizhaxian。tajiuaichuxiangnanneimeshen，lianqipiantadoubuyuanyima？anlan，anlan、anlan！
“a，fangkaiwo，buyao”
yijingqifengdenanrenzirangenbenwushitadeaiqiu，taxianzaibixuxiefen，buranhuibeimanqiangdehenyinongfengde。ganshanghaita，jiuyaozhunbeihaohouguo！
shangshenjinzheyijianneiyideanlanmeiderangrenfakuang，tadepifubai，gujiaxianxi，chuchuliuluchuderouruorangsuoyounanrenchimi，xiangyaobaohutadetongshi，gengyouyigugengxiangroulindechongdong。hekuangtaxianzaishenhuailiujia，tuchulaideduzisihaobuhuirangrenjuedesuoranwuwei，fanerrangtagengjiafakuangdemilian！
“huaizhi，buyao，huishangdaohaizide，qiunile。”
manyanzaishentidedazhangsihaobulihuita，xiongkouquebeineishengshengcuiruodeaihaoraodexinxubuning，tagancuicongchuangdanshangsixiayitiaobu，zaitadezhengzhaxia，guoduanraoguochunfengbangzhu。