第五章 不安且迷茫的大哥

suhongkanchulesushengyandideyihuo,jusangdijieshidao:“zheilidedongxidoubeidabotamennale。”

niangzouhou,banyuebudao,tamenjiadeyinzijiubeidabopianzoule。

jitianqian,dageshangshankanmu,buxiaoxincongshantoushangdieluo,langzhongshuozhituiyaojishiguanshenzhijibaiguanqian,anaiyitingzhibingyaoneimeduoyinzi,guoduanjianglangzhonghongzou。

langzhonghenshengqi,zouqianshuotadagezhibuhaole,xiabanshentanle,zhinengtangzaichuangshangdengsi!

zhineitianqi,ayeyebuguantamenle,tamenjiadedongxikaishiyitiantianbianshao,meiciergesangequyao,neijigeliqidadetanggejiuhuidadachushou,tamengenbentaobudaohao。

jiansushengshenqinghuise,suhongxiangdaoleshenme,touyebuhuididao:“wogenergeshuideneiwuyouzhi,wozheijiuquna。”

fangjianbeisuhongcongwaimianqingqingheshang,sushengkanzhejinbidefangmen,momingjuedeyoudianzao。

pingfuleyixiaxinqing,talaidaodagechuangbianzuoxia。

“大哥。”

tahuanletayisheng,yiweibuhuidedaohuiying,xiayishunyuguangquemiaodaoduifangmomowangtatanchulaiyizhishou。

yankanzheneishoujiuyaowangbeizisuo,sushengmeiyouyouyu,yibawozhuta。

tachuixiayanmou,mosuoleliangxiaduifangneicucaodaiyoulaojiandeshouzhi。

taqingshengdao:“dage,womenfenjiaba,dengergehuilaiwojiuqubalizhangtamenqingguolai,daoshihouwojiniqingdafu。”

“meiyongde。”beizilitouchuanchusumomenmendeshengyin。

shiqisui,bianshengle,dantadesangyintingshangqubingbujianrui。

sushengyouyupiankehaishiyonglixiankailetadebeizi。

douranyiliang,sumobushidibishangyanjing,suihouyongshoubeiwuzhulian。

taxiangduo,dantawuchukezang。

“dage,woyoubanfazhihaoni,nixiangxinwo。”

sushengminleminchun,shenshouliaokaitaluanpengpengdetoufa。

chiyileyihuier,tahaishimeiyouwanquanshuoshihua,ershisahuangdao:“woqishishishenyidedizi,shizongzheijinianyizhidougenzheshifuxuexiyishu。”

“zhibuhaode,shenyilaileyeshiwujiyushi。”taxiabanshenyidianzhijuedoumeiyoule。

sumofangxiashou,xiangshiwanquansangshiledouzhi,yanlizhishengxiayipiankongdonghemimang。

“yenaihaiyoudabotamenyebuhuitongyifenjiade,erqieniergehaiyaokeju,yidanbeifubuxiaodemaming,takenenghuibeiquxiaokaoshizige,woyijingmeiyouweilaile,juebunengzaiyanzhengzhengkanzheniergeyebeihuidiao。”

zheixieniantamenyebushimeitiguofenjia,zhishimeicidoubeiyigexiaozijiyadesiside。

tajiuxiangdiaojinlexuanwozhong,meiyoufangxiang,nanyiziba。

“neijiurangtamenzhudongtifenjia!”sushengzhigougouwangzheta,jiandingdeyuqi,“wonengzhihaoni,zheijiayeyidingnengfen,dengfenjiale,wojiushiyijiazhizhu,wokansheiganqifunimen!”

duishiliangjiu,sumoxiaole,tatailetaishou,moxiangsushengdelian。

tashengyinshayadidao,“meimei,zheixienianniyeguodebuhaoba?”

tadoutingdaole,shianaimailetameimei。

maiwanhaisanfanliangcigentamenxiongdijigesuoyaodieniangliuxiadeqian,shuoshenmeyijingzhaodaomeimeile,danjixuyinzishushen,piankedoubunengdanwu。

kexiaodeshi,chulelaoer,tahelingwailianggedididoushibingjiluantouyi,douxuanzexiangxinledabodeguihua。

qiaozhesushengneibizijihaiyaolaochengdemoyang,sumoxiaodeyoudiankuse。

sushengmeirenzhuyankuangfanhong,danjinjinzhishifahong,yandihaowuleishuidazhuan。

她很难再哭出来了。

“ge,meiyourenmaiwo,neihuashiwopianbierende。”

tafanshouwozhusumodeshou,duifangdeshouzhanghenda,zhiguanjieweiweituqi,pifuyebuxini,shangmianhaibumanlexixiaodeshangkouhehuahen,zhiyiyanjiuchadianrangsushengbaozou。

tajiannandiyikaimuguang,conghuailiquchuyinzhenxia。

shuodezaiduodagekendingyetingbujinqu,daoburuxianrangduifangkandaotadeshili。

yinzhenbeihuanhuanquchu,sushenghuiyizhezijicongxiandaiyixueshengneixuexidaodezhenjiuliaofa,zhunquedijiangyinzhenzhazaisumoshenshangneijigechangyongyuzhituitengdexueweishang。

yucitongshi,sushengyezaianzicuidongtineideyineng。

yilvqingmuzhiqizaitashenshangzhuanlejiquan,huanhuanpiaojinsumodeshenti。

daimulingqisuodingmubiaohou,biankaishiyidiandianxiufutashousundegusui。

sushengbudasuanbaoluzijideyineng,jiashangtashenshangdenengliangyebuzuyirangsumochediquanyu,suoyizaikandaoduifangluchujingxi、yayidebiaoqinghou,tabudongshengsedishouhuileyineng。

“dage,youganjuelema?”

sumomengdidiantou,yanleiwangwangde:“you!gangganghenteng!”

biqitengtong,gengpadeshihaowuzhijue。

sumoliezhezui,xiaodebikuhainankan:“meimei……”

sushenganfuxingdipailepaitadeshoubei,yuqinandefangsong,“wodoushuolewoshishenyidedizi,dage,nidexuehuixinrenwo,burandenghuierfenjiadeshihou……”

huaweidaojin,gezhiyisheng,menkaile。

suhongshensejinghuangdixiaopaoguolai,“jie!dabohuilaile!”