（wo，dazhougongzhujiangwan，shoupengqinxiude“qilinzhanpao”）"lujiangjun，zheishiwoaolesangeyuexiudezhanpao，
yuanninanxiapingan。"wodeshouzhiweiweifadou，jinhezhongdejinxianqilinzaiyangguangxiashanshanfaliang。
zhouweiguinvmendeqiexiaoxiangzhenyiyangcizhewodehoubei。luzhaolianhezidoumeijie，houtuibanbu："gongzhuqingzizhong，
chendanbuqizheifenxinyi。"woyanzhengzhengkanzheneidihancongwodeetouhualuo，zazaijingzhicixiushang。
shiqinianlaidiyici，wochangdaolezunyanbeiniansuideziwei。1chunyanxiuruchunriyan，nuanyangzhenghao。
wopengzheqinshouxiulesangeyuede“qilinzhanpao”，zaimanchaowenwuheyizhongguinvdezhushixia，
zouxiangneigeguangmangwanzhangdeshaonianjiangjun，luzhao。zhijianzaiweiweifadou。jinheli，
jinxianxiuchengdeqilinzaiyangguangxiashanzheciyandeguang，xiangwocikekuangtiaobuzhidexin。zhouweideqiexiaoshengxixisuisui，
xiangwushugenzhen，zhazaiwodehoubeishang，youtongyouyang。“lujiangjun，”wotingjianzijideshengyin，gansedelihai，
“zheishiwoweinixiudezhanpao，yuanniciqunanjing，pingankaixuan。”luzhaochuanzheyishenxuansejingzhuang，
shenzitingbarusong。tashenzhimeiyoukanneijianzhanpaoyiyan，zhilengmodihoutuilebanbu，lakaiwomenzhijiandejuli。
“gongzhuqingzizhong，chendanbuqizheifenxinyi。”tadeshengyinbuda，quexiangyidaojinglei，zaiwotoudingzhakai。
wengdeyisheng，sizhousuoyoudeshengyindouxiaoshile。wozhikanjiantaneishuangqiheideyanmou，limianmeiyoubanfenqingyi，
zhiyoujurenyuqianlizhiwaidebinglengheshuli。yidilenghancongwodeejiaohualuo，chuanguomeixin，
diluozaineipianjincancandeqilinlinjiashang，yinkaiyixiaopianansedeshuizi。xiangyidixintouxue。shiqinianlai，
wodiyicichangdaolezunyanbeirenhenhencaizaijiaoxia，niandefensuideziwei。jiuzaizheiyipiansijidexiuruzhong，
wonaozilibengzhedeneigenxian，turanduanle。shenmeqingai，shenmexinyi。
xindidexiuruhesuanchushunjianbeiyiguxiongxiongranshaodenuhuotunshi。luzhaohuayingangluo，
taihouyongronghuaguideshengyinjiuxiangleqilai：“ai，waneryeshiyipianchixin。jiranlujiangjunwuyi，
aijiadaoshiyougeliangquanqimeidezhuyi。”wotaiqitou，mianwubiaoqingdikanzheta。taihoufumozhewanshangdeyuzhuo，
xiaodeciai：“beirongdajunlvciqiuquwodazhougongzhuyishixiuhaozhiyi。wanershenweigongzhu，xiangwanmingongfeng，
yegaiweiwodazhoudebianjinganningchuyifenli。zeriheqinbeirong，yesuanshiyizhuangmeitan。
”haoyige“meiqimingyue”。haoyige“qizi”。suoyourendemuguangdouluozaiwoshenshang，tongqing，lianmin，
xingzailehuo。tamendoudengzhekanwokunao，kanwojujue，kanwoxianggezhenzhengdexiaohuayiyang，beituoxiaqu。
luzhaodeyanzhong，yeshanguoyisifuzade、jugaolinxiadeqingxu。woshenxiyikouqi，
tingzhilebeineixiemuguangyawandejiliang。zaisuoyourenzhenjingdezhushixia，wohuanhuanguixia，
shengyinpingjingdebuxiangziji：“chennvziyuanheqinbeirong，weiwodazhoubianjinganning，wansibuci！”ciyanyichu，
manzuojiejing。wokanjiantaihouyandishanguoyisimanyidesuanji，yekanjianluzhaoneizhangbingshanyiyangdelianshang，
diyicichuxianleliehen。lijingqianye，qindianliyipiansiji。shinvcuierguizaidishang，
kudeshuangyanhongzhong：“gongzhu，ninsansia！neibeirongdoushixierumaoyinxuedemanzi，ninzenmeshoudeleneifenkua！
”wokanzhetongjinglineigehuafujiashen，mianrongqueyipiansihuideziji，huranlengxiaochusheng。
wonaqizhuangtaishangdejinjiandao，zaicuierdejinghushengzhong，gancuililuodijiaoduanlechuizaieqiandeyilvzhangfa。
fasipiaoluo，rutongwoneikexiaodeshaonvqingsi。wohaixianbugou。wowojinjiandao，
fenglidejianduanzaibaixidezhangxinyonglihuaxia。“si——”yidaoxuehenshunjianzhankai，
ximidexuezhuzhengxiankonghoudiyongchu。jianruidecitongganrangwohundundenaozichediqingxingguolai。
woduizhejingzilineigeyanshenjuejuedemoshengnvren，yiziyiju，rutonglishi。“congjinriqi，
neigezhuizailuzhaoshenhoudejiangwan，sile。”“huoxialaide，shibeirongdewangfei。”“wo，
buhuizaiweirenherenliuyidilei。”diertian，womeiyouhuitou，yibubuzoushangleneiliangqianwangbeirongdeheqinmache。
chelianluoxiaqian，wozuihoukanleyiyanneiweiedegongqiang。tabuzaishiwodejia，
ershiyitoutunshirenxin、bujianguxuedejushou。wodezhijian，jinjinwozhexiuzhongyimeibingliangdeyuzan。
neishilinxingqian，taihou“ciai”diweiwozanshangde，shuoshijiwofangshenbaoming。woxinzhonglengxiao。
zantouweibukechadefengxili，zangzhejianxuefenghoudeduye。zheinalishibaomingfu，fenmingshicuimingfu。zheimeizanzi，
huoxujiangchengweiwofanjideliren。2fengxuejinghunheqindeduiwuzaiwujindehuangmozhongxingjinlebanyueyouyu。
fengshaxiangshidaizhelengjiaodedaozi，guaderenlianjiashengteng。
wozaoyibushineigelilexianggaobianhuobuxiaqudejiaoruogongzhu。machedianbo，wojiuzaiyaohuangzhongpengzheyijuanyangpi，
jiuzhehunandeguangxian，bianrenzheshangmianguihuafuyibandebeirongwenzi。cuierxintengdiweiwopishanghouqiu：“gongzhu，
xiexieba，nindeyanjingdouhongle。”woyaoyaotou，zhijianhuaguoyigeshengpideci：“cuier，jizhu，
congtachudazhoudeneiyikeqi，wohuozhedemeiyike，doubushiweilequsi，ershiweilegenghaodihuo。”zheitanglu，
bushisongsi，shiwojiangwandezhongshengzhilu。wobujinxuetamendeyuyan，guanchatamendedixing，
shenzhizaiduiwuxiuzhengshi，yangqiuhuweijiaowoqishe。shoubeibeigongxianmodeyouhongyouzhong，shijianliyoujiujiandoutuoba，
dandangdishijianzhongyuzhanweiweididingzaibaxinshi，woganshoudaoleqiansuoweiyoudetashi。zheitianyeli，
baofengxuehaowuzhengzhaodixijuanerlai。baimaofengxiangguikulanghao，zhangpengbeichuidelieliezuoxiang。
jiuzaisuoyourendousuozaihuoduipangsesefadoushi，yishengqilidelanghaocipolefengxue。“lang！shilangqun！
”youhuweijingkongdidahan。womengdichongchuzhangpeng，zhijianqiheidexueyeli，yishuangshuangyoulvdeyanjing，rutongguihuo，
congsimianbafangbaoweiguolai。kongqizhongmimanzhejieheshaludeqixi。“dianransuoyoubeiyonghuoba！weichengyiquan！
”woyongjinquanshenliqidahan，shengyinzaifengxuezhongyouxiefadou，queyichangqingxi，“gongjianshouzhunbei！
”huweimenbeiwodelengjingzhenzhu，huangluanzhongzhaodaolezhuxingu，likexingdongqilai。huoguangyingzhaoxia，
langqundeshenyingyuefaqingxi，tamenzizheliaoya，houlonglifachudichendeweixiesheng。wozhuaguoyizhanggong，dashangjianshi。
shoubeiyinjinzhangerbuzhudizhandou，genbenwufamiaozhun。danwozhidao，wobunengtui。
yitouxuelangmengdipuxiangyigeluodandeshinv，wonaoziyire，pingzhebennengsongkailegongxian。
jianshiwaiwainiuniudifeichuqu，kankancaguoneixuelangdehoutui。tachitonghaojiaoyisheng，fanerbeijinu，
zhuantouyongneishuanglvyouyoudeyanjingsisidingzhulewo。woxintouyiliang，shouxinquanshilenghan。
jiuzaineitoulangzongshenpulaideshunjian，yidaojianruidepokongshengsiliefengxue。“pu——”yizhitongtiqiheideyujian，
jingzhunwubidicongwoerbiancaguo，zhengzhongtoulangdeyanhou。judadechongjilijiangtadingzailexuedishang，
tashenzhimeilaidejifachuyishengbeiming，jiuchouchuzheduanleqi。langqunshunjiansaodong，fachuyizhenzhenbuandewuyan，
fenfenhoutui，xiaoshizaimangmangfengxuezhong。silitaosheng，wotuiyiruan，jihuzhanbuzhu。matishengyouyuanjijin，
tazaixuedishang，chenzhongrugudian，meiyixiadouqiaozaiwodexinshang。yigegaodadeshenyingcongfengxuezhongzouchu，
taqizaimashang，jugaolinxiadikanzhelangbeibukandewo。yishenheijia，lianshangdaizheyizhangzhengningdexuantiemianju，
zhiluchuyishuangyingsunbanruilideyanjing。neiyanshen，bizheifengxuehaiyaoleng。“dazhougongzhu，”takaikou，
shengyindichenshaya，daizhenongnongdechaofeng，“jiuzheidiannengnai？”womoqujianzailianshangdelangxuehexueshui，yangqitou，
yuneishuangshenshideyanjingduishi。kongjubeiyigubugandenuhuochongsan，wofeidanmeitui，fanertingzhilejibei，
lengxiaoyisheng。“dajunruozaiwanlaipianke，jiunengjianshibengongzenmeyongzanziwalangyanle。”wohuanhuantaiqishou，
zhijianjiazheneimeitaihousuocideyuzan。zaiyaoyedehuoguangxia，zanjianshanshuozheyouweierweixiandeguangmang。mianjuzhixia，
neishuangyanjinglishanguoyisibuyichajuedeyiwai。tameiyouzaishuohua，zhishifanshenxiama，minglingshouxiaqinglilangshi。
tagaodadeshenyinglongzhaoxialai，neiguqiangliedeyapoganrangwoxintoujinglingdazuo。wozhidao，
zheigenanrenbiluzhaoweixianbaibei，queyezhenshibaibei。tayibubuchaowozoulai，tingzaiwomianqian。
wonengganshoudaotaluozaizijishenshangdeshenshimuguang，bingleng，ruili，xiangyitoulangwangzaipingguzijideliewu，
zhuomozhegaicongnalixiakou。wowojinleshouzhongdeyuzan，zhijiefanbai。shurenbushuzhen。wobunengshu。
3dongfangduizhineishuangyingsunbandeyanjing，zaiwolianshangqunxun。wowozheyuzandeshou，
zhijieyinweiyonglierfanqiqingbai。tazuizhongshenmeyemeishuo，zhilenghengyisheng，daizhetaderen，xiaoshizaifengxueli。
zaicijiandaota，yishibeirongwangzhangzhongdedahun。yishijianpodejinhuculou，quechuchutouzheyiguziyuanshideyexing。
zhangneiranzheniuyouhuoba，pipazuoxiang，kongqizhongmimanzhekaorouheliejiudehunheqiwei。
wochuanzheyishenhouzhongfanfudebeirongjiayi，hongdecimu。zhouweijinshimoshengerhaoqidemuguang，
neixiebeirongguizumenhaobuyanshididaliangzhewo，xiangzaishenshiyijianxiqidezhanlipin。
woduanzuozaipuzheshoupidehunchuangshang，zhijianwuyishidimosuozhefajianneimeibingliangdeyuzan。
taihou“ciai”demianrongzaiwonaohaizhongyishanerguo。zheilishizhanchang，bushiguisu。woyibianbiantixingziji。
zhuyingyaoye，jiangzhangneideyiqiedouranshangleyicengaimeibumingdeguangyun。jiaobushengyouyuanjijin，shituobalie。
tahuanxialeyishenrongzhuang，zhichuanzhekuansongdeshensezhangpao，neizhangxuantiemianjuyijiudaizailianshang，
zhedangletasuoyoudebiaoqing。tayibubuzoujin，neiguporendeqishiyesuizhierlai，yadewoyouxiechuanbuguoqi。
dangtadeshoushenguolai，jijiangpengdaowoyidaideshunjian，womengdidongle！“shua——”fajiandeyuzanbeiwobachu，
binglengdezanjiankuairushandian，henhendizailetadehoujieshang！zhiyaowozaiyongyifenli，zheicuilejududezanjian，
jiunengcipotadepifu，rangtadangchangbiming。“biepengwo！”woyadileshengyin，
meiyigezidouxiangshicongyafenglijichulaide，daizhehaobuyanshidejuejuehehenyi。zhangneidekongqifangfoninggule。
mianjuzhixia，wokanbudaotadebiaoqing，zhinengganjuedaotahoujieweiweigundongleyixia，
sihubeibinglengdezanjianjideyouxiebushi。tameiyouhoutui，yemeiyoufanu，fanerfachuleyishengdididexiao，
neixiaoshengcongmianjuhouchuanlai，menmende，daizheyisishuobuqingdaobumingdewanwei。“youyisi。”tahuanhuankaikou，
shengyinyijiushaya，“neigongzhudasuanshouhuoguadaojishi？”tamanmantaiqishou，bushiyaogedang，
yebushiyaoduowodezanzi，ershishenxianglezijidemianju。“kada”yishengqingxiang，
neizhangzhengningdexuantiemianjubeitazhailexialai。wohuxiyizhi。zhuguangxia，yizhanglengjiaofenmingdelianbaoluzaiwoyanqian。
suanbushangjunmei，quechongmanlenanrendeyanggangzhiqi。zhishi……yidaozhengningdebahen，congtadezuobianmeigu，
yizhixiehuadaoyoubianzuijiao，xiangyitiaochouloudewugong，panjuzaitalianshang，jiangtayuanbenyingtingdemianrongpohuaidaijin。
neidaoba，zaitiaodongdehuoguangxia，fanzhekebudeanhongse。woguishishenchadi，jingranxiangshenchushouquchumoneidaoba。
jiuzaiwodezhijianjijiangpengdaotapifudechanei，tamengdichushou，yibazuanzhulewodeshouwan！
tadeshouzhangcucaoeryouli，xiangyibatieqian，niedewowangushengteng。“zheidaoba，”tadingzhewo，
yanshenlimeiyoulefangcaidewanwei，querdaizhideshiyisishenzangde，jihuyaopotuerchudehenyi，
“bainimendazhoujiangjunsuoci！”hong——wonaozilixiangshiyoushenmedongxizhakaile！dazhoujiangjun？womengranxiangqi，
luzhaodezufu，laolujiangjun，dangnianzhenshoubeijing，cengyubeirongshucijizhan。qizhongzuicanliedeyici，
chuanwenlaolujiangjunyiqixizhishu，lvjingbingshenrudihou，huoshaolianying，zhongchuangledangshidebeirongzhushuai！
nandao……wokanzhetalianshangneidaozhengningdeba，
zaikankanzijishouzhongzheimeicuiledudeyuzan……yigekepadeniantou，rangworuzhuibingku！tuobalie，
jiushidangnianneigebeilaolujiangjunzhongchuangdebeirongzhushuai？！zheidaoba，shilujialiuxiade“jiezuo”？！
erwoshouzhongzheimeiyuzan，taihoushuodeshirangwofangshen，nandaotazhenzhengdemude，shijiewodeshou，
chuqutuobaliezheigexinfudahuan？shunbian，hainengjiangzheibizhang，suanzaicengjingzhongshangguotadelujiatoushang，yishierniao！
wocaishineimeizuidadeqizi！congchunriyandexianpao，daoheqinbeirong，
zaidaozheidongfanghuazhuyededuzan……yiqiedoushisuanji！yiguhanyicongjibeizhichongtouding，woniezheyuzandeshou，
renbuzhuweiweizhandouqilai。tuobaliesihuchajuedaolewodeyiyang，tayanzhongdehenyijianjianlianqu，
querdaizhideshiyizhongshenshi。womanmanshouhuiledizaitahoulongshangdeyuzan，yanshenfuzadikanzheta。
tasongkailewodeshouwan，shouwanshangyiquanhonghenqingxikejian。tameiyouzaibijin，fanerzhuanshen，
congpangbiandeaijishangnaqiyigejiunang，daoleliangbeisanfazhenonglieqixidemanaijiu。tadijiwoyibei，
zijiduanqiyibei，yanshenshenchendikanzhewo：“jiranruci，womenburutantan，ruhezaizheibeironghuoxiaqu。
”jiuyexinla，ruhouruhuoshao。chuangwai，fengxueyijiuzaihuxiao，rutongyeshoudesihou。zhangnei，zhuhuoyaoye，
qifenqueguiyidipinghexialai。wowozheneibeijiu，kanzhebeizhonghuangdongdejiuye，
yingchutuobalieneizhangdaizhebahendelian。womingbaile。congzheiyikeqi，woyutuobaliezhijian，
buzaishijiandandeheqinfuqi。ershiyizhongjiyuguochoujiahenyugongtongshengcunxuqiude，
yizhongshijunlidide……qiyue。tafangxialejiubei，neishuangruilideyanjingjinjindingzhewo，
fangfoyaojiangwokanchuan：“gongzhu，xianghaolema？”4yuzanduanqingwotaiqiyan，
yingshangtuobalieneishuangtanjiudemouzi，jiangbeizhongxinlademanaijiuyiyinerjin。“woxianghaole。”congneitianqi，
wobuzaishineigebeiquanjinzaiheqinchejialideqiutu。wokaishizouchuwangzhang，yongshuangjiaoquzhangliangzheipianmoshengdetudi。
beirongderizi，cuguangerzhenshi。kongqilimeiyoudazhouhuanggongdexunxiang，
zhiyouniuyangdeshanwei、pigedexingqihelinliedefengsha。wotuoxiafanfudegongzhuang，huanshangliluoderongzufushi，
xuezhezheilidenvrenrouzhipige，xuezhebianrengebishangxishaodecaoyao。woxixinguanchazheyiqie。
beirongrenxiaoyongshanzhan，shitianshengdezhanshi，danzaiminshengshang，queluohouderangrenxinjing。tamenzhushuicaoerju，
kantianchifan，yichangshaodadeganhan，jiuzuyirangchengpiandeniuyangdaobi，rangbuluoxianrujihuang。shui，
shizheilizuizhenguidemingmai，yeshizuichenzhongdejiasuo。zheigefaxianrangwoxintouranqileyituanhuo。
jihuihenkuaijiulaile。zaiyicibuluoyishishang，yigehuzihuabaidelaochenaguda，zhanlechulai。tayanshenhunzhuo，
kanwodemuguangchongmanleqingmiehebuxie。taguyiyongyitaojiqifuzagulaoderongyu，gaotankuolun，
jiangdeshibuluoqianxidejiuli，yanyujianquechuchuyingshewozheigewailaide“dazhounvren”huidailaieyun。
zhangneizhongrenqieqiesiyu，douyiweiwobuguoshigetingbudonghuadebaishe。
wokanjianagudazuijiaoneisideyide、qingmiedexiao。tuobaliezuozaizhuweishang，
mianwubiaoqingdibawanzheshouzhongdeyinbei，bingweichuyanzhizhi。tazaikan，zaideng。
dengagudazhongyutuomohengfeidishuowan，wohuanhuanzhanqishen。zaimanzhanghuotongqinghuokanhaoxidemuguangzhong，
woyongbiagudagengliulide、daizhebendimuminkouyinderongyukailekou：“agudazhanglao，
ningangcaiyinyongdediangu，chuzisanbainianqiande《xianwangxun》，keninjicuole。xunyanlishuodeshi‘zeshuierju，
fangnengxingwang’，erbushi‘bihuoerqian，gouqietousheng’。niannianduobiganhan，weihebuxiangxiang，
ruherangshuiweiwomensuoyong？”wodeshengyinbuda，quexiangyikuaishitouzajinpingjingdehumian，jiqiqiancenglang。
manzhanghuaran！agudaneizhanglaolianshunjianzhangchenglezhuganse，zhizhewo“ninini”lebantian，
yigeziyeshuobuchulai。womeiyouzaikanta，ershizhuanxiangzhuweishangdetuobalie。takaozaiyibeishang，
chunjiaogouqiyimojishendehudu，neishuangyingsunbandeyanzhong，xingweinongdejihuyaoyichulai。
tayongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，dishengwen：“wangfeitouxueduojiule？”yishibuhuanersan。dangwan，
wangzhanglizhishengxiawohetuobalieliangren。wozoudaohuopenqian，dangzhetademian，congfajianbachuneimeiyuzan。
womosuodaozantouneigeweixiaodetuqi，yongliyian，zhiting“ka”deyishengqingxiang，zanweiliekaiyidaofengxi，
yixiaocuoheisedeyaofenbeiwodaolechulai。womeiyousihaoyouyu，jiangyaofenjinshusaruxiongxiongranshaodehuopen。
“zila——”heisedeyaofenshunjianbeihuoyantunshi，fachuyizhencierdeshengxiang，shengqiyiguqingyan。wotaiqitou，
zhishizhetadeyanjing，yanshenshiwocongweiyouguodejianding：“congjinriqi，wojiangwanyudazhouzaiwuguage。xianzai，
womenkeyitantanyinshuiguangaideshileme？”zheiyibahuo，shaodiaodeshitaihoudesuanji，
shaodiaodeshiwoyudazhouzuihoudeyisiqianlian。yeshiwodijituobaliede，yifenhaowubaoliudetoumingzhuang。
tuobaliejiujiudiningshizhewo，neidaozhengningdebahenzaihuoguangxiatiaodong，yanshenqueqiansuoweiyoudeshenchen。
woconghuailitaochuyizhangzaoyihuahaodeyangpiditu，zaitamianqianpukai。“beirongbingfeiwushui，zhishiliubuzhushui。