第2章 有苦难言

wotilegeyizizuozaizhengzhongjian,kanzhemeimeihemeifuxieshouzoulai,lianshangqingyizhenbaiyizhendegendiaosepanyiyang。

wotailetaixiaba,yuqibingleng“jiniqinaidejiejiejingjiuba,haomeimei。”

dajiadoumeifanyingguolaizheishishenmeyisi,cishitaixiadejimuhefuqinyebuzhidaoqulenali。

“zenme,yonglejiejiedeshengxueyanzuohunyanlianjizhangbeijingchadoubuyinggailema?”jifengdehuayuxiangeryuedehanbingyiyangluozaitamenshenshang,youruheni?wobuguoshiyiqirenzhidaohaizhiqirenzhishenbale。

kanzhemianqiandemeimeihemeifuguizaimianqiangongjingdejuqijiubei,xinlituranshuangkuai,yuanlaiwoyiqiansuozuodetuibudoushizaijizijizhaoqishou。

“姐姐,请喝茶。”

wojieguoshoucha,xiaominleyikou,xiaozhepailepaimeimeidejianbang“haomeimei,jiejiezhunishiyeyifanfengshun,fuqishenghuoxingfumeiman,ersunmantang。”

ganshouzhemeimeidechirendemuguangxinqingchangkuailexuduo,zaibinkedezhushixiawodabuzouchujiudian。

2dujingzhuichulaizhejidelazhewodeshouwendao:“xiaoli,nizenmele?”

woyishiyoudianmeimingbaitazheijuhuadaodishishenmeyisi。

“nishizaiguanxinwohaishizaiweitamenzhiwenwo?”woyoudianhaoxiaodekanzhedujing。

dujingshenseyizhenglianmanganweiwodao“zenmehuinixiaoli,wodangranshixiangzhenide,zhishinixianzaihenifuqintamenguanxinaojiangleduinizijiyebuhao。”

dujingkukoupoxindequanzhewo。

zhichuanzhemoxionglubeilifudewobeizheituranqilaidefengchuidedalegelengzhan。

“goule!”dujingdiyicibeiwozheizhongyuqixiongzhu,youxiebukesiyidekanzhewo。

“dujing,wozaiwaimianzhanzheimejiu,niyoujiwopiyijianwaitaoma?

“没有!”

nishizhendezaiyiwoma?”

shiyeturanmohu,yanleishunzhelianjiahualuodiaoxia,wozhuanshencongbaolinachuzhijincadiaoyanlei,buxiangzaihedujingzhenglun。

dujingtanlekouqi,gouzhewodeshou,woxiangshuaikaidanliqibugou。

“xiaoli,ruguowobuaini,wodangchuzenmehuimaozheshengmingweixianzaineigexiangzijiuni,ruguobushiwo……”dujingyuqiwenrouyouzaisushuozheneijianwobuyuanyihuiyideshiqing。

“haole,rangwojingjingba,woxianzaihaolei。”

我独自开车回到家。

laidaoerloutuimenjinqu,kanzhemamadelingpai,wohuileiruyu。

fuqinhejimujintianwanshangdoumeihuijia,woyesonglekouqi。

wobuzhidaoyaoruhequmianduizheixiangchule22niandefuqin,xiaoshihouduiwohaodefuqinni,naqule?

yizaojiubeiwaimianpengpengdeshengyinchaoxingle,dakaimenyikanshijimu。

wozhouzhemeixinlixiangzhetashibushiyoushenmebing。

“ma,nizheidazaoshangdasaoshenmeweisheng?wangayiqunalile,bushiyoutadasaoma?”

jimubulengburedekanlewoyiyanranhouyinyangguaiqide“aiyou,zheiwangayiqingzaijialiyigeyueyierwan,nagejiatingshoudelea,haibushidewozijilai,meixiangdaonverdefue。”

zheishenmeyisiguaiwobubangnidasaoweisheng?nimeishiba!ayiqianyoubushijibuqi。

womianseyouxinchongchongkanzhejimu“neizenmebanama!”

jimumeifanyingguolaixiayishihuileju“shenmezenmeban?”