第四章

shoushujieshuhou,wofaxianzijinaoshenjingshousun,congcitanhuanzaichuang,tongkubukan。wozhongyumingbaile,taduiwodehenyishenrugusui。

congwojiangxietaiyusongjinjianyudeneiyikeqi,tadehenyijiucongweitingzhiguo。

zhidaowoshengmingdezuihouyike,worengjiuwufalijie,tamingmingzhidaoxietaiyujiejintazhishiweilepianqujinqian,quehainengduitahuaiyoushenqing,erjiangwoshiweiyanzhongding,zuizhongzhaodaolebaofuwodejihui。

rendeduoluo,wangwangwujikexun,fangfoshenyuanzhongdeanliu,qiaowushengxidiqinshizhelizhidediba。

xingyundeshi,mingyunfuyulewozhongshengdeqiji,zheiyici,wojuedingjiangxuanzedeziyoujiaohaijita,tongshiyexiangqinyanmudu,taneisuoweide“zhizhe”shifouzhideliangshidezhuiqiu。

womeiyoujiyutichulihun。neigeyewan,woheerziliangliangyijiuweizhaotingqingzhushengri。

tajinguannuliyanshi,quewufayinzangneixindefenluan。

xiridemengzhongqingrenzaicichuxian,wuyijiletajudadexinlingchongji。

womenyudingdeshishuangchuangfang,taquejianchiyaoyuerzigongshuiyichuang,liyoushiwoshuimianqian,pafanshendaraodaowo。

zheishiwodiyicitingshuozijishuijueqing,woweiweiyixiao,moxuletadejueding。

tarucijiqiedishouhuzhezijide“zhenjie”,daoyefuhetashangyishidefengge。

wotangzailingyizhangchuangshang,bishangyanjing,xinzhongqueshibotaoxiongyong,qianshidezhongzhongbuganyufennuruchaoshuibanyongshangxintou。

shenyeli,qingweidejiaobushengdapoleningjing,zhaotingqiaowushengxidilikailefangjian,zhidaolingchenwudian,tacaidaizheyishenbushuyujiatingdeqixi,qiaoranfanhui。

huidaoshiqu,zhaotingyijiuyiyiyuanzhibanweiyoulikai。wosongerziquxingqubanhou,bingweizaiwaidengdai,ershizhibenlvshishiwusuo。

diertian,woyoubaifanglezhiqiangongzuoderenminyiyuandelaolingdao。

dangdezhiwoxiwangzhongfangangweishi,laolingdaoqueyaoleyaotou,gaosuworenminyiyuanzuoweishiqudingjiandeyiyuan,bukenengsuiyirangwolaiquziru。

wosuiranyongyouboshixuewei,danzhongjianqiniandegongzuojingyanqueshi,rangqitayiyuanyebuganqingyirangwozhongfanshoushutai。

zicongqinianqianzhaotingshengxiaerziliangliang,youyujiazhonglaorenbushihezhaoguhaizi,jiazhidangshibaomunvedaiyingerdexinwenpinfa,womenshanglianghou,wojuedingciquyiyuandegongzuo,chengweilequanzhibaba。

neishi,woyishishenjingwaikedezhudaoyisheng,laolingdaocengduofangquanshuo,renweiruguowonengkefuyanqiandekunnan,weilaidezhiyedaolujiangyipianguangming。

danworenwei,nvxingzhongfanzhichangdenanduyuandayunanxing,ruguojiazhongbixuyourenxishengshiye,neigerenyinggaishiwo。

zhaotingzaiwaidapin,tongyangbuyi,womenzhishigezichengdanzhebutongdejiaose。

raner,xianshiqueyiyizhongcankudefangshigaosuwo,wosuofuchudexisheng,zuizhongzhihuanlailezijidegandong。

zaiwobuqubunaodeqingqiuxia,laolingdaozhongyujilewoyixianxiwang:“xiageyue,xiashuxianchengdeyingxiangkeyougeyishenggangweigongkaizhaopin,ruguonijuedeheshi,jiuhuiquzhunbeiba。”

neishiyigejulizhuchengquliangbaiduogonglidexiaoxiancheng,meiyoudongchezhida,zhiyouzhangtuqiche,danchengjiuxuyaohaofeishijigexiaoshi。

neilidegongzishuipingdi,qieshiyingxiangkedegangwei,yuwozhiqiandegongzuoxiangbi,jianzhishitianrangzhibie。

danrujindewo,yiwuquantiaoti。

wobixuzhuazhuzheigenjiumingdaocao。woxuyaoyifengongzuo,cainengweizhengquerzidefuyangquandaxiajichu。

baomingzhihou,woquanshenxinditourudaolebeikaozhizhong。

suiranwocengjingzaiyingxiangkelungangguo,dantuolizhichangqinian,yixuelilunhejishudoufashenglefantianfudidebianhua,woxiridezhishihejinengyibuzaigouyong。

wobujinmaitoukuxuelilunzhishi,haiduocilianxilaotongxue,jiezhutamendebangzhu,zoufangleduojiayiyuan,lejieyingxiangkedezuixinshebei。

dangwogaosutamenwodasuanbaokaoquxiandeyingxiangkeshi,tamensuiranzuishangshuozhe“tinghao,tinghao”,danlianshangdebiaoqingqueshifuzaduobian,youjingya、youyihuo,shenzhiyouxingzailehuo。

bijing,wocengshixueba,biyehoubujiubianchengweilerenminyiyuandezhudaoyisheng,shizhongrenxianmudejiaodian。

erxianzai,woquelianyigeyingxiangkedegangweidouxiandeyaobukeji。

erzikanzhewomangliudeshenying,haoqidiwen:“baba,nishizaiweijixudushuzuozhunbeima?”

woqingqingpailepaitadetou,xinliquemingbai,woqishishizaiweiyichangzhanzhengzuozhunbei。zheichangzhanzhengzhong,wo、erzi、zhaoting,yijitadejiurinanshenxietaiyu,doujiangbukebimiandibeijuanruqizhong。

zaiwoquanxinbeikaodeyigeyueli,zhaotinghuijiadebufayufachihuan,tadeshenyingzaiyesezhongyufaxishao。

youyici,wozairenminyiyuanguanmoxinyinjindexguangjishi,yudaolelaotongshi,tamendaizheyisishenmidexiaoyiwenwo:“nijintianzenmehaiyoukonglaizheili?budasuantiqianqusanyazhunbeinihezhaotingdejiehunjinianrima?”

wobeizheituruqilaidehuayunongdemantouwushui。laotongshijimangwuzhuzui,sihushuolouleshenme:“aiya,zhaotingshibushixiangjiniyigejingxi,suoyimeigaosuni?ruguotazhidaowotiqianxielule,kendinghuizeguaiwo。nidaoshihoujidebiaoxiandejingyayixie,takeshiqinglehaojitianjia,zhuanmenweilezheige。”

wosuiranbuzhidaojutishishenmeshi,danhaishibaoyiweixiao。jiehunjinianridequelinjin,danjianyuwomenmuqiandehunyinzhuangkuang,qingzhujinianrisihuyibuzaiyouyiyi。

wanshang,zhaotingdalaidianhua,gaosuwoyiyuanlinshipaitachucha,xuyaolikaisantian。

dianhuaneitou,hailangshenghexiaotiqindexuanlvjiaozhizaiyiqi,fangfoyijingtiqianxuangaoletadexingzong。

wozhongyumingbaile,taguoquyigeyuelaiyeyijiridegongzuo,yuanlaidoushiweiletengchuzheijitiandejiaqi。taqueshiquqingzhujinianrile,zhishineigeduixiangbingbushiwo。woxiangxiangzhe,tacikehuoxuzhengchangyangzailangmandehaianbian,yuyigelingtaxindongdenanrenxiangban。

erzijieguoshouji,daizheyisiweiquwenzhaoting:“mama,nishibushibuyaowomenle?”

zheibuguoshihaiziwuxindehuayu,zhaotingquexiangshibeichudaoletongchu,tazaiyizhenjiliedefourenzhihou,turanbaofachuyizhenfennu:“xiaoxiaonianjijiuxuerenshuosandaosi,nizheishishenmetaidu?xuexiaojiushizheiyangjiaonidema?”

yiqian,wulunerziduomewanpi,zhaotingdoucongweiyanlizebeiguota,tazongshichangdaokuailejiaoyu。

ranerxianzai,taquejiangerzidangzuolefaxieqingxudeduixiang。erzibeitadenuhuonongdebuzhisuocuo,fanyingguolaihou,leishuiduokuangerchu。

woganjinjiangtayongruhuaizhong,zhiwenzhaoting:“niweishenmeyaoduihaizifahuo?tazhishixiangnianmama,zheiyoucuoma?”

zhaotingdeyuqizheicaihuanhexialai:“wo,wobushineigeyisi,wo……gongzuoqueshihenmang……”

tadehuayinweiluo,jiubeidianhuaneitoujishengmohude“wuwu”shengdaduan,fangfoyougerenjiqiediyaoqingtatouruhuanyuzhizhong,tajiwufajujue,yebuyuanjujue。

wodeshoujinjinwozheshouji,yinyongliguoduerbianxing,shenzhimeiyouyishidaotonghuaheshiyijingjieshu。