第四章不堪的过去
有什么好呢？
wonachulezijinianqingshidezhaopian，fangzailemolideshouzhong，molizhishikanleyiyan，zhenggerendoulengzhule。
yinweicishidefanfan，xiangjilewonianqingshihoudeyangzi。
“molinizhidaoma，taheneigenvmingxingzaiyiqiyousiwunianle，wobulihun，yebudandanshiyinweibuganxin，huozhexuyaotaderenmai。”
“youshihouyeshiyinwei，fanfanhewozhangdetaixiangle，zheirangwoquedingtaaiderenyijiushiwo。”
ranermolibujieshouwodezheifanshuoci，tazhaolaileyigexiangkuang，jiazhaopianfanglejinqu。
“taaidebushini，yebushifanfan，taaideshinianqingmaomei，zhunquedianshuotaaideshitaziji。”
worenbuzhuxiaochulesheng，zheixiaoyatouhaimeitanguolianaini，jingranbiwogengqingxing。
kexiaozhexiaozhe，woyourenbuzhuxinsuanleqilai，weishenmezheimeqianxiandedaoli，wohualezheimeduoniancaimingbai？
tarujindebianhuabushiyinweiyouqianbianhuaile，ershiyinweitadebenxingjiushiruci。
taluopodeshihoushenbianyiwusuoyou，erwoqiahaonianqingmaomei，youyuanyigenzhetachiku。
rujintafadale，yaoshenmeyoushenme，napawoyijiunianqingmaomei，tayeweibididangdezhubierenyouhuo。
yinweitazongshiyaoduizijihaoyixiede。
wokudetouyunnaozhang，zhidaosiliebandetengtong，huanxinglewodeshenjing。
molihaipajile，jimangjiaolailedafujiwodaleanding。
dengxinglaiyihou，wokandaomolishoumangjiaoluande，buzhizaishoushixieshenmedongxi。
“nizaiganshenme，moli？”
molihaosimeixiangdaowozheimekuaijiuxingle，jimangjiangshouzhongdedongxizangzaileshenhou。
“shenmeyemeiyou，jiushiyixielaji，lanqiujienihaohaoxiuxi，wobazheixiedongxichulile。”
qianyishigaosuwo，tashenhoudedongximeineimejiandan，yushiwoshenchushouwentayao。
“拿过来！”
moliyouyuleyihuier，jiabuzhuwodeyaoqiu，zhinengjiangdongxifangzailewodeshouzhong，shifayuandechuanpiao。
buguozheiciwoshoudaodebushilihundefayuanchuanpiao，shiguyishanghaizui。
wohuilefanfandelian，guzeminlaizhaowosuanzhangle。
“moli，bangwozaiwangshangkaiyigezhanghaoba！”
zaifayuankaitingdeqianyitian，guzeminlaiyiyuankanwo。
woxiangcikedewoyidingnankanjile，yinweikandaowodeyishunjian，tabianmanyanxianqi。
“nideshentishenmeshihouchadaozheigedibule，buguojiushichuaileniyixiaeryi，yongdezhezhuledabangeyuedeyiyuanma？”
wangleshuole，shenweiwodezhangfu，qijinweizhitadoubuzhidaowodelenaoliu。
wogentashuoguode，zhishitakenengzaoyijiangwodeweixinlahei。
woyecengzaidianhualigentatiguo，buguodangshitakenengzaichuangshangmangzhe，suoyimeiyoutingqingwoshuodehua。
houlaiwoyejiangzijidebinglibaogao，fangzailejializuixianyandeketingzhuozishang。
ranerneigejiatameihuilaiguo，huozhehuilaile，yebuhuizhuyizhuozishangdebinglibaogao。
zaitakanlai，zhiyaowobushisile，huozhezhudongtichulihun，yutaeryandoumeiyoutaidadeguanxi。
“wodeshentizhuangkuangniyoubushibuzhidao，weileni，woshiqulesangehaizi，xianzaiwodeshentijiuheboliyiyang。”
wodehuachenggongrangtaheilelian，tabushizuitaoyanwotiqiyiqianma？xianzaiyegairangtatongkuyixiale。
keshuochuzheiyifanhua，tongdeyouhezhishitayigeren？
womendediyigehaizishiyiwaixiaochan。
tachuangyechuqipeizhebierenchuquyingchoushi，hedemingdingdazui，dadianhuarangwoqujieta。
jieguoquleyihou，tadehezuofanghaimeiyoulikai，bingqieyiyankanzhonglewo。
dangshiwoshifenhaipa，yizhizaiwanghouduo，neishidewoduomexiwangguzeminnengzhanchulai，ranertaqueyouyule。
zhidaoduifanglazhewodeshouwan，yaojiangwosaidaochelishi，tacaichongguolaiyaodaiwozou。
shuangfangzhengzhideshihou，wobuxiaoxinbeirentuidaoledishang，shenxiashunjianliuchulexianxue。
womendediyigehaizijiuzheiyangmeiyoule，guzeminmeiyouxuanzezhuijiutamendezeren。
yinweiduifangtichuyuanyidachengzheicidehezuo，bingqierangchulejudadelirun。
neigeshihouguzeminguizaiwodemianqiantongku。
“duibuqilanqiu，shiwomeiyong，ruguowozaiqiangdayidian，jiubuhuibianchengjintianzheigeyangzi。”
dangshiwoxinliyenanshou，yeshiyouneimeyidianyuanhentade。
keshimeidangshenye，wokanjiantayigerenzuozaiqiangjiao，woyouxinruandeyuanliangleta。
di2gehaizishizaitaxiaoyouchengjiuyihou，dangshidetazhanlutoujiao，henkuaijiubeibierendingshangle。
ranerguzeminzuoshishouduanjiweihenla，yongneixierendehualaishuo，tajiugenfenggouyiyang。
yidanbeitayaoshangyikourou，napadasiyebuhuisongkou。
zheiyangnanmianhuirenuyixiebuganjingderen，tamenzhaorenlaibaofuguzemin，weilebaohuta，woshiquledi2gehaizi。
zhiyudisangehaizijiubijiaokexiaole，neishiwunianqiangongsishangshidedangtianwanshang。
taheyiqunrenchuquqingzhu，erwoyinweishentibushiquleyiyuan。
haoburongyizhidaowomenyongyouledisangehaizi，womanxinhuanxidexiangyaogaosutazheigehaoxiaoxi。
jieguoneitianwanshangtayiyeweigui，diertianyizao，yourenfaxiaoxirangwoqujiudiandeyigefangjianzhaota。
jinquyihou，wokandaotayuyigenianqingpiaoliangdenvren，chikekedetangzaichuangshang。
woyishijidongyuneigenvrensicheleqilai，wojiuzheiyangzaicishiqulehaizi。
neiciguohouwomendeguanxizaiyehuibudaocongqianle，dangshitaduiwomanxinkuijiu，fashizaiyebuhuiyouxiayici。
kexiao，wojingranzhendexiangxinleta，wangjile，nanrenchuguiyouyicijiuhuiyouwushuci。
sangehaizidejiyiyongshanglewodexintou，xianranyechuxianzailetadenaohaizhong。
“lanqiunigoule，nixiangyongzheisangehaizibangjiawo，daoshenmeshihouwoyijingshuoguole，zhiyaonikenlihun，wohuijinihuabuwandeqian。”
“napanixiangrangwoyangniyibeizi，woyerenle，jiusuannijianglaijiaren，wolianzheniquanjiayiqiyangdoukeyi。”
“nidaodihaiyoushenmebumanyide？niyeshinvren，zenmenengxinhendaohuilefanfanderongmao，nibuzhidaotashikaolianchifandema？”
qishizheicaishizhenzhengdeguzemin，zhendejiurutongfenggouyiyang，rendingdeshiqingjuebusongshou。
“wokeyilihun，nichexiaosusong，jiangniyibandejiachanjiwo！”
guzeminfangfotingdaoleyigexiaohuayiyang，lengxiaozheshuailewochuangtoudeshuibei。
“yaolanqiu，wohaizhenshixiaokannile，xiangyaowoyibandejiachan，nizuomeng！”
kanba，tashuojiwohuabuwandeqianyeshijiade！