第4章孩子
shenmeshihoulikaiqiaojiade，tayebuzhidao，fanzhengyemeiyourenzaiyitadecunzai。
qiaoruofeifangfoyigeguhunyeguiside，youdanghuiqu，kanjianxiaojuzhengpeizheyanerzaiyuanziliwanshua。
yizhikongzhideqingxu，zaikandaoyanerdeneiyikejuedi，yanleichongchuleyankuang。
shengpabeiyanerkandao，taganjinqiaoqiaodeduodaolepangbiandexiangfang，wuzhezuibakuqi。
wanshangdeshihou，diaozhenghaoqingxudeqiaoruofei，zhunbeilefengshengdewanfan，yinweixiaochenghaosonghuixinshuo，wanshangyaoguolai。
tabenjiubuzaibaoshenmeqiwang，zhishixiangyaopingjingrangyijiasankouchiyidunfan，ranhouzaidengxiaochenghaoduitadeanpai。
zhishixiangzhexinshideta，turanbeichuaimende“kuangdang”sheng，jingdeyixiacongyizishangzhanleqilai。
taxiayishidekanleyanyaner，ranhoucaikanqingdaizhenuqijinlaidexiaochenghao。
xiaochenghaojingzhizoudaoqiaoruofeimianqian，yigebazhangshuaileguolai，lishenghedao“nizheigejianren，wozhidaonixinsidu，danshimeiyouxiangdaonirucidaidu，juranliannijiejiedouganmouhai。”
qiaoruofeiyinweihaowuzhunbei，beiyigejieshidebazhangdadeshunjianshuaidaozaidi。
touhaizaixuanyunzhiji，jiutingdaoxiaochenghaozhoumazhe，taijiaotileguolai。
“die，biedaniang......”
yaneryinweihaipaersixinliefeidekusheng，jiashangxiaochenghaodetida，rangfamengdeqiaoruofeishunjianqingxingguolai。
takandaoyanerkuzhepaodaotadeshenbian，yongjiaoxiaodeshenquxiangyaohuta，hedetaganjinhandao：“yaner，bieguolai，niangmeishi。”
qiaoruofeituikaiyaner，yibianduizheneilihedefamengdexiaojuhandao：“xiaoju，ganjindaizheyanerchuqu。”
yanerbeidaizouhou，qiaoruofeicaiganshoudaoshenshangdetengtong，hexiaochenghaohenbunengshasitadehen。
“niweishenmezheiyangduiwo？”
xiaochenghaodadeleile，zhanzainali，wubiyanedekanzheqiaoruofei，naohuodeshuodao：
“nizheigenvren，daolecishi，haizaizhuang！ruguobushilinweimingbugaisi，nizheigenvrenzenmenenganxinshasinijiejie，haihaoyisijiajiwoni！”
tingdaozheihua，qiaoruofeimengle。
什么她杀死她姐姐！
“niweishenmezheiyangshuo，womeiyouzuoguodeshiqing，weishenmeyaochengren！”
“nizheigenvren，zhenshiwojianguolianpizuihouderen，ruguobushinijiejieqinkougaosuwo，shinibatatuixiashanyade，wodoubuganxiangxinyigeren，jurannengzuochuzheiyangminmierenxingdeshiqing。”
qiaoruofeiqidaoshenzifadou，“tazenmenengzheiyangwuxianwo！tazainali，woquzhaotaduizheng！”
“nihaiyoulianzhaonijiejie，ruguobushitaxiangwoqiuqing，woxianzaiduiniqiandaowanguayebunengjiewoxintouzhihen！”
“nijiusuanshalewo，woyebuhuichengrenwoconglaidoumeiyouzuoguodeshiqing！”
“woyemeiyouzhiwangnichengren，zhishiwozaiyewufarenshounizaiwoshenbian。xianzaitingdaonideshengyin，dourangwojuedewubiexin！niganjinshoushidongxi，jiwogun！”
xiaochenghaoyibianshuozhe，yibiannaohuodetileyixiashenbiandeyigeyiju。
“chenghao，xiaoxin！a......”
bansuizheqiaoruofeideyishengcanjiao，beixiaochenghaotidejuzishangdeyigehuapenzhenghaozadaoletadehoubei。
kandaotengdedunzaidishangdeqiaoruofei，xiaochenghaolengzainali。
gangcairuobushiqiaoruofeituikaita，neigangcaineigehuapenjiuhuizadaotadetoushangle。
erbeiqiaoruofeituikaihou，naozilisihuyouyigeshuxidehuamianyishanerguo。
zhishi，neigehuamianshishenme？
他想不起来了！
jiuzaitalengshendeshihou，qiaoruofeijiannandezhanqishenlai，zoudaotadeshenbian，danxindeshangxiadaliang：“nimeishiba，youmeiyouzadaoni？”
xiaochenghaoyaoleyaotou，zhouzhemeikanzheqiaoruofei，“nizheigenvrenshibushiyanxiyanxiguanle。niyiweigangcaituiwoneiyixia，wojiuhuiyuanliangnima？shaochixinwangxiang。”
“wowozhishiguanxinnieryi。”
“shouqinisuoweideguanxinheaiba，wobuyao，yebuxihan。woyaode，jiushinilikai，yongyuanbuyaorangwokandaoni！”
kanzhecishilianshangbumanliqi，yanjinghanzhehenyidexiaochenghao，qiaoruofeilengzaineili。
guoleyihui，qiaoruofeishitanzhewendao：“nishirangwoxianlikaima？”
“nibuyaohewozhuangshaxingbuxing，womeiyouxinqinghenishuohua，niganjinjiwogun！”
“niang，die，woshiyaner，woyaojinqu！niang，woyaojianniang......”
嫣儿在外面哭。
chenghaolengshengdao：“shinidaizhetazijilikai，haishirangwodangzhetademiangannimenzou。”
“chenghao，qingnibuyaozheiyang，yanerhaixiao，ta......”
“biepengwo......woxianniexin！”
“zheimewanle，nirangwodaizheyanerqunali？”
“woxiangnixiangcuole，worangnigun，shiyaonihewolihun，ranhouyongyuanxiaoshizaiwoyanqian。zheiyijingshiwoduinizuidarencile。”
“离婚！”
“dui！wobenxiangbanidaxiebakuai，yijiexintouzhihen，keshilinweitaishanliang，burangwotaiweinanni！suoyinihaishixiexieni，youzheiyangyigeshanliangdejiejie！zhishi，wozhentitabuzhi！”
xiaochenghaoyibalazhuta，tuodaoleyijingqian。
qiaoruofeikandao，jingzilideta，manliandeyuqing，toufaheyifuyebeicheluan，haoxiangyigefengziyiban。
“kankanni，nizhendexiangyaorangnideyanerkandaozheiyangdenima？”
“qingnibuyaoheyanerhaoma？”
tingdaoqiaoruofeibeiweidekenqiu，xiaochenghaoquezhishilenglengdeshuo：“ruguonibuxiangrangtakandaowodangzhetademiandani，neinijiuganjinhewolihun，ranhougun。”
“niang......woshiyanera......niang......woyaojianwoniang......”
tingzhewaimianyanerqicandekusheng，qiaoruofeixianrulehuangkong。
“yaner，niangmeishi，nirangxiaojudainiquwanhaoma？mamayihuijiuquzhaoni。”
qiaoruofeihaipayanerdanxin，suoyiyibiannuliwenzhuzijideqingxu，yibianchongzhemenkouhanzhe，ranhouduizhexiaochenghaodianlediantou。
tazhidao，tabunengzairangyanerkandaozijilangbeideyangzi，zheiyangyanerdexinlihuiliuxiayinying。
tayezhidao，zitakandaotajiejiechuxian，tajiugailikaile。
“neiwomingtianjiuzhaorenxiexieyi，nonghaohounihewoqulihun。”
“qingnixiandengwolianshangdeshanghaole，ranhouzhaodaoluojiaodedifangzaiquxingma？”
乔若菲哀求道。
xiaochenghaoxiangleyixia，zuihoudianlediantou。
“keyi，miandenichuqujiwodiuren，zhishizheiliangtiannibiexiangzheshuahuazhao，zheiyangwomenyesuanhaosanle。”
好散......
丢人......
qiaoruofeizuijiaohanzheqikudexiao，xinlixiangzhe，xiaochenghaotongyitadeqingqiu，buguoshibuxiangrangbierenkandao，tadaletaeryi。
bijing，tayeshidangdiyigeyoutouyouliandeshaodongjia。
diertianyizao，qiaoruofeizhengzaishoushidongxideshihou，jiukandaolexiaochenghaodexiaosiqiulinguolaile。
“qiaoxiaojie，womenshaoyerangwoyihuidainidaoxinjia。”
tingdaoqiulindehua，qiaoruofeilengleyixia，suijijiushiranle。