第001章 痛苦源于悔恨

zhongniannanrendesandaxingshi:shengguan、facai、silaopo。

hanningshineinanren,ermengshulanzeshineigebeizhazhisidelaopo。

dangjianchachuaizhengdeneiyinian,mengshulanjiuzhudinghuobuzhangle,zhishitazenmeyemeixiangdaozijibushibingsi,ershibeihanningyongzhentouwusi。

neinanrendaozuihouhaizaishuo:“shulan,wocuole,zanmenbulihuna,sidoubuli……”

mengshulanjiugaobudongle,tachuguineimeduonian,haidaizhexiaosanerzaizijibingchuanggebisihun,tajiushiligehuneryi,tazenmejiuqilesharendexinsileni?

youshenmedongxizaimengshulannaohailishanshuo,taganjuezijiyinggaishishangdangshoupianle。

guowangdezhongzhongxiangfanzhexuehuadelaojiuhuandengpian,mengshulanxiangbokaizheicengmiwutanxunmingyundezhenxiang。

zhishitainanle,nishuibandezhixiganxiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangtadesixujuanxi,shentidetong,banshengwunai,huiyixiangdaopian,gechezhetadeshenjing,zuanxindetong。

yourencengjingduitashuo,tongkuyuanyuhuihen。

mengshulanxiang,tazheishihouhuilea!

qishidangniantadaxindixihuanderenbingbushita,zhishihanninghuilaishi,manzuidexuqingjiayi,dongdenanieren,tajiuzheimexilihutudebeinaniezhule。

neigeniandai,guniangjiasixiangbaoshou,tanduixiangdoushibenzhejiehunqude,liangjiakanzheheshi,meishenmeyuanzeshangdewenti,yejiuzheiyangle。

jiehunneitian,jiejiesidixiawenta,“daxiderizi,nizenmebugaoxing?”

mengshulanbuzhidaozenmeshuo,zongganjuexinliyoudianbuduijing。

jiejiejiuquanta,“ganqingshixuyaohuiyingde,hanningrenbucuo,duiniduohaoa,xiaoxiaoba,yihouderizibuhuitaicha。”

mengshulantinglequan,fanzhenghundoujiele,haohaoguoriziba。

neixienian,tajiangzijigaizuodedouzuole,rijiushengqing,zhengdangtajuedehanningzheirenyesuanbucuodeshihou,jiubeixianshihenhendishanjinlediyuzhimen。

yuanlai,ganqingshikeyipiande,mingyunyeshihuiwannongrende。

hanning,tazaigenzijijiehunzhishi,zaiwaimianjiuyourenle。

ren,zenmekeyizheime**a!

mengshulangaobumingbai,yebuxiangqujiujie,tadeyanlimeiyouleguang,tongkonghuansan,naozhongyipiankongbai。

她知道自己要死了。

dangsuoyoudeyiqieguiyuchenai,mengshulanmeiyouxiangyuxiangzhongneiyangshangtiantanghuoshixiadiyu,ershiganjuedaoleyisinuanyiyijijiaozidexiangqi。

“饺子?”

“shia,haishizhurouxiande。shulan,kuaichangyigeba。”

youshenmedongxididaoletadezuibian。

zheiyike,mengshulanyuanbensanqudesixuxiangguangshuyibanshunjianyoujulongqilaile,neidaoguanghuaguotadeyanjing,zhouweideyiqiebianzhujiankaishibiandeqingxi,takandaoleneizhangxuweidelian,rangrenexindelian。

zhishi,zheizhanglianzenmebiandenianqingle?

junlangde,qingsede,biliangshangjiazheyigeheikuangyanjing,buzhangbuduandexisuifaxing,zheibushisanshisisuishidehanning,zheishishibajiusuishidehanning。

mengshulanningmei,neixinzhendong。

这**是见鬼了么!

kedangdiaoxiaogenhongxiaoshengchuanlai,tamangrandihuangusizhou,caifaxianzijicishizhengzuozaiyijianlaojiudejiaoshili。

zheishiwuliushiniandaijianchengdefangsushijianzhu,ercengxiaolou,qingzhuanhunnitu,waimianyongyicengbaishihuimoqiang。

kanzheqiangmianshangguazhedeneixieweirenxiang,yijizhuanshuyuneigeniandaidebiaoyu,yixieguiyihuangmiudexiangfazaimengshulanxinzhongmaochu。

她回来了吗?

zheiershitadangnianfududejiaoshi,cishishiyijiubalingniandeshenqiu。

dedaozheigejielun,mengshulanmengdizhanleqilai。

tadedongzuotaidale,shenhoudedengzibeidaidaokuangdangyishengzazaidimian,houyaoyebeizhuojiaozhuangdao,zuanxinditong。

keyuetongmengshulanyuegaoxing。

tahuilaile,tazhendehuilaile!

yuanlaisiwangbushizhongdian,ershilingyigexinsheng。

zheishi,yigeshengyinturanzaitaerbianxiangqi。

“shulan,nizenmele?”

孟书兰抬头看过去。

pangbian,hanningzhengdanxindikanzheta,eryuanbenrenaodejiaoshicishiyeanjingxialaile,manjiaoshideren,neixieshuxieryoumoshengdemiankong,douyongxixuegenbujiedeyanshenkanzhezheibian。

mengshulanxintouyidong,fankaichenfengyijiudejiyi,zhongyujiangcishideqingkuangnongmingbaile。

jiushizheitian,hanningcongshitanglijitadaihuileyihejiaozi,wuxingzhongquerenleliangrendelianaiguanxi。

qishi,jiushiyihejiaozieryi,shihoutayeshisaileqiande,zenmedaozuihoujiuchengzijidayingtaleni?

shuolaishuoqudoushihanningzheigezhanantaihuisuanjile,tashixiansanbuhaoleguanyuliangrendeyaoyan,suoyigangkaishidajiacaihuiweizhekanxi,caihuiqihong。

ershangyishidezijilianpibo,youbudongderuhejieshineixiewanwanraorao,zaiwairenyanlidaochengleyizhongmoren。

rujinxianglai,shangbeizizijihuiluodeneiyangyigexiachang,yebunengquanguaimingbuhao,zuichudeyuchuncaishiguanjian。

mengshulanxixizhenglizheneixieyijingyuanqudejiyi,tadechenmoyerangzhenggejiaoshixianruleguiyideanjing。

hanningjianbushaonanshengdeyanshencongzuichudexianmubianchenglekanxiaohua,xinyiheng,shenshoujiuquzhuaimengshulandegebo。

zhibuguomengshulanyanjishoukuai,zhijienaqizhuomianshangdeshu,jiangtadeshouhuikaile。

“exin,zang!hanning,buyaopengwo!!!”

mengshulanshuochudemeiyigezidouyaodejizhong,tadeyanshenlengdexiangbing,meituwanyigeci,yaguandounengsisiyaojin,zheishitajiliyayifennudezhuangtai。

siwangyuxinsheng,liangfenzhongqian,zheirennazhezhentoucaiwusilezijini,shiwensheinengbuhenbunu。

ruobushihepingniandai,fazhishehui,mengshulanhennanshuohuizuochushenmeshilai。

tadeyanshentailengliele,yinyinhaixianluchuleyisishayi。

hanningzhengzhule,lenglengdizhanzaineiliyouxiewucuo。

zhenggejiaoshiluozhenkewen,zhongrenlianhuxidoufangqingle,zongganjuekongqizhongbengzheyigenwuxingdexian,yipengjiuhuiduan。

zheihui,yigetaohongsedeshenyingzhanqilaile,zhizhemengshulan,yuqibuman。

“shulan,nizenmekeyizheimeduihanning,nizhidaoweilezheifenjiaozitajishitangdeshifushuoleduoshaohaohuama?niyaoshikanbushang,zhijiejiwojiushile,ganmayaoranghanningzheimenankan?”

shiqibasuidedaguniang,shengyinguyiqiaguo,hulijingbandesangyin,jiaodidiruanmianmian,tingzhejiurangrenyanfan。

mengshulanzhoumei,cetoukanqu,muguangyidun。

ganggangzhiguzhezhanan,yishijiandaobazheigexiaosanerjiwangle。

mengshulanqingxiao,kanzhetayanzhongquanshiqingmiegenkanxiaochoubandekelian,“yeran,nidangranxiangyaole,bijingzheixiejiaozishinigezhuanchengmailaisongjinide,zhishinizhuansongjilehanning,erhanning,youpengdaolewodemianqian。”