第四章

醒来时已经九点。

wodaochufangkandaorezhedezaocan,gangshenshouquduan,mamachongjinlaizuzhidao:“neishizhouqiangde。”

“我的呢?”

“你的没有!”

mamahenshengqi,zuowanwozhanyongzhouqiangdewoshi,zhouqiangbianpaoquhebabayiqijizheshui,rangmamashuineigelajichang。

jintianzaoshang,mamahenzaojiulaiqiaowodemen,rangwoqichuangbangtazuofan,womeilita。

“fangjianbuliu,zaofanyebuweiwozuo,kanlainimendequebuhuanyingwo。”wodiandiantou,“xingle,womashangzou。”

shuowanwozuoshihuiwunaxiangzi。

“aiaiai,nibabahaishengbingni,nidoumeikantayiyanjiuzoule?youmeiyouliangxin?”mamakaishidaodebangjiawo,shuotamengongwodushuduomexinku,jialiduomeqiong,taduoburongyidengdeng,woquebudongganen……tingzheshuxidelaotao,wodexinqinghenfuza。

良心?

shangbeiziwojiushitaiyouliangxin,cailuodaoneiyangdexiachang!

jialiyizhizhongnanqingnv,wozhidao。

jialiyizhikanbuqiwo,woyezhidao。

danshi,jialiquemomingqimiaoyizhigongwodushu,bingbawogongrubeijingdaxue,zheishiwowanwanmeiliaodaode。

我一直感恩于心。

jiuyinweizheidianerende,wobuduanquanzijirongrentamendeoudamanma、pianxinyan。

daotoulaiquefaxian,tamenyunxuwodushu,shiyinweiwobenshenhuidu,yiwujiaoyuyoubuxuyaoduoshaoqian,haiyougebeitamenchengwei“shagou”dezhijiaolaoshiyuanyiyongweibogongzizizhuwo。

zuizhongyaodeshi,tamentingdaogebicundenvdaxuesheng,nengbacailitandao50wan!

suoyicaiyuanyirangwoyizhidushu。

erdidichuzhongjiuchenmiyouxi,dajiadouou,zaozaochuoxuele。

“buyaozaimaican。”wodaduanmamadekusu,“nidekudoushizizhaode,babadaninibulihun,jialiqiongquefeiyaoshengerzi,bahaizishengchulaiyouyangbuqi。jialihuoerduo,nishihuanbulebaba,youbuyuanyirangdidizuo,quebizhewozuo,wozuodebuhaonijiudama……nixinkudeshihourangbabahedidibangnia,meicizhihuiduizhewodaodebangjia……nijiushihuogai!”

wochaofengdehuarangmamazhenjingbuyi,sihubumingbaiwoweihebuchitaneiyitaole。

yiqiantaoudawo,rumawo,danzhiyaozaiwomianqianmaican,sushuozijideburongyi,wojiuhuinulianweita。

xianzai,woqueshuota“huogai”。

“zenmeduinimashuohuade?”yidaonuhezaibeihouxiangqi。

wozhuanguotou,zuowanfangfoxiaoshidebabazhongyuchuxianle,lazheliannuchiwo。

wotiaotiaomei,shangxiadaliangbaba,chunbianweixiao:“ba,tingmashuoniyaosile,shibushia?”